“alas! how easily things go wrong.”
aweek later, cards, very thick, gilt-edged, and perfumed, arrived at misrule, requesting the pleasure of the company of mr. philip and the misses woolcot’s company at an “at home” at trafalgar house.
pip said it was “fair cheek.” meg raised her eyebrows, but nellie longed ardently to accept, and almost wept when a formal answer pleading regret and a prior engagement was sent in return.
a fortnight passed, and more cards arrived.
mr. and mrs. fitzroy-browne.
the misses woolcot.
friday evening.
dancing.r.s.v.p.
meg left out the “prior engagement” this time 173in her reply, and merely “regretted the misses woolcot could not have the pleasure, etc.”
but the girls gushed over nellie just as much whenever they met her. she used to go occasionally to the parsonage to play mild tennis with mr. macintosh’s delicate son, who had been ordered the exercise. the misses browne also went there at times; they considered that to visit there on equal terms was a hall mark of gentility, and persevered therefore, even though they yawned afterwards all through the drive home.
they always drove wherever they were going, they seemed to think foot exercise below them. it was even said that when they went to return a call of the macarthys who lived two doors off, they went in their great open carriage, with high-stepping horses, coachman, and footman complete. so, also, whenever they went to the little homely parsonage on the hill top, the imposing equipage took them there, the footman stood in petrified state while they alighted, and afterwards handed the two racquets out with as much ceremony as if he was assisting in some public function.
innate good taste sometimes whispered to nellie that these things ought not to be so, but she generally chose to be conveniently blind.
how could she find fault with them when they 174petted her and flattered her till her silly little head was swimming? when they pressed gifts upon her,—a gold bangle that one of them wore and she had admired, a brooch with a tiny chrysophrase heart, even a parasol composed of billowy chiffon. she had the good sense certainly to refuse the presents, though she looked at them with longing eyes, but none the less she admired and envied girls who had it in their power to make the offers.
“your people seem determined not to come to our house,” miss isabel said one day on the parsonage tennis ground.
“they—they have so many engagements,” said nellie, with hesitating mendacity and a blush of distress. what would they say if they knew the contempt the cards met with at misrule?
miss browne spoke of the great ballroom at trafalgar house, of illuminated grounds, of the throngs of guests; to nellie, who had not yet been allowed more harmful dissipation than tea-parties, picnics, and children’s romps, it sounded entrancing. “yes, i should love to come,” she said wistfully, as they once again regretted she should not give the world an opportunity to see her beauty.
the child naturally was flattered that two grown-up young ladies should take so much notice of her, 175and tell her so frequently of her good looks; it seemed strange, even to her, that with all their money and friends they should trouble to make much of a girl of her age who never wore anything more expensive than muslin, crepon or serge, and always trimmed her own hats.
the reason was that the misses browne, though they had really taken a genuine liking to the shy, beautiful-faced child, had a great respect for the name of woolcot, the high esteem in which the family was held, peccadilloes notwithstanding, and envied—greatly their unquestioned entry into the society that, strive as they would, opened not its doors for them. and they thought, if they could once get on to a friendly footing at misrule, other people in the neighbourhood who had looked coldly on them hitherto would immediately hold out hands of friendship, and come to their doors with the magic bits of pasteboard they so desired.
the best means to this end they considered would be to dazzle the eyes of the family with the luxury and unstinted wealth at trafalgar house.
but nellie was the only one they could get hold of, so they fed her young vanity without stint, and tried to lure her up to the great red mansion.
“yes, i should love to come,” she had said on this occasion. they were standing on the parsonage 176court after a set, nell in a pink cambric blouse and well-worn serge skirt, the misses browne in elaborate costumes of liberty silk with crossed tennis racquets worked all round the skirts.
“well, come,” they said,—“don’t wait for the others; we want you,—why can’t you come even if they won’t?”
“oh,” said nell, who had not dreamed of independent action, “how could i if esther and meg don’t?”
miss browne gave a little laughing sneer.
“what a good little girl it is! does it always ask permission for everything, and do exactly as it’s told? why, when we were your age we never dreamt even of consulting our parents where we went, and they never dreamt of interfering. why, it’s a very old-fashioned notion to be in bondage like that to your parents.”
nell flushed half-shamefacedly.
she began to believe that she really gave in too much to her elders, that she ought to have more freedom, and be more independent, now she was nearly “grown-up.”
“perhaps i will come some day,” she said a little uncertainly.
“just show them a few times that you are not a child, to be dictated to as they wish,” advised miss 177isabel; “after that it will be quite easy. why, i’d just like to hear ma or pa say we shouldn’t go here or mustn’t go there, shouldn’t you, beatrice?”
beatrice’s laugh of utter scorn was sufficient answer. “why, it’s just the other way,” she said: “we tell ma what to do.”
“some day” nellie had said, but had not imagined how soon the day would be offered to her.
general blaxland, the head of the forces in new south wales, had decided to send a certain lieutenant holloway and captain birsted to india, with a view to gaining information from the forces there about several reforms he wished to introduce into the colony.
just at the last lieutenant holloway fell ill, and the general had asked our captain whether he could manage to tear himself away from the bosom of his family for the time required, or whether they must send one of the younger lieutenants. the captain had asked for a day to think it over, hastened home to misrule, and told esther if she would go with him he would accept, for it would be a delightful holiday for both.
esther was charmed with the idea. india had always seemed a kind of beautiful enchanted country to her, where arabian night kind of entertainments went on from morning to night. she begged for 178small essie’s company, but the captain would not hear of such a tie. so as they would only be away four months esther at length consented, and delivered her baby into meg’s care with numberless injunctions.
there was one week of wild confusion at misrule. the children had holidays from lessons; dressmaking and millinery seemed going on all over the house; trunks, cabin boxes, and portmanteaux stood gaping open in esther’s room, and the captain had a fit of intense irritability all the time.
monday, the day the orotava started, came at last, and meg awoke from the confused dream she had been in all the week to find herself on the quay waving a wet handkerchief to a boat almost out of sight, and only refraining from more tears by a hastily got up argument between peter and essie.
“ze tissed me last,” said essie, trying to derive tearful superiority from the fact.
“the waved to me latht, tho there!” peter said.
“ze never!” said essie.
“the did!” cried peter.
meg thought it time to put away her handkerchief and interpose herself between the two “grass orphans,” or the quarrel would end in essie slapping peter, and peter growing red and pushing her down on the ground.
179every one was looking a little grave and upset. it is impossible to see a great ship bearing our dear ones move slowly away toward the wide, terrible ocean without quickened heart-beatings, and serious if not misty eyes, even if they are only going for a very little time, and accidents are unheard-of things with such splendid ships.
meg proposed an adjournment.
“let’s go and have tea and cakes or ice-creams at quong tart’s” she said.
“who’ll pay?” asked bunty the practical.
meg waited a moment; she half hoped pip would come with them, his own merry self again, and offer to “go halves,” but he made no movement.
“i might take it out of the housekeeping money just this once,” she said. “seven of us,—that would be three-and-six; only, peter, you mustn’t ask for ice-cream too if you have a custard roll or anything; every one can only have one thing, or it makes it too expensive.”
pip moved away.
“won’t you come, pip?” she said half beseechingly, and catching his coat sleeve.
but he gave her a cold look.
“no, thanks,” he said, and walked off.
so only six of them went to drown their grief in tea and ice-cream.
180there had been talk of asking mrs. hassal to come down and look after misrule and its inmates for the four months; but then, what would have become of yarrahappini?
meg begged her father to have no one. surely, she said, for that short time she was capable of being head of the house. the cook was a married woman, and would give an air of steadiness to the place; martha was thoroughly reliable; and pat had the virtue of doing as he was told. there would be herself and pip in authority, with nellie as aide-de-camp; bunty was a changed character; and as to poppet, peter, and essie, any one with a little tact could manage them.
so it was decided at last, and meg picked up the reins of government with a pleasurable feeling of responsibility and no misgivings whatever.
pip felt he had done his duty for the time when he spoke a word in season to peter and threatened “hidings” innumerable if he waxed obstreperous.
but the aide-de-camp was tried and proved wanting,—all the trouble that followed came through her.
meg, who desired everything to go on smoothly and pleasantly, made a point of consulting nellie in many things, and treating her as an equal in age. as it happened, it was the worst policy she could 181adopt just then, for it strengthened the younger girl’s growing ideas of independence.
a little firmness—a mother’s firmness—and the enforcement of unquestioned authority at this juncture would have saved her from many a subsequent heartache. but alas! there was no mother, and meg’s rule was certainly not despotic, though it was firm in its way, and answered excellently with the young ones.
“where are you going, nell?” she said one afternoon, going up into the bedroom, and finding her young sister in the midst of as elaborate a toilet as her simple clothes would allow.
“up to trafalgar house for tennis, that’s all!” nell replied, in a tone whose studied nonchalance was somewhat overdone.
meg fairly gasped. was she going to have open rebellion among her subjects as soon as this?
“you are going to do nothing of the kind, i hope,” she said, with considerable warmth in her tone. “what are you thinking of? of course you can’t accept hospitality from people we refuse to visit!”
“oh, that’s all nonsense!” nellie replied, fluffing a strand of hair backward with the comb and pinning it up into a roll. “i consider esther and you were very rude and unneighbourly not to call 182on them, and it’s no reason i should be impolite as well!”
“but you can’t do such an impossible thing!” meg cried. “don’t be such a child, nellie. go to the parsonage, or the courtneys, or anywhere if you want a game; but, for goodness’ sake, keep away from that horrid place!”
nellie proceeded quietly with her dressing, the resolute light in her eyes not a whit diminished. she buttoned her blue tennis blouse, brushed some specks of dust off her skirt, and put a piece of clean belting in her silver waist-clasp.
“i can’t believe you’re in earnest,” meg began 183again; “why, you must remember father expressly said we were not to go!”
“he did not tell me; he only said esther needn’t call,—that’s not forbidding me!” nell said calmly.
she put on her sailor hat, stuck the pins through with great care, and made a few little deft dabs at her fluffy side hair. then she put on her very best gloves and picked up her racquet.
“nellie, i forbid you to go!” meg cried, finding neither reasoning nor asking would answer. “remember, i have been left here in charge of you all, and i absolutely forbid you to go near those brownes!”
“pooh!” said nellie, “i’m nearly as old as you—i’m too big to be forbidden. give your orders to peter and poppet—i’m going!”
and she went.
