chapter 3

when sarah had left the lounge, dr gerard sat where he was for some minutes. then he strolled to

the table, picked up the latest number of le matin and strolled with it to a chair a few yards away

from the boynton family. his curiosity was aroused.

he had at first been amused by the english girl’s interest in this american family, shrewdly

diagnosing that it was inspired by interest in one particular member of the family. but now something

out of the ordinary about this family party awakened in him the deeper, more impartial interest of the

scientist. he sensed that there was something here of definite psychological interest.

very discreetly, under the cover of his paper, he took stock of them. first the boy in whom that

attractive english girl took such a decided interest. yes, thought gerard, definitely the type to appeal

to her temperamentally. sarah king had strength—she possessed well-balanced nerves, cool wits and

a resolute will. dr gerard judged the young man to be sensitive, perceptive, diffident and intensely

suggestible. he noted with a physician’s eye the obvious fact that the boy was at the moment in a

state of high nervous tension. dr gerard wondered why. he was puzzled. why should a young man

whose physical health was obviously good, who was abroad ostensibly enjoying himself, be in such a

condition that nervous breakdown was imminent?

the doctor turned his attention to the other members of the party. the girl with the chestnut hair

was obviously raymond’s sister. they were of the same racial type, small-boned, well-shaped,

aristocratic looking. they had the same slender well-formed hands, the same clean line of jaw, and

the same poise of the head on a long, slender neck. and the girl, too, was nervous…she made slight

involuntary nervous movements, her eyes were deeply shadowed underneath and over bright. her

voice, when she spoke, was too quick and a shade breathless. she was watchful—alert—unable to

relax.

‘and she is afraid, too,’ decided dr gerard. ‘yes, she is afraid!’

he overheard scraps of conversation—a very ordinary normal conversation.

‘we might go to solomon’s stables?’ ‘would that be too much for mother?’ ‘the wailing wall

in the morning?’ ‘the temple, of course—the mosque of omar they call it—i wonder why?’

‘because it’s been made into a moslem mosque, of course, lennox.’

ordinary commonplace tourist’s talk. and yet, somehow, dr gerard felt a queer conviction that

these overheard scraps of dialogue were all singularly unreal. they were a mask — a cover for

something that surged and eddied underneath—something too deep and formless for words…again

he shot a covert glance from behind the shelter of le matin.

lennox? that was the elder brother. the same family likeness could be traced, but there was a

difference. lennox was not so highly strung; he was, gerard decided, of a less nervous temperament.

but about him, too, there seemed something odd. there was no sign of muscular tension about him as

there was about the other two. he sat relaxed, limp. puzzling, searching among memories of patients

he had seen sitting like that in hospital wards, gerard thought:

‘he is exhausted—yes, exhausted with suffering. that look in the eyes—the look you see in a

wounded dog or a sick horse—dumb bestial endurance…it is odd, that…physically there seems

nothing wrong with him…yet there is no doubt that lately he has been through much suffering—

mental suffering—now he no longer suffers—he endures dumbly—waiting, i think, for the blow to

fall…what blow? am i fancying all this? no, the man is waiting for something, for the end to come.

so cancer patients lie and wait, thankful that an anodyne dulls the pain a little…’

lennox boynton got up and retrieved a ball of wool that the old lady had dropped.

‘here you are, mother.’

‘thank you.’

what was she knitting, this monumental impassive old woman? something thick and coarse.

gerard thought: ‘mittens for inhabitants of a workhouse!’ and smiled at his own fantasy.

he turned his attention to the youngest member of the party—the girl with the golden-red hair.

she was, perhaps, nineteen. her skin had the exquisite clearness that often goes with red hair.

although over thin, it was a beautiful face. she was sitting smiling to herself—smiling into space.

there was something a little curious about that smile. it was so far removed from the solomon hotel,

from jerusalem…it reminded dr gerard of something…presently it came to him in a flash. it was the

strange unearthly smile that lifts the lips of the maidens in the acropolis at athens—something

remote and lovely and a little inhuman…the magic of the smile, her exquisite stillness gave him a

little pang.

and then with a shock, dr gerard noticed her hands. they were concealed from the group round

her by the table, but he could see them clearly from where he sat. in the shelter of her lap they were

picking—picking—tearing a delicate handkerchief into tiny shreds.

it gave him a horrible shock. the aloof remote smile—the still body—and the busy destructive

hands…