it is just one year since the summer morning when matty kennedy took upon herself a second time the duties of a wife, and now she lies in a darkened room, her face white as the winter snow, and her breath scarcely perceptible to the touch, as it comes faintly from her parted lips. in dignified silence the doctor sits by, counting her feeble pulse, while an expression of pride and almost perfect happiness breaks over his face as he glances toward the cradle which hannah has brought from the garret, and where now slept the child born to him that day. his oft-repeated maxim that if the first were not a boy the second ought to be, had prevailed at last, and dombey had a son. it was a puny thing, but the father said it looked as nellie did when she first rested there, and nellie, holding back her breath and pushing aside her curls, bent down to see the red-faced infant.
"i was never as ugly as that, and i don't love him a bit!" she exclaimed, turning away in disgust; while maude approached on tip-toe, and kneeling by the cradle side kissed the unconscious sleeper, whispering as she did so, "i love you, poor little brother."
darling maude—blessed maude—in all your after life you proved the truth of those low spoken words, "i love you, poor little brother."
for many days did mrs. kennedy hover between life and death, never asking for her baby, and seldom noticing her husband, who, while declaring there was no danger, still deemed it necessary, in case anything should happen, to send for his sister, mrs. kelsey, who had not visited him since his last marriage. she was a proud, fashionable woman, who saw nothing attractive in the desolate old house, and who had conceived an idea that her brother's second wife was a sort of nobody whom he had picked up among the new england hills. but the news of her illness softened her feelings in a measure, and she started for laurel hill, thinking that if matty died she hoped a certain dashing, brilliant woman, called maude glendower, might go there, and govern the tyrannical doctor, even as he had governed others.
it was late in the afternoon when she reached her brother's house, from which nellie came running out to meet her, accompanied by maude. from the latter the lady at first turned disdainfully away, but ere long stole another look at the brown-faced girl, about whom there was something very attractive.
"curtains, as i live!" she exclaimed, as she entered the parlor. "a piano, and marble table, too. where did these come from?"
"they are ma's, and she's got a baby upstairs," answered maude, and the lady's hand rested for an instant on the little curly head, for strange as it may seem, she esteemed more highly a woman who owned a piano and handsome table than she did one whose worldly possessions were more limited.
after making some changes in her dress, she went up to the sick-room, and as matty was asleep, she had ample time to examine her face, and also to inspect the room, which showed in someone a refined and delicate taste.
"she must be more of a lady than i supposed," she thought, and when at last her sister-in-law awoke she greeted her kindly, and during her visit, which lasted nearly two weeks, she exerted herself to be agreeable, succeeding so far that matty parted from her at last with genuine regret.
"poor thing—she'll never see another winter," was mrs. kelsey's mental comment, as she bade the invalid good-by; but in this she was mistaken, for with the falling of the leaf matty began to improve, and though she never fully regained her health, she was able again to be about the house, doing far more than she ought to have done, but never uttering a word of complaint, however heavy was the burden imposed upon her.
with maude and her baby, who bore the name of louis, she found her greatest comfort. he was a sweet, playful child, and sure never before was father so foolishly proud of his son as was dr. kennedy of his. for hours would he sit watching him while he slept, and building castles of the future, when "louis kennedy, only son of dr. kennedy," should be honored among men. toward the mother, too, who had borne him such a prodigy he became a little more indulgent, occasionally suffering her wishes to prevail over his maxims, and on three several occasions giving her a dollar to spend as she pleased. surely such generosity did not deserve so severe a punishment as was in store for the proud father.
louis had a most beautiful face, and in his soft, brown eyes there was a "look like the angels," as maude once said to her mother, who seldom spoke of him without a sigh, for on her mind a terrible fear was fastening itself. although mentally as forward as other children, louis' body did not keep pace with the growth of his intellect, and when he was two years of age he could not bear his weight upon his feet, but in creeping dragged his limbs slowly, as if in them there was no life—no strength.
"ma, why don't louis walk?" asked maude, one evening when she saw how long it took him to cross the room.
"loui' tant walk," answered the child, who talked with perfect ease.
the tears came instantly to mrs. kennedy's eyes, for, availing herself of her husband's absence, she had that morning consulted another physician, who, after carefully examining louis' body, had whispered in the poor woman's ear that which made every nerve quiver with pain, while at the same time it made dearer a thousand-fold her baby-boy; for a mother's pity increases a mother's love.
"say, ma, what is it?" persisted maude. "will louis ever walk?"
"loui'll never walk," answered the little fellow, shaking his brown curls, and tearing in twain a picture-book which his father had bought him the day before.
"maude," said mrs. kennedy, drawing her daughter to her side, "i must tell somebody or my heart will burst," and laying her head upon the table she wept aloud.
"don't try, ma, loui' good," lisped the infant on the floor, while mrs. kennedy, drying at last her tears, told to the wondering maude that louis was not like other children—that he would probably never have the use of his feet—that a hunch was growing on his back—and he in time would be—she could not say "deformed," and so she said at last—"he'll be forever lame."
poor little maude! how all her childish dreams were blasted! she had anticipated so much pleasure in guiding her brother's tottering footsteps, in leading him to school, to church, and everywhere, and she could not have him lame.
"oh, louis, louis!" she cried, winding her arms around his neck, as if she would thus avert the dreaded evil.
very wonderfully the child looked up into her eyes, and raising his waxen hand he wiped her tears away, saying as he did so, "loui' love maude."
with a choking sob maude kissed her baby brother, then going back to her mother, whose head still lay upon the table, she whispered, "we will love poor louis all the more, you and i."
blessed maude, we say again, for these were no idle words, and the clinging, tender love with which she cherished her unfortunate brother ought to have shamed the heartless man who, when he heard of his affliction, refused to be comforted, and almost cursed the day when his only son was born. he had been absent for a week or more, and with the exception of the time when he first knew he had a son he did not remember of having experienced a moment of greater happiness than that in which he reached his home where dwelt his boy—his pride—his idol. louis was not in the room, and on the mother's face there was an expression of sadness, which at once awakened the father's fears lest something had befallen his child.
"where is louis?" he asked. "has anything happened to him that you look so pale?"
"louis is well," answered matty, and then, unable longer to control her feelings, she burst into tears, while the doctor looked on in amazement, wondering if all women were as nervous and foolish as the two it had been his fortune to marry.
"oh, husband," she cried, feeling sure of his sympathy, and thinking it better to tell the truth at once; "has it never occurred to you that louis was not like other children?"
"of course it has," he answered quickly. "he is a thousand times brighter than any child i have ever known."
"'tisn't that, 'tisn't that," said matty. "he'll never walk—he's lame—deformed!"
"what do you mean?" thundered the doctor, reeling for an instant like a drunken man; then, recovering his composure, he listened while matty told him what she meant.
at that moment maude drew louis into the room, and, taking the child in his arms, the doctor examined him for himself, wondering he had never observed before how small and seemingly destitute of life were his lower limbs. the bunch upon the back, though slight as yet, was really there, and matty, when questioned, said it had been there for weeks, but she did not tell of it, for she hoped it would go away.
"it will stay until his dying day," he muttered, as he ordered maude to take the child away. "louis deformed! louis a cripple! what have i done that i should be thus sorely punished?" he exclaimed, when he was alone with his wife; and then, as he dared not blame the almighty, he charged it to her, until at last his thoughts took another channel. maude had dropped him—he knew she had, and matty was to blame for letting her handle him so much, when she knew 'twas a maxim of his that children should not take care of children.
he had forgotten the time when his worn-out wife had asked him to hire a nurse girl for louis, and he had answered that "maude was large enough for that." on some points his memory was treacherous, and for days he continued to repine at his hard fate, wishing once in matty's presence that louis had never been born.
"oh, husband," she cried, "how can you say that! do you hate our poor boy because he is a cripple?"
"a cripple!" roared the doctor. "never use that word again in my presence. my son a cripple! i can't have it so! i won't have it so! for 'tis a max—"
here he stopped, being for a second time in his life at a loss what to say.
"sarve 'em right, sarve 'em right," muttered john, whose quick eye saw everything. "ole sam payin' him off good. he think he'll be in the seventh heaven when he got a boy, and he mighty nigh torment that little gal's life out with his mexens and things; but now he got a boy, he feel a heap like the bad place."
still much as john rejoiced that his master was so punished, his heart went out in pity toward the helpless child whom he almost worshiped, carrying him often to the fields, where, seeking out the shadiest spot and the softest grass for a throne, he would place the child upon it, and then pay him obeisance by bobbing up and down his wooly head in a manner quite as satisfactory to louis as if he indeed had been a king and john his loyal subject. old hannah, too, was greatly softened, and many a little cake and pie she baked in secret for the child, while even nellie gave up to him her favorite playthings, and her blue eyes wore a pitying look whenever they rested on the poor unfortunate. all loved him seemingly the more—all, save the cruel father, who, as the months and years rolled on, seemed to acquire a positive dislike to the little boy, seldom noticing him in any way except to frown if he were brought into his sight. and louis, with the quick instinct of childhood, learned to expect nothing from his father, whose attention he never tried to attract.
as if to make amends for his physical deformity, he possessed an uncommon mind, and when he was nearly six years of age accident revealed to him the reason of his father's continued coldness, and wrung from him the first tears he had ever shed for his misfortune. he heard one day his mother praying that god would soften her husband's heart toward his poor hunchback boy, who was not to blame for his misfortune—and laying his head upon the broad arm of the chair which had been made for him, he wept bitterly, for he knew now why he was not loved. that night, as in his crib he lay, watching the stars which shone upon him through the window, and wondering if in heaven there were hunchback boys like him, he overheard his father talking to his mother, and the words that his father said were never forgotten to his dying day. there were, "don't ask me to be reconciled to a cripple! what good can he do me? he will never earn his own living, lame as he is, and will only be in the way."
"oh, father, father," the cripple essayed to say, but he could not speak, so full of pain was his little, bursting heart, and that night he lay awake, praying that he might die and so be out of the way.
the next morning he asked maude to draw him to the churchyard where "his other mother," as he called her, was buried. maude complied, and when they were there, placed him at his request upon the ground, where stretching himself out at his full length, he said: "look, maude, won't mine be a little grave?" then, ere she could answer the strange question, he continued, "i want to die so bad; and if you leave me lying here in the long grass maybe god's angel will take me up to heaven. will i be lame, there, think you?"
"oh, louis, louis, what do you mean?" cried maude, and as well as he could, for the tears he shed, louis told her what he meant.
"father don't love me because i'm lame, and he called me a cripple, too. what is a cripple, maude? is it anything very bad?" and his beautiful brown eyes turned anxiously toward his sister.
he had never heard that word before, and to him it had a fearful significance, even worse than lameness. in an instant maude knelt by his side—his head was pillowed on her bosom, and in the silent graveyard, with the quiet dead around them, she spoke blessed words of comfort to her brother, telling him what a cripple was, and that because he bore that name he was dearer far to her.
"your father will love you, too," she said, "when he learns how good you are. he loves nellie, and—"
ere she could say more she was interrupted by louis, on whose mind another truth had dawned, and who now said, "but he don't love you as he does nellie. why not? are you a cripple, too?"
folding him still closer in her arms, and kissing his fair, white brow, maude answered: "your father, louis, is not mine—for mine is dead, and his grave is far away. i came here to live when i was a little girl, not quite as old as you, and nellie is not my sister, though you are my darling brother."
"and do you love father?" asked louis, his eyes still fixed upon her face as if he would read the truth.
every feeling of maude remington's heart answered, "no," to that question, but she could not say so to the boy, and she replied, "not as i could love my own father—neither does he love me, for i am not his child."
this explanation was not then wholly clear to louis, but he understood that there was a barrier between his father and maude, and this of itself was sufficient to draw him more closely to the latter, who, after that day, cherished him, if possible, more tenderly than she had done before, keeping him out of his father's way, and cushioning his little crutches so they could not be heard, for she rightly guessed that the sound of them was hateful to the harsh man's ears.
maude was far older than her years, and during the period of time over which we have passed so briefly she had matured both in mind and body, until now at the age of twelve she was a self-reliant little woman on whom her mother wholly depended for comfort and counsel. very rapidly was mrs. kennedy passing from the world, and as she felt the approach of death she leaned more and more upon her daughter, talking to her often of the future and commending louis to her care, when with her he would be motherless. maude's position was now a trying one, for, when her mother became too ill to leave her room, and the doctor refused to hire extra help, saying, "two great girls were help enough," it was necessary for her to go into the kitchen, where she vainly tried to conciliate old hannah, who "wouldn't mind a chit of a girl, and wouldn't fret herself either if things were not half done."
from the first nellie resolutely refused to work—"it would black her hands," she said, and as her father never remonstrated she spent her time in reading, admiring her pretty face, and drumming upon the piano, which maude, who was fonder even than nellie of music, seldom found time to touch. one there was, however, who gave to maude every possible assistance, and this was john. "having tried his hand," as he said, "at everything in marster norton's school," he proved of invaluable service—sweeping, dusting, washing dishes, cleaning knives, and once ironing dr. kennedy's shirts, when old hannah was in what he called her "tantrums." but alas for john! the entire print of the iron upon the bosom of one, to say nothing of the piles of starch upon another, and more than all, the tremendous scolding which he received from the owner of said shirt, warned him never to turn laundress again, and in disgust he gave up his new vocation, devoting his leisure moments to the cultivation of flowers, which he carried to his mistress, who smiled gratefully upon him, saying they were the sweetest she had ever smelled. and so each morning a fresh bouquet was laid upon her pillow, and as she inhaled their perfume she thought of her new england home, which she would never see again—thought, too, of janet, whose cheering words and motherly acts would be so grateful to her now when she so much needed care.
"'tis a long time since i've heard from her," she said one day to maude. "suppose you write tomorrow, and tell her i am sick—tell her, too, that the sight of her would almost make me well, and maybe she will come," and on the sick woman's face there was a joyous expression as she thought how pleasant it would be to see once more one who had breathed the air of her native hills—had looked upon her harry's grave—nay, had known her harry when in life, and wept over him in death.
poor, lonesome, homesick woman! janet shall surely come in answer to your call, and ere you deem it possible her shadow shall fall across your threshold—her step be heard upon the stairs—her hand be clasped in yours!
