mr. de vere had been gone four weeks. louis had entirely recovered from his illness, and had made the acquaintance of j.c., with whom he was on the best of terms. almost every bright day did the young man draw the little covered wagon through the village, and away to some lovely spot, where the boy artist could indulge in his favorite occupation—that of sketching the familiar objects around him. at first nellie accompanied them in these excursions; but when one day her aunt, who still remained at laurel hill, pointed out to her a patch of sunburn and a dozen freckles, the result of her outdoor exercise, she declared her intention of remaining at home thereafter—a resolution not altogether unpleasant to j.c., as by this means maude was more frequently his companion.
if our readers suppose that to a man of j.c.'s nature there was anything particularly agreeable in thus devoting himself to a cripple boy they are mistaken, for louis kennedy might have remained indoors forever had it not been for the sunny smile and look of gratitude which maude remington always gave to j.c. de vere when he came for or returned with her darling brother. insensibly the domestic virtues and quiet ways of the black-haired maude were winning a strong hold upon j.c.'s affections, and still he had never seriously thought of making her his wife. he only, knew that he liked her, that he felt very comfortable where she was, and very uncomfortable where she was not; that the sound of her voice singing in the choir was the only music he heard on the sabbath day, and though nellie in her character of soprano ofttimes warbled like a bird, filling the old church with melody, he did not heed it, so intent was he in listening to the deeper, richer notes of her who sang the alto, and whose fingers swept the organ keys with so much grace and beauty.
and maude! within her bosom was there no interest awakened for one who thought so much of her? yes, but it was an interest of a different nature from his. she liked him, because he was so much more polite to her than she had expected him to be, and more than all, she liked him for his kindness to her brother, never dreaming that for her sake alone those kindly acts were done. of james de vere she often thought, repeating sometimes to herself the name of cousin maude, which had sounded so sweetly to her ear when he had spoken it. his promise she remembered, too, and as often as the mail came in, bringing her no letter, she sighed involuntarily to think she was forgotten. not forgotten, maude, no, not forgotten, and when one afternoon, five weeks after james' departure j.c. stood at her side, he had good reason for turning his eyes away from her truthful glance, for he knew of a secret wrong done to her that day. there had come to him that morning a letter from james, containing a note for maude, and the request that he would hand it to her.
"i should have written to her sooner," james wrote, "but mother's illness and an unusual amount of business prevented me from doing so. 'better late than never,' is, however, a good motto at times, and i intrust the letter to you, because i would save her from any gossip which an open correspondence with me might create."
for james de vere to write to a young girl was an unheard-of circumstance, and the sight of that note aroused in j.c.'s bosom a feeling of jealousy lest the prize he now knew he coveted should be taken from him. no one but himself should write to maude remington, for she was his, or rather she should be his. the contents of that note might be of the most ordinary kind, but for some reason undefinable to himself he would rather she should not see it yet, and though it cost him a struggle to deal thus falsely with both, he resolved to keep it from her until she had promised to be his wife. he never dreamed it possible that she could tell him no, he had been so flattered and admired by the city belles; and the only point which troubled him was what his fashionable friends would say when in place of the nellie whose name had been so long associated with his, he brought to them a maude fresh from the rural districts, with naught in her disposition save goodness, purity, and truth. they would be surprised, he knew, but she was worth a thousand of them all, and then with a glow of pride he thought how his tender love and care would shield her from all unkind remarks, and how he would make himself worthy of such a treasure.
this was the nobler, better part of j.c.'s nature, but anon a more sordid feeling crept in, and he blushed to find himself wondering how large her fortune really was! no one knew, save the lawyers and the trustee to whose care it had been committed, and since he had become interested in her he dared not question them lest they should accuse him of mercenary motives. was it as large as nellie's? he wished he knew, while at the same time he declared to himself that it should make no difference. the heart which had withstood so many charms was really interested at last, and though he knew both mrs. kelsey and her niece would array themselves against him, he was prepared to withstand the indignation of the one and the opposition of the other.
so perfectly secure was nellie in j.c.'s admiration for herself, that she failed to see his growing preference for maude, whom she frequently ridiculed in his presence, just because she thought he would laugh at it, and think her witty. but in this she was mistaken, for her ridicule raised maude higher in his estimation, and he was glad when at last an opportunity occurred for him to declare his intentions.
for a week or more nellie and a few of the young people of the village had been planning a picnic to the lake, and the day was finally decided upon. nellie did not ask j.c. if he were going; she expected it as a matter of course, just as she expected that maude would stay at home to look after louis and the house. but j.c. had his own opinion of the matter, and when the morning came he found it very convenient to be suffering from a severe headache which would not permit him to leave his bed, much less to join the pleasure party.
"give my compliments to miss kennedy," he said to the young man who came to his door, "and tell her i cannot possibly go this morning, but will perhaps come down this afternoon."
"mr. de vere not going! i can't believe it!" and the angry tears glittered in nellie's blue eyes when she heard the message he had sent her.
"not going!" exclaimed mrs. kelsey, while even maude sympathized in the general sorrow, for her hands had prepared the repast, and she had taken especial pains with the pies which mr. de vere liked the best, and which, notwithstanding his dislike to kitchen odors, he had seen her make, standing at her elbow and complimenting her skill.
nellie was in favor of deferring the ride, but others of the party, who did not care so much for mr. de vere's society objected, and poutingly tying on her hat, the young lady took her seat beside her aunt, who was scarcely less chagrined than herself at their disappointment.
meanwhile, from behind his paper curtains j.c. looked after the party as they rode away, feeling somewhat relieved when the blue ribbons of nellie's hat disappeared from view. for appearance's sake he felt obliged to keep his room for an hour or more, but at the end of that time he ventured to feel better, and dressing himself with unusual care he started for dr. kennedy's, walking very slowly, as became one suffering from a nervous headache, as he was supposed to be. maude had finished her domestic duties, and in tasteful gingham morning-gown, with the whitest of linen collars upon her neck, she sat reading alone at the foot of the garden beneath a tall cherry tree where john had built her a rough seat of boards. this was her favorite resort, and here j.c. found her, so intent upon her book as not to observe his approach until he stood before her. she seemed surprised to see him, and made anxious inquiries concerning his headache, which he told her was much better. "and even if it were not," said he, seating himself at her feet; "even if it were not, the sight of you, looking so bright, so fresh, and so neat, would dissipate it entirely," and his eyes, from which the saucy, wicked look was for the moment gone, rested admiringly upon her face.
his manner was even more pointed than his words, and coloring crimson, maude replied, "you are disposed to be complimentary, mr. de vere."
"i am disposed for once to tell the truth," he answered. "all my life long i have acted a part, saying and doing a thousand foolish things i did not mean, just because i thought it would please the senseless bubbles with whom i have been associated. but you, maude remington, have brought me to my senses, and determined me to be a man instead of a fool. will you help me, maude, in this resolution?" and seizing both her hands he poured into her astonished ear his declaration of love, speaking so rapidly and so vehemently as al most to take her breath away, for she had never expected a scene like this.
she had looked upon him as one who would undoubtedly be her sister's husband, and the uniform kindness with which he had treated her, she attributed to his exceeding good nature; but to be loved by him, by j.c. de vere, who had been sought after by the fairest ladies in the land, she could not believe possible, and with mingled feelings of pleasure, pain, and gratified vanity she burst into tears.
very gently j.c. wiped her tears away, and sitting down beside her he said, "the first time i ever saw you, maude, you told me 'i did not look as if i meant for certain,' and you were right, for all my life has been a humbug; but i mean 'for certain' now. i love you, maude, love you for the very virtues which i have so often affected to despise, and you must make me what j.c. de vere ought to be. will you, maude? will you be my wife?"
to say maude was not gratified that this man of fashion should prefer her to all the world would be an untruth, but she could not then say "yes," for another, and a more melodious voice was still ringing in her ear, and she saw in fancy a taller, nobler form than that of him who was pressing her to answer.
"not yet, mr. de vere," she said. "not yet. i must have time to think. it has come upon me so suddenly, so unexpectedly, for i have always thought of you as nellie's future husband, and my manners are so different from what you profess to admire."
"'twas only profession, maude," he said, and then, still holding her closely to him, he frankly and ingenuously gave her a truthful history of his life up to the time of his first acquaintance with nellie, of whom he spoke kindly, saying she pleased him better than most of his city friends, and as he began really to want a wife he had followed her to laurel hill, fully intending to offer her the heart which, ere he was aware of it, was given to another. "and now, i cannot live without you," he said. "you must be mine. won't you, maude? i will be a good husband. i will take lessons of cousin james, who is called a pattern man."
the mention of that name was unfortunate, and rising to her feet, maude replied: "i cannot answer you now, mr. de vere. i should say no, if i did, i am sure, and i would rather think of it a while."
he knew by her voice that she was in earnest, and kissing her hand he walked rapidly away, his love increasing in intensity with each step he took. he had not expected anything like hesitancy. everyone else had met his advances at least halfway, and maude's indecision made him feel more ardent than he otherwise might have been.
"what if she should refuse me?" he said, as he paced up and down his room, working himself up to such a pitch of feeling that when that afternoon nellie on the lake shore was waiting impatiently his coming he on his pillow was really suffering all the pangs of a racking headache, brought on by strong nervous excitement. "what if she should say no?" he kept repeating to himself, and at last, maddened by the thought, he arose, and dashing off a wild rambling letter, was about sending it by a servant, when he received a note from her, for an explanation of which we will go back an hour or so in our story.
in a state of great perplexity maude returned to the house, and seeking out her brother, the only person to whom she could go for counsel, she told him of the offer she had received, and asked him what he thought. in most respect louis was far older than his years, and he entered at once into the feelings of his sister.
"j.c. de vere proposed to you!" he exclaimed. "what will nellie say?"
"if i refuse, she never need to know of it," answered maude, and louis continued: "they say he is a great catch, and wouldn't it be nice to get him away from everybody else. but what of the other de vere? don't you like him the best?"
maude's heart beat rapidly, and the color on her cheek deepened to a brighter hue as she replied, "what made you think of him?"
"i don't know," was louis' answer, "only when he was here i fancied you were pleased with him, and that he would suit you better than j.c."
"but he don't like me," said maude. "he don't like any woman well enough to make her his wife," and she sighed deeply as she thought of his broken promise and the letter looked for so long.
"maude," said louis suddenly, "men like j.c. de vere sometimes marry for money, and maybe he thinks your fortune larger than it is. most everybody does."
that maude was more interested in j.c. de vere than she supposed was proved by the earnestness with which she defended him from all mercenary motives.
"he knows nellie's fortune is much larger than my own," she said; "and by preferring me to her he shows that money is not his motive."
still louis' suggestion troubled her, and by way of testing the matter she sat down at once and wrote him a note, telling him frankly how much she had in her own name and how much in expectancy. this note she sent to him by john, who, naturally quick-witted, read a portion of the truth in her tell-tale face, and giving a loud whistle in token of his approbation he exclaimed, "this nigger'll never quit larfin' if you gets him after all miss nellie's nonsense, and i hopes you will, for he's a heap better chap than i s'posed, though i b'lieve i like t'other one the best!"
poor maude! that other one seemed destined to be continually thrust upon her, but resolving to banish him from her mind as one who had long since ceased to think of her, she waited impatiently, for a reply to her letter.
very hastily j.c. tore it open, hoping, believing, that it contained the much desired answer. "i knew she could not hold out against me—no one ever did," he said; but when he read the few brief lines, he dashed it to the floor with an impatient "pshaw!" feeling a good deal disappointed that she had not said yes and a very little disappointed that the figures were not larger!
"five thousand dollars the 20th of next june, and five thousand more when that old janet dies; ten thousand in all. quite a handsome property, if maude could have it at once. i wonder if she's healthy, this mrs. hopkins," soliloquized j.c., until at last a new idea entered his mind, and striking his fist upon the table he exclaimed, "of course she will. such people always do, and that knocks the will in head!" and j.c. de vere frowned wrathfully upon the little imaginary hopkinses who were to share the milkman's fortune with maude.
just then a girlish figure was seen beneath the trees in dr. kennedy's yard, and glancing at the white cape bonnet j.c. knew that it was maude, the sight of whom drove young hopkins and the will effectually from his mind. "he would marry her, anyway," he said, "five thousand dollars was enough;" and donning his hat he started at once for the doctor's. maude had returned to the house, and was sitting with her brother when the young man was announced. wholly unmindful of louis' presence, he began at once by asking "if she esteemed him so lightly as to believe that money could make any difference whatever with him."
"it influences some men," answered maude, "and though you may like me—"
"like you, maude remington!" he exclaimed; "like is a feeble word. i worship you, i love the very air you breathe, and you must be mine. will you, maude?"
j.c. had never before been so much in earnest, for never before had he met with the least indecision, and he continued pleading his cause so vehemently that louis, who was wholly unprepared for so stormy a wooing, stopped his ears and whispered to his sister, "tell him yes, before he drives me crazy!"
but maude felt that she must have time for sober, serious reflection; j.c. was not indifferent to her, and the thought was very soothing that she who had never aspired to the honor had been chosen from all others to be his wife. he was handsome, agreeable, kind-hearted, and, as she believed, sincere in his love for her. and still there was something lacking. she could not well tell what, unless, indeed, she would have him more like james de vere.
"will you answer me?" j.c. said, after there had been a moment's silence, and in his deep black eyes there was a truthful, earnest look wholly unlike the wicked, treacherous expression usually hidden there.
"wait a while," answered maude, coming to his side and laying her hand upon his shoulder. "wait a few days, and i most know i shall tell you yes. i like you, mr. de vere, and if i hesitate it is because—because—i really don't know what, but something keeps telling me that our engagement may be broken, and if so, it had better not be made."
there was another storm of words, and then, as maude still seemed firm in her resolution to do nothing hastily, j.c. took his leave. as the door closed after him, louis heaved a deep sigh of relief, and, turning to his sister, said: "i never heard anything like it; i wonder if james would act like that!"
"louis," said maude, but ere louis could reply she had changed her mind, and determined not to tell him that james de vere alone stood between her and the decision j.c. pleaded for so earnestly. so she said: "shall i marry j.c. de vere?"
"certainly, if you love him," answered louis. "he will take you to rochester away from this lonesome house. i shall live with you more than half the time, and—"
here louis was interrupted by the sound of wheels. mrs. kelsey and nellie had returned from the lake, and bidding her brother say nothing of what he had heard, maude went down to meet them. nellie was in the worst of humors. "her head was aching horridly—she had spent an awful day—and j.c. was wise in staying at home."
"how is he?" she asked, "though of course you have not seen him."
maude was about to speak when hannah, delighted with a chance to disturb nellie, answered for her. "it's my opinion that headache was all a sham, for you hadn't been gone an hour, afore he was over here in the garden with maude, where he stayed ever so long. then he came agen this afternoon, and hasn't but jest gone."
nellie had not sufficient discernment to read the truth of this assertion in maude's crimson cheeks, but mrs. kelsey had, and very sarcastically she said: "miss remington, i think, might be better employed than in trying to supplant her sister."
"i have not tried to supplant her, madam," answered maude, her look of embarrassment giving way to one of indignation at the unjust accusation.
"may i ask, then, if mr. de vere has visited you twice to-day, and if so, what was the object of those visits?" continued mrs. kelsey, who suddenly remembered several little incidents which had heretofore passed unheeded, and which, now that she recalled them to mind, proved that j.c. de vere was interested in maude.
"mr. de vere can answer for himself, and i refer you to him," was maude's reply, as she walked away.
nellie began to cry. "maude had done something," she knew, "and it wouldn't be a bit improper for a woman as old as aunt kelsey to go over and see how mr. de vere was, particularly as by this means she might find out why he had been there so long with maude."
mrs. kelsey was favorably impressed with this idea, and after changing her dusty dress and drinking a cup of tea she started for the hotel. j.c. was sitting near the window, watching anxiously for a glimpse of maude when his visitor was announced. seating herself directly opposite him, mrs. kelsey inquired after his headache, and then asked how he had passed the day.
"oh, in lounging, generally," he answered, while she continued, "hannah says you spent the morning there, and also a part of the afternoon. was my brother at home?"
"he was not. i went to see maude," j.c. replied somewhat stiffly, for he began to see the drift of her remarks.
mrs. kelsey hesitated a moment, and then proceeded to say that "j.c. ought not to pay miss remington much attention, as she was very susceptible and might fancy him in earnest."
"and suppose she does?" said j.c., determining to brave the worst. "suppose she does?"
mrs. kelsey was very uncomfortable, and coughing a little she replied, "it is wrong to raise hopes which cannot be realized, for of course you have never entertained a serious thought of a low country girl like maude remington."
there had been a time when a remark like this from the fashionable mrs. kelsey would have banished any girl from j.c.'s mind, for he was rather dependent on the opinion of others, but it made no difference now, and, warming up in maude's defense, he replied, "i assure you, madam, i have entertained serious thoughts toward miss remington, and have this day asked her to be my wife."
"your wife!" almost screamed the high-bred mrs. kelsey. "what will your city friends—what will nellie say?"
"confound them all, i don't care what they, say," and j.c. drove his knife-blade into the pine table, while he gave his reasons for having chosen maude in preference to nellie, or anyone else he had ever seen. "there's something to her," said he, "and with her for my wife i shall make a decent man. what would nellie and i do together—when neither of us know anything—about business, i mean," he added, while mrs. kelsey rejoined, "i always intended that you would live with me, and i had that handsome suite of rooms arranged expressly for nellie and her future husband. i have no children, and my niece will inherit my property."
this, under some circumstances, would have strongly tempted the young man; nay, it might perchance have tempted him then, had not the deep tones of the organ at that moment have reached his ear. it was the night when maude usually rehearsed for the coming sabbath, and soon after her interview with her sister she had gone to the church where she sought to soothe her ruffled spirits by playing a most plaintive air. the music was singularly soft and sweet, and the heart of j.c. de vere trembled to the sound, for he knew it was maude who played—maude, who out-weighed the tempting bait which mrs. kelsey offered, and with a magnanimity quite astonishing to himself he answered, "poverty with maude, rather than riches with another!"
"be it so, then," was mrs. kelsey's curt reply, "but when in the city you blush at your bride's awkwardness don't expect me to lend a helping hand, for maude remington cannot by me be recognized as an equal," and the proud lady swept from the room, wearing a deeply injured look, as if she herself had been refused instead of her niece.
"let me off easier than i supposed," muttered j.c., as he watched her cross the street and enter dr. kennedy's gate. "it will be mighty mean, though, if she does array herself against my wife, for madam kelsey is quoted everywhere, and even mrs. lane, who lives just opposite, dare not open her parlor blinds until assured by ocular demonstration that mrs. kelsey's are open too. oh, fashion, fashion, what fools you make of your votaries! i am glad that i for one dare break your chain and marry whom i please," and feeling more amiably disposed toward j.c. de vere than he had felt for many a day, the young man started for the church, where to his great joy he found maude alone.
she was not surprised to see him, nay, she was half expecting him, and the flush which deepened on her cheek as he came to her side showed that his presence was not unwelcome. human nature is the same everywhere, and though maude was perhaps as free from its weaknesses as almost anyone, the fact that her lover was so greatly coveted by others increased rather than diminished her regard for him, and when he told her what had passed between himself and mrs. kelsey, and urged her to give him a right to defend her against that haughty woman's attacks by engaging herself to him at once, she was more willing to tell him yes than she had been in the morning. thoughts of james de vere did not trouble her now—he had ceased to remember her ere this—had never been more interested in her than in any ordinary acquaintance, and so, though she knew she could be happier with him than with the one who with his arm around her waist was pleading for her love, she yielded at last, and in that dim old church, with the summer moonlight stealing up the dusky aisles, she promised to be the wife of j.c. de vere on her eighteenth birthday.
very pleasant now it seemed sitting there alone with him in the silent church. very pleasant walking with him down the quiet street, and when her chamber was reached, and louis, to whom she told her story, whispered in her ear, "i am glad that is so," she thought it very nice to be engaged, and was conscious of a happier, more independent feeling than she had ever known before. it seemed so strange that she, an unpretending country girl, had won the heart that many a city maiden had tried in vain to win, and then with a pang she thought of nellie, wondering what excuse she could render her for having stolen j.c. away.
"but he will stand between us," she said; "he will shield me from her anger," and grateful for so potent a protector, she fell asleep, dreaming alas, not of j.c., but of him who called her cousin maude, and whose cousin she really was to be.
j.c. de vere, too, had dreams of a dark-eyed girl, who, in the shadowy church, with the music she had made still vibrating on the ear, had promised to be his. dreams, too, he had of a giddy throng who scoffed at the dark-eyed girl, calling her by the name which he himself had given her. it was not meet, they said, that he should wed the "milkman's heiress," but with a nobleness of soul unusual in him, he paid no heed to their remarks, and folded the closer to his heart the bride which he had chosen.
alas! that dreams so often prove untrue.
