august 2. clouds and showers, about the same as yesterday. sketching all day on the north dome until four or five o’clock in the afternoon, when, as i was busily employed thinking only of the glorious yosemite landscape, trying to draw every tree and every line and feature of the rocks, i was suddenly, and without warning, possessed with the notion that my friend, professor j. d. butler, of the state university of wisconsin, was below me in the valley, and i jumped up full of the idea of meeting him, with almost as much startling excitement as if he had suddenly touched me to make me look up. leaving my work without the slightest deliberation, i ran down the western slope of the dome and along the brink of the valley wall, looking for a way to the bottom, until i came to a side cañon, which, judging by its apparently continuous growth of trees and bushes, i thought might afford a practical way into the valley, and immediately began to make the descent, late as it was, as if drawn irresistibly. but after a little, com[pg 179]mon sense stopped me and explained that it would be long after dark ere i could possibly reach the hotel, that the visitors would be asleep, that nobody would know me, that i had no money in my pockets, and moreover was without a coat. i therefore compelled myself to stop, and finally succeeded in reasoning myself out of the notion of seeking my friend in the dark, whose presence i only felt in a strange, telepathic way. i succeeded in dragging myself back through the woods to camp, never for a moment wavering, however, in my determination to go down to him next morning. this i think is the most unexplainable notion that ever struck me. had some one whispered in my ear while i sat on the dome, where i had spent so many days, that professor butler was in the valley, i could not have been more surprised and startled. when i was leaving the university, he said, “now, john, i want to hold you in sight and watch your career. promise to write me at least once a year.” i received a letter from him in july, at our first camp in the hollow, written in may, in which he said that he might possibly visit california some time this summer, and therefore hoped to meet me. but inasmuch as he named no meeting-place, and gave no directions as to the course he would[pg 180] probably follow, and as i should be in the wilderness all summer, i had not the slightest hope of seeing him, and all thought of the matter had vanished from my mind until this afternoon, when he seemed to be wafted bodily almost against my face. well, to-morrow i shall see; for, reasonable or unreasonable, i feel i must go.
august 3. had a wonderful day. found professor butler as the compass-needle finds the pole. so last evening’s telepathy, transcendental revelation, or whatever else it may be called, was true; for, strange to say, he had just entered the valley by way of the coulterville trail and was coming up the valley past el capitan when his presence struck me. had he then looked toward the north dome with a good glass when it first came in sight, he might have seen me jump up from my work and run toward him. this seems the one well-defined marvel of my life of the kind called supernatural; for, absorbed in glad nature, spirit-rappings, second sight, ghost stories, etc., have never interested me since boyhood, seeming comparatively useless and infinitely less wonderful than nature’s open, harmonious, songful, sunny, everyday beauty.
this morning, when i thought of having to appear among tourists at a hotel, i was[pg 181] troubled because i had no suitable clothes, and at best am desperately bashful and shy. i was determined to go, however, to see my old friend after two years among strangers; got on a clean pair of overalls, a cashmere shirt, and a sort of jacket,—the best my camp wardrobe afforded,—tied my notebook on my belt, and strode away on my strange journey, followed by carlo. i made my way through the gap discovered last evening, which proved to be indian cañon. there was no trail in it, and the rocks and brush were so rough that carlo frequently called me back to help him down precipitous places. emerging from the cañon shadows, i found a man making hay on one of the meadows, and asked him whether professor butler was in the valley. “i don’t know,” he replied; “but you can easily find out at the hotel. there are but few visitors in the valley just now. a small party came in yesterday afternoon, and i heard some one called professor butler, or butterfield, or some name like that.”
in front of the gloomy hotel i found a tourist party adjusting their fishing tackle. they all stared at me in silent wonderment, as if i had been seen dropping down through the trees from the clouds, mostly, i suppose, on account of my strange garb. inquiring for[pg 182] the office, i was told it was locked, and that the landlord was away, but i might find the landlady, mrs. hutchings, in the parlor. i entered in a sad state of embarrassment, and after i had waited in the big, empty room and knocked at several doors the landlady at length appeared, and in reply to my question said she rather thought professor butler was in the valley, but to make sure, she would bring the register from the office. among the names of the last arrivals i soon discovered the professor’s familiar handwriting, at the sight of which bashfulness vanished; and having learned that his party had gone up the valley,—probably to the vernal and nevada falls,—i pushed on in glad pursuit, my heart now sure of its prey. in less than an hour i reached the head of the nevada cañon at the vernal fall, and just outside of the spray discovered a distinguished-looking gentleman, who, like everybody else i have seen to-day, regarded me curiously as i approached. when i made bold to inquire if he knew where professor butler was, he seemed yet more curious to know what could possibly have happened that required a messenger for the professor, and instead of answering my question he asked with military sharpness, “who wants him?” “i want him,” i replied with equal sharp[pg 183]ness. “why? do you know him?” “yes,” i said. “do you know him?” astonished that any one in the mountains could possibly know professor butler and find him as soon as he had reached the valley, he came down to meet the strange mountaineer on equal terms, and courteously replied, “yes, i know professor butler very well. i am general alvord, and we were fellow students in rutland, vermont, long ago, when we were both young.” “but where is he now?” i persisted, cutting short his story. “he has gone beyond the falls with a companion, to try to climb that big rock, the top of which you see from here.” his guide now volunteered the information that it was the liberty cap professor butler and his companion had gone to climb, and that if i waited at the head of the fall i should be sure to find them on their way down. i therefore climbed the ladders alongside the vernal fall, and was pushing forward, determined to go to the top of liberty cap rock in my hurry, rather than wait, if i should not meet my friend sooner. so heart-hungry at times may one be to see a friend in the flesh, however happily full and care-free one’s life may be. i had gone but a short distance, however, above the brow of the vernal fall when i caught sight of him in the brush and rocks, half erect, groping his[pg 184] way, his sleeves rolled up, vest open, hat in his hand, evidently very hot and tired. when he saw me coming he sat down on a boulder to wipe the perspiration from his brow and neck, and taking me for one of the valley guides, he inquired the way to the fall ladders. i pointed out the path marked with little piles of stones, on seeing which he called his companion, saying that the way was found; but he did not yet recognize me. then i stood directly in front of him, looked him in the face, and held out my hand. he thought i was offering to assist him in rising. “never mind,” he said. then i said, “professor butler, don’t you know me?” “i think not,” he replied; but catching my eye, sudden recognition followed, and astonishment that i should have found him just when he was lost in the brush and did not know that i was within hundreds of miles of him. “john muir, john muir, where have you come from?” then i told him the story of my feeling his presence when he entered the valley last evening, when he was four or five miles distant, as i sat sketching on the north dome. this, of course, only made him wonder the more. below the foot of the vernal fall the guide was waiting with his saddle-horse, and i walked along the trail, chatting all the way back to the hotel, talking[pg 185] of school days, friends in madison, of the students, how each had prospered, etc., ever and anon gazing at the stupendous rocks about us, now growing indistinct in the gloaming, and again quoting from the poets—a rare ramble.
it was late ere we reached the hotel, and general alvord was waiting the professor’s arrival for dinner. when i was introduced he seemed yet more astonished than the professor at my descent from cloudland and going straight to my friend without knowing in any ordinary way that he was even in california. they had come on direct from the east, had not yet visited any of their friends in the state, and considered themselves undiscoverable. as we sat at dinner, the general leaned back in his chair, and looking down the table, thus introduced me to the dozen guests or so, including the staring fisherman mentioned above: “this man, you know, came down out of these huge, trackless mountains, you know, to find his friend professor butler here, the very day he arrived; and how did he know he was here? he just felt him, he says. this is the queerest case of scotch farsightedness i ever heard of,” etc., etc. while my friend quoted shakespeare: “more things in heaven and earth, horatio, than are dreamt of in your philos[pg 186]ophy,” “as the sun, ere he has risen, sometimes paints his image in the firmament, e’en so the shadows of events precede the events, and in to-day already walks to-morrow.”
had a long conversation, after dinner, over madison days. the professor wants me to promise to go with him, sometime, on a camping trip in the hawaiian islands, while i tried to get him to go back with me to camp in the high sierra. but he says, “not now.” he must not leave the general; and i was surprised to learn they are to leave the valley to-morrow or next day. i’m glad i’m not great enough to be missed in the busy world.
august 4. it seemed strange to sleep in a paltry hotel chamber after the spacious magnificence and luxury of the starry sky and silver fir grove. bade farewell to my friend and the general. the old soldier was very kind, and an interesting talker. he told me long stories of the florida seminole war, in which he took part, and invited me to visit him in omaha. calling carlo, i scrambled home through the indian cañon gate, rejoicing, pitying the poor professor and general, bound by clocks, almanacs, orders, duties, etc., and compelled to dwell with lowland care and dust and din, where nature is covered and her voice smothered, while the poor, insignificant wan[pg 187]derer enjoys the freedom and glory of god’s wilderness.
apart from the human interest of my visit to-day, i greatly enjoyed yosemite, which i had visited only once before, having spent eight days last spring in rambling amid its rocks and waters. wherever we go in the mountains, or indeed in any of god’s wild fields, we find more than we seek. descending four thousand feet in a few hours, we enter a new world—climate, plants, sounds, inhabitants, and scenery all new or changed. near camp the goldcup oak forms sheets of chaparral, on top of which we may make our beds. going down the indian cañon we observe this little bush changing by regular gradations to a large bush, to a small tree, and then larger, until on the rocky taluses near the bottom of the valley we find it developed into a broad, wide-spreading, gnarled, picturesque tree from four to eight feet in diameter, and forty or fifty feet high. innumerable are the forms of water displayed. every gliding reach, cascade, and fall has characters of its own. had a good view of the vernal and nevada, two of the main falls of the valley, less than a mile apart, and offering striking differences in voice, form, color, etc. the vernal, four hundred feet high and about seventy-[pg 188]five or eighty feet wide, drops smoothly over a round-lipped precipice and forms a superb apron of embroidery, green and white, slightly folded and fluted, maintaining this form nearly to the bottom, where it is suddenly veiled in quick-flying billows of spray and mist, in which the afternoon sunbeams play with ravishing beauty of rainbow colors. the nevada is white from its first appearance as it leaps out into the freedom of the air. at the head it presents a twisted appearance, by an overfolding of the current from striking on the side of its channel just before the first free out-bounding leap is made. about two thirds of the way down, the hurrying throng of comet-shaped masses glance on an inclined part of the face of the precipice and are beaten into yet whiter foam, greatly expanded, and sent bounding outward, making an indescribably glorious show, especially when the afternoon sunshine is pouring into it. in this fall—one of the most wonderful in the world—the water does not seem to be under the dominion of ordinary laws, but rather as if it were a living creature, full of the strength of the mountains and their huge, wild joy.
from beneath heavy throbbing blasts of spray the broken river is seen emerging in ragged boulder-chafed strips. these are speed[pg 189]ily gathered into a roaring torrent, showing that the young river is still gloriously alive. on it goes, shouting, roaring, exulting in its strength, passes through a gorge with sublime display of energy, then suddenly expands on a gently inclined pavement, down which it rushes in thin sheets and folds of lace-work into a quiet pool,—“emerald pool,” as it is called,—a stopping-place, a period separating two grand sentences. resting here long enough to part with its foam-bells and gray mixtures of air, it glides quietly to the verge of the vernal precipice in a broad sheet and makes its new display in the vernal fall; then more rapids and rock tossings down the cañon, shaded by live oak, douglas spruce, fir, maple, and dogwood. it receives the illilouette tributary, and makes a long sweep out into the level, sun-filled valley to join the other streams which, like itself, have danced and sung their way down from snowy heights to form the main merced—the river of mercy. but of this there is no end, and life, when one thinks of it, is so short. never mind, one day in the midst of these divine glories is well worth living and toiling and starving for.
before parting with professor butler he gave me a book, and i gave him one of my pencil sketches for his little son henry, who[pg 190] is a favorite of mine. he used to make many visits to my room when i was a student. never shall i forget his patriotic speeches for the union, mounted on a tall stool, when he was only six years old.
it seems strange that visitors to yosemite should be so little influenced by its novel grandeur, as if their eyes were bandaged and their ears stopped. most of those i saw yesterday were looking down as if wholly unconscious of anything going on about them, while the sublime rocks were trembling with the tones of the mighty chanting congregation of waters gathered from all the mountains round about, making music that might draw angels out of heaven. yet respectable-looking, even wise-looking people were fixing bits of worms on bent pieces of wire to catch trout. sport they called it. should church-goers try to pass the time fishing in baptismal fonts while dull sermons were being preached, the so-called sport might not be so bad; but to play in the yosemite temple, seeking pleasure in the pain of fishes struggling for their lives, while god himself is preaching his sublimest water and stone sermons!
now i’m back at the camp-fire, and cannot help thinking about my recognition of my friend’s presence in the valley while he was four or five miles away, and while i had no means of[pg 191] knowing that he was not thousands of miles away. it seems supernatural, but only because it is not understood. anyhow, it seems silly to make so much of it, while the natural and common is more truly marvelous and mysterious than the so-called supernatural. indeed most of the miracles we hear of are infinitely less wonderful than the commonest of natural phenomena, when fairly seen. perhaps the invisible rays that struck me while i sat at work on the dome are something like those which attract and repel people at first sight, concerning which so much nonsense has been written. the worst apparent effect of these mysterious odd things is blindness to all that is divinely common. hawthorne, i fancy, could weave one of his weird romances out of this little telepathic episode, the one strange marvel of my life, probably replacing my good old professor by an attractive woman.
august 5. we were awakened this morning before daybreak by the furious barking of carlo and jack and the sound of stampeding sheep. billy fled from his punk bed to the fire, and refused to stir into the darkness to try to gather the scattered flock, or ascertain the nature of the disturbance. it was a bear attack, as we afterward learned, and i suppose little was gained by attempting to do anything be[pg 192]fore daylight. nevertheless, being anxious to know what was up, carlo and i groped our way through the woods, guided by the rustling sound made by fragments of the flock, not fearing the bear, for i knew that the runaways would go from their enemy as far as possible and carlo’s nose was also to be depended upon. about half a mile east of the corral we overtook twenty or thirty of the flock and succeeded in driving them back; then turning to the westward, we traced another band of fugitives and got them back to the flock. after daybreak i discovered the remains of a sheep carcass, still warm, showing that bruin must have been enjoying his early mutton breakfast while i was seeking the runaways. he had eaten about half of it. six dead sheep lay in the corral, evidently smothered by the crowding and piling up of the flock against the side of the corral wall when the bear entered. making a wide circuit of the camp, carlo and i discovered a third band of fugitives and drove them back to camp. we also discovered another dead sheep half eaten, showing there had been two of the shaggy freebooters at this early breakfast. they were easily traced. they had each caught a sheep, jumped over the corral fence with them, carrying them as a cat carries a mouse, laid them at the foot of fir trees a hundred yards or so[pg 193] back from the corral, and eaten their fill. after breakfast i set out to seek more of the lost, and found seventy-five at a considerable distance from camp. in the afternoon i succeeded, with carlo’s help, in getting them back to the flock. i don’t know whether all are together again or not. i shall make a big fire this evening and keep watch.
when i asked billy why he made his bed against the corral in rotten wood, when so many better places offered, he replied that he “wished to be as near the sheep as possible in case bears should attack them.” now that the bears have come, he has moved his bed to the far side of the camp, and seems afraid that he may be mistaken for a sheep.
this has been mostly a sheep day, and of course studies have been interrupted. nevertheless, the walk through the gloom of the woods before the dawn was worth while, and i have learned something about these noble bears. their tracks are very telling, and so are their breakfasts. scarce a trace of clouds to-day, and of course our ordinary midday thunder is wanting.
august 6. enjoyed the grand illumination of the camp grove, last night, from the fire we made to frighten the bears—compensation for loss of sleep and sheep. the noble pillars[pg 194] of verdure, vividly aglow, seemed to shoot into the sky like the flames that lighted them. nevertheless, one of the bears paid us another visit, as if more attracted than repelled by the fire, climbed into the corral, killed a sheep and made off with it without being seen, while still another was lost by trampling and suffocation against the side of the corral. now that our mutton has been tasted, i suppose it will be difficult to put a stop to the ravages of these freebooters.
the don arrived to-day from the lowlands with provisions and a letter. on learning the losses he had sustained, he determined to move the flock at once to the upper tuolumne region, saying that the bears would be sure to visit the camp every night as long as we stayed, and that no fire or noise we might make would avail to frighten them. no clouds save a few thin, lustrous touches on the eastern horizon. thunder heard in the distance.
