ingeborg was dumb.

her father's question was like a blow, shocking her back to consciousness. the warm dream that all was well, that she was understood, that there was love and kindliness for her at home after all and welcome and encouragement, the warm feeling of stretching herself in her family's kind lap, confident that it would hold her up and not spill her out on to the floor, was gone in a flash. she was hit awake, hit out of her brief delicious sleep. her family had not got a lap, but it had an entirely unprepared mind, and into that unprepared mind she had tumbled the name of dremmel.

"judith—engaged?" she stammered faintly, on the bishop's wheeling round, cup in hand, to examine into the cause of her prolonged silence.

"your incredulity is not very flattering to your sister," he said; and judith's eyelashes as she concentrated her gaze on the teapot were alone sufficiently lovely, the curved, dusky-golden soft things, to make incredulity simply silly.

mrs. bullivant avoided all speech and clung to her sofa.

"it's—so sudden," faltered ingeborg.

"much may happen in a week," said the bishop.

"yes," murmured ingeborg, who knew that terribly, too.

"we never can tell what a day may bring forth," said the bishop; and ingeborg, deeply convinced, drooped her head acquiescent.

"no man," began the bishop, habit being strong within him, "knoweth the hour when the bridegroom—" but he stopped, recollecting that ingeborg was not engaged and therefore could not with propriety be talked to of bridegrooms. instead, he inquired again why she had not written; and eyeing her searchingly asked himself if it were possible that a child of his could be base enough to envy.

"i—didn't get the letters," said ingeborg, her head drooping.

"you did not? that is very strange. your mother wrote at once. let me see. it was on friday it happened. it was friday, was it not, judith? you ought to know"—judith blushed obediently—"and to-day is tuesday. ample time. ample time. my dear," he said, turning to his wife who at once twitched into a condition of yet further relaxed defencelessness, "do you think it possible your letter was not posted?"

"quite, herbert," murmured mrs. bullivant, closing her eyes and endeavouring to imagine herself unconscious.

"ah. then that's it. that's it. wilson is growing careless. this last week there have been repeated negligences. you will make inquiries, ingeborg, and tell him what i have said."

"yes, father."

"and you will discharge him if he goes on like this."

"yes, father."

"unfaithful servant. unfaithful servant. he that is unfaithful in a few things—"

the bishop, frowning at it, took a second piece of bread and butter, and went over to the hearthrug, where he stood from force of habit, in spite of the warmth of the day, drinking his tea, and becoming vaguely and increasingly irritated by the action of the fire behind him.

"then," he said, looking at ingeborg, "you know nothing about it?"

she shook her head. she was the oddest figure in the middle of the splendid old room, travel-stained, untidy, her face white with fatigue, her hat crooked.

judith glanced at her every now and then, but it was impossible at any time to tell what the delicate white rose at the tea-table was thinking; so impossible that the young men who clustered round her like bees when they first saw her gave it up and went on presently to more communicative flowers. the local duchess had hoped her first-born would marry him—a creature so lovely, so entirely respectable with that nice bishop for a father, and so happily adapted in the perfection of her proportions for the successful production of further dukes; and she pointed out various aspects of the girl's exquisiteness to her son, and told him he would have the most beautiful wife in england. but the young man, after a reproachful look at his mother for supposing he could have missed noticing even the humblest approach to a pretty woman let alone judith bullivant, said he didn't want to marry a picture but something that was alive and, anyhow, something that talked.

"she's right enough, of course," he remarked, "and i like looking at her. i'd be blind if i didn't. but lord, dull? the girl hasn't got a word to say for herself. i never met any woman who looked so ripping and then somehow wasn't. she won't talk. she won't talk," he almost wailed. "she ain't got the remotest resemblance to anything approaching kick in her."

"you might end by being thankful for that," said his mother.

he would not, however, be persuaded, and went his way and married, as the duchess had feared, a young lady from the halls—a young lady nimble not only of toes but of wits, nimble, that is to say, as he proudly pointed out to his mother, at both ends, with whom he lived in great contentment, for she amused him, which is much.

"i have not observed you offer any congratulations, ingeborg," said the bishop, becoming more and more displeased by her strange behaviour, and not at all liking her crumpled and forlorn appearance. he again thought of envy, but that alone could not crumple clothes. "and yet your sister," he said, getting a little further away from the fire which had begun to scorch him unpleasantly, "is to be the wife of the master."

"the master?" repeated ingeborg, stupidly. for a moment her tormented brain supposed judith must be going to be a nun.

"there is only one master," said the bishop, in his stateliest manner. "everybody knows that. the master of ananias."

ingeborg knew this was a great thing. the master of ananias, the most celebrated of oxford colleges, was in every way, except perhaps that of age, desirable; but what was age when it came to all the other desirabilities? her father had rebuked her once for speaking of him as old dr. abbot, and had informed her the master was only sixty, and that everybody was sixty—that is, said the bishop, everybody of any sense. he was not a widower, he was pleasant to look at in a shaven iron-grey way, he was brilliantly erudite, and extremely well off apart from his handsome salary, one of the handsomest salaries in the gift of the crown. several years before, when judith was still invisible in a pinafore, he had stayed at the palace—it was then ingeborg spoke of him as old—and had been treated by her father with every attention and respect: he had on that occasion seemed glad to go. now it appeared he had been again, and must have fallen immediately—and overwhelmingly in love with judith for his short visit to bridge the distance between a first acquaintance and an engagement. who, however, knew better than herself how quickly such distances can be bridged?

she wanted to go and kiss judith and say sweet things to her, but her feet seemed unable to move. she wanted to congratulate everybody with all her heart if only they would be kind and congratulate her a little, too. for judith had heard what she said before her father came in, and her mother had heard it, and the room was heavy with the uttered name of dremmel.

she looked round at them—her father waiting for her to show at least ordinary decency and feeling, judith so safe in the family's approval, so entirely clear from hidden things, her mother lying with closed eyes and expressionless face, and she suddenly felt intolerably alone.

"oh, oh—" she cried, holding out her hands, "doesn't anybody love me?"

this was worse than her toothache.

her family had endured much during those days, but at least there was a reason then for the odder parts of her behaviour. now they were called upon to endure the distressing spectacle of a hitherto reserved relative letting herself go to unbridledness. ingeborg was going to make a scene; and a scene was a thing that had never yet, anyhow not during the entire bullivant period, been made in that house.

mrs. bullivant shut her eyes tighter and tried to think she was not there at all.

judith turned red and again became absorbed in the teapot.

the bishop, after the first cold shock natural to a person called upon to contemplate nakedness where up to then there had been clothes, put down his cup on the nearest table and, with an exaggerated calm, stared.

they all felt intensely uncomfortable; as uncomfortable as though she had begun, in the middle of the drawing-room, to remove her garments one by one and cast them from her.

"this is very sad, ingeborg," said the bishop.

"isn't it—oh, isn't it—" was her unexpected answer, tears in her eyes. she was so tired, so frightened. she had been travelling hard since the morning of the day before. she had had nothing to eat for a time that seemed infinite. and yet this was the moment, just because she had betrayed herself to her mother and judith, in which she was going to have to tell her father what she had done.

"it is the most distressing example," said the bishop, "i have ever seen of that basest of sins, envy."

"envy?" said ingeborg. "oh, no—that's not what it is. oh, if it were only that! and i do congratulate judith. judith, i do, i do, my dear. but—father, i've been doing it too."

it was out now, and she looked at him with miserable eyes, prepared for the worst.

"doing what, ingeborg?"

"i'm engaged, too."

"engaged? my dear ingeborg."

the bishop was alarmed for her sanity. she really looked very strange. had they been giving her too much gas?

his tone became careful and humouring. "how can you," he said quietly, "have become engaged in these few days?"

"much may happen in a week," said ingeborg. it jumped out. she did try not to say it. she was unnerved. and always when she was unnerved she said the first thing that came into her head, and always it was either unfortunate or devastating.

the bishop became encased in ice. this was not hysteria, it was something immeasurably worse.

"be so good as to explain," he said sharply, and waves of icy air seemed to issue from where he stood and heave through the room.

"i'm engaged to—to somebody called dremmel," said ingeborg.

"i do not know the name. do you, marion?"

"no, oh, no," breathed mrs. bullivant, her eyes shut.

"robert dremmel," said ingeborg.

"who are the dremmels, ingeborg?"

"there aren't any."

"there aren't any?"

"i—never heard of any," she said, twisting her fingers together. "we usedn't to talk about—about things like more dremmels."

"what is this man?"

"a clergyman."

"oh. where is he living?"

"in east prussia."

"in where, ingeborg?"

"east prussia. it—it's a place abroad."

"thank you. i am aware of that. my education reaches as far as and includes east prussia."

mrs. bullivant began to cry. not loud, but tears that stole quietly down her face from beneath her closed eyelids. she did not do anything to them, but lay with her hands clasped on her breast and let them steal. what was the use of being a christian if one were exposed to these scenes?

"pray, why is he in east prussia?" asked the bishop.

"he belongs there."

again the room seemed for an instant to hold its breath.

"am i to understand that he is a german?"

"please, father."

"a german pastor?"

"yes, father."

"not by any chance attached in some ecclesiastical capacity to the kaiser?"

"no, father."

there was a pause.

"your aunt—what did she say to this?"

"she didn't say anything. she wasn't there."

"i beg your pardon?"

"i haven't been at my aunt's."

"judith, my dear, will you kindly leave the room?"

judith got up and went. while she was crossing to the door and until she had shut it behind her there was silence.

"now," said the bishop, judith being safely out of harm's way, "you will have the goodness to explain exactly what you have been doing."

"i think i wish to go to bed," murmured mrs. bullivant, without changing her attitude or opening her eyes. "will some one please ring for richards to come and take me to bed?"

but neither the bishop nor ingeborg heeded her.

"i didn't mean to do anything, father-" began ingeborg. then she broke off and said, "i—can explain better if i sit down—" and dropped into the chair nearest to her, for her knees felt very odd.

she saw her father now only through a mist. she was going to have to oppose him for the first time in her life, and her nature was one which acquiesced and did not oppose. in her wretchedness a doubt stole across her mind as to whether herr dremmel was worth this; was anything, in fact, worth fighting about? and with one's father. and against one's whole bringing-up. was she going to be strong enough? was it a thing one ought to be strong about? would not true strength rather lie in a calm continuation of life at home? what, when one came to think of it, was east prussia really to her, and those rye-fields and all that water? she wished she had had at least a piece of bread and butter. she thought perhaps bread and butter would have helped her not to doubt. she looked round vaguely so as not to have to meet her father's eye for a moment and her glance fell on the tea-table.

"i think," she said faintly, getting up again, "i'll have some tea."

to the bishop this seemed outrageous.

he watched her in a condition of icy indignation such as he had not yet in his life experienced. his daughter. his daughter for whom he had done so much. the daughter he had trained for years, sparing no pains, to be a helpful, efficient, christian woman. the daughter he had honoured with his trust, letting her share in the most private portions of his daily business. not a letter had he received that she had not seen and been allowed to answer. not a step in any direction had he taken without permitting her to make the necessary arrangements. seldom, he supposed bitterly, had a child received so much of a father's confidence. his daughter. that crumpled and disreputable—yes, now he knew what was the matter with her appearance—disreputable-looking figure cynically pouring itself out tea while he, her father whom she had been deceiving, was left to wait for her explanations until such time as she should have sated her appetite. positively she had succeeded, he said to himself, bitterly enraged that he should be forced to be bitterly enraged, in making him feel less like a bishop should feel than he had done since he was a boy.

"it's because i've had nothing to eat since paris," ingeborg explained apologetically, holding the teapot in both hands because one by itself shook too much, and feeling, too, that the moment was not exactly one for tea.

the bishop started. "since where?" he said.

"paris," said ingeborg; adding tremulously, having quite lost her nerve and only desiring to fill up the silence, "it—it's a place abroad."

mrs. bullivant murmured a more definitely earnest request that richards might be rung for to take her to bed.

"ingeborg," said the bishop in a voice she did not know. "paris?"

"yes, father—last night."

"ingeborg, come here."

he was pointing to a chair a yard or two from the hearthrug on which he stood, and his voice was very strange.

she put down the cup with a shaking hand and went to him. her heart was in her mouth.

"what have you been doing?" he said.

"i told you, father. i'm engaged to herr—"

"how did you get to paris?"

"by train."

"will you answer me? what were you doing in paris?"

"having dinner."

she was terrified. her father was talking quite loud. she had never in her life seen him like this. she answered his questions quickly, her heart leaping as he rapped them out, but her answers seemed to make him still angrier. if only he would let her explain, hear her out; but he hurled questions at her, giving her no time at all.

"father," she said hurriedly, seeing that after that last answer of hers he did for a moment say nothing, but stood looking at her very extraordinarily, "please let me tell you how it all happened. it won't take a minute—it won't really. and then, you see, you'll know. i didn't mean to do anything, i really didn't; but the dentist pulled my tooth out so quickly, that very first day, and so instead of coming home i went to lucerne—"

"to—"

"yes," she nodded, in a frenzy of haste to get it all said, "to lucerne—i couldn't tell you why, but i did—i seemed pushed there, and after a little while i got engaged, and i didn't in the least mean to do that, either, really i didn't—but somehow—" was there any use trying to tell him about the white and silver cake and the seven witnesses and the undoubting kind herr dremmel and all the endless small links in the chain? would he ever, ever understand?—"somehow i did. you see," she added helplessly, looking up at him with eyes full of an appeal for comprehension, for mercy, "one thing leads to another." and as he still said nothing she added, even more helplessly, "herr dremmel sat opposite me in the train."

"you picked him up casually, like any servant girl, in a train?"

"he was one of the party. he was there from the beginning. oh, yes, i forgot to tell you—it was one of dent's tours."

"you went on a dent's tour?"

"yes, and he was one of it, too, and we all, of course, always went about together, rather like a school, two and two—i suppose because of the pavement," she said, now saying in her terror anything that came into her head, "and as he was the other one of my two—the half of the couple i was the other one of, you know, father—we—we got engaged."

"do you take me for a fool?" was the bishop's comment.

ingeborg's heart stood still. how could her father even think—

"oh, father," was all she could say to that; and she hung her head in the entire hopelessness, the uselessness of trying to tell him anything.

she knew she had been saying it ridiculously, tumbling out a confusion of what must sound sad nonsense, but could he not see she was panic-stricken? could he not be patient, and help her to make her clean breast?

"i'm stupid," she said, looking up at him through tears, and suddenly dropping into a kind of nakedness of speech, a speech entirely simple and entirely true, "stupid with fright."

"do you suggest i terrorize you?" inquired the incensed bishop.

"yes," she said.

this was terrible. and it was peculiarly terrible because it made the bishop actually wish he were not a gentleman. then, indeed, it would be an easy matter to deal with that small defying creature in the chair. when it comes to women the quickest method is, after all, to be by profession a navvy....

he shuddered, and hastily drew his thoughts back from this abyss. to what dread depths of naturalness was she not by her conduct dragging him?

"father," said ingeborg, who had now got down to the very bottom of the very worst, a place where once one has reached it an awful sincerity takes possession of one's tongue, "do you see this? look at them."

and she held up her hands and showed him, while she herself watched them as though they were somebody else's, how they were shaking.

"isn't that being afraid? look at them. it's fear. it's fear of you. it's you making them do that. and think of it—i'm twenty-two. a woman. oh, i—i'm ashamed—"

but whether it was a proper shame for what she had done or a shocking shame for her compunctions in sinning, the bishop was not permitted that afternoon to discover; because when she had got as far as that she was interrupted by being obliged to faint.

there was a moment's confusion while she tumbled out of the chair and lay, a creased, strange object, on the floor, owing to mrs. bullivant's having produced an exclamation; and this to the bishop, after years of not having heard her more than murmur, was almost as disconcerting as if, flinging self-restraint to the winds, she had suddenly produced fresh offspring. he quickly, however, recovered the necessary presence of mind and the bell was rung for richards; who, when she came, knelt down and undid ingeborg's travel-worn blouse, and something on a long chain fell out jingling.

it was her father's cross and herr dremmel's ring metallically hitting each other.

the bishop left the room without a word.