joy ogilvie was so tired out that her body lay like a log all night. how her mind was occupied she only knew afterwards. for the memory of dreams is an unconscious memory at the time; it is only when there is opportunity of comparison with actualities that dreams can be re-produced. then, as at first, the dreams are real—as they are forever whilst memory lasts. indeed regarding dreams and actualities, one might almost appeal to scientific analogy; and in comparing the world of imagination—which is the kingdom of dreams—with the material world, might adduce the utterance of sir oliver lodge in comparing the density of aether with that of matter in the modern scientific view: “matter is turning out to be a filmy thing in comparison with aether.”

this might well serve as a scientific comparison. nay more, it might well be an induction. the analogies of nature are so marvellously constant, as exemplified by the higher discoveries in physics, that we might easily wander farther than in taking the inner world of thought as compared with the outer world of physical being, as an analogy to the seen and unseen worlds.

in the meantime we may take it that joy’s dreams that night were in some way reflective of the events of the day. no girl of healthy emotional power could fail to be influenced by such a sequence of experiences of passion and fear as she had gone through. the realized hoping of love, the quick-answering abandonment of expressed passion; long, long minutes of the bliss of communion with that other soul—minutes whose sweetness or whose length could not be computed until the leisure of thought gave opportunity. unconscious cerebration goes on unceasingly; and be sure that with such data as she had in her mind, the workings of imagination were quick and by no means cold. again she lived the moments of responsive passion; but so lived them that she had advanced further on the road to completed passion when the unconsciousness to physical surroundings began to disappear and on the senses the actualities began to consciously impress themselves. the dawn, stealing in between the chinks of the folded shutters, made strange lines on the floor without piercing through the walls of sleep. the myriad sounds of waking life from distant field and surrounding street brought no message to the closed eyes of weariness. the sun rose, and rose, and rose; and still she lay there unmoving.

at last that unaccountable impulse which moves all living things to sentience at the ending of sleep, stirred her. the waking grew on her. at first, when her eyes partially opened, she saw, but without comprehending, the dim room with its low ceiling; the wide window, masked in with shutters whose edges were brilliant with the early light; the odd furniture and all the unfamiliar surroundings. then came the inevitable self-question: “where am i?”

the realization of waking from such dreaming as hers is a rude and jarring process, and when it does come, comes with something of a shock. for what seemed a long time joy lay in a sort of languorous ecstasy whilst memory brought back to her those moments of the previous day which were sweeter even than her dreams. again she heard the footsteps of the man she loved coming up rapidly behind her. again she saw as she turned, in obedience to some new impulse which swayed her to surrender, the face of the man looking radiant with love and happiness. again she felt the sweet satisfaction of living and loving when his arms closed round her and her arms closed round him and they strained each other strictly. again there came to her the thrill which seemed to lift her from her earthly being as his mouth touched hers and they kissed each other in the absolute self-abandonment of reciprocated passion—the very passing memory of which set her blood tingling afresh; the thrill which set her soul floating in the expanse of air and made all conventions of the artificial world seen far below seem small and miserable and of neither power nor import. again she was swept by that tide of wild desires, vague and nebulous as yet, inchoate, elusive, expansive, all-absorbing, which proclaimed her womanhood to herself. that desire of wife to husband, of sex to sex, of woman to man, which is the final expression of humanity—the love song of the children of adam. it was as though memory and dreaming had become one. as if the day had merged in the night, and the night again in the coming day; each getting as it came all the thoughts and wishes and fancies and desires which follow in the train of the all-conquering love-god.

in such receptive mood joy awoke to life. when she realized where she was; and when the import of her new surroundings had broken in upon her, all the forces of her youth and strength began at once to manifest themselves. she slid softly from her bed—the instinct of self protection forbade noise or else she would have jumped to the floor. doing must follow dreaming! the attitude of standing, once again helped to recall the previous evening, and she remembered that she had thought then that she must not open the windows in the morning because they faced directly other windows across a narrow street.

she remembered also that the next room, through which she had entered, had windows on two sides. those on one side opened as did her own; but those on the other side looked out on an open space. and so, without further thought, she opened the door between and passed into the outer room. it too, like her own, was dark from the closed shutters. instinctively she went softly, her bare feet making no sound on the carpet. with the same instinctive caution she had opened the door noiselessly; when the self-protective instinct has once been awakened, it does not easily relapse to sleep. she went over to one of the windows and tried to look out through the chinks. the day was bright outside and the sun was shining; the fog had entirely disappeared. in the sudden desire to breathe the fresh morning air, and to free in the sunlight her soul cramped by the long darkness of fog and night, she threw open the heavy shutters.

athlyne slept so soundly that he never stirred. he lay on the sofa on his left side with his face out to the room. he too had been dreaming; and to his dreams the happiness of the day had brought a vivifying light. through all his weariness of mind and body came to his spirit the glow of those moments when he knew that his love was reciprocated; when his call to his mate had been answered—answered in no uncertain voice. and so he, too, had lain with bodily nature all quiescent, whilst the emotional side of his mind ranged freely between memory and expectation. and in due process the imaginative power of the mind had worked on the nerves—and through them on the body—till he too lay in a languorous semi-trance—the mind ranging free whilst the abnormally receptive body quivered in unison. it was a dangerous condition of being in which to face the situation which awaited him.

the sound of the opening shutter wakened him, fully and all at once. the moment his eyes opened he saw a figure between him and the window; and at the knowledge that some stranger was in his room the habit of quick action which had prevailed in his years of campaigning re-asserted itself. on the instant he flung aside his blanket and sprang from his bed.

at the sound of a step on the floor joy turned. the light streaming in through the unshuttered window showed them in completeness each to the other. the light struck athlyne full in front. there was instant recognition, even in the unaccustomed garb, of that tall lithe form; of those fine aquiline features, of those dark flashing eyes. as to joy, who standing against the light made her own shadow, athlyne could have no doubt. he would have realized her presence in darkness and silence. as she stood in her fine linen, the morning light making a sort of nimbus round the opacity of the upper part of her body, she looked to him like some fresh realization—some continuation in semi-ethereal form—of the being of his dreams. there was no pause for thought in either of the lovers. the instant of recognition was the realization of presence—unquestioning and the most natural thing in the world that the other should be there. delight had sealed from within the ears of doubt. unhesitatingly they ran to each other, and before a second had passed were locked tightly in each other’s arms.

in the secret belief of the conventional world—that belief which is the official teaching of the churches of an artificial society, and not merely the world of adam and eve (and some others)—the ceremony of marriage in itself changes the entire nature of the contracting parties. whatever may have been the idiosyncrasies of these individuals such are forthwith changed, foregone, or otherwise altered to suit that common denominator of human nature which alone is officially catalogued in the records of the just. it were as though the recorded promise of two love-stricken sufferers, followed by the formal blessings of the church in any of its differentiations—or of the registrar—should change baser mortals to more angelic counterpart; just as the “philosopher’s stone” which the mediaeval alchemist dreamed of and sought for, was expected to change baser metals to gold.

perhaps it is because this transmutation is so complete that so many of those marriages which the church does sanctify turn out so differently from the anticipations of the contractors and blessors!

but dame nature has her own church and her own ritual. in her case the blessing comes before the service; and the benediction is but the official recognition that two souls—with their attendant bodies—have found a perfect communion for themselves. those who believe in human nature—and many of them are seriously minded people too—realize and are thankful for the goodness of god who showers the possibilities of happiness with no stinting and no uncertain hand. “after all” they say “what about eden?” there was no church’s blessing there—not even a registrar; and yet we hold that adam and eve were united in matrimony. nor were their children or their children’s children made one with organized formality. what was it then that on these occasions stood between fornication and marriage? what could it be but the blessing of god! and if god could make marriage by his blessing in eden, when did he forego that power. or if indeed there be only a “civil contract”—as so many hold to-day—what proofs or writings must there be beyond that mere “parole” contract which is recognized in other matters by the law of the land.

so, the believers in natural religion and natural law—those who do not hold that personal licence, unchecked and boundless, is an appanage or logical result of freedom. to these, freedom is in itself a state bounded on all sides by restrictive laws—as must ever be, unless anarchy is held to be the ultimate and controlling force. and in the end anarchy is the denial of all cosmic law—that systematised congeries of natural forces working in harmony to a common end.

but law, cosmic or anarchic, (if there be such a thing, and it may be that hell—if there is one—has its own laws—) or any grade between these opposites, is a matter for coolness and reflection. inter arma silent leges is a maxim of co-ordinate rulings in the court of cosmic law. and the principle holds whether the arms be opposed or locked together in any form of passion. when love lifts the souls, whose bodies are already in earthly communion, law ceases to be. from the altitude of accomplished serenity the mightiest law is puny; just as from a balloon the earth looks flat, and even steeples and towers have no perspective.

so it was with the two young people clasped in each other’s arms. the world they lived in at the moment was their world, bounded only by the compass of their arms. after all what more did they want—what could they want. they were together and alone. shame was not for them, or to them, who loved with all their hearts—whose souls already felt as one. for shame, which is a conventional ordering of the blood, has no place—not even a servitor’s—in the house of love: that palace where reigns the love of husbandhood and wifehood, of fatherhood and motherhood—that true, realized cosmos—the aim, the objective, the heaven of human life.

their circumstances but intensified the pleasure of the embrace. athlyne and joy had both felt the same communion of spirits when they embraced at their first meeting out of ambleside when their souls had met. this had been intensified when they sat in close embrace after lunch beyond dalry, when heart consciously beat to heart. now it was completed in this meeting, unexpected and therefore more free and unhampered by preparatory thoughts and intentions, when body met body in a close if tentative communion. the mere paucity of raiment had force and purpose. they could each feel as they hung together closely strained, the beating of each other’s heart; the rising and falling of each other’s lungs. their breaths commingled as they held mouth to mouth. in such delirious rapture—for these two ardent young people loved each other with a love which both held to be but the very beginning of an eternal bond and which took in every phase, actual and possible, of human beings—there was no place for forethought or afterthought. it was the hour of life which is under the guidance of nature; to be looked forward to with keen if ignorant anticipation; and which is to be looked back on for evermore as a time when the very heavens opened and the singing of the angelic choir came through unmuffled.

for seconds, in which time seemed to stand still, they stood body to body and mouth to mouth. the first to speak was the man:

“i thought you were in england by late in the evening—and you were there all the time!” he indicated the direction by turning his eyes towards her room. his words seemed to fire her afresh. holding him more closely to her, she leaned back from her hips and gazed at him languorously; her words dropped slowly from her opened lips:

“oh-h! if we had only known!” what exactly was in her mind she did not know—did not think of knowing—did not want to know. perhaps she did not mean anything definite. it was only an expression of some feeling, of some want, some emotion, some longing—some primitive utterance couched in words of educated thought, as sweet and spontaneous as the singing of a bird in its native woods at springtime.

somehow, it moved athlyne strangely. moved the manhood of him in many ways, chiefest among them his duty of protection. it is not a commonly-received idea that man—not primitive man but the partially-completed article of a partially-completed cosmic age—is scrupulous with regard to woman. the general idea to the contrary effect is true en gros but not en detaille. true of women; not true of a woman. an educated man, accustomed to judgment and action in matters requiring thought, thinks, perhaps unconsciously, all round him, backward as well as forward; but mainly forward. present surroundings form his data; consequences represent the conclusion. himself remains neutral, an onlooker, until he is called on for immediate decision and consequent action.

so it was with athlyne. his instant ejaculation:

“thank god we didn’t know!” would perhaps have been understood by a man. to a woman it was incomprehensible. woman is, after all, more primitive than man. her instincts are more self-centred than his. as her life moves in a narrower circle, her view is rather microscopic than telescopic; whilst his is the reverse. inasmuch then as he naturally surveys a larger field, so his introspective view is wider.

joy loved the man; and so, since he had already expressed himself, considered him as already her husband; or to speak more accurately considered herself as already his wife. it was, therefore, with something like chagrin that she heard his disavowal of her views. she did not herself quite understand what those views were, but all the same it was a disappointment that he did not really acquiesce in them; nay more that he did not press them on his own account—press them relentlessly, as a woman loves a man to do, even when his wishes are opposed to her own.

a woman’s answer to chagrin is ultimate victory of her purpose; and the chagrin of love is perhaps the strongest passion with a purpose that can animate her.

when joy became conscious, as she did in a few seconds, that her lover following out his protective purpose was about to separate himself from her—she quite understood without any telling or any experience both motive and purpose—she opposed it on her part. as the strictness of his embrace lessened, so in proportion did hers increase. then came to the man the reaction—he was only a man, after all. his ardour redoubled, and her heart beat harder with new love as well as triumph as he drew her closer to him in a pythonic embrace. then she, too, clung to him even closer than before. that embrace was all lover-like—an agony of rapture.

in its midst they were startled somewhat by the rumbling of a motor driven fast which seemed to stop close to them. instinctively joy tried to draw away from her lover; such is woman’s impulse. but athlyne held her all the tighter—his embrace was not all love now, but the protection which comes from love. she understood, and resigned herself to him. and so they stood, heart to heart, and mouth to mouth, listening.

there was a clatter of tongues in the hall. joy thought she recognised one voice—she could not be sure in the distance and through the closed door—and her heart sank. she would again have tried to draw away violently but that she was powerless. her will was gone, like a bird’s under the stare of the snake. athlyne, too, was in suspense, his heart beating wildly. he had a sort of presage of disaster which seemed in a way to paralyse him.

there were quick steps on the stairs. a voice said: “there” and the door rattled. at this moment both the lovers were willing to separate. but before they could do so, the door opened and the figure of colonel ogilvie blocked the entrance.

“good god!” the old man’s face had grown white as though the sight had on the instant frozen him. so pallid was he, all in that second, that joy and athlyne received at once the same idea: that his moustache, which they had thought of snowy whiteness, was but grey against the marble face.

the father’s instinct was protective too, and his action was quick. in the instant, without turning his face, he shut the door behind him and put his heel against it.

“quick, daughter, quick!” he said in a whisper, low but so fierce that it cut the air like a knife, “get into that room and dress yourself. and, get out if you can, by another way without being noticed!” as he spoke he pointed towards the open door through which in the darkened room the bed with clothing in disarray could be dimly seen. joy fled incontinently. the movements of a young woman can be of extraordinary quickness, but never quicker than when fear lends her wings. it seemed to athlyne that she made but one jump from where she stood through the door-way. he could remember afterwards the flash of her bare heels as she turned in closing the door behind her.

“now sir!” colonel ogilvie’s voice was stern to deadliness as he spoke. athlyne realised its import. he felt that he was bound hand and foot, and knew that his part of the coming struggle would have to be passive. he braced himself to endure. still, the colonel’s question had to be answered. the onus of beginning the explanation had been thrust upon him. it was due to joy that there should be no delay on his part in her vindication. almost sick at heart with apprehension he began:

“there has been no fault on joy’s part!” the instant he had spoken, the look of bitter haughtiness which came on colonel ogilvie’s face warned him that he had made a mistake. to set the error right he must know what he had to meet; and so he waited.

“we had better, i think, leave miss ogilvie’s name out of our conversation. … and i may perhaps remind you, sir, that i am the best judge of my daughter’s conduct. when i have said anything to my daughter’s detriment it will be quite time for a stranger to interfere on her behalf. … it is of your conduct, sir, that i ask—demand explanation!”

athlyne would have liked to meet a speech of this kind with a blow. in the case of any other man he would have done so: but this man was joy’s father, and in all circumstances must be treated as such. he felt in a vague sort of way—a background of thought rather than thought itself—that his manhood was being tested, and by a fiery test. come what might, he must be calm, or at least be master of himself; or else bitter woe would come to joy. of course it would come—perhaps had come already to himself; but to that he was already braced.

colonel ogilvie was skilled in the deadly preliminaries to lethal quarrel. more than once when a foe had been marked down for vengeance had he led him on to force the duel himself. in no previous quarrel of his life had he ever had the good cause that he had now, and be sure that he used that knowledge to the full. there was in his nature something of that stoical quality of the red indian which enables him to enjoy the torture of his foe, though the doing so entails a keen anguish to himself. perhaps the very air of the “dark and bloody ground” of kentucky was so impregnated with the passions of those who made it so that the dwelling of some generations had imbued the dwellers with some of the old indian spirit. as athlyne stood face to face with him, watching for every sign of intention as a fencer watches his opponent, he realised that there would be for him no pity, no mercy, not even understanding. he would have to fight an uphill contest—if joy was to be saved even a single pang. what he could do he would: sacrifice himself in any way that a man can accomplish it. life and happiness had for him passed by! one of his greatest difficulties would be, he felt, that of so controlling himself that he would not of necessity shut behind him, by anything which he might say or do, the door of conciliation. he began at once, therefore, to practice soft answering:

“my conduct, sir, has been bad—so far as doing an indiscreet thing, and in not showing to you that respect which is your due in any matter in which miss ogilvie may be concerned.” for some reason which he could not at the moment understand this seemed to infuriate the colonel more than ever. in quite a violent way he burst out:

“so i am to take it that no respect is due to me in my own person! such, i gather from your words. you hint if you do not say that respect is only my due on my daughter’s account!” at the risk of further offence athlyne interrupted him. it would not do for him to accept this monstrous reading of what he meant for courtesy:

“not so, sir. my respect is to you always and for all causes. i did but put it in that way as it is only in connection with your daughter that i dared to speak at all.” even this pacific explanation seemed to add fuel to the old man’s choler:

“let me tell you, sir, that this has nothing whatever to do with my daughter. miss ogilvie is my care. her defence, if any be required, is my duty—my privilege. and i quite know how to exercise—and to defend—both.”

“quite so, sir. i realise that, and i have no wish to arrogate to myself your right or your duty; for either of which i myself should be proud to die!” athlyne’s voice and manner were so suave and deferential that colonel ogilvie began to have an idea that he was a poltroon; and in this belief the bully that was in him began to manifest itself. he spoke harshly, intending to convey this idea, though as he did so his heart smote him. even as he spoke there rose before his bloodshot eyes the vision of a river shimmering with gold as the sunset fell on it, and projected against it the figure of a frightened woman tugging at the reins of a run-away mare; whilst close behind her rode a valiant man guiding with left hand a splendid black horse to her side, his right hand stretched out to drag her to his saddle. before them both lay a deadly chasm. in the pause athlyne took the opportunity of hurriedly putting on his outer clothing.

but even that touching vision did not check the father’s rage. his eyes were bloodshot and even such vision—any vision—could not linger in them. it passed, leaving in its place only a red splotch—as of blood; the emotion which the thought had quickened had become divergent in its own crooked way. but in the pause athlyne had time to get in a word:

“sir, whatever fault there has been was mine entirely. i acted foolishly perhaps, and unthinkingly. it placed us—placed me in such a position that every accident multiplied possibilities of misunderstanding. i cannot undo that now—i don’t even say that i would if i could. but whatever may be my fate—in the result that may follow my acts—i shall accept it without cavil. and may i say in continuance and development of your own suggestion, that no other name should be mentioned in whatever has to be spoken of between us.” as he finished he unconsciously stood upon his dignity, drawing himself up to his full height and standing in soldierly attitude. this had a strange effect on colonel ogilvie. realising that he could rely implicitly on the dignity of the man before him, he allowed himself a further latitude. he could afford, he felt, to be unrestrained in such a presence; and so proceeded to behave as though he was stark, staring raving mad. athlyne saw the change and, with some instinct more enlightening than his reason, realised that the change might later, have some beneficent effect. more than ever did he feel now the need for his own absolute self-control. it was well that he had made up his mind to this, for it was bitterly tested in colonel ogilvie’s mad outpour:

“do you dare, sir, to lecture me as to what i shall not say or shall say about my own daughter. what shall i say to you who though you had not the courtesy to even acknowledge the kindness shown you by her parents, came behind my back when i was far away, and stole her from my keeping. who took her far away, to the risk even of her reputation. risk! risk! when i find you here together, alone and almost naked in each other’s arms! god’s death! that i should have seen such a thing—that such a thing should be. …” here his hot wrath changed to ice-cold deadly purpose, and he went on:

“you shall answer me with your life for that!” he paused, still glaring at the other with cold, deadly malevolence. athlyne felt that the hour of the forlorn hope had come to him at last—he had been hot through all his seeming coolness at de hooge’s spruit. his self-control, could, he felt never be more deeply tested than now; and he braced himself to it. he had now to so bear himself that joy would suffer the minimum of pain. pain she would have to endure—much pain; he could not save her from it. he would do what he could; that was all that remained. with real coolness he met the icy look of his antagonist as he said with all the grace and courtesy of which he was naturally master:

“sir, i answer for my deeds with my life. that life is yours now. take it, how and when you will! as to answering in words, such cannot be whilst you maintain your present attitude. i have tried already to answer—to explain.”

“explain sir! there is no explanation.”

“pardon me!” athlyne’s voice was calm as ever; his dignity so superb that the other checked the words on his lips as he went on:

“there is an explanation to be made—and made it must be, for the sake of … of another. i deny in no way your right of revenge. i think i have already told you that my life is yours to take as you will. but a dying man has, in all civilised places, a right to speak to the court which condemns him. such privilege is mine. i claim it—if you will force me to say so. and let me add, colonel ogilvie, that i hold it as a part of my submission to your will. we are alone now and can speak freely; but there must be a time—it will be for your own protection from the legal consequences of my death—when others, or at least one other, will know of your intention to kill. i shall speak then if i may not now!” here the colonel, whose anger was rising at being so successfully baffled, interrupted him with hard cynicism.

“conditions in an affair of honour! to be enforced in a court of law i suppose.” he felt ashamed of himself as he made the remark which he felt to be both ungenerous and untrue. he was not surprised when the other answered his indignant irony with scorn:

“no sir! no law! not any more appeal to law in my defence than there has been justice in your outrageous attack on me. but about that i shall answer you presently. in the meantime i adhere to my conditions. aye, conditions; i do not hesitate to use the word.”

colonel ogilvie, through all the madness of his anger, realised at that moment that the man before him was a strong man, as fearless and determined as he was himself. this brought back his duty of good manners as a first instalment of his self-possession. for a few seconds he actually withheld his speech. he even bowed slightly as the other proceeded:

“i have tried to explain. … my fault was in venturing to ask … a lady to come for a ride in my car. i had no intention of evil. nothing more than a mere desire to renew and further an—a friendship which had, from the first moment of my knowing her—or rather from the first moment i set eyes on her, become very dear to me. it was a selfish wish i know; and in my own happiness at her consent i overlooked,—neglected—forgot the duty i owed to her father. for that i am bitterly sorry, and i feel that i owe to him a debt which i can never, never repay. but enough of that. … that belongs to a different category, and it has to be atoned for in the only way by which an honourable man can atone. … as i have already conceded my life to him i need … can say no more. but from the moment when that lady stepped into my car my respect has been for her that which i have always intended to be given to whatever lady should honour me by becoming my wife. surely you, sir, as yourself an honourable man—a husband and a father, cannot condemn a man for speaking an honourable love to the woman to whom it has been given. when i have admitted that the making of the occasion was a fault i have said all that i accept as misdoing. …” he folded his arms and stood on his dignity. for a few seconds, colonel ogilvie stood motionless, silent. he could not but recognise the truth that underlay all the dignity of the other. but he was in no way diverted by it from his purpose. his anger was in no way mitigated; his intention of revenge lessened by no whit. he was merely waiting to collect his thoughts so as to be in a position to attack with most deadly effect. he was opening his lips to speak when the other went on as though he had but concluded one section or division of what he had to say:

“and now sir as to the manifest doubt you expressed as to my bona fides in placing my life in your hands—your apprehension lest i should try to evade my responsibility to the laws of honour by an appeal in some way to a court of law. let me set your mind at ease by placing before you my views; and my views, let me tell you, are ultimately my intentions. i have tried to assure you that with the exception of waiting to ask your consent to taking … a certain passenger for a drive, my conduct has from that moment been such as you could not find fault with. i take it for granted that you—nor no man—could honestly resent such familiarities as are customary to, and consequent on, a man offering marriage to a lady, and pressing his suit with such zeal as is, or should be, attendant on the expression of a passion which he feels very deeply!” even whilst he was speaking, his subconsciousness was struck by his own coolness. he marvelled that he could, synchronously with the fearful effort necessary to his self-control and with despair gnawing at his heart, speak with such cold blooded preciseness. as is usual in such psychical stresses his memory took note for future reference of every detail.

his opponent on the contrary burst all at once into another fit of flaming passion. athlyne’s very preciseness seemed to have inflamed him afresh. he thundered out:

“familiarities sir, on offering marriage! do you dare to trifle with me at a time like this. when but a few minutes ago i saw you here in this lonely place, at this hour of the morning after a night of absence, undressed as you were, holding in your arms my daughter undressed also… god’s death! sir, be careful or you shall rue it!” he stopped almost choking with passion. athlyne felt himself once more overwhelmed with the cold wave of responsibility. “joy! joy! joy!” he kept repeating to himself as a sort of charm to keep off evil. to let go his anger now might—would be fatal to her happiness. he marvelled to himself as he went on in equal voice, seemingly calm:

“that sir was with no intent of evil. ’twas but a natural consequence of the series of disasters which fell on the enterprise which had so crowned my happiness. when i turned to come home so that … so that the lady might be in time to meet her parents who were expected to arrive at—at her destination, i forgot, in my eagerness to meet her wishes, the regulations as to speed; and i was arrested for furious driving. in my anxiety to save her from any form of exposal to publicity, and in my perplexity as to how to manage it, i advised her returning by herself in my motor, i remaining at dalry. when she had gone, and i had arranged for attending the summons served on me, i wired over to this hotel to keep me rooms. i thought it better that as j … that as the lady had gone to england i should remain in scotland. i started to walk here; but i was overtaken by a fog and delayed for hours behind my time. the house was locked up—every one asleep. the night porter who let me in told me that as i had not arrived, as by my telegram, the bedroom i had ordered was let to some one else who had arrived in a plight similar to my own. ‘another party’ were his words; i had no clue to whom or what the other visitor was. the only place left in the house unoccupied—for there were many unexpected guests through the fog—was that sofa. there i slept. only a few minutes ago i was waked by some one coming into the room. when i saw that it was … when i saw who it was—the woman whom i loved and whom i intended to marry—i naturally took her in my arms without thinking.” then without pausing, for he saw the anger in the colonel’s face and felt that to prolong this part of the narration was dangerous, he went on quickly:

“i trust that you understand, colonel ogilvie, that this explanation in no way infringes your right of punishing me as you suggest. please understand—and this is my answer to your suggestion as to my appealing to law—that i accept your wish to go through the form of a duel!” he was hotly interrupted by the colonel:

“form of a duel! is this another insult? when i say fight i mean fight—understand that. i fight à l’outrance; and that way only.” athlyne’s composure did not seem even ruffled:

“exactly! i took no other meaning. but surely i am entitled to take it that even a real duel has the form of a duel!”

“then what do you mean sir by introducing the matter that way?”

“simply, colonel ogilvie, to protect myself from a later accusation on your part—either to me or of me—of a charge of poltroonery; or even a silent suspicion of it in your own mind!”

“how do you mean?”

“sir, i only speak for myself. i have already said more than once that i hold my life at your disposal. from that i do not shrink; i accept the form of a duel for my execution.”

“your execution! explain yourself, sir?” in a calm even voice came the answer.

“colonel ogilvie, i put it to you as man to man—if you will honour me with so simple a comparison, or juxtaposition whichever you like to consider it—how can i fight freely against the father of the woman whom i love. pray, sir,” for the colonel made an angry gesture “be patient for a moment. i intend no kind of plea or appeal. i feel myself forced to let you know my position from my point of view. you need bear no new anger towards me for this expression of my feelings. i do so with reluctance, and only because you must understand, here and now, or it may make, later on, further unhappiness for some one else—some one whom we both hold in our hearts.” colonel ogilvie hesitated before replying. the bitter scowl was once again on his face as he spoke:

“then i suppose i am to take it, sir, that you will begin our meeting on the field of honour by putting me publicly—through the expression of your intention—in the position of a murderer.”

“not so! surely you know better than that. i did not think that any honourable man could have so mistaken another. if i have to speak explicitly on this point—on which for your own sake and the sake of … of one dear to you, i would fain be reticent—let me reassure you on one point: i shall play the game fairly. for this duel is a game, and, so far as i am concerned at all events, one for a pretty large stake. if indeed that can be called a ‘game’ which can only end in one way. you need not, i assure you, feel the least uneasy as to my not going through with it properly. i am telling you this now so that you may not distort my intention yourself by some injudicious comment on my conduct, or speech, or action, made under a misapprehension or from distrust of me. sir, your own honour shall be protected all along, so far as the doing so possibly rests with me.” here, seeing some new misunderstanding in the colonel’s eye he went on quickly:

“i venture to say this because i am aware that you doubt my being able to carry out my intention. when i say ‘rests with me,’ i mean the responsibility of acting properly the rôle i have undertaken. i shall conduct my part of the duel in all seriousness. it must be in some other country; this for your sake. for mine it will not have mattered. we have only to bear ourselves properly and none will suspect. i shall go through all the forms—with your permission—of fighting à l’outrance, so that no one can suspect. no one will be able afterwards to say that you could have been aware of my intention. i shall fire at you all right; but i shall not hit!”

instinctively colonel ogilvie bowed. he did not intend to do so. he said no word. the rancour of his heart was not mitigated; his intention to kill in no way lessened. his action was simply a spontaneous recognition of the chivalry of another, and his appreciation of it.

athlyne could not but be glad of even so slight a relaxation of the horrible tension. he stood quite still. he felt that in some way he had scored with his antagonist; and as he was fighting for joy he was unwilling to do anything which might not be good for her. he was standing well out in the room with his back to the door of the bedroom. as they stood he saw a look of surprise flash in colonel ogilvie’s face. this changed instantly to a fixed one of horror. his eyes seemed to look right through his antagonist to something beyond. instinctively he turned to see what it might be that caused that strange look. and then he looked horrified himself.

in the open door-way of the bedroom stood joy.

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