it is sometimes taught that men do the furious and desperate thing from an emotion that is as even and placid as the thoughts of a village clergyman on sunday afternoon. usually, however, it is to be believed that a panther is at the time born in the heart, and that the subject does not resemble a man picking mulberries.
"b' g——!" said bill, speaking as from a throat filled with dust, "i'll go after 'em in a minute."
"don't you budge an inch!" cried the stranger, sternly. "don't you budge!"
"well," said bill, glaring at the bushes—"well—"
"put your head down!" suddenly screamed the stranger, in white alarm. as the guns roared, bill uttered a loud grunt, and for a moment leaned panting on his elbow, while his arm shook like a twig. then he upreared like a great and bloody spirit of vengeance, his face lighted with the blaze of his last passion. the mexicans came swiftly and in silence.
the lightning action of the next few moments was of the fabric of dreams to the stranger. the muscular struggle may not be real to the drowning man. his mind may be fixed on the far, straight shadows back of the stars, and the terror of them. and so the fight, and his part in it, had to the stranger only the quality of a picture half drawn. the rush of feet, the spatter of shots, the cries, the swollen faces seen like masks on the smoke, resembled a happening of the night.
and yet afterward certain lines, forms, lived out so strongly from the incoherence that they were always in his memory.
he killed a man, and the thought went swiftly by him, like the feather on the gale, that it was easy to kill a man.
moreover, he suddenly felt for bill, this grimy sheep-herder, some deep form of idolatry. bill was dying, and the dignity of last defeat, the superiority of him who stands in his grave, was in the pose of the lost sheep-herder.
the stranger sat on the ground idly mopping the sweat and powder-stain from his brow. he wore the gentle idiot smile of an aged beggar as he watched three mexicans limping and staggering in the distance. he noted at this time that one who still possessed a serape had from it none of the grandeur of the cloaked spaniard, but that against the sky the silhouette resembled a cornucopia of childhood's christmas.
they turned to look at him, and he lifted his weary arm to menace them with his revolver. they stood for a moment banded together, and hooted curses at him.
finally he arose, and, walking some paces, stooped to loosen bill's grey hands from a throat. swaying as if slightly drunk, he stood looking down into the still face.
struck suddenly with a thought, he went about with dulled eyes on the ground, until he plucked his gaudy blanket from where it lay dirty from trampling feet. he dusted it carefully, and then returned and laid it over bill's form. there he again stood motionless, his mouth just agape and the same stupid glance in his eyes, when all at once he made a gesture of fright and looked wildly about him.
he had almost reached the thicket when he stopped, smitten with alarm. a body contorted, with one arm stiff in the air, lay in his path. slowly and warily he moved around it, and in a moment the bushes, nodding and whispering, their leaf-faces turned toward the scene behind him, swung and swung again into stillness and the peace of the wilderness.
