a week elapsed, after the burial of mr. halliburton. by that time jane had looked fully into the best and worst of her condition, and had, so to say, organised her plans. by the disposal of the watch, with what little silver they possessed, and ornaments of her own, she had been enabled to discharge the expenses of the funeral and other small debts, and to retain a trifle in hand for present wants.
on the last day of the week, saturday, she received an application for the rent. a stylish-looking stripling of some nineteen years, with light eyes and fair hair, called from mr. dare to demand it. jane told him she could not pay him then, but would write and explain to mr. dare. upon which the gentleman, whose manners were haughtily condescending, turned on his heel and left the house, not deigning to say good morning. as he was swinging out at the gate, patience, coming home from market with a basket in her hand, met him. "how dost thee?" said she in salutation. but there was no response from the other, except that his head went a shade higher.
"do you know who that is?" inquired jane, afterwards.
"of a surety. it is young anthony dare."
"he has not pleasing manners."
"not to us. there is not a more arrogant youth in the town. but his private character is not well spoken of."
jane sat down to write to mr. dare. her brother francis, to whom she had explained her situation, had promised her the rent for the half-year due, sixteen pounds, by the middle of february. he could not let her have it before that period, he said, but she might positively count upon it then. she begged mr. dare to accord her the favour of waiting until then. sealing her note, she sent it to him.
on the monday following, all was in readiness to let; and jane was full of hope, looking for the advent of lodgers. the best parlour and the two best bedrooms had been vacated, and were in order. jane slept now with her little girl, and the boys had mattresses laid down for them on the floor at the top of the house. they were to make the study their sitting-room from henceforth; and a card in the window displayed the announcement "lodgings." the more modern word "apartments" had not then come into fashion at helstonleigh.
patience came in after breakfast with a piece of grey merino in her hand.
"would thee like to make a frock for anna?" asked she of mrs. halliburton. "sarah locke does them for her mostly, for it is work that i am not clever at; but sarah sends me word she is too full of work this week to undertake it. i heard thee say thee made janey's frocks. if thee can do this, and earn half-a-crown, thee art welcome. it is what i should pay sarah."
jane took the merino in thankfulness. it was as a ray of hope, come to light up her heart. only the instant before patience entered she was wishing that something could arrive for her to do, never supposing that it would arrive. and now it had come!—and would bring her in two-and-sixpence! "two-and-sixpence!" we may feel inclined to echo, in undisguised contempt for the trifle. ay! but we may never have known the yearning want of two-and-sixpence, or of ten-and-sixpence either!
jane cut out the skirt by a pattern frock, and sat down to make it, her mind ruminating on the future. the children were at their lessons, round the table. "i have just two pounds seventeen and sixpence left," deliberated jane. "this half-crown will make it three pounds. i wonder how long we can live upon that? we have good clothes, and for the present the boys' boots are good. if i can let the rooms we shall have the rent, so that food is the chief thing to look to. we must spin the money out; must live upon bread and potatoes and a little milk, until something comes in. i wonder if five shillings a week would pay for bare food, and for coals? i fear——"
jane's dreams were interrupted. the front gate was swung open, and two people, men or gentlemen, approached the house door and knocked. their movements were so quick that jane caught only a glimpse of them. "see who it is, will you, william?"
she heard them walk in and ask if she was at home. putting down her work, she shook the threads from her black dress and went out to them, william returning to his lessons.
the visitors were standing in the passage—one well-dressed man and one shabby one. the former made a civil demand for the half-year's rent due. jane replied that she had written to mr. dare on the previous saturday, explaining things to him, and asking him to wait a short time.
"mr. dare cannot wait," was the rejoinder of the applicant, still speaking civilly. "you must allow me to remark, ma'am, that you are strangers to the town, that you have paid no rent since you entered the house——"
"we believed it was the custom to pay half-yearly, as mr. dare did not apply for it at the michaelmas quarter," interrupted jane. "we should have paid then, had he asked for it."
"at any rate, it is not paid," was the reply. "and—i am sorry, ma'am, to be under the necessity of leaving this man in possession until you do pay!"
they walked deliberately into the best parlour; and jane, amidst a rushing feeling of despair that turned her heart to sickness, knew that a seizure had been put into the house.
as she stood in her bewilderment, patience entered by the back door, the way she always did enter, and caught a glimpse of the shabby man. she drew jane into the kitchen.
"what does that man do here?" she inquired.
for answer jane sank into a chair and burst into sobs so violent as to surprise the calm quakeress. she turned and shut the door.
"hush thee! now hush thee! thy children will hear and be terrified. art thee behind with thy taxes?"
for some minutes jane could not reply. "not for taxes," she said; "they are paid. mr. dare has put him in for the rent."
patience revolved the news in considerable astonishment. "nay, but i think thee must be in error. thomas ashley would not do such a thing."
"he has done it," sobbed jane.
"it is not in accordance with his character. he is a humane and considerate man. verily i grieve for thee! that man is not an agreeable inmate of a house. we had him in ours last year!"
"you!" uttered jane, surprise penetrating even to her own grief. "you!"
"they force us to pay church-rates," explained patience. "we have a scruple to do so, believing the call unjust. for years samuel lynn had paid the claim to avert consequences; but last year he and many more friends stood out against it. the result was, that that man, now in thy parlour, was put into our house. the amount claimed was one pound nine shillings; and they took out of our house, and sold, goods which had cost us eleven pounds, and which were equal to new."
"oh, patience, tell me what i had better do!" implored jane, reverting to her own trouble. "if we are turned out and our things sold, we must go to the workhouse. we cannot be in the streets."
"indeed, i feel incompetent to advise thee. had thee not better see anthony dare, and try thy persuasion that he would remove the seizure and wait?"
"i will go to him at once," feverishly returned jane. "you will allow janey to remain with you, patience, while i do so?"
"of a surety i will. she——"
at that moment the children burst into the kitchen, one after the other. "mamma, who is that shabby-looking man come into the study? he has seated himself right in front of the fire, and is knocking it about. and the other is looking at the tables and chairs."
it was frank who spoke; impetuous
frank. mrs. halliburton cast a despairing look around her, and patience drew their attention.
"that man is here on business," she said to them. "you must not be rude to him, or he will be ten times more rude to you. the other will soon be gone. your mother is going abroad for an hour; perhaps when she returns she will rid the house of him. jane, child, thee can come with me and take thy dinner with anna."
mrs. halliburton waited until the better-looking of the two men was gone, and then started. it was a raw, cold day—what some people call a black frost. black and gloomy it all looked to her, outwardly and inwardly, as she traversed the streets to the office of mr. dare. patience had directed her, and the plate on the door, "mr. dare, solicitor," showed her the right house. she stepped inside that door, which stood open, and knocked at one to the right of the passage. "clerks' room" was inscribed upon it.
"come in."
three or four clerks were in it. in one of them she recognized him who had just left her house. the other clerks appeared to defer to him, and called him "mr. stubbs." jane, giving her name, said she wished to see mr. dare, and the request was conveyed to an inner room. it brought forth young anthony.
"my father is busy and cannot see you," was his salutation. "i can hear anything you may have to say. it will be the same thing."
"thank you," replied jane, in courteous tones, very different from his. "but i would prefer to see mr. dare."
"he is engaged, i say," sharply repeated anthony.
"i will wait, then. i must see him."
anthony dare stalked back again. jane, seeing a bench against the wall, sat down. it was about half-past twelve when she arrived there, and when the clock struck two, there she was still. several clients, during that time, had come and gone; they were admitted to mr. dare, but she sat on, neglected. at two o'clock anthony came through the room with his hat on. he appeared to be going out.
"what! are you here still?" he exclaimed, in genuine or affected surprise; never, in his ill-manners, removing his hat—he of whom it was his delight to hear it said that he was the most complete gentleman in helstonleigh. "i assure you it is not of the least use your waiting. mr. dare will not be able to see you."
"mr. dare can surely spare me a minute when he has done with others."
"he cannot to-day. can you not say to me what you want to say?"
"indeed i must see mr. dare himself. i will wait on, if you will allow me, hoping to do so."
anthony dare vouchsafed no reply, and went out. one or two of the clerks looked round. they appeared not to understand why she sat on so persistently, or why mr. dare refused to see her.
in about an hour's time the inner door opened. a tall man, with a bold, free countenance, looked into the room. supposing it to be mr. dare, jane rose and approached him. "will you allow me a few minutes' conversation?" she asked. "i presume you are mr. dare?"
he put up his hands as if to fence her off. "i have no time, i have no time," he reiterated, and shut the door in her face. jane sat down again on the bench. "stubbs, i want you," came forth from mr. dare's voice, as he opened the door an inch to speak it.
stubbs went in, remained a few minutes, and then returned, put on his hat, and walked out. his departure was the signal for considerable relaxation in the office duties. "when the cat's away—" you know the rest. yawning, stretching, whispering, and laughing supervened. one of the clerks took from his pocket a paper of the biscuits called "union" in helstonleigh, and began eating them. another pulled out a bottle, and solaced himself with some of its contents—whatever they might be. suddenly the man with the biscuits got off his stool, and offered them to mrs. halliburton. her pale, sad face may have prompted his good nature to the act.
"you have waited a good while, ma'am, and perhaps have lost your dinner through it," he said.
jane took one of them. "you are very kind. thank you," she faintly said.
but not a crumb of it could she swallow. she had taken a slice of dry toast for her breakfast that morning, with half a cup of milk; and it was long since she had had a sufficiency of food at any meal. she felt weak, sick, faint; but anxiety and suspense were at work within, parching her throat, destroying her appetite. she held the biscuit in her fingers, resting on her lap, and, in spite of her efforts, the rebellious tears forced themselves to her eyes. raising her hand, she quietly let fall her widow's veil.
a poor-looking man came in, and counted out eight shillings, laying them upon the desk. "i couldn't make up the other two this week; i couldn't, indeed," he said, with trembling eagerness. "i'll bring twelve next week, please to say."
"mind you do," responded one of the clerks; "or you know what will be in store for you."
the man shook his head. he probably did know; and, in going out, was nearly knocked over by a handsome lad of seventeen, who was running in. very handsome were his features; but they were marred by the free expression which characterized mr. dare's.
"i say, is the governor in?" cried he, out of breath.
"yes, sir. lord hawkesley's with him."
"the deuce take lord hawkesley, then!" returned the young gentleman. "where's stubbs? i want my week's money, and i can't wait. walker, i say, where's stubbs?"
"stubbs is gone out, sir."
"what a bother! halloa! here's some money! what is this?" continued the speaker, catching up the eight shillings.
"it is some that has just been paid in, master herbert."
"that's all right then," said he, slipping five of them into his jacket pocket. "tell stubbs to put it down as my week's money."
he tore off. jane sat on, wondering what she was to do. there appeared to be little probability that she would be admitted to mr. dare; and yet, how could she go home as she came—hopeless—to the presence of that man? no; she must wait still; wait until the last. she might catch a word with mr. dare as he was leaving. jane could not help thinking his behaviour very bad in refusing to see her.
the office was being lighted when mr. stubbs returned. one of the clerks pointed to the three shillings with his pen. "kinnersley has brought eight shillings. he will make it twelve next week. couldn't manage the ten this, he says."
"where are the eight shillings?" asked stubbs. "i see only three."
"oh, master herbert came in, and took off five. he said you were to put it down as his week's money."
"he'll take a little too much some day, if he's not checked," was the cynical reply of the senior clerk. "however, it's no business of mine."
he put the three shillings into his own desk, and made an entry in a book. after that he went in to mr. dare, who was now alone. a large room, handsomely fitted up. mr. dare's table was near one of the windows: a desk, at which anthony sometimes sat, was at the other. mr. dare looked up.
"i could not do anything, sir," said stubbs. "the other party will listen to no proposal at all. they say they'll throw it into chancery first. an awful rage they are in."
"tush!" said mr. dare. "chancery, indeed! they'll tell another tale in a day or two. has kinnersley been in?"
"kinnersley has brought eight shillings, and promises to bring twelve next monday. master herbert carried off five of them, and left word it was for his week's money."
"a smart blade!" cried mr. dare, apostrophizing his son with personal pride. "'take it when i can,' is his motto. he'll make a good lawyer, stubbs."
"very good," acquiesced stubbs.
"is that woman gone yet?"
"no, sir. my opinion is, she means to wait until she sees you."
"then send her in at once, and let's get it over," thundered mr. dare.
in what lay his objection to seeing her? a dread lest she should put forth their relationship as a plea for his clemency? if so, he was destined to be agreeably disappointed. jane did not allude to it; would not allude to it. after that interview held with mrs. dare, some three or four months before, she had dropped all remembrance of the connection: even the children did not know of it. she only solicited mr. dare's leniency now, as any other stranger might have solicited it. little chance was there of mr. dare's acceding to her prayer: he and his wife both wanted helstonleigh to be free of the halliburtons.
"it will be utter ruin," she urged. "it will turn us, beggars, into the streets. mr. dare, i promise you the rent by the middle of february. unless it were certain, my brother would not have promised it to me. surely you may accord me this short time."
"ma'am, i cannot—that is, mr. ashley cannot. it was a reprehensible piece of carelessness on my part to suffer the rent to go on for half a year, considering that you were strangers. mr. ashley will look to me to see him well out of it."
"there is sufficient furniture in my house, new furniture, to pay what is owing three times over."
"may be, as it stands in it. things worth forty pounds in a house, won't fetch ten at a sale."
"that is an additional reason why i——"
"now, my good lady," interrupted mr. dare, with imperative civility, "one word is as good as a thousand; and that word i have said. i cannot withdraw the seizure, except on receipt of the rent and costs. pay them, and i shall be most happy to do it. if you stop here all night i can give you no other answer; and my time is valuable."
he glanced at the door as he spoke. jane took the hint, and passed out of it. as much by the tone, as by the words, she gathered that there was no hope whatever.
the streets were bright with gas as she hurried along, her head bent, her veil over her face, her tears falling silently. but when she left the town behind her, and approached a lonely part of the road where no eye was on her, no ear near her, then the sobs burst forth uncontrolled.
"no eye on her? no ear near her?" ay, but there was! there was one eye, one ear, which never closes. and as jane's dreadful trouble resolved itself into a cry for help to him who ever listens, there seemed to come a feeling of peace, of trust, into her soul.
