it was another week before i recovered a fair share of my usual strength, and i believe the kindly little surgeon kept me under his charge two or three days longer than was strictly necessary. meantime the mist still shrouded my memory, and though otherwise my wits were as clear as they had ever been, so far as knowledge of anything other than the commonest matters of daily life was concerned i was in a dense night of ignorance.
dr. cuthbert took care to explain this to the officer of the watch in which i was put, and the lieutenant was sufficiently humane to set me at tasks which required no skill of seamanship. as it chanced, i saw nothing of the midshipman who had impressed me. he was, as i afterwards learned, in another watch.
the day i was ordered on deck we sighted a palm-fringed coast, which my fellow seamen spoke of as yucatan. the word meant nothing to me, for my memory was still in the mist, and the only name left me out of the past was vera cruz.
from yucatan the belligerent cruised off in an easterly direction toward cuba. but the second day we fell in with a west-bound frigate, which signalled the belligerent to patrol the mouths of the mississippi, on the lookout for a noted french privateer sloop la belle silène, whose master, jean laffat or lafayette, was rumored to have turned pirate.
had i been in full possession of my mental faculties, i must surely have noted the similarity of names. jean lafitte was not so far from jean laffat, and the siren from la belle silène. as it was, i doubt whether at this time the shouting of lafitte's name in my ear would have stirred the faintest echo of memory.
the following morning, just at the change of the dog watch, the frigate was suddenly roused from its dull, precise routine by the sound of a heavy gun booming down the wind from the westward. instantly the ship was brought about, to tack to windward, and the order was given to clear for action. the call to quarters was sounded, the marines paraded, and the cannon run out ready for firing, all before we sighted the supposed enemy.
meantime the boom of the heavy cannon had come rolling down the wind to us at such regular intervals that the men about me swore there could be only one big gun. before many minutes we distinguished the hoarse, barking roar of many carronades. at the same time we sighted the square topsails of a spanish merchantman, and, a little later, the gaff-topsail of a sloop.
soon the word was shouted down from our lookout at the masthead that the ship was running from the sloop, which carried the big gun and was evidently having far the better of the engagement. the flag of the ship now confirmed the opinion that she was a spanish merchantman. but the strongest of spyglasses were unable to make clear the small flag of the sloop. it was enough, however, for the british captain, that, upon sighting us, the spaniard flew a signal for help, and veered so as to run down to us. that her crew should thus seek to put their ship in the way of certain capture was considered by the men about me clear proof that the sloop was a pirate.
as i had been left to pull and haul on deck, i was able to witness all the fierce contest of the fight, and the race of the frigate to rescue the assailed spaniard. sail after sail was set, and the bellying sheets tautened as flat as the nimble seamen could draw them.
but swiftly as we tacked to windward, and swiftly as the spaniard slanted down the wind to obtain shelter of us, the unfortunate vessel was already in terrible distress from the relentless attack of her little enemy. with an audacity which amazed the britons, the sloop stood on, undaunted by our approach, hanging close upon the quarter of her victim.
the fire of the ship was already silenced, while from half a cable's-length the carronades of the sloop belched their missiles into the rigging of the spaniard with ever-increasing rapidity, and the great gun on the mid-deck sent shot after shot crashing into the bulging hull at the waterline.
suddenly we saw the mizzenmast of the spaniard totter. it fell forward and sideways, dragging after it the splintered mainmast. as the ship broached-to, we could see that she was settling down by the stern. even i, despite the night of ignorance which lay upon me, realized that she was beginning to founder.
certain of the fate of her victim, the sloop now sheered off. the belligerent opened fire with the long eighteen-pounder bow-chasers, but the shots fell short of the sloop by fifty yards or more. within half a minute the sloop had the stupendous audacity to fire her great gun at us. by a rare chance, the ponderous ball struck the starboard shrouds, snapping them like packthread, and hurled on aslant the after deck, to chip a splinter from the mizzenmast and smash a great hole through the roof of the cabin.
only the quickness with which the frigate was brought up into the wind and the main and mizzen sails blanketed by the foresails saved the main and mizzenmasts from being sprung, if not carried overboard. never, i fancy, did the crew of a man-of-war have to suffer such a maddening checkmate. they dared not even come about to give the saucy sloop a broadside, but could only bark away with the ineffective bow-chasers. the sloop packed on what was a tremendous spread of canvas for so small a craft, and fled away aslant the wind at a speed that the frigate could not have hoped to equal on the same course, even had the rigging been in perfect trim.
by the time the british had stoppered the broken shrouds, reeved preventer braces, and strengthened the splintered mizzenmast, the spanish ship had drifted down within hailing distance. she now sat very low astern, and such of her people as had not been slain or helplessly wounded had crowded up into her high-flung bows and were shrieking to us for rescue. there was not one of their boats which had escaped the fierce fire of the sloop's carronades. seeing this, and that pursuit of the sloop was now hopeless, the british captain ordered out all the frigate's boats to take off the imperilled spaniards.
this was a simple matter, as there was little sea running and the wind no more than a fair breeze. soon the first boatload of spaniards was brought over from the sinking ship and rowed along our starboard side toward the stern. as the boat passed, i looked down from the lofty deck in the idle curiosity of my empty head. seated in the stern-sheets i saw a portly man in robes, and beside him a slender woman in the white veil of a novice. the woman looked up—it was alisanda!
a cry burst from my lips, and i staggered back with a hand to my forehead. in a twinkling everything had come back to me—full consciousness and memory of myself, my life, my love! but in the same instant all memory of my days aboard the belligerent became a blank.
i stared about me in amazement. then i remembered that my lady was being rowed alongside this strange ship. i glanced over, and saw that the boat had made fast alongside the ship's quarter,—that preparations were under way to lift alisanda to the deck.
heedless of all else in the strange unknown scene about me, i ran aft, half mad with the mystery and joy of such a meeting. but suddenly a marine sprang before me with lowered bayonet.
"halt!" he ordered.
i stopped short, with the point against my breast.
"let me past—let me past!" i panted. "i must go to my lady! i am dr. robinson! i must see her—at once!"
"what's this?" demanded an insolent young voice, and the midshipman who had impressed me swung around beside the marine. i recognized him on the instant.
"you!" i cried.
"the dunce!" he rejoined. "back before the mast, you damned yankee!"
"you!" i repeated. "get out of my way. i'm going to my lady!"
"your lady!" he sneered, and he added a term which stung me to madness. as he spoke, he struck me a heavy blow with his fist upon my jaw. catching him by the wrist, i jerked him forward and struck him a blow between the eyes that would have felled him had i not held to his wrist. the marine cried out, and sprang around for an opening to lunge at me without striking his officer. i caught the staggering young scoundrel by the shoulders and hurled him against the man. both rolled to the deck.
at the same moment some one sprang upon me from behind and bore me down. as i fell, others flung themselves upon my legs. my arms were wrenched around behind my back and lashed together, my ankles bound fast, despite my desperate struggles. then a stern voice gave the order for me to be taken below and placed in irons. i sought to cry out an appeal—to attempt an explanation. but one of the men thrust a balled kerchief into my mouth and tied in the gag with another kerchief which covered my eyes as well. dumb, blind, and bound, i was carried below, still struggling.
the moment they had replaced my bonds with handcuffs and bilboes and relieved me of the gag, down in the foul, cell-like prison, i so implored and raved to see the captain that they thought i was beside myself,—as, indeed, it may well be said i was. instead of the captain, they sent for dr. cuthbert, who was a perfect stranger to my restored memory. he listened to my now incoherent statements that i was dr. john robinson and must go to my lady, and sought to soothe me. my constant repetitions convinced him that i was quite out of my head, and to quiet me, he cunningly administered an opiate in wine and water.
discipline is swift-handed aboard a man-of-war. before i had fully slept off the effects of the drug, i was roused and taken before the court-martial convened to try me. the judge-advocate was the officer of my watch, though at the time i had no memory of him. for the first time i saw the captain near at hand. he was a granite-faced cornishman, and looked upon me with a cold, blue-gray eye which condemned me before a word had been spoken.
my ankles had been freed from the bilboes before i was brought up, but when i was ordered to stand, i could not readily obey because of the continued numbness of my limbs. at this two of my guards jerked me up with brutal roughness, and the charge against me was read. to my amazement and horror, i learned that i was upon trial, under the name jack numskull, for the crime of striking my superior officer, the penalty for which was death.
ignorant of the procedure of the court, i sought to protest, but was ordered to keep silent. in quick succession, the witnesses were called and questioned,—first the midshipman i had struck, then the marine, and after that four or five seamen. all testified without contradiction to the damnable fact that i had struck midshipman hepburn.
"enough," said captain powers. "has the prisoner anything to say?"
the question was repeated to me. i bowed to the court as best i could with my wrists locked together behind my back.
"gentlemen," i said, "i wish first to explain—"
"speak to the point," commanded the judge-advocate. "the law does not require you to confess. yet if you wish to meet death with a free conscience, the court will receive your statement. do you admit that you struck your superior officer?"
"no. i deny it."
"you deny it—in the face of this positive testimony?"
"i admit that i struck midshipman hepburn,—if that is his name. i deny that i struck my superior officer."
"explain!" demanded captain powers, irascibly.
"i deny that midshipman hepburn is my superior officer,—that any man on this ship or in the navy of george the third is my superior officer. i deny the jurisdiction of this court. i am a native-born citizen of the united states of america. i was aboard a neutral vessel sailing from one free port to another when this same midshipman hepburn boarded the craft and unlawfully impressed me. in resisting, i was struck senseless. of whatever has happened since i have barely a vague consciousness. only i know that immediately before the affray for which i am now being tried, i saw a lady being brought alongside in a boat, and at once full memory came back to me. i am john h. robinson, a physician of the louisiana territory, born in the state of pennsylvania, reared at cincinnati on the ohio river, and educated at columbia college, in the city of new york."
during my recital, all present except the captain regarded me with lively curiosity, mingled with varying degrees of incredulity. powers did not betray the slightest interest or emotion.
"we have heard the statement of the prisoner," he said. "whether it is or is not true is irrelevant. the fact remains that the prisoner, while serving as a seaman in the service of his majesty king george, did strike a midshipman in said service, the same being his superior officer."
"sir, may i suggest the doubt of the prisoner's sanity, in mitigation of his crime?" interposed the judge-advocate.
"remove the prisoner," commanded the captain.
i was led out and kept waiting for half an hour, while my life hung in the balance. at last they led me back to receive the decree of the court. by now i was in a half stupor of agonized despair, my thoughts fixed upon alisanda and all i was to lose. the terrible word "death!" roused me to consciousness of my surroundings.
the judge-advocate paused, drew a deep breath, and continued the reading of the sentence: "but, it being testified to by surgeon wilbur cuthbert that said prisoner was not at the time of the committance of his crime rational or sane, said sentence of death is hereby commuted to the sentence of one hundred lashes—"
"hold! hold!" i cried. "not that! shoot me!—murder me! but spare me that shame!"
this time when they dragged me out and down to the foul prison black-hole they had no need of a gag. after that one wild protest, i fell dumb. i had seen two floggings of twenty strokes of the cat since coming aboard. with the words of my sentence the memory had come back to me, and with the memory of those shameful floggings had returned the remembrance of all my life aboard the belligerent.
when, an hour or so after my sentence, dr. cuthbert came to condole with me, i recognized him and his kindness, but sat in sullen misery when he sought to question me. the trial was over—sentence imposed. why should i accept the sympathy of these brutes?
he may have divined my frame of mind, for presently he fell to deploring the rigors of the times, brought about by the boundless ambition of bonaparte. england, he argued, alone interposed by means of her navy a barrier against the world-wide domination of the corsican adventurer. that navy was the hope of the world. yet, thanks to the french privateers and bonaparte's strength upon the continent, britain had lost much of her commerce to the united states, to whose ships the british seamen were constantly deserting to escape the harsh yet necessary discipline of the royal navy. what, then, if occasionally a native american was impressed? the struggle between britain and the corsican was a struggle of life and death. britain must man her ships, or submit to destruction, and with britain crushed, what nation or alliance of nations could hope to withstand the infernal genius of bonaparte?
i waited for a pause, and inquired in a casual tone as to the welfare of the spanish lady rescued from the sinking ship. he started up, retreated a pace or two, with his eyes fixed upon me, and then hurried off, tapping his head significantly. i bowed my head with a sigh of relief. the temptation had been taken from me. my weakness should not have another opportunity to betray me. my lady should not know of my shame.
