"marvell, who had both pleasure and success, who must have enjoyed life if ever man did, … found his happiness in the garden where he was."—from an article in the times literary supplement.

mrs. m'cosh remained extremely sceptical about the reality of the fortune until the lawyer came from london, "yin's errand to see miss jean," as she explained importantly to miss bathgate, and he was such an eminently solid, safe-looking man that her doubts vanished.

"i wud say he wis an elder in the kirk, if they've onything as respectable as an elder in england," was her summing up of the lawyer.

mr. dickson (of dickson, staines, & dickson), though a lawyer, was a human being, and was able to meet jean with sympathy and understanding when she tried to explain to him her wishes.

first of all, she was very anxious to know if mr. dickson thought it quite fair that she should have the money. was he quite sure that there were no relations, no one who had a real claim?

mr. dickson explained to her what a singularly lonely, self-sufficing man peter reid had been, a man without friends, almost without interests—except the piling up of money.

"i don't say he was unhappy; i believe he was very content, absolutely absorbed in his game of money-making. but when he couldn't ignore any longer the fact that there was something wrong with his health, and went to the specialist and was told to give up work at once, he was completely bowled over. life held nothing more for him. i was very sorry for the poor man … he had only one thought—to go back to priorsford, his boyhood's home."

"and i didn't know," said jean, "or we would all have turned out there and then and sat on our boxes in the middle of the road, or roosted in the trees like crows, rather than keep him for an hour out of his own house. he came and asked to see the rigs and i was afraid he meant to buy it: it was always our nightmare that the landlord in london would turn us out…. he looked frail and shabby, and i jumped to the conclusion that he was poor. oh, i do wish i had known…."

"he told me," mr. dickson went on, "when he came to see me on his return, that he had come with the intention of asking the tenants to leave the rigs, but that he hadn't the heart to do it when he saw how attached you were to the place. he added that you had been kind to him. he was rather gruff and ashamed about his weakness, but i could see that he had been touched to receive kindness from utter strangers. he was amused in a sardonic way that you had thought him a poor man and had yet been kind to him; he had an unhappy notion that in this world kindness is always bought…. he had no heir, and i think i explained to you in my letter that he had made up his mind to leave his whole fortune to the first person who did anything for him without expecting payment. you turned out to be that person, and i congratulate you, miss jardine, most heartily. i would like to tell you that mr. reid planned everything so that it would be as easy as possible for you, and asked me to come and see you and explain in person. he seemed very satisfied when all was in order. i saw him a few days before he died and i thought he looked better, and told him so. but he only said, 'it's a great load off my mind to get everything settled, and it's a blessing not to have an heir longing to step into my shoes, and grudging me a few years longer on the earth.' two days later he passed away in his sleep. he was a curious, hard man, whom few cared about, but at the end there was something simple and rather pathetic about him. i think he died content."

"thank you for telling me about him," jean said, and there was silence for a minute.

"and now may i hear your wishes?" said mr. dickson.

"can i do just as i like with the money? well, will you please divide it into four parts? that will be a quarter for each of us—david, jock, mhor, me."

jean spoke as if the fortune was a lump of dough and mr. dickson the baker, but the lawyer did not smile.

"i understood you had only two brothers?"

"yes, david and jock, but mhor is an adopted brother. his name's gervase

taunton."

"but—has he any claim on you?"

jean's face got pink. "i should think he has. he's exactly like our own brother."

"then you want him to have a full share?"

"of course. it's odd how people will assume one is a cad! when mhor's mother died (his father had died before) he came to us—his mother trusted him to us—and people kept saying, 'why should you take him? he has no claim on you.' as if mhor wasn't the best gift we ever got…. and when you have divided it, i wonder if you would take a tenth off each share? we were brought up to give a tenth of any money we had to god. i'm almost sure the boys would give it themselves. i think they would, but perhaps it would be safer to take it off first and put it aside."

jean looked very straight at the lawyer. "i wouldn't like any of us to be unjust stewards," she said.

"no," said the lawyer—"no."

"and perhaps," jean went on, "the boys had better not get their shares until they are twenty-five david could have it now, so far as sense goes, but it's the responsibility i'm thinking about."

"i would certainly let them wait until they are twenty-five. their shares will accumulate, of course, and be very much larger when they get them."

"but i don't want that," said jean. "i want the interest on the money to be added to the tenths that are laid away. it's better to give more than the strict tenth. it's so horrid to be shabby about giving."

"and what are the 'tenths,' to be used for?"

"i'll tell you about that later, if i may. i'm not quite sure myself. i shall have to ask mr. macdonald, our minister. he'll know. i'm never quite certain whether the bible means the tenth to be given in charity, or kept entirely for churches and missions…. and i want to buy some annuities, if you will tell me how to do it. mrs. m'cosh, our servant—perhaps you noticed her when you came in? i want to make her absolutely secure and comfortable in her old age. i hope she will stay with us for a long time yet, but it will be nice for her to feel that she can have a home of her own whenever she likes. and there are others … but i won't worry you with them just now. it was most awfully kind of you to come all the way from london to explain things to me, when you must be very busy."

"coming to see you is part of my business," mr. dickson explained, "but it has been a great pleasure too…. by the way, will you use the house in prince's gate or shall we let it?"

"oh, do anything you like with it. i shouldn't think we would ever want to live in london, it's such a noisy, overcrowded place, and there are always hotels…. i'm quite content with the rigs. it's such a comfort to feel that it is our own."

"it's a charming cottage," mr. dickson said, "but won't you want something roomier? something more imposing for an heiress?"

"i hate imposing things," jean said, very earnestly "i want to go on just as we were doing, only with no scrimping, and more treats for the boys. we've only got £350 a year now, and the thought of all this money dazes me. it doesn't really mean anything to me yet."

"it will soon. i hope your fortune is going to bring you much happiness, though i doubt if you will keep much of it to yourself."

"oh yes," jean assured him. "i'm going to buy myself a musquash coat with a skunk collar. i've always wanted one frightfully. you'll stay and have luncheon with us, won't you?"

mr. dickson stayed to luncheon, and was treated with great respect by jock and mhor. the latter had a notion that somewhere the lawyer had a cave in which he kept jean's fortune, great casks of gold pieces and trunks of precious stones, and that any lack of manners on his part might lose jean her inheritance. he was disappointed to find him dressed like any ordinary man. he had had a dim hope that he would look like ali baba and wear a turban.

after mr. dickson had finished saying all he had come to say, and had gone to catch his train, jean started out to call on her minister. pamela met her at the gate.

"well, jean, and whither away? you look very grave. are you going to tell the king the sky's falling?"

"something of that kind. i'm going to see mr. macdonald. i've got something i want to ask him."

"i suppose you don't want me to go with you? i love an excuse to go and see the macdonalds. oh, but i have one. just wait a moment, jean, while i run back and fetch something."

she joined jean after a short delay, and they walked on together. jean explained that she was going to ask mr. macdonald's advice how best to use her money.

"has the lawyer been?" pamela asked, "do you understand about things?"

jean told of mr. dickson's visit.

"it's a fearful lot of money, pamela. but when it's divided into four, that's four people to share the responsibility."

"and what are you going to do with your share?"

"i'll tell you what i'm not going to do. i'm not going to take a house and fill it with guests who will be consistently unpleasant, as the benefactress did. and i'm not going to build a sort of fairy palace and commit suicide from the roof like the millionaire in that book midas something or other. and i hope i'm not going to lose my imagination and forget what it feels like to be poor, and send a girl with a small dress allowance half a dozen muslin handkerchiefs at christmas."

"i suppose you know, jean—i don't want to be discouraging—that you will get very little gratitude, that the people you try to help will smarm to your face and blackguard you behind your back? you will be hurt and disappointed times without number…. you see, my dear, i've had money for quite a lot of years, and i know."

jean nodded.

they were crossing the wide bridge over tweed and she stopped and, leaning her arms on the parapet, gazed up at peel tower.

"let's look at peel for a little," she said. "it's been there such a long time and must have seen so many people trying to do their best and only succeeding in making mischief. it seems to say, 'nothing really matters: you'll all be in the tod's hole in less than a hundred years. i remain, and the river and the hills.'"

"yes," said pamela, "they are a great comfort, the unchanging things—these placid round-backed hills, and the river and the grey town—to us restless mortals…. look, jean, i want you to tell me if you think this miniature is at all like duncan macdonald. you remember i asked you to let me have that snapshot of him that you said was so characteristic and i sent it to london to a woman i know who does miniatures well. i thought his mother would like to have it. but you must tell me if you think it good enough."

jean took the miniature and looked at the pictured face, a laughing boy's face, fresh-coloured, frank, with flaxen hair falling over a broad brow.

when, after a minute, she handed it back she assured pamela that the likeness was wonderful.

"she has caught it exactly, that look in his eyes as if he were telling you it was 'fair time of day' with him. oh, dear duncan! it's fair time of day with him now, i am sure, wherever he is…. he was twenty-two when he fell three years ago…. you've often heard mrs. macdonald speak of her sons. duncan was the youngest by a lot of years—the baby. the others are frighteningly clever, but duncan was a lamb. they all adored him, but he wasn't spoiled…. life was such a joke to duncan. i can't even now think of him as dead. he was so full of abounding life one can't imagine him lying still—quenched. you know that odd little poem:

"'and mary's the one that never liked angel stories,

and mary's the one that's dead….'

death and duncan seem such a long way apart. many people are so dull and apathetic that they never seem more than half alive, so they don't leave much of a gap when they go. but duncan—the macdonalds are brave, but i think living to them is just a matter of getting through now. the end of the day will mean duncan. i am glad you thought about getting the miniature done. you do have such nice thoughts, pamela."

the macdonalds' manse stood on the banks of tweed, a hundred yards or so below peel tower, a square house of grey stone in a charming garden.

mr. macdonald loved his garden and worked in it diligently. it was his doctor, he said. when his mind got stale and sermon-writing difficult, when his head ached and people became a burden, he put on an old coat and went out to dig, or plant or mow the grass. he grew wonderful flowers, and in july, when his lupins were at their best, he took a particular pleasure in enticing people out to see the effect of their royal blue against the silver of tweed.

he had been a minister in priorsford for close on forty years and had never had more than £250 of a salary, and on this he and his wife had brought up four sons who looked, as an old woman in the church said, "as if they'd aye got their meat." there had always been a spare place at every meal for any casual guest, and a spare bedroom looking over tweed that was seldom empty. and there had been no lowering of the dignity of a manse. a fresh, wise-like, middle-aged woman opened the door to visitors, and if you had asked her she would have told you she had been in service with the macdonalds since she was fifteen, and mrs. macdonald would have added that she never could have managed without agnes.

the sons had worked their way with bursaries and scholarships through school and college, and now three of them were in positions of trust in the government of their country. one was in london, two in india—and duncan lay in france, that holy land of our people.

it was a nice question his wife used to say before the war (when hearts were lighter and laughter easier) whether mr. macdonald was prouder of his sons or his flowers, and when, as sometimes happened he had them all with him in the garden, his cup of content had been full.

and now it seemed to him that when he was in the garden duncan was nearer him. he could see the little figure in a blue jersey marching along the paths with a wheelbarrow, very important because he was helping his father. he had called the big clump of azaleas "the burning bush." … he had always been a funny little chap.

and it was in the garden that he had said good-bye to him that last time. he had been twice wounded, and it was hard to go back again. there was no novelty about it now, no eagerness or burning zeal, nothing but a dogged determination to see the thing through. they had stood together looking over tweed to the blue ridge of cademuir and duncan had broken the silence with a question:

"what's the psalm, father, about the man 'who going forth doth mourn'?"

and with his eyes fixed on the hills the old minister had repeated:

"'that man who bearing precious seed

in going forth doth mourn,

he, doubtless, bringing back the sheaves

rejoicing will return.'"

and duncan had nodded his head and said, "that's it. 'rejoicing will return.'" and he had taken another long look at cademuir.

many wondered what had kept such a man as john macdonald all his life in a small town like priorsford. he did more good, he said, in a little place; he would be of no use in a city; but the real reason was he knew his health would not stand the strain. for many years he had been a martyr to a particularly painful kind of rheumatism. he never spoke of it if he could help it, and tried never to let it interfere with his work, but his eyes had the patient look that suffering brings, and his face often wore a twisted, humorous smile, as if he were laughing at his own pain. he was now sixty-four. his sons, so far as they were allowed, had smoothed the way for their parents, but they could not induce their father to retire from the ministry. "i'll give up when i begin to feel myself a nuisance," he would say. "i can still preach and visit my people, and perhaps god will let me die in harness, with the sound of tweed in my ears."

mrs. macdonald was, in bible words, a "succourer of many." she was a little stout woman with the merry heart that goes all the way, combined with heavy-lidded, sad eyes, and a habit of sighing deeply. she affected to take a sad view of everything, breaking into irrepressible laughter in the middle of the most pessimistic utterances, for she was able to see the humorous side of her own gloom. mrs. macdonald was a born giver; everything she possessed she had to share. she was miserable if she had nothing to bestow on a parting guest, small gifts like a few new-laid eggs or a pot of home-made jam.

"you know yourself," she would say, "what a satisfied feeling it gives you to come away from a place with even the tiniest gift."

her popularity was immense. sad people came to her because she sighed with them and never tried to cheer them; dull people came to her because she was never in offensive high spirits or in a boastful mood—not even when her sons had done something particularly striking—and happy people came to her, for, though she sighed and warned them that nothing lasted in this world, her eyes shone with pleasure, and her interest was so keen that every detail could be told and discussed and gloated over with the comfortable knowledge that mrs. macdonald would not say to her next visitor that she had been simply deaved with talk about so-and-so's engagement.

mrs. macdonald believed in speaking her mind—if she had anything pleasant to say, and she was sometimes rather startling in her frankness to strangers. "my dear, how pretty you are," she would say to a girl visitor, or, "forgive me, but i must tell you i don't think i ever saw a nicer hat."

the women in the congregation had no comfort in their new clothes until mrs. macdonald had pronounced on them. a word was enough. perhaps at the church door some congregational matter would be discussed; then, at parting, a quick touch on the arm and—"most successful bonnet i ever saw you get," or, "the coat's worth all the money," or, "everything new, and you look as young as your daughter."

pamela and jean found the minister and his wife in the garden. mr. macdonald was pacing up and down the path overlooking the river, with his next sunday's sermon in his hand, while mrs. macdonald raked the gravel before the front door (she liked the place kept so tidy that her sons had been wont to say bitterly, as they spent an hour of their precious saturdays helping, that she dusted the branches and wiped the faces of the flowers with a handkerchief) and carried on a conversation with her husband which was of little profit, as the rake on the stones dimmed the sense of her words.

"wasn't that right, john?" she was saying as her husband came near her.

"dear me, woman, how can i tell? i haven't heard a word you've been saying. here are callers. i'll get away to my visiting. why! it's jean and miss reston—this is very pleasant."

mrs. macdonald waved her hand to her visitors as she hurried away to put the rake in the shed, reappearing in a moment like a stout little whirlwind.

"come away, my dears. up to the study, jean; that's where the fire is to-day. i'm delighted to see you both. what a blessing agnes is baking pancakes it seemed almost a waste, for neither john nor i eat them, but, you see, they had just been meant for you…. i wouldn't go just now, john. we'll have an early tea and that will give you a long evening."

jean explained that she specially wanted to see mr. macdonald.

"and would you like me to go away?" mrs. macdonald asked. "miss reston and i can go to the dining-room."

"but i want you as much as mr. macdonald," said jean. "it's your advice

i want—about the money, you know."

mrs. macdonald gave a deep sigh. "ah, money," she said—"the root of all evil."

"not at all, my dear," her husband corrected. "the love of money is the root of all evil—a very different thing. money can be a very fine thing."

"oh," said jean, "that's what i want you to tell me. how can i make this money a blessing?"

mr. macdonald gave his twisted smile.

"and am i to answer you in one word, jean? i fear it's a word too wide for a mouth of this age's size. you will have to make mistakes and learn by them and gradually feel your way."

"the most depressing thing about money," put in his wife, "is that the bible should say so definitely that a rich man can hardly get into heaven. oh, i know all about a needle's eye being a gate, but i've always a picture in my own mind of a camel and an ordinary darning-needle, and anything more hopeless could hardly be imagined."

mrs. macdonald had taken up a half-finished sock, and, as she disposed of the chances of all the unfortunate owners of wealth, she briskly turned the heel. jean knew her hostess too well to be depressed by her, so she smiled at the minister, who said, "heaven's gate is too narrow for a man and his money; that goes without saying, jean."

jean leant forward and said eagerly, "what i really want to know is about the tenth we are to put away as not being our own. does it count if it is given in charity, or ought it to be given to church things and missions?"

"whatever is given to god will 'count,' as you put it—lighting, where you can, candles of kindness to cheer and warm and lighten."

"i see," said jean. "of course, there are heaps of things one could slump money away on, hospitals and institutions and missions, but these are all so impersonal. i wonder, would it be pushing and furritsome, do you think, if i tried to help ministers a little?—ministers, i mean, with wives and families and small incomes shut away in country places and in the poor parts of big towns? it would be such pleasant helping to me."

"now," said mrs. macdonald, "that's a really sensible idea, jean. there's no manner of doubt that the small salaries of the clergy are a crying scandal. i don't like ministers to wail in the papers about it, but the laymen should wail until things are changed. ministers don't enter the church for the loaves and fishes, but the labourer is worthy of his hire, and they must have enough to live on decently. living has doubled. i couldn't manage as things are now, and i'm a good manager, though i says it as shouldn't…. the fight i've had all my life nobody will ever know. now that we have plenty, i can talk about it. i never hinted it to anybody when we were struggling through; indeed, we washed our faces and anointed our heads and appeared not unto men to fast! the clothes and the boots and the butcher's bills! it's pleasant to think of now, just as it's pleasant to look from the hilltop at the steep road you've come. the boys sometimes tell me that they are glad we were too poor to have a nurse, for it meant that they were brought up with their father and me. we had our meals together, and their father helped them with their lessons. indeed, it's only now i realise how happy i was to have them all under one roof."

she stopped and sighed, and went on again with a laugh. "i remember one time a week before the sustentation fund was due, i was down to one six-pence and of course a collector arrived! d'you remember that, john?… and the boys worked so hard to educate themselves. all except duncan. oh, but i am glad that my little laddie had an easy time—when it was to be such a short one."

"he always wanted to be a soldier," mr. macdonald said. "you remember, anne, when you tried to get him to say he would be a minister? he was about six then, i think. he said, 'no, it's not a white man's job,' and then looked at me apologetically afraid that he had hurt my feelings. when the war came he went 'most jocund, apt, and willingly,' but without any ill-will in his heart to the germans.

"'he left no will but good will

and that to all mankind….'"

mrs. macdonald stared into the fire with tear-blurred eyes and said: "i sometimes wonder if they died in vain. if this is the new world it's a far worse one than the old. class hatred, discontent, wild extravagance in some places, children starving in others, women mad for pleasure, and the dead forgotten already except by the mothers—the mothers who never to their dying day will see a fresh-faced boy without a sword piercing their hearts and a cry rising to their lips, 'my son! my son!'"

"it's all true, anne," said her husband, "but the sacrifice of love and innocence can never be in vain. nothing can ever dim that sacrifice. the country's dead will save the country as they saved it before. those young lives have gone in front to light the way for us."

mrs. macdonald took up her sock again with a long sigh.

"i wish i could comfort myself with thoughts as you can, john, but i never had any mind. no, jean, you needn't protest so politely. i'm a good house-wife and i admit my shortbread is 'extra,' as duncan used to say. duncan was very sorry as a small boy that he had left heaven and come to stay with us. he used to say with a sigh, 'you see, heaven's extra.' i don't know where he picked up the expression. but what i was going to say is that people are so wretchedly provoking. this morning i was really badly provoked. for one thing, i was very busy doing the accounts of the girls' club (you know i have no head for figures), and mrs. morton strolled in to see me, to cheer me up, she said. cheer me up! she maddened me. i haven't been forty years a minister's wife without learning patience, but it would have done me all the good in the world to take that woman by her expensive fur coat and walk her rapidly out of the room. she sat there breathing opulence, and told me how hard it was for her to live—she, a lone woman with six servants to wait on her and a car and a chauffeur! 'i am not going to give to this war memorial,' she said. 'at this time it seems rather a wasteful proceeding, and it won't do the men who have fallen any good.' … i could have told her that surely it wasn't waste the men were thinking about when they poured out their youth like wine that she and her like might live and hug their bank books."

mr. macdonald had moved from his chair in the window, and now stood with one hand on the mantelshelf looking into the fire. "do you remember," he said, "that evening in bethany when mary took a box of spikenard, very costly, and anointed the feet of jesus, so that the odour of the ointment filled the house? judas—that same judas who carried the bag and was a robber—was much concerned about the waste. he said that the box might have been sold for three hundred pence and given to the poor. and jesus, rebuking him, said, 'the poor always ye have with you, but me ye have not always.'"

he stopped abruptly and went over to his writing-table and made as though he were arranging papers. presently he said, "anne, you've been here." his tone was accusing.

"only writing a post card," said his wife quickly. "i can't have made much of a mess." she turned to her visitors and explained: "john is a regular old maid about his writing-table; everything must be so tidy and unspotted."

"well, i can't understand," said her husband, "why anyone so neat handed as you are should be such a filthy creature with ink. you seem positively to sling it about."

"well," said mrs. macdonald, changing the subject "i like your idea of helping ministers, jean. i've often thought if i had the means i would know how to help. a cheque to a minister in a city-charge for a holiday; a cheque to pay a doctor's bill and ease things a little for a worn-out wife. you've a great chance, jean."

"i know," said jean, "if you will only tell me how to begin."

"i'll soon do that," said practical mrs. macdonald "i've got several in my mind this moment that i just ache to give a hand to. but only the very rich can help. you can't in decency take from people who have only enough to go on with…. now, if you'll excuse me, i'll see if agnes is getting the tea. i want you to taste my rowan and crab-apple jelly, miss reston, and if you like it you will take some home with you."

* * * * *

as they left the manse an hour later, laden with gifts, pamela said to

jean, "i would rather be mrs. macdonald than anyone else i know. she is

a practising christian. if i had done a day's work such as she has done

i think i would go out of the world pretty well pleased with myself."

"yes," jean agreed. "if life is merely a chance of gaining love she will come out with high marks. did you give her the miniature?"

"yes, just as we left, when you had walked on to the gate with mr. macdonald. she was so absurdly grateful she made me cry. you would have thought no one had ever given her a gift before."

"the world," said jean, "is divided into two classes, the givers and the takers. nothing so touches and pleases and surprises a 'giver' as to receive a gift. the 'takers' are too busy standing on their hind legs (like peter at tea-time) looking wistfully for the next bit of cake to be very appreciative of the biscuit of the moment."

"bless me!" said pamela, "jean among the cynics!"