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CHAPTER XIX

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it would be hard to say in what respect, if any, the experiences of this particular night altered eugene's opinion of angela. he was inclined to like her better for what he would have called her humanness. thus frankly to confess her weakness and inability to save herself was splendid. that he was given the chance to do a noble deed was fortunate and uplifting. he knew now that he could take her if he wished, but once calm again he resolved to be fair and not to insist. he could wait.

the state of angela's mind, on the contrary, once she had come out of her paroxysm and gained the privacy of her own room, or rather the room she shared with marietta at the other extreme of the house, was pitiable. she had for so long considered herself an estimable and virtuous girl. there was in her just a faint trace of prudery which might readily have led to an unhappy old maid existence for her if eugene, with his superiority, or non-understanding, or indifference to conventional theories and to old-maidish feelings, had not come along and with his customary blindness to material prosperity and age limitations, seized upon and made love to her. he had filled her brain with a whirlwind of notions hitherto unfamiliar to her world and set himself up in her brain as a law unto himself. he was not like other men—she could see that. he was superior to them. he might not make much money, being an artist, but he could make other things which to her seemed more desirable. fame, beautiful pictures, notable friends, were not these things far superior to money? she had had little enough money in all conscience, and if eugene made anything at all it would be enough for her. he seemed to be under the notion that he needed a lot to get married, whereas she would have been glad to risk it on almost anything at all.

this latest revelation of herself, besides tearing her mind from a carefully nurtured belief in her own virtuous impregnability, raised at the same time a spectre of disaster in so far as eugene's love for her was conce

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