there was a time i learned to hate,
as weaker mortals learn to love;
the passion held me fixed as fate,
burned in my veins early and late,
but now a wind falls from above—
the wind of death, that silently
enshroudeth friend and enemy.
—ethelwyn wetherald.
to scotty the days following upon the orangemen's defeat were filled with misery. even when he spent the time at kirsty's, fishing in the streams or racing in the woods with isabel, he could never quite forget that there was trouble in the lately happy home beneath the silver maple. for granny's face was full of pain and anxiety, though she was so brave and patient; and grandaddy walked the floor at nights or tramped up and down beneath the stars, and callum was silent and gloomy.
scotty did not understand just how much reason callum had for gloom. that young man had to contend with foes both at home and abroad. tom caldwell had lost no time, upon his return home the never-to-be-forgotten night of the orangemen's downfall, in making very clear to his daughter his views upon the burning macdonald question. nancy had responded, with her usual spirit, by declaring that, when the day arrived, she would marry callum fiach if the heavens fell. the father understood his daughter's spirit and took no risk; the caldwell homestead was guarded by armed men in quite a mediaeval fashion; nancy was kept in strict seclusion and a cordial invitation was sent to callum to come on the wedding day with all the macdonalds he could muster and take his bride.
callum would have gladly accepted the challenge had there been any hope of assistance. but when big malcolm returned from the glorious defeat of the orangemen, his spirit still aflame, the sight of his son, who had taken no part in their triumph, stirred him to fierce resentment.
"callum!" he cried sternly, "i will be hearing no more about you and any o' yon low eerish crew. it is not for my son to be disgracing the macdonalds after this day's work!"
callum's face went suddenly white and he rose from the table. "if you mean nancy caldwell," he cried, "let me be telling you that i'll marry her if she was the daughter o' the deil, himself!"
big malcolm rose to his feet also, and the two men faced each other fiercely. "the day ye marry any kin to that son o' belial, callum macdonald," he roared, shaking his fist in his son's face, "you will be no more a son of mine!"
callum laughed harshly, and flung out of doors. scotty's big heart swelled to bursting. grandaddy and callum quarrelling! it was too awful to be believed. he dared not look at granny's face, for he dreaded what he would see there, but he crept up close to where she sat by the bare table, her face in her hands, her breath coming in long sobs. granny's heart was breaking, he was sure, and his own heart was breaking, too, for her, and for callum, and for everyone.
the days that followed did not lighten the misery. big malcolm's repentance came over him like a flood of many waters. he left the farm to the care of the boys, and sat in the house, or wandered in the fields, plunged in the deepest humiliation and despair. one look at his wife's sad face would drive him to the barn or the woods, where he would sit, job-like, and curse the day he was born. like job, too, he had three comforters who, though well-meaning and kind, served only to deepen his spiritual gloom. neither store thompson's solemn admonitions nor praying donald's hints of stern retribution were calculated to relieve his mind; and when long lauchie came across the fields on a sabbath afternoon to mourn over him and see dire fulfilment of prophecy in his woeful case, he was driven to the verge of desperation.
there was no pleasure at home, and whenever scotty had an opportunity he went visiting in the direction of kirsty's. isabel's companionship afforded him much solace, and through her wonderful ingenuity came at last a way out of his despair.
at first he had been reluctant to confide his troubles even to her; he knew that granny would speak of them to no one except the one great comforter, no, not even to kirsty's mother; so he nursed his mournful secret through one long miserable day. but isabel's eyes were very bright and soon spied the trouble in scotty's face. so one day, as they sat on the edge of the old log bridge and swung their feet in the cool, brown water, he opened his heart fully.
to the boy's relief she seemed to think none the less of callum for wanting to marry an irish girl. some irish people weren't bad, she declared. for her uncle walter and aunt eleanor were half irish. maybe she was some irish herself, she generously conceded, but, at scotty's look of incredulous dismay, she hastily concluded that she must be entirely and exclusively scotch. but there was danny murphy, that nice boy who brought her the maple sugar and the butternuts, he was irish; yes, and old brian, their coachman, was irish and said "begorra," and brian was a dear. and very likely nancy must be one of the nice irish, or callum would not want to marry her. and if they did not let him marry her, then that would be an awful thing, for if callum failed to appear on the wedding day nancy would certainly take the heartbreak, like aunt eleanor, and be sick forever and ever, and have to lie for days in a dark room and have headaches and nasty medicine.
scotty's heart was wrung at the awful prospect. was isabel sure? why, of course, she knew all about heartbreak and disappointments and such things. scotty declared desperately that something must be done. and without an instant's meditation isabel burst forth with the brilliant suggestion—why could they not take their pirate ship, sail down the oro to the flats and carry nancy off bodily?
scotty was dazzled. this was a thrilling project, entailing, as it did, an adventure in their wonderful vessel. for some time before the close of school he and danny murphy had been copartners in a tremendous secret enterprise. down in the green tunnel made by the "birch crick," where it foamed along through a tangle of timber and underbrush, until it found its way into the oro, they had discovered, early that spring, a derelict punt. this craft had come like an answer to prayer; they had patched it up, launched it, and, before the holidays, had spent aboard its rotten timbers days of perfectly abandoned joy. several times, indeed, they had made adventurous voyages out upon the oro itself, and had had hairbreadth escapes, for the vessel leaked and accidents were frequent. but every boy of number nine school was an amphibious animal, and such small things as shipwrecks mattered little. with the close of school these happy excursions had to be given up. only once had the boys been on a voyage since, and then isabel had accompanied them, and they had not gone far. but here was a chance to go on a wonderful tour. they would sail down to the flats and steal nancy; perhaps they would even take a voyage down to lake simcoe and away out upon the atlantic ocean and have fights with pirates and fenians. scotty's ambition was fired to be away at once, but there was one trouble—isabel herself. she was all right at home, but her habit of hanging on to his coat with both hands when danger threatened would be embarrassing in public, and he did not even dare to think what danny would say if he saw him in such a disgraceful plight. and then he conceived the rest of the brilliant plan himself. they would not steal nancy away this time, but they would go to the birch crick, and if danny was there they would send a message by him to nancy, asking her if she would not like to be kidnapped, and he mentally resolved that isabel could be put off while he and danny performed the glorious deed.
isabel, quite innocent of his traitorous plot, agreed to this modification of her plan; and the next morning, having obtained kirsty's reluctant permission to go on an indefinite fishing expedition, they set off down the scotch line, bursting with excitement.
the birch creek crossed the road, flowing cool and brown beneath the old log bridge; a fine place for paddling with bare feet, but the two adventurers had no time for any such trivial pastime. they plunged into the undergrowth and followed the stream through a riotous confusion of long grasses and shrubs, where the yellow touch-me-not, the pink willow weed, the tall white turtle-head, and the blazing golden-rod grew in a tangle of wild beauty. they scrambled along with joyous shouts, sometimes on land, more often in the water. frequently they had to stoop and crawl beneath the green canopy of birch and elm and willow that covered the stream and through which the golden sunbeams scarcely struggled to the cool, brown surface. out in the open spaces the dragon fly darted here and there like a little blue spear. the shy trout fled dismayed before the two noisy intruders; the waxen blossoms of the arrowhead, the broad shining leaves and golden-hearted blossoms of the water lily and the stately blue spikes of the pickerel weed bent before their ruthless tramping. a kingfisher, startled from his day's work by the uproarious pair, shot down the stream, his derisive laugh echoing far through the leafy avenue. the two almost forgot the great import of their journey in its delight. scotty splashed ahead, capering from fallen log to sunken stump; and after him came his faithful follower, bespattered with mud, dripping wet, even to the crown of her golden curls, and filling the air with her joyous shrieks of laughter over scotty's wild antics.
and to crown their happy excursion, as they came round a sudden bend in the stream, there came a splashing sound ahead; a welcoming shout greeted them, and here was danny sailing down upon them, his red head shining like a beacon in the stern of the pirate ship! they wasted very little time in making known the grave reason for their visit, and to their surprise they found that danny knew much more about the caldwell-macdonald trouble than they did.
sure, wasn't his brother mike telling them only last night that nancy wasn't allowed to go outside the gate, though she fought like a tiger about it; and tom caldwell had said he'd kill callum fiach if he came near the place; and nancy had said she'd murder anybody that laid a finger on him. nancy was good stuff, and if there was any scheme for outwitting the caldwells, danny was their man.
but this was grave news, and somewhat dampening to the ardour of the adventurous spirits.
so they pulled the old punt up under the birches and sat in it with their three heads, black, gold and red, very close together, and concocted a new plan. the line of procedure finally settled upon was not quite so romantic as scotty had intended, but it answered. danny had access to the caldwell home; no one would suspect him; he must see nancy, and offer their services as well as those of their vessel, and meanwhile scotty was to interview callum, and if he had any message to send to nancy, then danny would carry it.
they all went home bursting with their prodigious secret; and scotty, whose forest breeding had made reticence easy, never ceased all the way home to warn isabel of the fearful consequences of disclosure.
he could scarcely wait for an opportunity to speak to callum alone, but at last supper was over and the chores all done; and he crept out to the barn where he had seen the young man disappear. he found him in the loft, lying gloomily upon the hay; and, hesitating and fearful lest callum would ridicule or blame him for his interference, he made his confession. callum suddenly sat up and gazed into the bright eager face with its big sparkling eyes. he sprang to his feet.
"horo!" he shouted, and catching the boy up flung him over his head into the hay; and when scotty came laughing and breathless to his feet he was filled with amazement and concern to see that there were tears in callum's eyes.
and so a letter was carried, but not without difficulties encountered. kirsty proved the first obstacle. she declared she was just going to put a stop to such stravogin', and would not let the lass go near that dirty crick again, for she always came home wringing wet. isabel swept away this barrier in a flood of tears, and all other difficulties were met and dealt with in an equally summary manner. danny's dangerous part of the task was executed with wonderful skill and an answer was piloted safely back.
they were all three somewhat disappointed when callum announced that the proceedings must stop there. danny was inclined to rebel, and isabel failed to explain such conduct. but scotty found ample compensation for their restriction in the happy change in callum. his old gaiety came back, his eyes sparkled, and he would snatch up isabel and go leaping about the house with her perched shrieking upon his shoulder, just as he used to do in the happy days before the orangemen came to blight their home.
matters were improving in other places too. big malcolm's second stage of repentance, a period of prayer and fasting, had passed; he had come once more into his old contented state, sure of the forgiveness of his heavenly father for the wrong done, and determined by his grace never again to fall. news reached the oa, too, that nancy caldwell had suddenly given up her rebellious outbursts and had settled down meekly to her fate, and tom caldwell boasted all over the flats that she wouldn't take callum fiach if all the macdonalds in the oa came to back him up.
and so scotty found life happy again, and he and isabel once more settled down contentedly to housekeeping beneath the silver maple. but the summer passed and old brian came and took his comrade away, and scotty wept secretly in the haymow all the evening after her departure.
the next morning he arose with a distinct consciousness of loss sustained. isabel was not the only one who had left apparently. when they sat down to breakfast callum had not yet appeared. no one marked his absence until big malcolm came in from the barn.
"where will callum be?" he inquired as he helped himself to his porridge. rory kept his eyes upon his plate, but hamish answered in a troubled tone, "i'll not know, father. mebby he would be at the north clearing, whatever. he would not be coming home last night."
big malcolm continued his meal with knitted brows. suddenly he looked up and caught a startled expression in his wife's eyes.
"what is it?" he asked anxiously.
mrs. macdonald's fingers were working tremulously with the hem of her apron. "i would be thinking," she faltered, "it will be the day—the day that was set!"
"hoots!" cried big malcolm, "that will be nothing, whatever."
but a sudden ominous silence fell over the breakfast table; this was to have been callum's wedding day, and callum had not appeared. the stillness was broken by bruce, who rose up from underneath the table with the short bark that announced a well-known visitor. a shadow fell over the threshold, still pink in the glow of the rising sun. big malcolm looked up in surprise.
"you will be early, jimmie!" he called heartily as the weaver stood in the doorway, "come away, man, and be having a bite!"
but weaver jimmie shook his head; he stood at the door struggling with feet and whiskers, and apparently more than usually overcome by embarrassment.
"i would like to be speakin' to you, malcolm," he said. there was a look in his face that brought the three men instantly to the doorway. scotty, straining his ears to catch their low remarks, could hear only, "run-away—lake simcoe." granny arose, her face white.
"malcolm," she whispered, "malcolm, what is this about our son callum?"
big malcolm turned. there was a look in his eyes that had not been there since the day the orangemen were defeated; but it suddenly faded at the sight of her white, pained face.
"it will jist be nothing, whatever," he said gently. "they would be saying the girl was off this morning, but jimmie will not be sure. come, lads."
the four men went away without another word, passing quickly through the barnyard and up the path that led into the woods. the mother arose and knelt by the bedside in the corner so long that scotty could bear his burden of guilt no longer. he crept up to her, and when she put her arms about him he sobbed out his dreadful secret; how he and isabel and danny had carried a letter to nancy, and another one back to callum; and perhaps that was what made callum run away. and oh, oh, he didn't know it was wicked or he wouldn't have done it; only she must not blame isabel; it wasn't her fault.
but granny blamed no one. she listened gravely to his story, and to scotty's supreme relief seemed a little comforted by it. and she comforted him, too, patting his head lovingly and declaring that he was granny's own boy with the big heart, indeed, and together they watched and waited through the long dreary day for the men's return.
but scotty was tired out and gone to bed long before they came. he was half-awakened in the night by the sound of voices; strange voices, too; not angry or clamorous, but hushed and solemn. once he distinguished grandaddy's voice, broken as though with weeping, and granny's, too, speaking as though she were comforting him, but with a sound in it that made the child's tender heart contract with pain. there seemed an awesomeness about the strange, soft movements below that sent a chill over him. none of the boys had come to bed yet; the light from below shone up through the cracks in the floor, and he crept to the hatchway and listened. and then he distinguished praying donald's low, deep voice raised in supplication; then grandaddy had been fighting again and they had come to pray for him. the boy crept miserably back to his bed and, childlike, soon fell asleep.
he awoke in the rosy dawn, when the shadows of the forest still stretched up to the doorstep, and found to his surprise that hamish was sitting by his bedside. he remembered with a chill the anxiety of the day and the awesomeness of the night before, and asked suddenly, "where's callum?"
but hamish did not answer directly; only said that he must be good and quiet and not ask granny any questions, and added after a second question that callum was gone away. and when would he be back? he would not be back, hamish whispered, with his eyes upon the floor. would not be back? scotty stared uncomprehending. and where was nancy? nancy was with him. had they gone to the old country? he asked in a whisper, but hamish shook his head and turned away. the boy's heart seemed held by an awful dread. he wanted to ask another question, and yet he dared not. but as the young man turned to go down the stairs something in his white face opened a flood of awful intelligence upon the boy's mind.
"hamish," he cried in a sharp whisper, "is—is—callum—dead?"
but hamish made no reply, only gave him a glance as though he had been smitten with a mortal wound, and went hurriedly down the stairs.
but weaver jimmie told him all about it as soon as he descended. for, to his surprise, scotty found not only jimmie there, but many others of the neighbours. store thompson's wife sat by the bed in the corner, and granny lay upon it white and silent. something lay in another corner, stretched upon boards, a figure so muffled and still that, without knowing why, scotty glanced at it with a feeling of terror. grandaddy was nowhere to be seen; but praying donald was there, reading by the window. his deep voice, hushed to a solemn, low rumble, filled the room; "then they cry unto the lord in their trouble, and he bringeth them out of their distresses," he was saying, but scotty did not listen; he followed weaver jimmie out to the barn full of awe-stricken questionings. and jimmie, his kindly face quivering with sympathy, told him all. yes, that still, dark form he had seen in the corner was callum; they had brought him home last night, and had taken nancy to her home. but hamish had said callum was gone, scotty argued, and nancy with him; had they come back then? no, they had not come back. they had run away and tried to cross lake simcoe in a canoe. a storm had come up suddenly, and though the caldwells and the macdonalds, who had tracked them to the shore, tried to rescue them, they were too late. and callum was gone, gone never to come back, and nancy was with him; and if store thompson could get the great preacher who had lately come to barbay, they would bury them both in the glen to-morrow. scotty did not hear any more; callum to be buried, and nancy, too, to be put away in the ground as they had put kirsty's father! he crept off into a corner of the haymow as soon as jimmie had left him, and lay there, his curly head hidden deep in the hay, his small body shaken with long convulsive sobs. callum, his callum, granny's hero, as well as his own, gone never to come back!
voices reached him once, and lest he should be discovered, he pressed his small hands over his quivering face and manfully strove to hold down his grief. praying donald and long lauchie were walking slowly with bent heads past the open barn door.
"it will be the will of the almighty to be visiting us through this calamity," praying donald was saying, "but the father will never be leaving his children comfortless, for the man of god himself will be coming to the funeral."
"mcalpine?" asked long lauchie in an eager whisper.
"aye, john mcalpine himself; the lord will be very merciful to us. but, eh, eh, that the man that poor malcolm would be praying for all these years should be coming to us over his dead! eh, it will be a mystery, a mystery!"
