denham longs for fresh air, and finds it.
there came a day, at last, in which foul air and confinement, and money-making, began to tell on the constitution of mr denham; to disagree with him, in fact. the rats began to miss him, occasionally, from redwharf lane, at the wonted hour, and, no doubt, gossiped a good deal on the subject over their evening meals, after the labours and depredations of the day were ended!
they observed too (supposing them to have been capable of observation), that when mr denham did come to his office, he came with a pale face and an enfeebled step; also with a thick shawl wrapped round his neck. these peculiarities were so far taken advantage of by the rats that they ceased to fly with their wonted precipitancy when his step was heard, and in course of time they did not even dive into their holes as in former days, but sat close to them and waited until the merchant had passed, knowing well that he was not capable of running at them. one large young rat in particular—quite a rattling blade in his way—at length became so bold that he stood his ground one forenoon, and deliberately stared at mr denham as he tottered up to the office-door.
we notice this fact because it occurred on the memorable day when mr denham admitted to himself that he was breaking down, and that something must be done to set him up again. he thought, as he sat at his desk, leaning his head on his right hand, that sea-air might do him good, and the idea of a visit to his sister at deal flitted across his mind; but, remembering that he had for many years treated that sister with frigid indifference, and that he had dismissed her son guy harshly and without sufficient reason from his employment a few years ago, he came to the conclusion that deal was not a suitable locality. then he thought of margate and ramsgate, and even ventured to contemplate the scotch highlands, but his energy being exhausted by illness, he could not make up his mind, so he sighed and felt supremely wretched.
had there been any one at his elbow, to suggest a plan of some sort, and urge him to carry it out, he would have felt relieved and grateful. but plans for our good are usually suggested and urged by those who love us, and denham, being a bachelor and a misanthrope, happened to have no one to love him. he was a very rich man—very rich indeed; and would have given a great deal of gold at that moment for a very small quantity of love, but love is not a marketable commodity. denham knew that and sighed again. he felt that in reference to this thing he was a beggar, and, for the first time in his life, experienced something of a beggar’s despair.
while he sat thus, musing bitterly, there came a tap at the door.
“come in.”
the tapper came in, and presented to the astonished gaze of mr denham the handsome face and figure of guy foster.
“i trust you will forgive my intrusion, uncle,” said guy in apologetic tones, as he advanced with a rather hesitating step, “but i am the bearer of a message from my mother.”
denham had looked up in surprise, and with a dash of sternness, but the expression passed into one of sadness mingled with suffering. he pointed to a chair and said curtly, “sit down,” as he replaced his forehead on his hand, and partially concealed his haggard face.
“i am deeply grieved, dear uncle,” continued guy, “to see you looking so very ill. i do sincerely hope—”
“your message?” interrupted denham.
“my mother having heard frequently of late that you are far from well, and conceiving that the fresh air of deal might do you good, has sent me to ask you to be our guest for a time. it would afford us very great pleasure, i assure you, uncle.”
guy paused here, but mr denham did not speak. the kindness of the unexpected and certainly unmerited invitation, put, as it was, in tones which expressed great earnestness and regard, took him aback. he felt ill at ease, and his wonted self-possession forsook him. probably much of this was owing to physical weakness.
“come, uncle,” said guy affectionately, “you won’t refuse us? we all live together in the cottage now, but we don’t quite fill it; there is still one room to spare, and my wife will be delighted to—”
“your wife!” exclaimed denham in amazement.
“yes, uncle,” replied guy in some surprise. “did you not get our cards?”
mr denham rested his forehead again in his hand in some confusion, for he remembered having received a letter long ago, the address of which he knew to be in his nephew’s hand, and supposing it to be an application to be taken back into the office, he had tossed it into the fire without opening it. feeling much perplexed, he said— “oh, ah,—what is the lady’s name?”
“lucy burton was her maiden name,” said guy; “she is the daughter of an independent minister, who was formerly a scripture-reader in ramsgate.”
“humph!” ejaculated denham. “pray, may i ask what your profession is now?”
“i am cashier in the office of a very intimate friend of ours—mr summers.”
“what! the house with which we do so much business?”
“the same,” said guy with a smile; “but tell me, uncle, will you come and stay with us? do say you will, if it were only for a week or two.”
“i’ll think of it, nephew.”
mr denham did think of it. more than that, he went, and said he would stay a week. he stayed a week, and found himself in such comfortable quarters that he resolved to stay a fortnight. he did so, and then agreed to remain a month. finally, it became a standing joke with bluenose, who was a frequent visitor at the cottage kitchen, that he (denham) was no better than the play-actors, who were always at their “last week but one,” and never could get any farther.
but mr denham’s health did not improve. he had imbibed so much tar and fog and filth through his nostrils that his constitution could not recover from the effects, and at last it began to dawn upon him that health was of greater value than gold; that the accumulation of wealth was not the main object for which man had been created; that there was a future in regard to which it would be well that he should now make some inquiries.
here mr denham turned by a sort of instinct to amy russell, whose face was like a beam of sunshine in sandhill cottage, and whose labours among the poor and the afflicted showed that she regarded life in this world as a journey towards a better; as an opportunity of doing good; as a ladder leading to a higher and happier sphere. in regard to this sphere he (denham) knew next to nothing—except, of course, intellectually. mr denham turned to the right quarter for comfort, and found it.
still the merchant’s health did not improve, so his physicians recommended a sea-voyage. at an earlier period in his career he would as soon—sooner perhaps—have taken a balloon voyage, but sickness had taught him wisdom. he gave in; consented to take a passage in one of his own ships, the “trident” (which had made several good voyages to australia), and ere long was ploughing over the billows of the south seas on his way to the antipodes. such is life!
wonderful coincidences are of constant occurrence in this world. it chanced that in the same year that mr denham made up his mind to take a voyage to australia and back, bax and tommy bogey made up their minds to give up digging for gold, and return to their native land. their companion, harry benton, preferred to remain in the colony.
bax and tommy had only made enough to keep themselves alive in the gold-fields until their last year; but, during this year they had been more successful. they hit on a good “claim,” worked it out, and cleared two thousand pounds! with this they resolved to retire, and push their fortunes at home. believing that they could realise more by carrying their gold home in dust and nuggets than by selling it in the colony, they had it packed in boxes, and took it aboard ship along with them. the ship that chanced to be ready to sail for england at this time was the “trident,” and almost the first face they saw on going aboard was the well-known visage of mr denham!
sea air had done him good. he looked strong and well—comparatively. bax and he started, and gazed in surprise on each other.
“how are you?” said denham with some stiffness of manner.
“thank you, very well,” answered bax.
then both men felt and looked a little awkward.
“a-hem!” coughed denham.
“hope you’re well, sir?” said bax.
there was little in the words, but there was much in the tone in which this was said. mr denham advanced and held out his hand. bax shook it warmly. they were sufficiently good friends during the whole of that voyage, although there was just enough of remembrance of former days in the breast of each to prevent anything like cordiality between them.
the homeward voyage was prosperous. favouring gales wafted them on their way. no storms arose to cause anxiety to the brave, or to terrify the timid, and few incidents worthy of notice occurred until after they had doubled the cape of good hope. but soon after this they met with an adventure which deserves record.
