merlin's message

now as the sun, a flaming golden ball about which played the wondrous softer colors of filmy clouds, began sinking in the western horizon, the heralds announced everywhere that the time for assemblage had come. of those few who were not present, chiefest were sir launcelot and sir gawaine. and for these two the herald of king arthur was searching the road in vain.

"think you, sir percival, these two will come?" the herald, anxious of tone, inquired. "our king would have them present and i fancy not the making of excuse for their not appearing."

"it is hard telling, sir herald. far had the page to go and he is young. then too, it is a question whether should he meet with them, these two have a mind to appear. for i know that their journey to cornwall is urgent."

now the knights entered and found place. then followed the pages, squires and after them such yeoman and varlets as could find room. after each had found his place, came king arthur leading his queen. and as they entered, up rose the knights, their vassals, all that were within the hall and raised a mighty shout.

"st. george and merrie england. long live king arthur. long live queen guenever."

then turned the king toward his loyal subjects and though his lips were seen to move, none heard him for the clamor. so king arthur turned to seat his queen and then he himself sat down upon his throne, high on the dais.

then soon after even as bell tolled the hour, arthur arose. no sign had yet come of launcelot and gawaine. so now the herald slipped to the door to cast again a hurried glance for perchance that they might be within vision. and as he went noiselessly, so, too, a quiet fell that the king's words might be heard. but now disturbing this quiet came a great clattering. arthur turned his eyes, frowning, at the sudden noise. yet came a greater turmoil, approaching horse's hoofs were heard and then into the great hall thundered the steeds carrying the noble figures of launcelot and gawaine, followed but a pace behind by allan the page.

straight to the dais they came, the two knights. allan, however, turned, made hasty exit because he felt himself abashed to be observed by so many eyes. on foot he entered once again and found place far in the rear where few could observe him.

the two knights now dismounted and knelt before their king.

"we pray your pardon for the lateness of our coming. yet did we hasten and could not have come the sooner."

"that we feel is so, sir knights, for we know you well enough. nor are we wroth, since come you did. but where, pray, is the message bearer? truly his speed was great to have reached you in time for your return. and if i mistake not," added the king with great shrewdness, "neither you, gawaine, nor you launcelot, were any too ready to return. how then, did the lad urge you?"

"you speak truly, sire," replied gawaine. "for our errand had need of urgent haste and we were both to give it up. yet did the boy urge us and chiefest urge of all to us was where he claimed his own honor demanded the success of his mission. those were fine words, so did we therefore return."

"fine words, indeed. where then is this page? will you, sir herald, bring him forth?"

so allan came forward, red of face and hating such womanness that would let him blush before all these great men. knelt he before his king.

"thou art a good lad and will bear watching. go thy way and remember that the road ahead for those who wish to be knights of high nobility is steep and arduous but well worth the trials. remember too, that this day, britain's king, said that some day thou wilt prove a worthy and brave knight."

and as allan with flaming cheeks and glorious pride went to his place far in the rear of the hall the king turned to the assemblage.

"merlin is here but departs from us tomorrow for many a day. he has had a great dream which affects this court and us and which must be told to all of you. so he has asked us to call you and this we have done. stand up now merlin, wisest of men and truest of counselors. speak."

up rose merlin and for wonder as to what his dream might be all held their breath.

"but the other night came joseph of armathea to me while i slept. and he chided me that in all britain so few of all the true and brave knights had thought to seek the wondrous holy grail which once was pride of all england.

"and me thought i heard him say, 'truly do i misdoubt the valor of these knights who seek adventure and glory.'

"'yet.' said i, 'doubt not their valor for can i give surety for it. for holy grail, every varlet, let alone those of true blood, would give his life and count it more than worthy.'

"'so shall it be!' replied sir joseph. 'for the holy grail will be found. whether knight or varlet shall the finder be, i will not say. but this i tell you now. he who finds it shall be pure of heart and noble beyond all men. from whence he cometh, who he is, i will not say. remember this, merlin, brave and noble knights there are now in england, brave knights shall come, and some shall come as strangely as shall the grail. many deeds will be done that will bring truest of glory to england's name. and never again shall more noble or more worthy knights hold britain's banner so high. for they who seek the holy grail must be worthy even of the search.'

"'let your king beware that he listens well to all who come to his court on every pentecost. and though they who search may not be overstrong, yet while they seek it they will find in themselves many men's strength.'

"and then he left me. but even after he was gone i dreamt on. and i say to you, oh men of england, go you forth and seek this holy grail, if within you, you know that you are pure of heart and noble. if you are not, go then and seek to be purified for that is possible. only one of you will find the holy grail, yet is there great glory in the search. may he who finds it and all the rest who search for it bring greater fame and worthiness to this our land and to him who is our king."

now merlin turned to seat himself. but yet before he found his place every man within the hall stood up prepared to make oath then and there to begin the search. only two kept still, nor did they move. one was sir launcelot, the other the youth allan.

but quick as they who upstood, merlin spoke again. and though his voice was low, yet was it heard throughout the hall.

"pledge not yourself today, nor yet tomorrow. go you hence, first. in your innermost heart find answer to this question. am i pure, am i worthy for the search? for that you must be before any pledge suffices."

silent and thoughtful the men found each his seat. and when all had been seated, arthur, king, arose.

"wouldst that i felt myself worthy. yet from this day shall i strive to the uttermost for the time when i shall feel that i am."

and throughout the hall came answering vows: "so shall we all." within his heart, allan, the youth, felt a strange radiancy, as he too made this vow, "so shall i."