the story of the enamoured portuguese.
"in the briefest possible words with which a tale can be told, i will give you the history of my life, which will itself be brief also, if i am to give any credit to a certain dream which disturbed my repose last night.
"i am, sirs, a portuguese, of noble blood, rich in fortune's gifts, and not poor in those of nature. my name is manuel de sosa coutiño; lisbon my native place; and my profession that of a soldier. near my father's house, with only a wall between, was that of another gentleman, of the ancient family of the pereiras, who had an only daughter, sole heiress of his wealth, which was great, the hope and prop of her family, who, for her high birth, riches, and beauty, was sought in marriage by all the best and greatest of the land; and i, who as a near neighbour, had many opportunities of seeing her, saw her, knew her, and adored her, with but a faint hope of ever obtaining her as my wife. to save time, and knowing that neither words nor gifts would avail, i determined that one of my relations should ask her of her father for me, since neither in birth, nor condition, nor yet in age, was there any difference between us. the answer i obtained was, that his daughter leonora was as yet too young to marry; that two years should pass, and that he would give his promise not to dispose of his daughter during that time without letting me know of it. this was the first blow upon the shoulders of my patience, and on the shield of my hopes; but not for this did i cease to declare publicly my open suit, which was soon known throughout the city; but she, retired into the citadel of her prudence and the recesses of her discretion, modestly and with her father's permission, accepted my service, and gave me to understand, that, if she did not return my attentions, they were at least not displeasing to her.
"it happened that at this moment i was sent by the king to command one of his armies in barbary, a post of great importance and trust. the hour for parting arrived; and since that of my death came not also, it is clear that absence cannot kill nor grief destroy. i spoke to her father, and entreated him to renew the promise he had given of the two years during which i might hope. he took compassion upon me, and consented that i should take leave of his wife and his daughter leonora, who, accompanied by her mother, came forth to receive me in a parlour, and with her came modesty, grace, and silence. i was stupified when i saw so much beauty so near me; fain would i have spoken, but the words stuck in my throat, and my tongue cleaved to the roof of my mouth. i neither knew how nor was able to utter a syllable, and my silence proved the tumult of my soul so plainly that it was evident to the father of my beloved, who was as courteous as he was prudent. he embraced me, and said: 'farewells, don manuel, were never the time for many words, and perhaps this silence may speak more in your favour than any eloquence. go and perform your duty, and return as speedily as you can. i will not fail in the promise i have made to you. my daughter leonora is an obedient child, and her mother always wishes to please me, and i have a kindness for you; so it seems to me, with these three things, you may indulge good hopes of success in what you desire.' these words remained graven on my memory in such a manner that i have not forgotten them, and never shall whilst life endures.
"neither the beautiful leonora nor her mother said a word, nor could i utter one, as i have said before.
"i departed for barbary, where i remained two years, and fulfilled the duties of my office, giving satisfaction thereby to my king. i returned at the end of this time to lisbon, and found that the fame of leonora's beauty was noised abroad to the furthest limits of the kingdom, extending even through castile and other places, from whence came ambassadors, asking her in marriage for princes and great noblemen; but, as she submitted her will entirely to her parents, i could not hear whether she was or was not favourable to any of them. seeing now that the two years were come to an end, i went to renew my suit to her father, and implore him to give her to me as my wife. alas! alas! i cannot dwell upon this part of my story, for in the very prime of life death called for me, and i fear i shall hardly have time to relate the sequel of my unhappy story; if it comes, i shall no longer consider myself unfortunate.
"at last i was informed, that on a certain approaching sunday, my beloved leonora should be delivered to me, which news nearly killed me with happiness. i invited my relations, called my friends together, and sent presents, with all the requisite preparations, to show that i was about to be married, and that leonora was to be the bride.
"the day arrived, and, accompanied by all the highest and noblest gentlemen of the city, i went to a convent called that of the mother of god, where i was told my bride had been awaiting me since the preceding day, for, that it was her wish to have the celebration of her betrothal performed in the church, by the permission of the archbishop of the city." here the melancholy cavalier paused for a moment, as if to take breath to pursue his narration, and then continued—"i arrived at the convent which was adorned with royal pomp; some of the principal persons of the city came out to meet me, who were assembled there with many of the noblest ladies also. the church resounded with music both vocal and instrumental, and at this moment, appeared from the cloister, the peerless leonora, accompanied by the abbess and many of the nuns. she was dressed in white satin, slashed, and a gown with a train after the castilian fashion; the slashes were adorned with rich and large pearls. her gown was lined with a rich stuff of gold and green; her hair hung down over her shoulders, so bright and golden, it would have shamed the sunbeams, and so long, it nearly swept the floor. the girdle, necklace and rings that she wore, were worth almost a kingdom; and again i repeat, she shone forth so beautiful, so lovely and graceful, and so richly adorned and decorated, that she was the envy of every woman, and the admiration of every man, present. for myself, i can only say, that at sight of her, i felt i could never be worthy of such a creature, even though i had been the emperor of the whole world.
"a kind of stage had been erected in the middle of the body of the church, where was an open space, in which the ceremony of our espousals was to take place. the beautiful maiden went up to it first, where she stood revealed in all her loveliness: she appeared like the bright aurora at break of day, or as ancient fables tell, so looked the chaste diana in the woods. some thought she could be compared to nothing but herself. i went up to the stage next, feeling as if i was going up to heaven, and i knelt on one knee before her, as if i was about to worship her. then there arose a cry of many voices, and the voices said, 'may ye live long and happy years in this world, o lovely and loving ones; may beauteous children grow around your table as a crown, and may this love extend to your children's children; may ye never know anger or jealousy; may doubt and suspicion never dwell within your breasts, may envy be trampled under your feet, and good fortune never cease in your house.'
"all these good and holy wishes filled my soul with pleasure, seeing with what universal joy my happiness was received. but now the beauteous leonora took my hand, and there, as we stood together side by side, she raised her voice and said to me:—'don manuel de sosa, you know well how my father gave his word to you that he would not dispose of my person for two years, which were to count from the day when you first asked for me to be your wife, and if i forget not, i also said (seeing myself pursued by your solicitude, and feeling obliged by the many benefits bestowed by you on me more from your courtesy than my deserts) that i would take no other spouse on earth, but yourself. my father has fulfilled his promise to you, as you have seen, and i wish to accomplish mine, as you will see; and therefore because i knew that deceits, although they may be honourable and profitable, yet carry with them a kind of treason, when they are long delayed and entertained, i would wish that mine should appear and be made known to you at this present instant. i, my lord, am married, and my spouse being alive, i can in no way marry another. i have not left you for any man on earth, but for a bridegroom in heaven; that is, jesus christ, god and man. he is my espoused one, i gave my word to him before i gave it to you; to him without deceit, and with my whole heart; to you deceitfully, and without any truth. i confess that if i were to choose an earthly husband none could equal you, but having chosen a heavenly one, who is like god? if this seem to you like treason or unseemly usage, give me any punishment you please, and call me any name you like; but neither death nor promises, nor threats, shall divide me from my crucified lord and spouse.'
"she ceased to speak, and instantly the abbess and the nuns began to strip off her rich apparel, and to cut off the precious ringlets of her hair. i, strangely moved, and anxious to repress the signs of weakness, strove to keep back the tears which filled my eyes, and falling on my knees i pressed her hand to my lips, and she, christianly compassionate, let her arms embrace my neck; then, standing up, i said in a voice which every one present could hear, 'maria optimam partem elegit;' and thus saying i left the church, and, accompanied by my friends, returned to my own house, where, by turning and returning in my imagination all this strange history, i well nigh lost my reason, and now for the same cause, i am about to lose my life." so saying, he heaved a deep sigh, and gave up the ghost, falling heavily to the ground.
