now at that time we drove cattle in red harald's land. and we took no hoof but from the lords and rich men, but of these we had a mighty drove, both oxen and sheep, and horses, and besides, even hawks and hounds, and huntsman or two to take care of them.

and, about noon, we drew away from the cornlands that lay beyond the pastures, and mingled with them, and reached a wide moor, which was called "goliath's land." i scarce know why, except that it belonged neither to red harald or us, but was debatable.

and the cattle began to go slowly, and our horses were tired, and the sun struck down very hot upon us, for there was no shadow, and the day was cloudless.

all about the edge of the moor, except on the sidefrom which we had come was a rim of hills, not very high, but very rocky and steep, otherwise the moor itself was flat; and through these hills was one pass, guarded by our men, which pass led to the hill castle of the lilies.

it was not wonderful, that of this moor many wild stories were told, being such a strange lonely place, some of them one knew, alas to be over true. in the old time, before we went to the good town, this moor had been the mustering place of our people, and our house had done deeds enough of blood and horror to turn our white lilies red, and our blue cross to a fiery one. but some of those wild tales i never believed; they had to do mostly with men losing their way without any apparent cause, (for there were plenty of landmarks,) finding some well-known spot, and then, just beyond it, a place they had never even dreamed of.

"florian! fiorian!" said arnald, "for god's sake stop! as every one else is stopping to look at the hills yonder; i always thought there was a curse upon us. what does god mean by shutting us up here? look at the cattle; 0 christ, they have found it out too! see, some of them are turning to run back again towards harald's land. oh! unhappy, unhappy, from that day forward!"

he leaned forward, rested his head on his horse's neck, and wept like a child. i felt so irritated with him, that i could almost have slain him then and there. was he mad? had these wild doings of ours turned his strong wise head?

"are you my brother arnald, that i used to think such a grand man when i was a boy?" i said, "or are you changed too, like everybody, and everything else? what do you mean?"

"look! look!" he said, grinding his teeth in agony. i raised my eyes: where was the one pass between the rim of stern rocks? nothing: the enemy behind us- that grim wall in front: what wonder that each man looked in his fellow's face for help, and found it not. yet i refused to believe that there was any troth either in the wild stories that i had heard when i was a boy, or in this story told me so clearly by my eyes now.

i called out cheerily, "hugh, come here!" he came. "what do you think of this? some mere dodge on harald's part? are we cut off?" "think! sir florian? god forgive me for ever thinking at all; i have given up that long and long ago, because thirty years ago i thought this, that the house of lilies would deserve anything in the way of bad fortune that god would send them: so i gave up thinking, and took to fighting. but if you think that harald had anything to do with this, why-why-in god's name, i wish i could think so!"

i felt a dull weight on my heart. had our house been the devil's servants all along? i thought we were god's servants.

the day was very still, but what little wind there was, was at our backs. i watched hugh's face, not being able to answer him. he was the cleverest man at war that i have known, either before or since that day; sharper than any hound in ear and scent, clearer sighted than any eagle; he was listening now intently. i saw a slight smile cross his face; heard him mutter, "yes! i think so: verily that is better, a great deal better." then he stood up in his stirrups, and shouted, "hurrah for the lilies! mary rings!" "mary rings!" i shouted, though i did not know the reason for his exultation: my brother lifted his head, and smiled too, grimly. then as i listened i heard clearly the sound of a trumpet, and enemy's trumpet too.

"after all, it was only mist, or some such thing," i said, for the pass between the hills was clear enough now.

"hurrah! only mist," said amald, quite elated; "mary rings!" and we all began to think of fighting: for after all what joy is equal to that?

there were five hundred of us; two hundred spears, the rest archers; and both archers and men at arms were picked men.

"how many of them are we to expect?" said i. "not under a thousand, certainly, probably more, sir florian." (my brother arnald, by the way, had knighted me before we left the good town, and hugh liked to give me the handle to my name. how was it, by the way, that no one had ever made him a knight?)

"let every one look to his arms and horse, and come away from these silly cows' sons!" shouted arnald.

hugh said, "they will be here in an hour, fair sir."

so we got clear of the cattle, and dismounted, and both ourselves took food and drink, and our horses; afterwards we tightened our saddle-girths, shook our great pots of helmets on, except amald, whose rustyred hair had been his only head-piece in battle for years and years, and stood with our spears close by our horses, leaving room for the archers to retreat between our ranks; and they got their arrows ready, and planted their stakes before a little peat moss: and there we waited, and saw their pennons at last floating high above the corn of the fertile land, then heard their many horse-hoofs ring upon the hard-parched moor, and the archers began to shoot.

it had been a strange battle; we had never fought better, and yet withal it had ended in a retreat; indeed all along every man but arnald and myself, even hugh, had been trying at least to get the enemy between him and the way toward the pass; and now we were all drifting that way, the enemy trying to cut us off, but never able to stop us, because he could only throw small bodies of men in our way, whom we scattered and put to flight in their turn.

i never cared less for my life than then; indeed, in spite of all my boasting and hardness of belief, i should have been happy to have died, such a strange weight of apprehension was on me; and yet i got no scratch even. i had soon put off my great helm, and was fighting in my mail-coif only: and here i swear that three knights together charged me, aiming at my bare face, yet never touched me. for, as for one, i put his lance aside with my sword, and the other two in some most wonderful manner got their spears locked in each other's armour, and so had to submit to be knocked off their horses.

and we still neared the pass, and began to see distinctly the ferns that grew on the rocks, and the fair country between the rift in them, spreading out there, blue-shadowed. whereupon came a great rush of men of both sides, striking side blows at each other, spitting, cursing, and shrieking, as they tore away like a herd of wild hogs. so, being careless of lfe, as i said, i drew rein, and turning my horse, waited quietly for them. and i knotted the reins, and laid them on the horse's neck, and stroked him, that he whinnied, then got both my hands to my sword.

then, as they came on, i noted hurriedly that the first man was one of arnald's men, and one of our men behind him leaned forward to prod him with his spear, but could not reach so far, till he himself was run through the eye with a spear, and throwing his arms up fell dead with a shriek. also i noted concerning this first man that the laces of his helmet were loose, and when he saw me he lifted his left hand to his head, took off his helm and cast it at me, and still tore on; the helmet flew over my head, and i sitting still there, swung out, hitting him on the neck; his head flew right off, for the mail no more held than a piece of silk. "mary rings," and my horse whinnied again, and we both of us went at it, and fairly stopped that rout, so that there was a knot of quite close and desperate fighting, wherein we had the best of that fight and slew most of them, albeit my horse was slain and my mail-coif cut through. then i bade a squire fetch me another horse, and began meanwhile to upbraid those knights for running in such a strange disorderly race, instead of standing and fighting cleverly. moreover we had drifted even in this successful fight still nearer to the pass, so that the conies who dwelt there were beginning to consider whether they should not run into their holes.

but one of those knights said: "be not angry with me. sir florian, but do you think you will go to heaven?"

"the saints! i hope so," i said, but one who stood near him whispered to him to hold his peace, so i cried out: "0 friend! i hold this world and all therein so cheap now, that i see not anything in it but shame which can any longer anger me; wherefore speak: out."

"then, sir florian, men say that at your christening some fiend took on him the likeness of a priest and strove to baptize you in the devil's name, but god had mercy on you so that the fiend could not choose but baptize you in the name of the most holy trinity: and yet men say that you hardly believe any doctrine such as other men do, and will at the end only go to heaven round about as it were, not at all by the intercession of our lady; they say too that you can see no ghosts or other wonders, whatever happens to other christian men."

i smiled. "well, friend, i scarcely call this a disadvantage, moreover what has it to do with the matter in hand?"

how was this in heaven's name? we had been quite still, resting while this talk was going on, but we could hear the hawks chattering from the rocks, we were so close now.

and my heart sunk within me, there was no reason why this should not be true; there was no reason why anything should not be true.

"this, sir florian," said the knight again, "how would you feel inclined to fight if you thought that everything about you was mere glamour; this earth here, the rocks, the sun, the sky? i do not know where i am for certain, i do not know that it is not midnight instead of undem: i do not know if i have been fighting men or only simulacra but i think, we all think, that we have been led into some devil's trap or other, and- and may god forgive me my sins! i wish i had never been born."

there now! he was weeping - they all wept - how strange it was to see those rough, bearded men blubbering there, and snivelling till the tears ran over their armour and mingled with the blood, so that it dropped down to the earth in a dim, dull, red rain.

my eyes indeed were dry, but then so was my heart; i felt far worse than weeping came to, but nevertheless i spoke cheerily.

"dear friends, where are your old men's hearts gone to now? see now! this is a punishment for our sins, is it? well, for our forefathers' sins or our own? if the first, 0 brothers, be very sure that if we bear it manfully god will have something very good in store for us hereafter; but if for our sins, is it not certain that he cares for us yet, for note that he suffers the wicked to go their own ways pretty much; moreover brave men, brothers, ought to be the masters of simulacra come, is it so hard to die once for all?"

still no answer came from them, they sighed heavily only. i heard the sound of more than one or two swords as they rattled back to the scabbards: nay, one knight, stripping himself of surcoat and hauberk, and drawing his dagger, looked at me with a grim smile, and said, "sir florian, do so!" then he drew the dagger across his throat and he fell back dead.

they shuddered, those brave men, and crossed themselves. and i had no heart to say a word more, but mounted the horse which had been brought to me and rode away slowly for a few yards; then i became aware that there was a great silence over the whole field.

so i lifted my eyes and looked, and behold no man struck at another.

then from out of a band of horsemen came harald, and he was covered all over with a great scarlet cloth as before, put on over the head, and flowing all about his horse, but rent with the fight. he put off his helm and drew back his mail-coif, then took a trumpet from the hand of a herald and blew strongly.

and in the midst of his blast i heard a voice call out: "0 florian! come and speak to me for the last time!"

so when i turned i beheld arnald standing by himself, but near him stood hugh and ten others with drawn swords.

then i wept, and so went to him weeping; and he said, "thou seest, brother, that we must die, and i think by some horrible and unheard-of death, and the house of the lilies is just dying too; and now i repent me of swanhilda's death; now i know that it was a poor cowardly piece of revenge, instead of a brave act of justice; thus has god shown us the right.

"0 florian! curse me! so will it be straighter; truly thy mother when she bore thee did not think of this; rather saw thee in the tourney at this time, in her fond hopes, glittering with gold and doing knightly; or else mingling thy brown locks with the golden hair of some maiden weeping for the love of thee. god forgive me! god forgive me!"

"what harm, brother?" i said, "this is only failing in the world; what if we had not failed, in a little while it would have made no difference; truly just now i felt very miserable, but now it has passed away, and i am happy."

"0 brave heart!" he said, "yet we shall part just now, florian, farewell."

"the road is long," i said, "farewell."

then we kissed each other, and hugh and the others wept.

now all this time the trumpets had been ringing, ringing, great doleful peals, then they ceased, and above all sounded red harald's voice.

(so i looked round towards that pass, and when i looked i no longer doubted any of those wild tales of glamour concerning goliath's land; and for though the rocks were the same, and though the conies still stood gazing at the doors of their dwellings, though the hawks still cried out shrilly, though the fern still shook in the wind, yet beyond, oh such a land! not to be described by any because of its great beauty, lying, a great hollow land, the rocks going down on this side in precipices, then reaches and reaches of loveliest country, trees and flowers, and corn, then the hills, green and blue, and purple, till their ledges reached the white snowy mountains at last. then with all manner of strange feelings, "my heart in the midst of my body was even like melting wax.")

"0 you house of the lily! you are conquered yet i will take vengeance only on a few, therefore let all those who wish to live come and pile their swords, and shields, and helms behind me in three great heaps, and swear fealty afterwards to me; yes, all but the false knights arnald and florian."

we were holding each other's hands and gazing, and we saw all our knights, yea, all but squire hugh and his ten heroes, pass over the field singly, or in groups of three or four, with their heads hanging down in shame, and they cast down their notched swords and dinted, lilied shields, and brave-crested helms into three great heaps, behind red herald, then stood behind, no man speaking to his fellow, or touching him.

then dolefully the great trumpets sang over the dying house of the lily, and red harald led his men forward, but slowly: on they came, spear and mail glittering in the sunlight; and i turned and looked at that good land, and a shuddering delight seized my soul.

but i felt my brother's hand leave mine, and saw him turn his horse's head and ride swiftly toward the pass; that was a strange pass now.

and at the edge he stopped, turned round and called out aloud, "i pray thee, harald, forgive mel now farewell all!"

then the horse gave one bound forward, and we heard the poor creature's scream when he felt that he must die, and we heard afterwards (for we were near enough for that even) a clang and a crash.

so i turned me about to hugh, and he understood me though i could not speak.

we shouted all together, "mary rings," then laid our bridles on the necks of our horses, spurred forward, and in five minutes they were all slain, and i was down among the horse-hoofs.

not slain though, not wounded. red harald smiled grimly when he saw me rise and lash out again; he and some ten others dismounted, and holding their long spears out, i went back -- back, back, i saw what it meant, and sheathed my sword, and their laughter rolled all about me, and i too smiled.

presently they all stopped, and i felt the last foot of turf giving under my feet; i looked down and saw the crack there widening; then in a moment i fell, and a cloud of dust and earth rolled after me; then again their mirth rose into thunder-peals of laughter. but through it all i heard red harald shout, "silence! evil dogs!"

for as i fell i stretched out my arms, and caughl a tuft of yellow broom some three feet from the brow, and hung there by the hands, my feet being loose in the air.

then red harald came and stood on the precipice above me, his great axe over his shoulder; and he looked down on me not ferociously, almost kindly, while the wind from the hollow land blew about his red raiment, tattered and dusty now.

and i felt happy, though it pained me to hold straining by the broom, yet i said, "i will hold out to the last"

it was not long, the plant itself gave way and i fell, and as i fell i fainted.

i had thought when i fell that i should never wake again; but i woke at last: for a long time i was quite dizzied and could see nothing at all: horrible doubts came creeping over me; i half expected to see presently great half-formed shapes come rolling up to me to crush me; some thing fiery, not strange, too utterly horrible to be strange, but utterly vile and ugly, the sight of which would have killed me when i was upon the earth, come rolling up to torment me. in fact i doubted if i were in hell.

i knew i deserved to be, but i prayed, and then it came into my mind that i could not pray if i were in hell.

also there seemed to be a cool green light all about me, which was sweet. then presently i heard a glorious voice ring outclear, close to me

"christ keep the hollow land

through the sweet spring-tide,

when the apple-blossoms bless

the lowly bent hill side."

thereat my eyes were slowly unsealed, and i saw the blessedest sight i have ever seen before or since: for i saw my love.

she sat about five yards from me on a great grey stone that had much moss on it, one of the many scattered along the side of the stream by which i lay; she was clad in loose white raiment close to her hands and throat; her feet were bare, her hair hung loose a long way down, but some of it lay on her knees: i said "white" raiment, but long spikes of light scarlet went down from the throat, lost here and there in the shadows of the folds, and growing smaller and smaller, died before they reached her feet.

i was lying with my head resting on soft moss that some one had gathered and placed under me. she, when she saw me moving and awake, came and stood over me with a gracious smile. she was so lovely and tender to look at, and so kind, yet withal no one, man or woman, had ever frightened me half so much.

she was not fair in white and red, like many beautiful women are, being rather pale, but like ivory for smoothness, and her hair was quite golden, not light yellow, but dusky golden.

i tried to get up on my feet, but was too weak, and sank back again. she said: "no, not just yet, do not trouble yourself or try to remember anything just at present."

there withal she kneeled down, and hung over me closer.

"to-morrow you may, perhaps, have something hard to do or bear, i know, but now you must be as happy as you can be, quietly happy. why did you start and turn pale when i came to you? do you not know who i am? nay, but you do, i see; and i have been waiting here so long for you; so you must have expected to see me. you cannot be frightened of me, are you?"

but i could not answer a word, but all the time strange knowledge, strange feelings were filling my brain and my heart, she said: "you are tired; rest, and dream happily."

so she sat by me, and sang to lull me to sleep, while i turned on my elbow, and watched the waving of her throat: and the singing of all the poets i had ever heard, and of many others too, not born till years long after i was dead, floated all about me as she sang, and i did indeed dream happily.

when i awoke it was the time of the cold dawn, and the colours were gathering themselves together, whereat in fatherly approving fashion the sun sent all across the east long bars of scarlet and orange that after faded through yellow to green and blue. and she sat by me still; i think she had been sitting there and singing all the time; all through hot yesterday, for i had been sleeping day-long and night-long, all through the falling evening under moonlight and starlight the night through.

and now it was dawn, and i think too that neither of us had moved at all; for the last thing i remembered before i went to sleep was the tips of her fingers brushing my cheek, as she knelt over me with downdrooping arm, and still now i felt them there. moreover she was just finishing some fainting measure that died before it had time to get painful in its passion.

dear lord! how i loved her! yet did i not dare to touch her, or even speak to her. she smiled with delight when she saw i was awake again, and slid down her hand on to mine, but some shuddering dread made me draw it away again hurriedly; then i saw the smile leave her face: what would i not have given for courage to hold her body quite tight to mine? but i was so weak.

she said:

"have you been very happy?"

"yea," i said.

it was the first word i had spoken there, and my voice sounded strange.

"ah!" she said, "you will talk more when you get used to the air of the hollow land. have you been thinking of your past life at all? if not, try to think of it. what thing in heaven or earth do you wish for most?"

still i said no word; but she said in a wearied way: "well now, i think you will be strong enough to get to your feet and walk; take my hand and try." therewith she held it out: i strove hard to be brave enough to take it, but could not; i only turned away shuddering, sick, and grieved to the heart's core of me; then struggling hard with hand and knee and elbow, i scarce rose, and stood up totteringly; while she watched me sadly, still holding out her hand.

but as i rose, in my swinging to and fro the steel sheath of my sword struck her on the hand so that the blood flowed from it, which she stood looking at for a while, then dropped it downwards, and turned to look at me, for i was going.

then as i walked she followed me, so i stopped and turned and said almost fiercely: "i am going alone to look for my brother."

the vehemence with which i spoke, or something else, burst some blood-vessel within my throat, and we both stood there with the blood running from us on to the grass and summer flowers.

she said: "if you find him, wait with him till i come."

"yea," and i turned and left her, following the course of the stream upwards, and as i went i heard her low singing that almost broke my heart for its sadness.

and i went painfully because of my weakness, and because also of the great stones; and sometimes i went along a spot of earth where the river had been used to flow in flood-time, and which was now bare of everything but stones; and the sun, now risen high, poured down on everything a great flood of fierce light and scorching heat, and burnt me sorely, so that i almost fainted.

but about noontide i entered a wood close by the stream, a beech-wood, intending to rest myself; the herbage was thin and scattered there, sprouting up from amid the leaf-sheaths and nuts of the beeches, which had fallen year after year on that same spot; the outside boughs swept low down, the air itself seemed green when you entered within the shadow of the branches, they over-roofed the place so with tender green, only here and there showing spots of blue.

but what lay at the foot of a great beech tree but some dead knight in armour, only the helmet off? a wolf was prowling round about it, who ran away snarling when he saw me coming.

so i went up to that dead knight, and fell on my knees before him, laying my head on his breast, for it was arnald. he was quite cold, but had not been dead for very long; i would not believe him dead, but went down to the stream and brought him water, tried to make him drink-what would you? he was as dead as swanhilda: neither came there any answer to my cries that afternoon but the moaning of the wood doves in the beeches. so then i sat down and took his head on my knees, and closed the eyes, and wept quietly while the sun sank lower.

but a little after sunset i heard a rustle through the leaves, that was not the wind, and looking up my eyes met the pitying eyes of that maiden.

something stirred rebelliously within me; i ceased weeping, and said: "it is unjust, unfair: what right had swanhilda to live? did not god give her up to us? how much better was he than ten swanhildas?

and look you -- see! he is dead."

now this i shrieked out, being mad; and though i trembled when i saw some stormy wrath that vexed her very heart and loving lips, gathering on her face, i yet sat there looking at her and screaming, screaming, till all the place rang.

but when growing hoarse and breathless i ceased; she said, with straitened brow and scornful mouth: "so! bravely done! must i then, though i am a woman, call you a liar, for saying god is unjust? you to punish her, had not god then punished her already? how many times when she woke in the dead night do you suppose she missed seeing king urrayne's pale face and hacked head lying on the pillow by her side? whether by night or day, what things but screams did she hear when the wind blew loud round about the palace corners? and did not that face too, often come before her, pale and bleeding as it was long ago, and gaze at her from unhappy eyes! poor eyesi with changed purpose in them- no more hope of converting the world when that blow was once struck, truly it was very wicked-no more dreams, but only fierce struggles with the devil for very life, no more dreams but failure at last, and death, happier so in the hollow land."

she grew so pitying as she gazed at his dead face that i began to weep again unreasonably, while she saw not that i was weeping, but looked only on arnald's face, but after turned on me frowning. "unjust! yes, truly unjust enough to take away life and all hope from her; you have done a base cowardly act, you and your brother here, disguise it as you may; you deserve all god's judgment - you"

but i turned my eyes and wet face to her, and said: "do not curse me there - do not look like swanhilda: for see now, you said at first that you have been waiting long for me, give me your hand now, for i love you so."

then she came and knelt by where i sat, and i caught her in my arms and she prayed to be forgiven.

"0, florian! i have indeed waited long for you, and when i saw you my heart was filled with joy, but you would neither touch me nor speak to me, so that i became almost mad, forgive me, we will be so happy now. 0! do you know this is what i have been waiting for all these years; it made me glad, i know, when i was a little baby in my mother's arms to think i was born for this; and afterwards, as i grew up, i used to watch every breath of wind through the beech-boughs, every turn of the silver poplar leaves, thinking it might be you or some news of you."

then i rose and drew her up with me; but she knelt again by my brother's side, and kissed him, and said:

"0 brother! the hollow land is only second best of the places god has made, for heaven also is the work of his hand."

afterwards we dug a deep grave among the beechroots and there we buried amald de liliis.

and i have never seen him since, scarcely even in dreams; surely god has had mercy on him, for he was very leal and true and brave; he loved many men, and was kind and gentle to his friends, neither did he hate any but swanhilda.

but as for us two, margaret and me, i cannot tell you concerning our happiness, such things cannot be told; only this i know, that we abode continually in the hollow land until i lost it.

moreover this i can tell you. margaret was walking with me, as she often walked near the place where i had first seen her; presently we came upon a woman sitting, dressed in scarlet and gold raiment, with her head laid down on her knees; likewise we heard her sobbing.

"margaret, who is she?" i said: "i knew not that any dwelt in the hollow land but us two only."

she said, "i know not who she is, only sometimes; these many years, i have seen her scarlet robe flaming from far away, amid the quiet green grass: but i was never so near her as this.

florian, i am afraid: let us come away."