southampton, wednesday (january 7, 1807).
my dear cassandra,—you were mistaken in supposing i should expect your letter on sunday; i had no idea of hearing from you before tuesday, and my pleasure yesterday was therefore unhurt by any previous disappointment. i thank[87] you for writing so much; you must really have sent me the value of two letters in one. we are extremely glad to hear that elizabeth is so much better, and hope you will be sensible of still further amendment in her when you return from canterbury.
of your visit there i must now speak "incessantly;" it surprises, but pleases me more, and i consider it as a very just and honorable distinction of you, and not less to the credit of mrs. knight. i have no doubt of your spending your time with her most pleasantly in quiet and rational conversation, and am so far from thinking her expectations of you will be deceived, that my only fear is of your being so agreeable, so much to her taste, as to make her wish to keep you with her forever. if that should be the case, we must remove to canterbury, which i should not like so well as southampton.
when you receive this, our guests will be all gone or going; and i shall be left to the comfortable disposal of my time, to ease of mind from the torments of rice puddings and apple dumplings, and probably to regret that i did not take more pains to please them all.
mrs. j. austen has asked me to return with her to steventon; i need not give my answer; and she has invited my mother to spend there the time of mrs. f. a.'s confinement, which she seems half inclined to do.
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a few days ago i had a letter from miss irvine, and as i was in her debt, you will guess it to be a remonstrance, not a very severe one, however; the first page is in her usual retrospective, jealous, inconsistent style, but the remainder is chatty and harmless. she supposes my silence may have proceeded from resentment of her not having written to inquire particularly after my hooping-cough, etc. she is a funny one.
i have answered her letter, and have endeavored to give something like the truth with as little incivility as i could, by placing my silence to the want of subject in the very quiet way in which we live. phebe has repented, and stays. i have also written to charles, and i answered miss buller's letter by return of post, as i intended to tell you in my last.
two or three things i recollected when it was too late, that i might have told you; one is that the welbys have lost their eldest son by a putrid fever at eton, and another that tom chute is going to settle in norfolk.
you have scarcely ever mentioned lizzy since your being at godmersham. i hope it is not because she is altered for the worse.
i cannot yet satisfy fanny as to mrs. foote's baby's name, and i must not encourage her to expect a good one, as captain foote is a professed adversary to all but the plainest; he likes only[89] mary, elizabeth, anne, etc. our best chance is of "caroline," which in compliment to a sister seems the only exception.
he dined with us on friday, and i fear will not soon venture again, for the strength of our dinner was a boiled leg of mutton, underdone even for james; and captain foote has a particular dislike to underdone mutton; but he was so good-humored and pleasant that i did not much mind his being starved. he gives us all the most cordial invitation to his house in the country, saying just what the williams ought to say to make us welcome. of them we have seen nothing since you left us, and we hear that they are just gone to bath again, to be out of the way of further alterations at brooklands.
mrs. f. a. has had a very agreeable letter from mrs. dickson, who was delighted with the purse, and desires her not to provide herself with a christening dress, which is exactly what her young correspondent wanted; and she means to defer making any of the caps as long as she can, in hope of having mrs. d.'s present in time to be serviceable as a pattern. she desires me to tell you that the gowns were cut out before your letter arrived, but that they are long enough for caroline. the beds, as i believe they are called, have fallen to frank's share to continue, and of course are cut out to admiration.
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"alphonsine" did not do. we were disgusted in twenty pages, as, independent of a bad translation, it has indelicacies which disgrace a pen hitherto so pure; and we changed it for the "female quixote," which now makes our evening amusement; to me a very high one, as i find the work quite equal to what i remembered it. mrs. f. a., to whom it is new, enjoys it as one could wish; the other mary, i believe, has little pleasure from that or any other book.
my mother does not seem at all more disappointed than ourselves at the termination of the family treaty; she thinks less of that just now than of the comfortable state of her own finances, which she finds on closing her year's accounts beyond her expectation, as she begins the new year with a balance of 30l. in her favor; and when she has written her answer to my aunt, which you know always hangs a little upon her mind, she will be above the world entirely. you will have a great deal of unreserved discourse with mrs. k., i dare say, upon this subject, as well as upon many other of our family matters. abuse everybody but me.
thursday.—we expected james yesterday, but he did not come; if he comes at all now, his visit will be a very short one, as he must return to-morrow, that ajax and the chair may be sent to winchester on saturday. caroline's new pelisse[91] depended upon her mother's being able or not to come so far in the chair; how the guinea that will be saved by the same means of return is to be spent i know not. mrs. j. a. does not talk much of poverty now, though she has no hope of my brother's being able to buy another horse next summer.
their scheme against warwickshire continues, but i doubt the family's being at stoneleigh so early as james says he must go, which is may.
my mother is afraid i have not been explicit enough on the subject of her wealth; she began 1806 with 68l. she begins 1807 with 99l., and this after 32l. purchase of stock. frank too has been settling his accounts and making calculations, and each party feels quite equal to our present expenses; but much increase of house-rent would not do for either. frank limits himself, i believe, to four hundred a year.
you will be surprised to hear that jenny is not yet come back; we have heard nothing of her since her reaching itchingswell, and can only suppose that she must be detained by illness in somebody or other, and that she has been each day expecting to be able to come on the morrow. i am glad i did not know beforehand that she was to be absent during the whole or almost the whole of our friends being with us, for though the inconvenience has not been nothing, i should have feared[92] still more. our dinners have certainly suffered not a little by having only molly's head and molly's hands to conduct them; she fries better than she did, but not like jenny.
we did not take our walk on friday, it was too dirty, nor have we yet done it; we may perhaps do something like it to-day, as after seeing frank skate, which he hopes to do in the meadows by the beech, we are to treat ourselves with a passage over the ferry. it is one of the pleasantest frosts i ever knew, so very quiet. i hope it will last some time longer for frank's sake, who is quite anxious to get some skating; he tried yesterday, but it would not do.
our acquaintance increase too fast. he was recognized lately by admiral bertie, and a few days since arrived the admiral and his daughter catherine to wait upon us. there was nothing to like or dislike in either. to the berties are to be added the lances, with whose cards we have been endowed, and whose visit frank and i returned yesterday. they live about a mile and three-quarters from s. to the right of the new road to portsmouth, and i believe their house is one of those which are to be seen almost anywhere among the woods on the other side of the itchen. it is a handsome building, stands high, and in a very beautiful situation.
we found only mrs. lance at home, and whether[93] she boasts any offspring besides a grand pianoforte did not appear. she was civil and chatty enough, and offered to introduce us to some acquaintance in southampton, which we gratefully declined.
i suppose they must be acting by the orders of mr. lance of netherton in this civility, as there seems no other reason for their coming near us. they will not come often, i dare say. they live in a handsome style and are rich, and she seemed to like to be rich, and we gave her to understand that we were far from being so; she will soon feel therefore that we are not worth her acquaintance.
you must have heard from martha by this time. we have had no accounts of kintbury since her letter to me.
mrs. f. a. has had one fainting fit lately; it came on as usual after eating a hearty dinner, but did not last long.
i can recollect nothing more to say. when my letter is gone, i suppose i shall.
yours affectionately, j. a.
i have just asked caroline if i should send her love to her godmamma, to which she answered "yes."
miss austen,
godmersham park, faversham, kent.
