the interest which walter joyce had awakened in lady caroline mansergh on the night of the dinner-party by no means died out, or even waned. flirtation is certainly not an exceptional amusement in the dead level of dreary occupations which a country-house life affords, but this word-pastime was certainly not flirtation. the notion of flirting with her brother's secretary, which would have been exceedingly comic to the rest of the world, and afforded a vast deal of amusement to the kindly noodle portion of the westhope society, did not strike lady caroline at all in a ridiculous light; but to flirt with walter joyce she knew would be impossible. the sighing and looking, the giving and taking, the fetching and carrying, and all the poodle tricks which are played by the best style of male flirts, in the best style of society, she knew would be impossible to him; and though she had had long practice in the art, and had derived no little amusement from it, she felt it would be repulsive to her to try her hand on such a subject. if not a desire for flirtation, what was it that irresistibly impelled her to seek this man's society; that made her start and thrill at the unexpected sound of his voice; that enabled her to picture to herself so vividly certain expressions in his eyes, gestures of his hands, to recall phrases of his conversation? was it real passion? had love come to her at last? was this the man with whom her fate was to be for ever bound up? lady caroline half smiled as she contemplated this tremendous possibility. it was too wild, too romantic, this story of the lord of burleigh with the sexes reversed, and with herself for heroine; the man was different from those with whom her life had been passed, had brains and courage to use them, did not think the society thoughts nor speak the society language, and was not conformable in any way to the society pattern. that was what it meant. that was the source of the strange interest she felt in him--interest which was friendly and appreciative, but nothing further.
nothing further. that was why she had manoeuvred, carefully, skilfully, and with perfect feminine tact, never ceasing until the object was accomplished, that it was understood that mr. joyce joined the family circle always after dinner, whether there were visitors or not; that was why she invariably found opportunities to have him seated by her side, or standing by her turning over the pages of her music, while lord hetherington, with a dexterity only acquired by long practice, held up the newspaper before him, being at the time sound asleep, and her ladyship, scorning concealment, slumbered placidly in the garish light of the moderator lamp.
nothing further. that was why lady caroline had suddenly taken to pedestrian exercise, wanted an escort occasionally to the village, and hated the idea of being followed about in the country by a footman; found she had quite forgotten that charming shakespeare, and determined to read his dear plays again, and would not trouble mr. joyce to send those heavy big volumes from the library, but would come in and read them there occasionally, if he was quite sure she did not disturb him. the jealous tortures endured by the valiant othello, which lady caroline selected for her first shakespearian reading, apparently did not interest her very much. the great family history of the wests, derived from ancient chronicles and documents, upon which lord hetherington's secretary was engaged, made but little progress on the occasions of her ladyship's visits. there were the longest and the pleasantest talks. in caroline mansergh's hands joyce was as pliable as potter's clay. in less than a week after the dinner-party he had told her the history of his life, made her acquainted with his hopes and fears, his wishes and aspirations. of course she heard about his engagement to marian; equally of course that was the part of the story in which she felt and shared the greatest interest. very quickly she knew it all. under her skilful questioning, joyce not merely told her what had actually occurred, but opened to her the secret chambers of his heart, and displayed to her penetrating sense feelings with the existence of which he himself was scarcely acquainted. the odd uncomfortable sensation which first came over him in his last walk with marian round the school garden, when she spoke of how it might have been better if they had never met, and how poorly armed he was for the great conflict of life, the renewal of the sting with its bitterness increased fifty-fold at the receipt of her letter dilating on the luxury of woolgreaves, and her dread of the poverty which they would have to encounter, the last hint given to him in the worldly advice contained in jack byrne's letter--all these were submitted to lady caroline's keen powers of dissection, without walter's being in the least aware how much of his inner life he had made patent to her. a look, a nod, a word here or there, begat, increased, and developed his assurance of sympathy; and he could have talked till all eternity on the subject dearest to his heart.
lady caroline let him talk, and only starred the dialogue with occasional interjections, always of a sympathising character. when she was alone, she would sit for hours reviewing the conversation just past in the minutest detail, weighing and reweighing sentences and even words which joyce had spoken, sifting, balancing, ascribing to such and such influences, putting aside such and such theories, bringing all her feminine wits--and in the great points of feminine cleverness, an odd common sense, and an undefinable blundering on to the right, she had no superior--to the solution of the question of walter joyce's future so far as marian ashurst was concerned. whatever conclusion she may have arrived at she kept to herself; no one ever had the slightest glimmering of it. her talks with walter joyce were as numerous as ever, her interest in his career no less, her delight in his society by no means impaired; but the name of miss ashurst never passed lady caroline's lips, and whenever she saw the conversation necessarily veering that way, she invariably struck it out into some new channel. not that lady caroline mansergh had any jealousy of this "simple maiden in her flower;" she would not have allowed that for an instant, would not have allowed, in her most secret communings with herself, that such a thing could be possible; for she had been properly and rigidly brought up in the belgravian code of morals, though a little inclined to kick against them now and think for herself; and the belgravian code of morals holds the cultivation of the bien-séances as the most essential portion of a young lady's curriculum, and the bien-séances effectively ignored the existence of any such low sentiment as jealousy in the minds of perfectly constituted members of the upper classes. not that walter joyce would have noticed the display of any such passion as jealousy, or, as lady caroline thought rather ruefully, could allow any such feeling to be excited in him. in all her experience--and it had been large and vast--she had never come across a man so completely---- well, she could scarcely find a term for it. it was not apathetic; because he was bright and intelligent and earnest. perhaps confiding was the best word to use so far as his relations with marian were concerned, though, as lady caroline felt, those relations were a little dashed with recent doubt; and as for his feelings with regard to herself, skilled mistress as she was in the art of such wordy warfare, lady caroline could never trap him into an ambuscade, or force him into anything like an acknowledgment of a liking for her. it was not for the want of trying to evoke it, not for lack of given opportunity on her part, that this avowal never was made. fortune favoured her, notably on one occasion; and if walter joyce had ever contemplated anything beyond a feeling of pleasant friendship for lady caroline mansergh, he would have availed himself of that occasion for expressing it. thus it came about. lady caroline was sitting half buried in a big soft easy-chair before the library fire, presumably enjoying othello,but really watching her brother's secretary, who was busily transcribing from a big black-letter volume before him some of the glorious deeds of her remote ancestry. raising his eyes after one of his pen-dips, joyce met lady caroline's glance fixed straight upon him, and said--
"thinking of iago's subtlety, lady caroline, or desdemona's innate weakness? the former, i should say, judging from your expression."
"my expression must be very poor, then, mr. joyce, or your powers of reading expression must be extremely limited. i was thinking of something totally different."
"may one ask of what?"
he had had a long day at the chronicles of the west family, and a little relief was absolutely necessary.
"oh dear, yes; my thoughts were certainly not to be marked 'confidential' or even 'private.' i was thinking about our going back to town."
"oh, indeed! is that imminent?"
"i should say certainly. parliament meets within a fortnight, and west, i mean lord hetherington, never misses that. lady hetherington won't let him go alone, and once in beaufort square, i suppose they'll stop on."
"i suppose so. this house will seem wonderfully different when you have all left it."
"naturally. deserted houses must be different to those filled with company, though their actual appearance is of course only known to the housekeeper who is left in them, and housekeepers seldom give their impressions to the world."
"if you are interested in the subject, perhaps you will permit me to give you a faithful photograph of westhope in its dismantled state."
"evolved from your inner graciousness, like the german's idea of the camel?"
"on the contrary, drawn in the minutest detail from personal observation. the exact position of the pen which lord hetherington threw down after signing his last cheque for mr. deacon, the steward, the state of the withering hothouse flowers left by her ladyship on her table in the drawing-room, the vacant chair in the library once filled by----"
"thanks, that's enough! i won't trouble you to be poetical, mr. joyce; that will be wanted one day at helmingham, i suppose, and it's never wise to be extravagant with one's ideas. but you don't mean to say you think you will be left behind here, at westhope, when the family returns to town?"
"assuredly, lady caroline! how else should i be able to make any progress with my work?"
"i think you will find," said lady caroline, with a smile, "that the history of our family, wonderfully interesting as it doubtless is, and anxiously expected by the literary world, as it necessarily must be, will have to remain in abeyance for a little time. the fact is, that lord hetherington has been recently much struck with the levelling and democratic spirit of the age, and has determined, so far as he is able, to stem the torrent. he will need a certain amount of assistance before bringing the matter before the house of lords, and for that assistance i know he looks to you!"
he was a trying man, this mr. joyce. there was a scarcely suppressed gleam of fun in lady caroline's usually earnest eyes that ought to have conveyed to any man acquainted with the circumstances of the position the fact that this new combination had been suggested by her, and by her alone, and that she perfectly appreciated not merely its serviceable but its ludicrous side. walter joyce appreciated neither. he should of course be ready to give his services in whatever way they might be required, he said, adding with clumsy candour that he had been almost looking forward to the time of the family's departure for the additional facilities which would be afforded him in getting on with his work.
this was too much for lady caroline. a flush passed across her cheek, as she said--
"it has been lady hetherington's accidental, and by no means wilful error, mr. joyce, that your time has been already so much intruded on. we have, unfortunately for us no doubt, been unaccustomed to the ways of recluses, and have preposterously imagined that a little society might be more agreeable to them than----"
but here she stopped, catching sight of the troubled expression on his face, of his downcast eyes and twitching lips. there was silence for a moment, but he soon mastered his emotion.
"i see plainly that i have blundered, as was not unnatural that i should, through the lack of power of expressing myself clearly. believe me, lady caroline, that i am infinitely indebted to lord and lady hetherington, and to you especially. yes, indeed, for i know where the indebtedness lies--more especially to you for all the kindness you have shown me, and the notice you have taken of me. and i--i intended----"
"will you prove the truth of your protestations by never saying another word on the subject? the give-and-take principle has been carried out in our society as much as the most ardent democrat, say yourself, mr. joyce, could have desired. i am sure you are too good-natured to mourn over the hours torn from your great work and frittered away in frivolous conversation when you know that you have helped lady hetherington and myself to undergo an appalling amount of country people, and that while the dead wests may grieve over the delay in the publication of their valour and virtue, the living wests are grateful for assistance rendered them in their conflict with the bores. however, all that is nearly at an end. when the family is at hetherington house, i have no doubt you will be enabled to enjoy the strictest seclusion. meantime, there is only one festivity that i know of which is likely to cause us to ask you to tear yourself away from your chronicles."
"and that is?"
"a skating-party. consequently dependent on the state of the weather. so that if you are still hermitically inclined, you had better pray for a thaw. if the frost holds like this, we are anticipating a very pleasant afternoon to-morrow: the people from the barracks and some others are coming over, the men report the ice in capital order, and there's to be luncheon and that kind of thing. but perhaps, after all, you don't skate, mr. joyce?"
"oh yes, indeed--and you?"
"nothing in the world i'm so fond of, or, if i may say so, that i do so well. we wintered one year in vienna; there was a piece of water privately enclosed called the schwann spiegel, where the emperor--never mind!"
the next day was very bright and very pleasant. whether walter joyce had prayed for a thaw or not, it is certain that the frost of the previous night had been very mild as compared with its immediate predecessors; the wind had shifted round to the south-west, the sun had actual warmth, and weatherwise people assumed to notice a certain dun effect of the atmosphere, and therefrom to presage snow. the notion of the skating-party about to take place had been received with immense delight at the barracks at brocksopp, and at the various houses to which invitations had been forwarded. to exhibit themselves in becoming costume a little removed from ordinary every-day dress was in itself a delight to the younger members of society; while the elders, independently of their gratification in being brought personally into contact with the lord-lieutenant of the county, knew the capabilities of the westhope cellar and kitchen, and recognised the fact that luncheon under such auspices meant something more than sandwiches and cheap sherry. the gathering was held on a large sheet of water which was a pond, but which, being situate in the westhope domain, profited by the generally aristocratic nature of its surroundings and was called a lake, lying about half a mile from the house. a large tent had been pitched on the bank, and as of course it was impossible to have any regular sit-down luncheon, refreshments were perpetually going on, "snacks" were indulged in between the performance of wild evolutions given out to be quadrilles, and gone through to the music of the military band, which, with very blue cheeks and very stiff fingers, was playing on the bank, and the consumption of liquids, from champagne in tumblers to curaçoa in wine-glasses, was tremendous.
the party from westhope had driven down in a break, in which a seat had been offered to walter joyce by lady hetherington herself, who had condescended to visit the library for the express purpose. it happened, however, that the secretary was specially engaged on an important letter, which it was necessary should be despatched that day, so that he was compelled to ask to be allowed to find his own way to the lake. when he arrived, there was already a large gathering, the bank was lined with spectators, and there was a tolerably large number of skaters. lord hetherington, wrapped in an enormous fur coat, with a hood hanging half-way down his back, was standing looking on with a somewhat melancholy expression. it had just occurred to him that skating was a pleasant pastime, that to skate well was a thing of which a man might reasonably be proud; at the same time he realised the fact that it was a thing impossible to be done by proxy--he could not get any man to skate for him and give him the credit of it. colonel tapp, cleaner shaved and waxier moustached than ever, stood by his lordship. the colonel did not skate--not that he could not; in his youth he had been a proficient in the art, but he was not in his youth now, and was so strapped, and busked, and laced into his various garments, outer and inner, that he feared if by mischance he fell it might either be impossible for him to get up at all, or something might give way and cause him to be raised in a limp and unpresentable condition. mr. biscoe had no such qualms, and was buckling on his skates with all his characteristic impetuosity--old-fashioned skates, cumbrous with woodwork, and with curly tops, very different from the light and elegant trifles in which handsome little mr. boyd was performing all sorts of figures before the countess and a group of ladies gathered together on the bank, and trying to look as if they were interested and amused.
"charmin' scene!" said lord hetherington, surveying the lake in a birdlike fashion, with his head on one side. "quite charmin'! whenever i see ice and that kind of thing, always reminds me of some humorous adventures i once read in a book 'bout man on the ice; pickwinkle, or some such name. 'commonly humorous book, to be sure!" and his lordship laughed very heartily at his reminiscences.
"you mean pickwick, my lord," said the colonel. "ah! hope what happened to him won't happen to any of our party, specially our fair friends who are pirouetting away there so prettily. if you recollect the ice broke and mr. pickwick got a ducking. how's the ice, boyd?" to the boy who came spinning to the edge at the moment.
"first class, colonel; couldn't be in better form; it's as hard as nails and as slippery as--as old boots," said mr. boyd, after hesitating an instant for an appropriate simile.
"ah! but just keep up this end, will you?" said mr. biscoe, looking up, his face purple with the exertion of pulling at a refractory strap. "i was past here yesterday morning and saw that at the other end the men had broken up the ice for the deer or the waterfowl, and consequently what's there is only last night's frost, binding together the floating bits of yesterday, and likely to be very rotten."
"better have a board with 'dangerous' or somethin' of that sort written on it and stuck up, hadn't we?" suggested lord hetherington, with serpentine reminiscences.
"scarcely time to get one prepared, my lord," replied mr. biscoe, with a slight smile. "here, two of you men take a rope and lay it across the ice just below that alder tree--that'll warn 'em; and you, boyd, tell 'em all to keep above that line. no good having any bother if one can prevent it." and mr. biscoe hobbled down the bank and shot away across the lake, returning in an instant, and showing that if his skates were old-fashioned, he could keep pace with any of the young ones notwithstanding.
"nice exercise--very," said the colonel, who was getting so cold that he was almost prepared to risk the chance of a tumble, and "have a pair on." "i do like to see a woman skating; there's something in it that's--ah!" and the old colonel kissed the tips of his fingers, partly to warm them, partly to express his admiration. "now, who is that in the brown velvet trimmed with fur?--she seems to know all about it."
"that's my sister caroline," said his lordship, looking through his double glass. "yes, she skates capitally, don't she? pretty dress, too; looks like those people in the pictures outside the polkas, don't it? who's---- oh, mr. joyce! how d'ye do, mr. joyce? my secretary; very decent young man, that."
the colonel merely coughed behind his buckskin glove. he did not think much of secretaries, and shared jack cade's opinion in regard to the professors of the arts of reading and writing. just then lady caroline approached the bank.
"colonel, are you inclined to back the service in general and your own regiment in particular? mr. patey and i are going to have a race. of course he gives me a long start. will you bet?"
"too delighted to have the chance of losing," said the colonel with old-fashioned gallantry. "and i'll give odds, too--a dozen pairs to half-a-dozen.--patey, sustain the credit of the corps in every particular."
"depend on me, colonel," said mr. patsy, a long-limbed lieutenant of untiring wind. "mr. boyd, take lady caroline to her place, and then start us."
walter joyce had heard none of this colloquy. he had joined mr. biscoe, with whom he had formed a great friendship, and was showing him how to shift from the outer edge of an "eight," and shoot off into a "spread eagle,"--an intricate movement requiring all your attention,--when he heard a sharp crack, followed by a loud shout. without a word they dashed off to the other end of the lake where the crowd was greatest. joyce arrived first. what he saw was a large pool of water where ice had been; floating on it a small round velvet cap trimmed with fur. he looked hastily round. she was not there--then he knew what had occurred.
at that instant his arm was seized by mr. biscoe, who whispered--
"wait, man! they're fetching the rope!"
"stand back," he cried, "it'd be too late! let me go!" and the next instant he was diving beneath the floating fragments of the ice.
"it was as near as a toucher," mr. boyd said; and he was right. when they pulled him in, joyce's arm, which had been wound round lady caroline, had nearly given way, and the hand with which he had clung to the ice-edge was all bruised and bleeding. just as they were lifted on shore he thought he saw her lips move. he bent his head, and heard one word--"walter!"--then he fainted.
