in one of the new cottages at the edge of the town beyond lives, or tries to live, a man who fought for many years in one of the suburbs a losing battle against london. his father had farmed land now covered by streets. he himself was persuaded to sell all but his house and garden to raise money for a business which promised his sons great wealth. he retained barely enough to live upon; the business, an honest one, failed; and in a short time misfortunes compelled him to open a shop. he converted the house—that was once a farmhouse—into a shop, and not five years ago it could still be seen at the end of a row of gaudy, glittering windows, itself a village shop, having but a common house window for the display of wares, the interior gloomy and approached through a strip of garden where a lime-tree put on and shed its leaves with the air of a princess of old romance. the back garden, half an orchard, was bordered along a side street by a high wall, and over that a broad cherry used to lean a gnarled branch and shower its blossoms upon the asphalte; the foot-passengers complained of the tree which had grown without foreknowledge of the fact that men would pass below in silk hats, and the branch was lopped. in the shop itself everything was for sale, everything that officious travellers could foist upon the little weak-eyed half-farmer, half-gardener who kept the[62] shop—hosiery, leather bags, purses, cheap jewellery, fishing-tackle, cricket-bats, umbrellas, walking-sticks. a staircase led out of the shop to the bedrooms, just as it had done when the window on the narrow landing looked over hay-fields to banstead downs. when the cat was not lying upon the socks in the window, she had, very likely, been kept away by a litter of kittens somewhere among the seldom disturbed bundles of unfashionable ties, or she lay in the sun beneath the lime and watched her kittens pursuing the spiral flight of the yellow leaves.
the owner made no concessions except such as he was forced to, as when he bought the stock of jewellery because the traveller praised his cat; or allowed the cherry tree to be mutilated because the new borough council commanded. he dressed in breeches, gaiters and heavy boots, and never wore a coat or took his pipe out of his mouth (except to play with puss). seldom did he leave the house, unless it was to go into the garden or to take a walk down the emptied busy street at night, when the only sound was the crickets’ song from the bakers’ shops. the little old house rippled over by creeper was beautiful then—the lime tree and the creeper trembling in the gusty moonlight, and the windows and doorway hollow and dark and romantic as if a poet had made them to sting men’s hearts with beauty and with regret.
no one can ever say what the old man thought as he slammed the door after one of these walks and was alone with himself. certainly he regretted the big decorous high-gated houses that used to stand opposite his, veiled by wistaria, passion flower and clematis; the limes that used to run the whole length of his father’s[63] land, but now all gone, save this one (how lovely its fallen leaves looked in the as yet untrodden streets in autumn mornings, lying flat and moistly golden under the fog!); the balsam growing through the railings; the dark yew tree that looked among bright lilac and laburnum like a negro among the women in the arabian nights; the pathway through the churchyard, in the days before they had to rail it in to preserve the decent turf—in vain, for it was now littered with newspapers and tram-tickets among the tombs of —— esquire, —— esquire, for they were all esquires. he regretted the houses and gardens, but less than their people, the men and women of some ease and state, of speech whose kindliness was thrice kind through its careful dignity, so he thought. and then the children, there were no such children now; and the young men and women, the men a little alarming, the women strong and lovely and gentle enough to supply him with incarnations at once of all those whom he read of in the novels of scott. they had gone long ago, except those who survived vaguely in the novels. he remembered their houses better, for it was not until after some years that they were pulled down, their orchards grubbed up, and their rich mould carried away in sacks to the trumpery villas round about—dragged along the road and spilt in a long black trail. it was wonderful dark mould, and the thought of the apples, the plums, the nectarines, the roses which had grown out of it made him furious when it was taken to their gardens by people who would be gone in a year or less, and would grow in it nothing but nasturtiums and sunflowers.
there followed a period when, the old attitudes, the[64] things that had been handed down from the last revolution, having been broken up, the gardens became a possession of nettles and docks, and fewer and fewer were the crown-imperials and hollyhocks to survive the fall of the houses. the scaffold-poles, the harsh blocks of stone, the rasping piles of bricks, the scores of cold earthenware and iron articles belonging to the rows of villas about to replace the old houses, looked more like ruin than preparation as they lay stark and hideous among the misty grass and still blue elms. there were days when the thrushes still sang well among the rioting undisturbed shrubberies. but soon men felled the elms and drove away their shadows for ever, and all that dwelled or could be imagined therein. no more would the trees be enchanted by the drunken early songs of blackbirds. the heavenly beauty of earthly things went away upon the timber carriages and was stamped with mud. the butts of the trees were used to decorate the gardens of the new houses. two, indeed, were spared by some one’s folly, and a main bough fell in the night and crushed through a whole fortnight’s brickwork.
those elms had come unconsciously to be part of the real religion of men in that neighbourhood, and certainly of that old man. their cool green voices as they swayed, their masses motionless against the evening or the summer storms, created a sense of pomp and awe. they gave mystic invitations that stirred his blood if not his slowly working humble brain, and helped to build and to keep firm that sanctuary of beauty to which we must be able to retire if we are to be more than eaters and drinkers and newspaper readers. when they were gone he won[65]dered, still humbly, what would do their work in the minds of the newcomers. looking at the features of the younger people, held in a vice of reserve or pallidly leering, and hearing the snarl of their voices, he was not surprised. they had not been given a chance. how could they have the ease, the state, the kindliness of the old inhabitants? they had no gods, only a brand-new gothic church. often they supported this or that new movement, or bought a brave new book, but they continued to sneer timidly or brutally at everything else. they were satisfied with a little safe departure from the common way, some mental or spiritual equivalent to the door-knocker of imitation hammered copper. they did not care very much for trees though they planted them in every street, where the grammar-school boys and errand-boys mutilated them one by one in the dark; they cut off the heads of a score of tall poplars, lest perchance the west wind should one day do the same thing when one of the million was passing below.
the new people were a mysterious, black-liveried host, the grandchildren of peers, thieves, gutter-snipes, agricultural labourers, artisans, shopkeepers, professional men, farmers, foreign financiers, an unrelated multitude. they were an endless riddle to the old man. he used to stare at their houses as one might stare at a corpse in the hope of discovering that there was something alive there. they were as impenetrable as their houses, when at night the blinds of the lighted rooms were drawn and figures or parts of figures shot fantastically by. he read of their bankruptcies, their appointments, their crimes, their successes, unwittingly, in the newspapers. he could[66] never take it as a matter of course to pass, to be continually surrounded by, thousands of whom he knew nothing, to whom he was nothing. well did they keep their secrets, this blank or shamefaced crowd of discreetly dressed people who might be anywhere to-morrow.
he turned from them to his garden and cherry-tree, and thinking of those who had walked there, and in the long garden on the other side of the fence, he felt at home again, with his cat and her long line of descendants. that long garden had survived the big house to which it had belonged. a merchant had lived there with his family of four daughters, dark, tall women, whose pride and tender speech the old trees in their garden often recalled. all were beautiful, and they were most beautiful together. they walked, they rode, they played and read in the garden, and the old man could see them there. they were said to be clever and their father was wealthy. they were nearly always together, and as often as possible with him. they were a tribe apart, of extraordinary perfection of strength and grace, holding their own against the world. and yet, as the old man thought to himself, looking at their garden in the rain, not one of them was ever married. they had moved right into london after selling their house and land. they had come to his shop once or twice after and made an excuse for going into the garden: they looked into their own as if they had lost something there. thinking of them he went into his shop and opened a book. a minute black insect, disturbed from among the leaves, crawled over and over the white page as he pretended to read; it went in zigzags half-an-inch long, lost in the[67] black and white desert, sometimes turning the sharp edge and going to the other side of the page; but as a rule the edge alarmed it and it retreated; it was never still. it reminded him of himself. they were both lost upon the vast surface of the earth.
but, of course, that was not why he left. nobody knew why he left. in his seventieth year he ran away, bursting out of the crowd as one sheep no braver than the rest will do sometimes, inexplicably. he has brought his cats with him, and he has money enough to last until he is dead. being considered by his niece as of unsound mind, he is free to do as he will and is happy when he is alone.
