1743-1744
of the soldiering father o'rourke and i did in the regiment irlandia together; how we fared at the battle of velletri, and until the army divided under the walls of rome, during which time i won more than one promotion.
"'there's a whirring noise across the night,
the "wild-geese" are a-wing,
wide over seas they take their flight,
nor will they come with spring.
blow high, blow low, come fair, come foul,
no danger will they shirk,
till they doff their grey for the blue and the buff
of the regiment of burke!
"'all spain and france and italy
have echoed to our name!
the burning suns of africa
have set our arms aflame!
but to-night we toast the morn that broke
and wakened us to fame!
the day we beat the germans at cremona!
"'would you read our name on honour's roll?
look not for royal grant;
it is written in cassano,
alcoy, and alicant,
saragossa, barcelona—
wherever dangers lurk,
you will find in the van the blue and the buff
of the regiment of burke!
"'all spain and france and italy
have echoed to our name!
the burning suns of africa
have set our arms aflame!
but to-night we toast the morn that broke
and wakened us to fame!
the day we beat the germans at cremona!
"'here's a health to every gentleman
who follows in our train!
here's a health to every lass who waits
till we return again!
here's confusion to the german horde,
until their knavish work
is stopped by the sight of the blue and the buff
of the regiment of burke!
"'all spain and france and italy
have echoed to our name!
the burning suns of africa
have set our arms aflame!
but to-night we toast the morn that broke
and wakened us to fame!
the day we beat the germans at cremona!
"'the day we beat the germans at cremona!'"
in the little inn at narni, in company with six young gentlemen volunteers who had been enjoying a furlough in rome, i sate and roared out the chorus as i picked up the words. to me they were glorious, and the air divine. at all events, the song was an improvement on many that went before and followed after.
i was prepared, in a measure, to meet with much looseness among military gentlemen, whose many vicissitudes and harassing calls on their temper and endurance may excuse a heat and vivacity of language that would not be fitting in an ordinary man. indeed, my uncle scottos swore whenever his fancy pleased him. and no one ever thought the worse of him for that. but here were boys, none of them much older than myself, using oaths that fairly made my blood curdle, with all the assurance of a field-marshal at the least; and besides this, they did their best to make out they were practised in the blackest vices. indeed, so ribald did they grow, that i felt it did not become me to sit quiet and listen to such wickedness.
"gentlemen," i said, "my uncle scottos served in this regiment when it was part of the irish brigade, led by colonel walter burke himself, and it was then held that no officer under the rank of lieutenant had the privilege of swearing or using loose language; and i make bold to say it was a wise regulation, and one which i would like to see in force now."
these very fitting observations were greeted with a roar of laughter, at the end of which mr. fitzgerald, an ensign, said, with a mighty air of gravity: "your reverence is perfectly right; the same rule is still in force, and most strictly observed; but the truth is, that, like his sacred majesty, james iii., our rightful positions are not fully recognized—de facto, as you collegioners say, we are only ensigns and cadets, but de jure, we are captains and lieutenants in all the different degrees—just as your reverence is in the company of coarse, common soldiers, instead of hobnobbing with the heads of the sacred college and other holy men." and his ribaldry was rewarded with a burst of laughter.
"mr. fitzgerald," i retorted, "you can spare your gibes on me. i neither understand nor like them. but if any of you think you can better me in a bout at single-stick, i'll shew you i can take a drubbing without grumbling from any of you who can give it me."
but mr. fitzgerald excused himself, as he had no skill except with the rapier; however, he was replaced by mr. o'reilly, who would have had no mean play had he been schooled by such a tutor as my uncle scottos. then they challenged me to the small sword, thinking it my weak point, but i held my own as easily as at the other; and after this, if any one attempted to draw me on with "your reverence," i had only to answer "single-stick" to turn the conversation. let a lad but take advantage of his early opportunities, and he need not make a poor shewing in any company.
on our arrival at faro, i was presented to his excellency general macdonnell, in command of the irish troops in the neapolitan service, which then consisted of the regiments hibernia and irlandia, the latter including the remnant of "burkes," in which i was entered as a cadet in the company of st. james, under colonel donald macdonnell, his brother ranald being captain en second.
the first injunction laid on me by the general was to dine every day at his table. this, of itself, was forwarding me at once into public notice, as he was constantly surrounded by spanish noblemen and officers of note in the army, to whom he always introduced me as a young scotch highlander from the college in rome, strongly recommended, come to acquire some knowledge of military affairs. here i met his brother, major-general macdonnell, who was allowed to be the best foot officer and engineer in spain, sir balthasar nihel, our general of brigade, and many others.
colonel macdonnell most handsomely fulfilled his promise of fitting me for a soldier, for i was allowed to go out on active service whenever a company or battalion was given its orders, my duty being to report faithfully to the general every transaction that happened to the command i was in.
i made many and pleasant acquaintances, not only in our own troops, but also among the neapolitans and spaniards, who formed the bulk of our army, and was rapidly getting on with my education, a much easier task than any put to me at college.
mr. o'rourke, now father o'rourke, probably through the high favor he held in the santi apostoli, had joined us as chaplain—although, i believe, such a course was unusual from the propaganda—and was soon friends with every one from the general downwards. though he had lost nothing of his old lively disposition, he was a different man from what i had ever seen him when he stood up in his robes before us at the holy office of the mass.
no one who has not seen it performed in the open field, for men who, by their very calling, should have a more lively sense of the uncertainties of this life, can have any idea how grand it is in its simple surroundings. the altar is raised beneath an awning, and the service goes on before the kneeling men, without any of those distractions which meet one in a church; the host is elevated to the roll of drums, the celebrant is half a soldier, and his acolytes cadets. surely no more grateful service is ever offered to the god of battles.
i shall not attempt to go into the detail of my experience in the army; it was that of a lad well introduced and handsomely befriended, and hundreds have gone through as much, and more too; but perhaps it would be hardly honest to pass over my first trial under fire.
in the spring of '44 our army marched along the adriatic, by way of ancona and loretto, to cover the kingdom of naples on that side. the austrian vanguard came to an action with our rear before we reached loretto, and pressed them hard. father o'rourke and i were marching side by side with o'reilly, fitzgerald, and some other young gentlemen near the colonel.
"this strikes me much like a good imitation of running away, general mcdonell of scottos," said he, at which we only groaned, for the day was hot and we could not understand why the enemy should be allowed to annoy us in this fashion; indeed, we were too strongly impressed by the same thought to answer his challenge as it deserved.
but the answer soon came in an order for a reinforcement, and we all besieged the colonel—who was good-nature itself and treated us like his own children—for permission to join. "run off, then, the lot of you, and let the germans see what your faces look like," he cried, laughing; and off we went, overjoyed at our good-fortune.
the required troops were halted and formed, and at once marched to the rear; the moment we saw the confusion and terror there and heard the groans of the wounded as they were roughly borne on with the hurrying mass, things took on a different look. what added to it was that, for some time, we had to stop and allow our people passage in a narrow way, and, by the balls that went whistling over our heads and the cheering of the enemy, we knew they were coming on with a rush.
suddenly a man near me gave a sickening kind of grunt and tumbled down in a heap, like a pile of empty clothes. my heart thumped as if it would burst through my ribs and my head swam so i could hardly see. o'reilly, who was beside me, and, i suppose, moved by the same feeling as myself, put out his hand, which i grasped tightly, and there we stood with our pale faces, when, to our great relief, some old hand just behind us began to sing in a low voice, "the day we beat the germans at cremona"; then, at the same critical moment, came the sharp command, "advance, quick!" and we were saved from a disgrace that would have been worse than death.
"there we stood, with our pale faces"
out we rushed in some kind of order, i suppose, but i do not remember anything but the great blue back of the grenadier in front of me, and how he worked his shoulders as he ran. then came the word "halt!" and almost as quickly "fire!" my piece went off with the others, and when the smoke cleared i had my senses again about me and could see the enemy about one hundred paces ahead of us checked by our fire. we kept at it until dark came on and the enemy retired, whereon we rejoined our own army and encamped for the night.
that night in the general's tent after dinner he called me to him and asked, "well, my lad, have you smelt powder to-day?"
"yes, sir," i said, "and plentifully."
"what, sir," said he, "are you wounded?"
"no, please your excellency," i answered, feeling somewhat ashamed i had not attained his full approbation in bringing back a whole skin.
"sir," he said, sternly, "you will never smell powder until you are wounded. but in order to give you a better chance, and as a reward for not running away, you will be rated as ensign to-morrow in the place of poor jamieson, killed this afternoon."
so i won my first promotion for not being brave enough to take to my heels, where my heart was during the first part of the engagement at least; i never had the courage either to ask o'reilly what his feelings had been when he held out his hand to me.
"well, well," said father o'rourke, when i told him of my good-fortune, "jeremiah was far-sighted when he prophesied 'the wild asses shall stand in the high places' (et onagri steterunt in rupibus). 'tis drum-major they'll be making you next, and never a step for me, though i've the hardest and most dangerous work in the world trying to keep your heathen souls out of the clutch of a bigger enemy than prince lobkowitz himself. but 'tis a family party you are, anyway—here's a major-general macdonnell, and a lieutenant-general macdonnell, and a colonel, and a captain and a lieutenant, and that poor little orphan, angus, you left behind in rome, and now they must needs make an ensign of you. faith, you're so plentiful hereabouts, i begin to believe the story that you had a boat of your own in the time of noah."
"indeed we had not, father o'rourke," i returned, indignantly, "that was the mcleans."
"oh, well, mcleans or mcdonells, 'tis all one. and noah shewed his wisdom there, too, for had he let any more highlanders into the ark, they'd have been sailing it themselves inside of a month, for they've a rare scent for all the high places," he went on, with a roar of his irish laughing. and i went off angry, but thinking how strange it was that so sensible a man in many things should find a pleasure in this childish way of jesting on any subject, and should so often choose me for his funning, who didn't relish it at all.
colonel macdonnell confirmed my rank as ensign on the morrow, and for days we were hard at it marching across italy to cover the northern frontier of naples, next the ecclesiastical states on the mediterranean, where we got news that the austrians were advancing in force under prince lobkowitz and the famous general browne. they had an army of forty-five thousand men, austrians, hungarians, and croats, while we were joined by thirty thousand neapolitan troops, under king carlo, so our forces were fairly equal. we took possession of the town of velletri, within the pope's dominions, the king making his headquarters in the casa ginetti, a handsome modern palace fronting on the principal square, while our army occupied the level country and the heights above. the count di gages was at the head of the spanish, and the duke of castropignano of the neapolitan troops, each taking command day about.
by some oversight the enemy were allowed to gain possession of the heights monte artemisio and monte spina, which occasioned great inconvenience to us, as by this means they commanded the high-road to rome, and cut off our supply of water by the conduit which fed the great fountain in the principal square, so that we were obliged to search for water every evening at the cisterns and fountains about the country, or at the river, which ran in the great ravine between the two main armies, which lay about four miles asunder. to add to this, there was constant and severe enough fighting almost daily, but without any result proportionate.
about an hour before daybreak one morning, being on sentry, i was alarmed by the tramping of horses and the stir of men advancing towards my post. i challenged, and was answered by lieutenant-general macdonnell, whose voice i knew, and he knowing mine, called out:
"is that you, mcdonell?"
"yes, your excellency," i answered.
"get yourself relieved then, and come with me."
while the relief was coming, i asked, "where is your excellency going?"
"to beat these rascals from their post," and nothing more was said until i got relieved and joined.
off we went in the darkness, the general bidding me lay hold of his stirrup-leather; and as we went, he explained our object was to carry a battery of four eighteen-pounders nearest our camp. this we did with a rush, receiving only one discharge, and capturing near three hundred men, who had hardly time to strike a blow. then, seeing that the battery could not be maintained for a moment, being completely exposed to the heights, he acted without waiting for orders, formed his force into three columns, and instantly led them against monte artemisio. hot work we had of it for two hours, but at it we kept until we had cleared the heights of the enemy, whose force on monte spina, seeing our success, retreated to their camp, of which we had a full view, and which seemed to be in great confusion.
the general formed us up without hesitation. "your work is only half done, my lads! here's for another touch of cremona!" and down the hill we swept on the enemy, shouting the song of the old regiment; but they never waited for us, deserting their camp and taking post in a wood hard by. it was a disappointment, but another was quick on its heels, for now who should ride up but an aide-de-camp with the most positive orders from the general-in-command to retreat. then i heard a general officer swear for the first time!
however, there was nothing to be done; the camp was fired in as many places as possible, and we reclimbed monte artemisio and held it until relieved by the engineers under major-general macdonnell, who at once set about fortifying it with strong batteries, whereon we returned to camp, and the general to headquarters.
there was some talk, we afterwards heard, of his exceeding orders, which were to take the first battery only, and in a mixed army like ours it will be readily understood there was always a certain jealousy of any personal success; one would have thought it was an error to have beaten the enemy.
"how far would you have gone, general, had you not been recalled?" asked the young duke of alba, anxious to settle the matter.
"to the devil, your highness, if necessary:" the old soldier answered.
thereat the king laughed heartily and said he believed him capable of it, and put an end to all further discussion by saying the general had acted under his orders, which was a very handsome way out of the difficulty, and highly approved of by our force when spread about.
we now settled down to continual skirmishing and manoeuvring and constant harassing of each other, with daily loss and daily distress on each side.
it was like living in a great city in this camp nearly four miles in length, resting its left on the town and its right on monte artemisio. across on the other side of the valley lay our enemy, and if we suffered somewhat for lack of water, we knew they suffered still more from scarcity of provisions, as most of the prisoners we took were always eager for a meal; but our greatest suffering was from the incessant heat, for there we lay all the summer months amid the dirt and other discomforts of a great crowd cut off from all water save for the most absolute needs. the peasants gave us of their stores readily enough, not because of their loyalty, but that any resistance to our foraging parties would have been useless, and have served only to aggravate their distress; so there was little opposition beyond outcries and black looks. the part of the peasant is a poor one in the time of war; but, after all, there must always be some to feed the soldiers, and if there were no peasants, doubtless we would have lived on some one else. i never would have fallen into this train of thought had it not been for father o'rourke, who gave himself much concern for them and their affairs, and went so far as to preach one sunday that all men are equal in the sight of god, a holding i have never been able to make head or tail of, as it is clear against the common sense of any man who goes through the world with his eyes open.
in the beginning of august it was evident some great move was on foot by the enemy; there was constant marching and counter-marching, and we learnt from our spies that the sick, of whom there were many, had been moved to a great distance from the camp.
our brigade in its encampment lay a little in rear of our left wing and faced the town. it was then the 10th of august, and i was to go on guard before daybreak on the outposts. the night was a sweltering one, rendering sleep wellnigh impossible; so, in company with a young fellow, come piping hot from ireland to enter himself as a cadet in our regiment, i threw myself down fully dressed under an awning prepared for divine service on the morrow. for some cause unknown to me i was not called for guard at the proper time, but was awakened before daybreak by a couple of shots; then came half a dozen, next a couple of volleys, when, on starting up, i told my guest we certainly were attacked.
"whatever shall i do?" he exclaimed; "i have no arms!"
"never mind, fall into the ranks; if you are killed at the first discharge, you won't need any; if not, you will find as many as you want."
"but i have not yet been reviewed," he objected.
"no, and ten chances to one you never will be," i called back, as i rushed to order the générale sounded, which was soon repeated by all the drums in the army.
and then began such a confusion as i hope never to see again. our men and officers turned out as they were, trying to slip into their clothes and find their arms. it was impossible to make out anything clearly, but we did our utmost to carry out the orders we heard screamed in the darkness.
from the sounds which came to us, it was evident the enemy were attempting to force our front, and so cut through our line. we had not half formed before we were nearly crushed by the rush of riderless horses of the two dragoon regiments in our rear, many of which broke away before the men could saddle them; and these were immediately followed by a regiment of petits walloons and a great body of cowardly neapolitans who gave way before the enemy. in spite of it all we formed again, wheeled about, and faced the enemy, to find our army was cut in two, our left was on an impassable ravine, and general browne with his successful troops in our front. there was nothing to do but retire towards the town, which we did, leaving a number of our officers and men on the field.
for my own share i was one of the last to give way, but when i turned my back i imagined the enemy all fired at me alone, and ran with all my might, feeling as though a weight were tied to each of my legs, till i out-distanced every one, when on looking back i saw the whole coming up. i halted, and every one as he came up did the same, and we soon formed a regular line. we were now joined by our senior officers, who restored order and resolved us to revenge our dead comrades and fight to the last. our situation we found to be as bad as before. we wheeled to the right and endeavored to enter the town by the nearest gate, in order to defend ourselves by the help of an old roman wall which surrounded the town; but the guard at the gate and those on the wall fired at us, mistaking us for the enemy in the uncertain light, and just then a column of browne's men coming up gave us another fire.
to extricate ourselves from this very critical situation, we made another wheel to the left to recover our former ground, which with great loss we accomplished, only to find ourselves in a worse chance than before, for now a body of the enemy was between us and the ravine, by which means we were attacked on both flanks and in front.
the slaughter was terrible, and, being reduced to extremity, we offered to capitulate on honourable terms; at this there was a lull in the action and time to look about. we were so encumbered by our dead and wounded that a regular formation was almost impossible, but this we set about righting with all possible haste. our colonel sat straight and erect in the midst of us, in earnest talk with the french major-general, who was in command. lieutenant butler was near me, and o'reilly i saw attending to the removal of some of the wounded. the men, half-dressed, and many of them covered with blood, were resting as if the affair were entirely over, and already were talking and joking with each other in their usual way as if our lives did not hang on the answer to our terms. at length word was brought that our offer was refused, and we must surrender at discretion. our chiefs whispered a moment, then colonel macdonnell rose to his full height in his stirrups and called in a voice deep with feeling, "officers and gentlemen of the company of st. james! they refuse us the only terms which honourable men can accept without disgrace. officers, gentlemen, all! i call on you to fight while a charge of powder and ball is left to living or to dead!" and the cheer we gave him carried our answer back to our ungenerous foe.
there was no shirking, as every man stepped firmly to his place; but matters grew worse from the beginning. our french general was shot down, then colonel macdonnell, crying, "i'll open a way for you, my lads! come on!" spurred his horse straight at the enemy, only to go down torn with bullets, while on every side our officers and men were falling fast.
so far i had not a scratch, but now a ball went through my thigh which prevented my standing. i crossed my firelock under my leg and shook it to see if the bone were whole, which, finding to be the case, i raised myself on one knee and continued firing. i received another shot, which threw me down, but i still made an attempt to support my surviving comrades until a third wound quite disabled me. loss of blood, and no way to stop it, soon reduced my strength. i, however, gripped my sword, ready to run through the first who should insult me.
all our ammunition now being spent, and not a single cartridge to be found even among the dead, quarter was called by the few who remained alive. many of the wounded were knocked on the head, and i did not escape; for, observing one approaching, i made ready to run him through, but seeing that five more were close to him, i dropped my sword, only to be saluted with "hundsfott!" and a rattle of blows on my head, whereupon i fainted.
on coming to myself, i found i was lying with my clothes stripped off, weltering in my blood, twisting and turning with pain in the dust under a blistering sun, and no one alive near me to speak to.
the first who came up to me was a croat, who, spying my gold-laced hat near by, clapped it on his head, and then had the impudence to ask me how i liked it. not pleased with my answer, which was short, he turned me over on my face and, cutting off my queue with his sabre, marched away, saying he would remember me by it.
shortly after this i was visited by another with cocked pistol in hand, who demanded my purse in very bad italian.
"where do you think i have hidden it?" i asked, angrily, for i hadn't on me what would have covered a sixpence. "if you can find it about me you can take it."
"is that an answer for me, you ——," and here he called me a name, bad enough for a living man, but to the last degree insulting to one in my condition, and with this he pointed his pistol straight between my eyes.
i thought no one near, but the word "quarter" was scarce spoken by me when i saw his pistol arm seized by a genteel young man, dressed only in his waistcoat, who cried, "you rascal, let the man die as he pleases; you see he has enough. go and kill some one able to resist," and the fellow made off.
"pray sir," said i to the young man, "what do you intend to make of this town if you take it!"
"keep it if we can; if not, burn it."
"then, sir, if you will have me borne to your camp, and my wounds dressed, i will reward you with fifty crowns."
off he went, and in a few minutes came back with four stout german soldiers, to whom he said something in their language. they seized me by the arms and legs, but no sooner had they raised me from the ground than i fainted with the pain, and on recovering i found myself where i formerly was. the young man was still near, who told me shortly that i could not be removed.
"but, sir," said i, "if you set the town on fire i shall infallibly be burned here," for in our struggle we had been driven back on the walls.
"if i am alive," he returned, "i will prevent that; but i must attend to my duty, as the firing in the streets continues very hot," and with that he left me, and i saw no more of him.
i now observed a regiment of horse drawn up about half a gun-shot from where i lay. they faced the town, and if they advanced a few paces more i was afraid they would crush me under foot. but they faced to the rear, retired a little, and then faced the town again. this manoeuvring surprised me; i listened attentively and heard the cannon and platoons approach, and, raising my head on my hand, looked towards the gate nearest me, which was quite full of our men running out trailing their arms, to form a line between me and the horse; they were followed by another sortie of our people, who formed yet another line, but in this case between me and the town wall.
i looked upon myself then as certain of death, but used every precaution in my power to preserve what little life was left to me as long as possible. i seized two of my dead comrades, for they were thick around me, and with great difficulty dragged myself between them, so as to have some shelter from straggling balls.
i did not remain long in this danger, however, as the enemy, at the second fire from our people, left their ground and galloped out of sight.
i now began to suffer the torments of thirst in addition to my other pains, and called to every one who passed near me for a drink; but from the heat of the day, and the length of the action, their canteens and calabashes were all empty. at last i saw a grenadier of the swiss guards, whose uniform was very much like ours, with a large calabash, and asked him if he had anything in it. "yes, brother," he said, mistaking me, i suppose, for a swiss.
i took a hearty draught of excellent wine and offered it back to him.
"no, no, brother," he said, "i am unhurt and you cannot help yourself," and thereupon he left me.
i was greatly refreshed, and on looking about me saw poor lieutenant butler, whom i had not before observed, lying near me on all fours. he was sadly wounded, and begged me in the name of god to let him have a drink. i drew myself a little nearer him, for he could not move, and handed him the calabash. he seized it eagerly and would have certainly finished it, had not i, observing from the horrid nature of his wound it was only a question of minutes till the end, pulled it from him, saying, "it is easy to see, my poor fellow, that your bread is baked. i cannot let you waste this when i may perish for the want of it." it is not that war makes men unfeeling, as many have urged, but in it they attain a judgment in the value of life not so readily acquired elsewhere.
it was now getting towards evening, and i must have fainted or slept somewhat, for the next i remember was feeling what i took to be rain falling, and, on opening my eyes, there was the big face of father o'rourke over me. he was crying like a child, and the first words i made out were: "oh, giovannini, darling! my poor boy! you're not dead—you're not dead, after all!"
"who's beaten, father?" i asked, as soon as i could speak.
"faith, we're all beaten! first we were smashed into tatters, the king all but taken, and would have been had it not been for sir balthasar nihel. we were beaten at every point of the compass, only we didn't know it! but now we've the town again, and sent general browne off with a flea in his ear, and all the croats and hungarians, pandours and talpathians, hot foot after him. but oh, the poor souls that have gone to glory this night! faith, promotion will be the order of the day now." and all this and much more he gave out, half crying, half laughing.
and there the good man sate, talking his nonsense to keep me up, holding me in his arms covered with his cassock, which he had stripped off when first he found me, in no little danger from the rascally camp-followers and the miserable peasants, who were prowling about ready to put a knife into any one who offered the least resistance. indeed, the peasants killed, resistance or not; for each soldier dead, no matter what side, they looked on as one enemy the less.
"there the good man sate, holding me in his arms"
i was too weak to think of such things, but he told me afterwards his heart gave a te deum of rejoicing when he saw lieutenant miles macdonnell, of the regiment hibernia, looking over the bodies for any chance of saving friends. he at once hailed him, and i was soon, lying on the leaf of a door on my way to the hospital.
some idea may be gathered of the importance of this engagement when i say that there were near two hundred officers alone in the hospital, which was one of the largest convents in the town. as father o'rourke foretold, promotion was rapid and easy, and captain ranald macdonnell was named as colonel, commanding the regiment in the place of his brother, killed, as already related. he went through the hospital twice a day and never failed to visit me, inquiring particularly of my condition by order of his father, the general, and also brought me news of my own promotion as lieutenant, with many kindly wishes for my speedy recovery—and i know no more grateful cataplasm for a mending wound than promotion.
it was wonderful how we all improved in spite of the heat, our crowded condition, and the scanty fare. my greatest suffering was from dreaming; for weeks i could not get the awful experiences of that day out of my poor head, and no sooner was i asleep than i was at some part of it again, only to be awakened with a scream and a start which often opened my wounds afresh and left me almost fainting with pain. my experience was only that of others, many of whom afterwards said they too dreaded the coming of sleep, which only increased their torments.
many a story we had of the day, and gradually we gathered something like a fair idea of the whole. general novati had carried out his attack on the town successfully, but had been prevented from seizing the person of the king through the obstinate defence of the irish troops; indeed, we came in for no small share of compliments. even general browne, who cut our own detachment to pieces, said he was sorry for our loss, though he admired our gallant behaviour. this was the word brought by mr. o'reilly, who saved his life by a stratagem; for being down like the rest of us in our last stand, and fearing lest he should be trampled under foot by a squadron of horse just preparing to charge, he called out to the germans, "would you leave the duke of alba to perish?" and so was picked up and carried out of danger. when brought before general browne and his staff, he confessed he was only mr. o'reilly, a lieutenant in the irish brigade, and had borrowed the duke's name when he thought it would do him most good. he was abandoned by the enemy in their retreat and carried in, and afterwards made his apologies to his highness for the liberty he had taken, who graciously assured him he was glad it served so good an end.
the day had ended by a loss to the enemy of near three thousand men, and general novati a prisoner, besides many other officers of high rank; our own loss was near as heavy, but, then, we were victorious, and the enemy foiled in every point he attempted.
father o'rourke was untiring in his care of us all. indeed, for weeks he hardly seemed to have any rest, but whether he was up all night with some poor fellow whose time was short, or comforting another in pain, or letter-writing, or listening to complaints, he had always the same lively humour that brought many a laugh from the long rows of beds within hearing.
in about six weeks i was on crutches, but sadly incommoded by want of clothes, for i had not even a shirt i could call my own. "faith, don't be so mighty put out on account of a few rags and tatters," was father o'rourke's comfort; "'tis a blessed state of innocence i found you in! not even adam in the garden of eden could have had less on him, or been less put out by it. you may thank providence you are here in this blessed sunshine, instead of skiting about barelegged in your native land, where i'm told on good authority the men wear petticoats even in winter." but i was superior to his gibes a day or so later, for the general, hearing of my straits, most obligingly sent me a suit of clothes and half a dozen of shirts. and to add to his many kindnesses, in a letter he wrote to king james giving an account of the late battle, he mentioned my condition to his majesty, setting forth my services in terms of such commendation that the king was pleased to order a pretty good sum of money for my immediate occasions.
weary as i was of the hospital, i dreaded leaving it, as ordinary courtesy, let alone my heavy obligations, necessitated an immediate visit to the general, which i much dreaded, as i had not seen him since the day before the battle, when his son rode at our head, as gallant an officer as there was in the service. but when i stood before that fine old soldier there was only welcome in his look, and he said, jocosely:
"are you still alive?"
"i hope your excellency has sent no one to kill me," i answered, falling in with his humour.
"no, by gad! i thought you had enough. but i know what has brought you here to-day; you have come for a good meal after being starved in the hospital. but be careful, i have seen many who have been carried off by overeating in like case."
dinner was served, and i sate down nearly opposite the general, who eyed me anxiously from time to time; at last he got up, took my knife and fork from me, and, ordering away what was before me, said, "you young devil, you'll kill yourself!" and his roughness meant more to me than soft words from any other man.
from this out i recovered rapidly, and soon was myself again and back in my company with full rank as lieutenant. there was no fighting now of any importance, and we wondered what the next move would be. but our spies and the deserters brought us in no news of value, and on the last day of september we lay down while our out-posts watched those of the enemy, their fires burning as usual across the valley; but in the morning we thought it strange we heard no drums and saw no movement, and then it dawned upon us that their whole army had withdrawn during the night, and now were in full retreat by way of rome.
all the available force started in pursuit, with the hope of bringing them to an action at torre metia, about half-way between albano and rome, but they outmarched us. both armies had engaged with his holiness not to enter rome, so the enemy passed under its walls, where, our advanced guard coming up with their rear, there was warm skirmishing until they crossed the tiber at the ponte mole and encamped on the far side until the next morning, when they continued their retreat. our army now divided, one division going forward under the count di gages to harass the enemy, while the remainder followed king carlo back to naples.
