one of the commonest sights in the vale was a certain man on a bicycle carrying a bag full of newspapers. he was as much a sound as a sight, for what distinguished him from all other men to be encountered there on bicycles was not his appearance, though that was noticeable; it was his sweet tenor voice, heard as he rode along singing each morning from cobbs mill, through kezzal predy peter, thasper, and buzzlebury, and so on to trinkel and nuncton. all sorts of things he sang, ballads, chanties, bits of glees, airs from operas, hymns, and sacred anthems—he was leader of thasper church choir—but he seemed to observe some sort of rotation in their rendering. in the forepart of the week it was hymns and anthems; on wednesday he usually turned to modestly secular tunes; he was rolling on thursday and friday through a gamut of love songs and ballads undoubtedly secular and not necessarily modest, while on saturday—particularly at eve, spent in the tap of “the white hart”—his programme was entirely ribald and often a little improper. but always on sunday he was the most decorous of men, no questionable liquor passed his lips, and his comportment was a credit to the church, a model even for soberer men.
dan pavey was about thirty-five years old, of medium height and of medium appearance except as to his hat (a hard black bowler which seemed never to belong to him, though he had worn it for years) and as to his nose. it was an ugly nose, big as a253 baby’s elbow; he had been born thus, it had not been broken or maltreated, though it might have engaged in some pre-natal conflict when it was malleable, since when nature had healed, but had not restored it. but there was ever a soft smile that covered his ugliness, which made it genial and said, or seemed to say: don’t make a fool of me, i am a friendly man, this is really my hat, and as for my nose—god made it so.
the six hamlets which he supplied with newspapers lie along the icknield vale close under the ridge of woody hills, and the inhabitants adjacent to the woods fell the beech timber and, in their own homes, turn it into rungs or stretchers for chair manufacturers who, somewhere out of sight beyond the hills, endlessly make chair, and nothing but chair. sometimes in a wood itself there may be seen a shanty built of faggots in which sits a man turning pieces of chair on a treadle lathe. tall, hollow, and greenly dim are the woods, very solemn places, and they survey the six little towns as a man might look at six tiny pebbles lying on a green rug at his feet.
one august morning the newspaper man was riding back to thasper. the day was sparkling like a diamond, but he was not singing, he was thinking of scroope, the new rector of thasper parish, and the thought of scroope annoyed him. it was not only the tone of the sermon he had preached on sunday, “the poor we have always with us,” though that was in bad taste from a man reputed rich and with a heart—people said—as hard as a door-knocker; it was something more vital, a congenital difference254 between them as profound as it was disagreeable. the rev. faudel scroope was wealthy, he seemed to have complete confidence in his ability to remain so, and he was the kind of man with whom dan pavey would never be able to agree. as for mrs. scroope, gloom pattered upon him in a strong sighing shower at the least thought of her.
at larkspur lane he came suddenly upon the rector talking to an oldish man, eli bond, who was hacking away at a hedge. scroope never wore a hat, he had a curly bush of dull hair. though his face was shaven clean it remained a regular plantation of ridges and wrinkles; there was a stoop in his shoulders, a lurch in his gait, and he had a voice that howled.
“just a moment, pavey,” he bellowed, and dan dismounted.
“all those years,” the parson went on talking to the hedger; “all those years, dear me!”
“i were born in thasper sixty-six year ago, come the twenty-third of october, sir, the same day—but two years before—as lady hesseltine eloped with rudolf moxley. i was reared here and i worked here sin’ i were six year old. twalve children i have had (though five on ’em come to naught and two be in the army) and i never knowed what was to be out of work for one single day in all that sixty year. never. i can’t thank my blessed master enough for it.”
“isn’t that splendidly feudal,” murmured the priest, “who is your good master?”
the old man solemnly touched his hat and said:255 “god.”
“o, i see, yes, yes,” cried the rev. scroope. “well, good health and constant, and good work and plenty of it, are glorious things. the man who has never done a day’s work is a dog, and the man who deceives his master is a dog too.”
“i never donn that, sir.”
“and you’ve had happy days in thasper, i’m sure?”
“right-a-many, sir.”
“splendid. well ... um ... what a heavy rain we had in the night.”
“ah, that was heavy! at five o’clock this morning i daren’t let my ducks out—they’d a bin drownded, sir.”
“ha, now, now, now!” warbled the rector as he turned away with dan.
“capital old fellow, happy and contented. i wish there were more of the same breed. i wish....” the parson sighed pleasantly as he and dan walked on together until they came to the village street where swallows were darting and flashing very low. a small boy stood about, trying to catch them in his hands as they swooped close to him. dan’s own dog pranced up to his master for a greeting. it was black, somewhat like a greyhound, but stouter. its tail curled right over its back and it was cocky as a bird, for it was young; it could fight like a tiger and run like the wind—many a hare had had proof of that.
said mr. scroope, eyeing the dog: “is there much poaching goes on here?”
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“poaching, sir?”
“i am told there is. i hope it isn’t true for i have rented most of the shooting myself.”
“i never heard tell of it, sir. years ago, maybe. the buzzlebury chaps one time were rare hands at taking a few birds, so i’ve heard, but i shouldn’t think there’s an onlicensed gun for miles around.”
“i’m not thinking so much of guns. farmer prescott had his warren netted by someone last week and lost fifty or sixty rabbits. there’s scarcely a hare to be seen, and i find wires wherever i go. it’s a crime like anything else, you know,” scroope’s voice was loud and strident, “and i shall deal very severely with poaching of any kind. o yes, you have to, you know, pavey. o yes. there was a man in my last parish was a poacher, cunning scoundrel of the worst type, never did a stroke of work, and he had a dog, it wasn’t unlike your dog—this is your dog, isn’t it? you haven’t got your name on its collar, you should have your name on a dog’s collar—well, he had a perfect brute of a dog, carried off my pheasants by the dozen; as for hares, he exterminated them. man never did anything else, but we laid him by the heels and in the end i shot the dog myself.”
“shot it?” said dan. “no, i couldn’t tell a poacher if i was to see one. i know no more about 'em than a bone in the earth.”
“we shall be,” continued scroope, “very severe with them. let me see—are you singing the purcell on sunday evening?“
”he shall feed his flock—sir—like a shepherd.”
“splendid! good-day, pavey.”
dan, followed by his bounding, barking dog,257 pedalled home to a little cottage that seemed to sag under the burden of its own thatch; it had eaves a yard wide, and birds’ nests in the roof at least ten years old. here dan lived with his mother, meg pavey, for he had never married. she kept an absurd little shop for the sale of sweets, vinegar, boot buttons and such things, and was a very excellent old dame, but as na?ve as she was vague. if you went in to her counter for a newspaper and banged down a halfcrown she would as likely as not give you change for sixpence—until you mentioned the discrepancy, when she would smilingly give you back your halfcrown again.
dan passed into the back room where meg was preparing dinner, threw off his bag, and sat down without speaking. his mother was making a heavy succession of journeys between the table and a larder.
“mrs. scroope’s been here,” said meg, bringing a loaf to the table.
“what did she want?”
“she wanted to reprimand me.”
“and what have you been doing?”
meg was in the larder again. “’tis not me, ’tis you.”
“what do you mean, mother?”
“she’s been a-hinting,” here meg pushed a dish of potatoes to the right of the bread, and a salt-cellar to the left of the yawning remains of a rabbit pie,258 “about your not being a teetotal. she says the boozing do give the choir a bad name and i was to persuade you to give it up.”
“i should like to persuade her it was time she is dead. i don’t go for to take any pattern from that rich trash. are we the grass under their feet? and can you tell me why parsons’ wives are always so much more awful than the parsons themselves? i never shall understand that if i lives a thousand years. name o’ god, what next?”
“well, ’tis as she says. drink is no good to any man, and she can’t say as i ain’t reprimanded you.”
“name o’ god,” he replied, “do you think i booze just for the sake o’ the booze, because i like booze? no man does that. he drinks so that he shan’t be thought a fool, or rank himself better than his mates—though he knows in his heart he might be if he weren’t so poor or so timid. not that one would mind to be poor if it warn’t preached to him that he must be contented. how can the poor be contented as long as there’s the rich to serve? the rich we have always with us, that’s our responsibility, we are the grass under their feet. why should we be proud of that? when a man’s poor the only thing left him is hope—for something better: and that’s called envy. if you don’t like your riches you can always give it up, but poverty you can’t desert, nor it won’t desert you.”
“it’s no good flying in the face of everything like that, dan, it’s folly.”
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“if i had my way i’d be an independent man and live by myself a hundred miles from anywheres or anybody. but that’s madness, that’s madness, the world don’t expect you to go on like that, so i do as other folks do, not because i want to, but because i a’nt the pluck to be different. you taught me a good deal, mother, but you never taught me courage and i wasn’t born with any, so i drinks with a lot of fools who drink with me for much the same reason, i expect. it’s the same with other things besides drink.”
his indignation lasted throughout the afternoon as he sat in the shed in his yard turning out his usual quantity of chair. he sang not one note, he but muttered and mumbled over all his anger. towards evening he recovered his amiability and began to sing with a gusto that astonished even his mother. he went out into the dusk humming like a bee, taking his dog with him. in the morning the rev. scroope found a dead hare tied by the neck to his own door-knocker, and at night (it being saturday) dan pavey was merrier than ever in “the white hart.” if he was not drunk he was what thasper calls “tightish,” and had never before sung so many of those ribald songs (mostly of his own composition) for which he was noted.
a few evenings later dan attended a meeting of the church men’s guild. a group of very mute countrymen sat in the village hall and were goaded into speech by the rector.
“thasper,” declared mr. scroope, “has a great name for its singing. all over the six hamlets there is surprising musical genius. there’s the buzzlebury band—it is a capital band.”
“it is that,” interrupted a maroon-faced butcher from buzzlebury,260 “it can play as well at nine o’clock in the morning as it can at nine o’clock at night, and that’s a good band as can do it.”
“now i want our choir to compete at the county musical festival next year. thasper is going to show those highly trained choristers what a native choir is capable of. yes, and i’m sure our friend pavey can win the tenor solo competition. let us all put our backs into it and work agreeably and consistently. those are the two main springs of good human conduct—consistency and agreeability. the consistent man will always attain his legitimate ends, always. i remember a man in my last parish, tom turkem, known and loved throughout the county; he was not only the best cricketer in our village, he was the best for miles around. he revelled in cricket, and cricket only; he played cricket and lived for cricket. the years went on and he got old, but he never dreamed of giving up cricket. his bowling average got larger every year and his batting average got smaller, but he still went on, consistent as ever. his order of going in dropped down to no. 6 and he seldom bowled; then he got down to no. 8 and never bowled. for a season or two the once famous tom turkem was really the last man in! after that he became umpire, then scorer, and then he died. he had got a little money, very little, just enough to live comfortably on. no, he never married. he was a very happy, hearty, hale old man. so you see? now there is a cricket club at buzzlebury, and one at trinkel. why not a cricket club at thasper? shall we do that?... good!”
the parson went on outlining his projects, and261 although it was plain to dan that the rev. scroope had very little, if any, compassion for the weaknesses natural to mortal flesh, and attached an extravagant value to the virtues of decency, sobriety, consistency, and, above all, loyalty to all sorts of incomprehensible notions, yet his intentions were undeniably agreeable and the guild was consistently grateful.
“one thing, pavey,” said scroope when the meeting had dispersed, “one thing i will not tolerate in this parish, and that is gambling.”
“gambling? i have never gambled in my life, sir. i couldn’t tell you hardly the difference between spades and clubs.”
“i am speaking of horse-racing, pavey.”
“now that’s a thing i never see in my life, mr. scroope.”
“ah, you need not go to the races to bet on horses; the slips of paper and money can be collected by men who are agents for racing bookmakers. and that is going on all round the six hamlets, and the man who does the collecting, even if he does not bet himself, is a social and moral danger, he is a criminal, he is against the law. whoever he is,” said the vicar, moderating his voice, but confidently beaming and patting dan’s shoulder, “i shall stamp him out mercilessly. good-night, pavey.”
dan went away with murder in his heart. timid strangers here and there had fancied that a man with such a misshapen face would be capable of committing a crime, not a mere peccadillo—you wouldn’t take notice of that, of course—but a solid substantial misdemeanour like murder. and it was true, he was262 capable of murder—just as everybody else is, or ought to be. but he was also capable of curbing that distressing tendency in the usual way, and in point of fact he never did commit a murder.
these rectorial denunciations troubled the air but momentarily, and he still sang gaily and beautifully on his daily ride from cobbs mill along the little roads to trinkel and nuncton. the hanging richness of the long woods yellowing on the fringe of autumn, the long solemn hills themselves, cold sunlight, coloured berries in briary loops, the brown small leaves of hawthorn that had begun to drop from the hedge and flutter in the road like dying moths, teams of horses sturdily ploughing, sheepfolds already thatched into little nooks where the ewes could lie—dan said—as warm as a pudding: these things filled him with tiny ecstasies too incoherent for him to transcribe—he could only sing.
on bonfire night the lads of the village lit a great fire on the space opposite “the white hart.” snow was falling; it was not freezing weather, but the snow lay in a soft thin mat upon the road. dan was returning on his bicycle from a long journey and the light from the bonfire was cheering. it lit up the courtyard of the inn genially and curiously, for the recumbent hart upon the balcony had a pad of snow upon its wooden nose, which somehow made it look like a camel, in spite of the huddled snow on its back which gave it the resemblance of a sheep. a few boys stood with bemused wrinkled faces before the roaring warmth. dan dismounted very carefully opposite the blaze, for a tiny boy rode on the back263 of the bicycle, wrapped up and tied to the frame by a long scarf; very small, very silent, about five years old. a red wool wrap was bound round his head and ears and chin, and a green scarf encircled his neck and waist, almost hiding his jacket; gaiters of grey wool were drawn up over his knickerbockers. dan lifted him down and stood him in the road, but he was so cumbered with clothing that he could scarcely walk. he was shy; he may have thought it ridiculous; he moved a few paces and turned to stare at his footmarks in the snow.
“cold?” asked dan.
the child shook its head solemnly at him and then put one hand in dan’s and gazed at the fire that was bringing a brightness into the longlashed dark eyes and tenderly flushing the pale face.
“hungry?”
the child did not reply. it only silently smiled when the boys brought him a lighted stick from the faggots. dan caught him up into his arms and pushed the cycle across the way into his own home.
plump meg had just shredded up two or three red cabbages and rammed them into a crock with a shower of peppercorns and some terrible knots of ginger. there was a bright fire and a sharp odour of vinegar—always some strange pleasant smell in meg pavey’s home—she had covered the top of the crock with a shield of brown paper, pinioned that with string, licked a label: “cabege novenbr 5t,” and smoothed it on the crock, when the latch lifted and dan carried in his little tiny boy.
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“here he is, mother.”
where dan stood him, there the child remained; he did not seem to see mother pavey, his glance had happened to fall on the big crock with the white label—and he kept it there.
“whoever’s that?” asked the astonished meg with her arms akimbo as dan began to unwrap the child.
“that’s mine,” said her son, brushing a few flakes of snow from the curls on its forehead.
“yours! how long have it been yours?”
“since ’twas born. no, let him alone, i’ll undo him, he’s full up wi’ pins and hooks. i’ll undo him.”
meg stood apart while dan unravelled his offspring.
“but it is not your child, surely, dan?”
“ay, i’ve brought him home for keeps, mother. he can sleep wi’ me.”
“who’s its mother?”
“’tis no matter about that. dan cupid did it.”
“you’re making a mock of me. who is his mother? where is she? you’re fooling, dan, you’re fooling!”
“i’m making no mock of anyone. there, there’s a bonny grandson for you!”
meg gathered the child into her arms, peering into its face, perhaps to find some answer to the riddle, perhaps to divine a familiar likeness. but there was nothing in its soft smooth features that at all resembled her rugged dan’s.
“who are you? what’s your little name?”
the child whispered: “martin.”
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“it’s a pretty, pretty thing, dan.”
“ah!” said her son, “that’s his mother. we were rare fond of each other—once. now she’s wedd’n another chap and i’ve took the boy, for it’s best that way. he’s five year old. don’t ask me about her, it’s our secret and always has been. it was a good secret and a grand secret, and it was well kept. that’s her ring.”
the child’s thumb had a ring upon it, a golden ring with a small green stone. the thumb was crooked, and he clasped the ring safely.
for a while meg asked no more questions about the child. she pressed it tenderly to her bosom.
but the long-kept secret, as dan soon discovered, began to bristle with complications. the boy was his, of course it was his—he seemed to rejoice in his paternity of the quiet, pretty, illegitimate creature. as if that brazen turpitude was not enough to confound him he was taken a week later in the act of receiving betting commissions and heavily fined in the police court, although it was quite true that he himself did not bet, and was merely a collecting agent for a bookmaker who remained discreetly in the background and who promptly paid his fine.
there was naturally a great racket in the vestry about these things—there is no more rhadamanthine formation than that which can mount the ornamental forehead of a deacon—and dan was bidden to an interview at the “scroopery.” after some hesitation he visited it.
“ah, pavey,” said the rector, not at all minatory but very subdued and unhappy. “so the blow has fallen, in spite of my warning. i am more sorry266 than i can express, for it means an end to a very long connection. it is very difficult and very disagreeable for me to deal with the situation, but there is no help for it now, you must understand that. i offer no judgment upon these unfortunate events, no judgment at all, but i can find no way of avoiding my clear duty. your course of life is incompatible with your position in the choir, and i sadly fear it reveals not only a social misdemeanour but a religious one—it is a mockery, a mockery of god.”
the rector sat at a table with his head pressed on his hands. pavey sat opposite him, and in his hands he dangled his bowler hat.
“you may be right enough in your way, sir, but i’ve never mocked god. for the betting, i grant you. it may be a dirty job, but i never ate the dirt myself, i never betted in my life. it’s a way of life, a poor man has but little chance of earning more than a bare living, and there’s many a dirty job there’s no prosecution for, leastways not in this world.”
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“let me say, pavey, that the betting counts less heavily with me than the question of this unfortunate little boy. i offer no judgment upon the matter, your acknowledgment of him is only right and proper. but the fact of his existence at all cannot be disregarded; that at least is flagrant, and as far as concerns your position in my church, it is a mockery of god.”
“you may be right, sir, as far as your judgment goes, or you may not be. i beg your pardon for that, but we can only measure other people by our own scales, and as we can never understand one another entirely, so we can’t ever judge them rightly, for they all differ from us and from each other in some special ways. but as for being a mocker of god, why it looks to me as if you was trying to teach the almighty how to judge me.”
“pavey,” said the rector with solemnity, “i pity you from the bottom of my heart. we won’t continue this painful discussion, we should both regret it. there was a man in the parish where i came from who was an atheist and mocked god. he subsequently became deaf. was he convinced? no, he was not—because the punishment came a long time after his offence. he mocked god again, and became blind. not at once: god has eternity to work in. still he was not convinced. that,” said the rector ponderously, “is what the church has to contend with; a failure to read the most obvious signs, and an indisposition even to remedy that failure. klopstock was that poor man’s name. his sister—you know her well, jane klopstock—is now my cook.”
the rector then stood up and held out his hand. “god bless you, pavey.”
“i thank you, sir,” said dan. “i quite understand.”
he went home moodily reflecting. nobody else in the village minded his misdeeds, they did not care a button, and none condemned him. on the contrary, indeed. but the blow had fallen, there was nothing that he could now do, the shock of it had been anticipated, but it was severe. and the pang would last, for he was deprived of his chief opportunity for singing, that art in which he excelled, in268 that perfect quiet setting he so loved. rancour grew upon him, and on saturday he had a roaring audacious evening at “the white hart” where, to the tune of “the british grenadiers,” he sung a doggerel:
our parson loves his motor car
his garden and his mansion,
and he loves his beef for i’ve remarked
his belly’s brave expansion;
he loves all mortal mundane things
as he loved his beer at college,
and so he loves his housemaid (not
with mrs. parson’s knowledge.)
our parson lies both hot and strong,
it does not suit his station,
but still his reverend soul delights
in much dissimulation;
both in and out and roundabout
he practises distortion,
and he lies with a public sinner when
grass widowhood’s his portion.
all of which was a savage libel on a very worthy man, composed in anger and regretted as soon as sung.
from that time forward dan gave up his boozing and devoted himself to the boy, little martin, who, a thasper joker suggested, might have some kinship with the notorious betty of that name. but dan’s voice was now seldom heard singing upon the roads he travelled. they were icy wintry roads, but that was not the cause of his muteness. it was severance from the choir; not from its connoted spirit of religion—there was little enough of that in dan pavey—but from the solemn beauty of the chorale, which it was his unique gift to adorn, and in which269 he had shared with eagerness and pride since his boyhood. to be cast out from that was to be cast from something he held most dear, the opportunity of expression in an art which he had made triumphantly his own.
with the coming of spring he repaired one evening to a town some miles away and interviewed a choirmaster. thereafter dan pavey journeyed to and fro twice every sunday to sing in a church that lay seven or eight miles off, and he kept it all a profound secret from thasper until his appearance at the county musical festival, where he won the treasured prize for tenor soloists. then dan was himself again. to his crude apprehension he had been vindicated, and he was heard once more carolling in the lanes of the vale as he had been heard any time for these twenty years.
the child began its schooling, but though he was free to go about the village little martin did not wander far. the tidy cluster of hair about his poll was of deep chestnut colour. his skin—meg said—was like “ollobarster”: it was soft and unfreckled, always pale. his eyes were two wet damsons—so meg declared: they were dark and ever questioning. as for his nose, his lips, his cheeks, his chin, meg could do no other than call it the face of a blessed saint; and indeed, he had some of the bearing of a saint, so quiet, so gentle, so shy. the golden ring he no longer wore; it hung from a tintack on the bedroom wall.
old john, who lived next door, became a friend of his. he was very aged—in the vale you got to270 be a hundred before you knew where you were—and he was very bent; he resembled a sickle standing upon its handle. very bald, too, and so very sharp.
martin was staring up at the roof of john’s cottage.
“what you looking at, my boy?”
“chimbley,” whispered the child.
“o ah! that’s crooked, a’nt it?”
“yes, crooked.”
“i know ’tis, but i can’t help it; my chimney’s crooked, and i can’t putt it straight, neither, i can’t putt it right. my chimney’s crooked, a’nt it, ah, and i’m crooked, too.”
“yes,” said martin.
“i know, but i can’t help it. it is crooked, a’nt it?” said the old man, also staring up at a red pot tilted at an angle suggestive of conviviality.
“yes.”
“that chimney’s crooked. but you come along and look at my beautiful bird.”
a cock thrush inhabited a cage in the old gaffer’s kitchen. martin stood before it.
“there’s a beautiful bird. hoicks!” cried old john, tapping the bars of the cage with his terrible finger-nail. “but he won’t sing.”
“won’t he sing?”
“he donn make hisself at home. he donn make hisself at home at all, do ’ee, my beautiful bird? no, he donn’t. so i’m a-going to chop his head off,” said the laughing old man, “and then i shall bile him.”
afterwards martin went every day to see if the thrush was still there. and it was.
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martin grew. almost before dan was aware of it the child had grown into a boy. at school he excelled nobody in anything except, perhaps, behaviour, but he had a strange little gift for unobtrusively not doing the things he did not care for, and these were rather many unless his father was concerned in them. even so, the affection between them was seldom tangibly expressed, their alliance was something far deeper than its expression. dan talked with him as if he were a grown man, and perhaps he often regarded him as one; he was the only being to whom he ever opened his mind. as they sat together in the evening while dan put in a spell at turning chair—at which he was astoundingly adept—the father would talk to his son, or rather he would heap upon him all the unuttered thoughts that had accumulated in his mind during his adult years. the dog would loll with its head on martin’s knees; the boy would sit nodding gravely, though seldom speaking: he was an untiring listener. “like sire, like son,” thought dan, “he will always coop his thoughts up within himself.” it was the one characteristic of the boy that caused him anxiety.
“never take pattern by me,” he would adjure him, “not by me. i’m a fool, a failure, just grass, and i’m trying to instruct you, but you’ve no call to follow in my fashion; i’m a weak man. there’s been thoughts in my mind that i daren’t let out. i wanted to do things that other men don’t seem to do and don’t want to do. they were not evil things—and what they were i’ve nigh forgotten now. i never had much ambition, i wasn’t clever, i wanted to live a272 simple life, in a simple way, the way i had a mind to—i can’t remember that either. but i did not do any of those things because i had a fear of what other people might think of me. i walked in the ruck with the rest of my mates and did the things i didn’t ever want to do—and now i can only wonder why i did them. i sung them the silly songs they liked, and not the ones i cherished. i agreed with most everybody, and all agreed with me. i’m a friendly man, too friendly, and i went back on my life, i made nought of my life, you see, i just sat over the job like a snob codgering an old boot.”
the boy would sit regarding him as if he already understood. perhaps that curious little mind did glean some flavour of his father’s tragedy.
“you’ve no call to follow me, you’ll be a scholar. of course i know some of those long words at school take a bit of licking together—like elephant and saucepan. you get about half-way through ’em and then you’re done, you’re mastered. i was just the same (like sire, like son), and i’m no better now. if you and me was to go to yon school together, and set on the same stool together, i warrant you would win the prize and i should wear the dunce’s cap—all except sums, and there i should beat ye. you’d have all the candy and i’d have all the cane, you’d be king and i’d be the dirty rascal, so you’ve no call to follow me. what you want is courage, and to do the things you’ve a mind to. i never had any and i didn’t.”
dan seldom kissed his son, neither of them sought that tender expression, though meg was for ever ruffling the boy for these pledges of affection, and he273 was always gracious to the old woman. there was a small mole in the centre of her chin, and in the centre of the mole grew one short stiff hair. it was a surprise to martin when he first kissed her.
twice a week father and son bathed in the shed devoted to chair. the tub was the half of a wooden barrel. dan would roll up two or three buckets of water from the well, they would both strip to the skin, the boy would kneel in the tub and dash the water about his body for a few moments. while martin towelled himself dan stepped into the tub, and after laving his face and hands and legs he would sit down in it. “ready?” martin would ask, and scooping up the water in an iron basin he would pour it over his father’s head.
“name o’ god, that’s sharpish this morning,” dan would say, “it would strip the bark off a crocodile. broo-o-o-oh! but there: winter and summer i go up and down the land and there’s not—broo-o-o-oh!—a mighty difference between ’em, it’s mostly fancy. come day, go day, frost or fair doings, all alike i go about the land, and there’s little in winter i havn’t the heart to rejoice in. (on with your breeches or i’ll be at the porridge pot afore you’re clad.) all their talk about winter and their dread of it shows poor spirit. nothing’s prettier than a fall of snow, nothing more grand than the storms upending the woods. there’s no more rain in winter than in summer, you can be shod for it, and there’s a heart back of your ribs that’s proof against any blast. (is this my shirt or yours? dashed if they buttons a’nt the plague of my life.) country is274 grand year’s end to year’s end, whether or no. i once lived in london—only a few weeks—and for noise, and for terror, and for filth—name o’ god, there was bugs in the butter there, once there was!”
but the boy’s chosen season was that time of year when the plums ripened. pavey’s garden was then a tiny paradise.
“you put a spell on these trees,” dan would declare to his son every year when they gathered the fruit. “i planted them nearly twenty years ago, two 'gages and one magny bonum, but they never growed enough to make a pudden. they always bloomed well and looked well. i propped ’em and i dunged 'em, but they wouldn’t beer at all, and i’m a-going to cut ’em down—when, along comes you!”
well, hadn’t those trees borne remarkable ever since he’d come there?
“of course, good luck’s deceiving, and it’s never bothered our family overmuch. still, bad luck is one thing and bad life’s another. and yet—i dunno—they come to much the same in the end, there’s very little difference. there’s so much misunderstanding, half the folks don’t know their own good intentions, nor all the love that’s sunk deep in their own minds.”
but nothing in the world gave (or could give) dan such flattering joy as his son’s sweet treble voice. martin could sing! in the dark months no evening passed without some instruction by the proud father. the living room at the back of the shop was the tiniest of rooms, and its smallness was not lessened, nor its tidiness increased, by the stacks of merchandise275 that had strayed from meg’s emporium into every corner, and overflowed every shelf in packages, piles, and bundles. the metalliferous categories—iron nails, lead pencils, tintacks, zinc ointment, and brass hinges—were there. platoons of bottles were there, bottles of blue-black writing fluid, bottles of scarlet—and presumably plebeian—ink, bottles of lollipops and of oil (both hair and castor). balls of string, of blue, of peppermint, and balls to bounce were adjacent to an assortment of prim-looking books—account memorandum, exercise, and note. but the room was cosy, and if its inhabitants fitted it almost as closely as birds fit their nests they were as happy as birds, few of whom (save the swallows) sing in their nests. with pitchpipe to hand and a bundle of music before them dan and martin would begin. the dog would snooze on the rug before the fire; meg would snooze amply in her armchair until roused by the sudden terrific tinkling of her shop-bell. she would waddle off to her dim little shop—every step she took rattling the paraffin lamp on the table, the coal in the scuttle, and sometimes the very panes in the window—and the dog would clamber into her chair. having supplied an aged gaffer with an ounce of carraway seed, or some gay lad with a packet of cigarettes, meg would waddle back and sink down upon the dog, whereupon its awful indignation would sound to the very heavens, drowning the voices even of dan and his son.
“what shall we wind up with?” dan would ask at the close of the lesson, and as often as not martin would say:276 “you must sing ‘timmie.’”
this was “timmie,” and it had a tune something like the chorus to “father o’flynn.”
o timmie my brother,
best son of our mother,
our labour it prospers, the mowing is done;
a holiday take you,
the loss it won’t break you,
a day’s never lost if a holiday’s won.
we’ll go with clean faces
to see the horse races,
and if the luck chances we’ll gather some gear;
but never a jockey
will win it, my cocky,
who catches one glance from a girl i know there.
there’s lords and there’s ladies
wi’ pretty sunshadies,
and farmers and jossers and fat men and small;
but the pride of these trips is
the scallywag gipsies
wi’ not a whole rag to the backs of ’em all.
there ’s cokernut shying,
and devil defying,
and a racket and babel to hear and to see,
wi’ boxing and shooting,
and fine high faluting
from chaps wi’ a table and thimble and pea.
my nancy will be there,
the best thing to see there,
she’ll win all the praises wi’ ne’er a rebuke;
and she has a sister—
i wonder you’ve missed her—
as sweet as the daisies and fit for a duke. 277
come along, brother timmie,
don’t linger, but gimme
my hat and my purse and your company there;
for sporting and courting,
the cream of resorting,
and nothing much worse, timmie—come to the fair.
on the third anniversary of martin’s homecoming dan rose up very early in the dark morn, and leaving his son sleeping he crept out of the house followed by his dog. they went away from thasper, though the darkness was profound and the grass filled with dew, out upon the hills towards chapel cheary. the night was starless, but dan knew every trick and turn of the paths, and after an hour’s walk he met a man waiting by a signpost. they conversed for a few minutes and then went off together, the dog at their heels, until they came to a field gate. upon this they fastened a net and then sent the dog into the darkness upon his errand, while they waited for the hare which the dog would drive into the net. they waited so long that it was clear the dog had not drawn its quarry. dan whistled softly, but the dog did not return. dan opened the gate and went down the fields himself, scouring the hedges for a long time, but he could not find the dog. the murk of the night had begun to lift, but the valley was filled with mist. he went back to the gate: the net had been taken down, his friend had departed—perhaps he had been disturbed? the dog had now been missing for an hour. dan still hung about, but neither friend nor dog came back. it grew grey and more grey, though little could be distinguished, the raw mist278 obscuring everything that the dawn uncovered. he shivered with gloom and dampness, his boots were now as pliable as gloves, his eyebrows had grey drops upon them, so had his moustache and the backs of his hands. his dark coat looked as if it was made of grey wool; it was tightly buttoned around his throat and he stood with his chin crumpled, unconsciously holding his breath until it burst forth in a gasp. but he could not abandon his dog, and he roamed once more down into the misty valley towards woods that he knew well, whistling softly and with great caution a repetition of two notes.
and he found his dog. it was lying on a heap of dead sodden leaves. it just whimpered. it could not rise, it could not move, it seemed paralysed. dawn was now really upon them. dan wanted to get the dog away, quickly, it was a dangerous quarter, but when he lifted it to his feet the dog collapsed like a scarecrow. in a flash dan knew he was poisoned, he had probably picked up some piece of dainty flesh that a farmer had baited for the foxes. he seized a knob of chalk that lay thereby, grated some of it into his hands, and forced it down the dog’s throat. then he tied the lead to its neck. he was going to drag the dog to its feet and force it to walk. but the dog was past all energy, it was limp and mute. dan dragged him by the neck for some yards as a man draws behind him a heavy sack. it must have weighed three stone, but dan lifted him on to his own shoulders and staggered back up the hill. he carried it thus for half a mile, but then he was still four miles from home, and it was daylight, at any279 moment he might meet somebody he would not care to meet. he entered a ride opening into some coverts, and, bending down, slipped the dog over his head to rest upon the ground. he was exhausted and felt giddy, his brains were swirling round—trying to slop out of his skull—and—yes—the dog was dead, his old dog dead. when he looked up, he saw a keeper with a gun standing a few yards off.
“good morning,” said dan. all his weariness was suddenly gone from him.
“i’ll have your name and address,” replied the keeper, a giant of a man, with a sort of contemptuous affability.
“what for?”
“you’ll hear about what for,” the giant grinned. “i’ll be sure to let ye know, in doo coorse.” he laid his gun upon the ground and began searching in his pockets, while dan stood up with rage in his heart and confusion in his mind. so the old imp was at him again!
“humph!” said the keeper. “i’ve alost my notebook somewheres. have you got a bit of paper on ye?”
the culprit searched his pockets and produced a folded fragment.
“thanks.” the giant did not cease to grin. “what is it?”
“what?” queried dan.
“your name and address.”
“ah, but what do you want it for. what do you think i’m doing?” protested dan.
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“i’ve a net in my pocket which i took from a gate about an hour ago. i saw summat was afoot, and me and a friend o’ mine have been looking for ’ee. now let’s have your name and no nonsense.”
“my name,” said dan, “my name? well, it is ... piper.”
“piper is it, ah! was you baptized ever?”
“peter,” said dan savagely.
“peter piper! well, you’ve picked a tidy pepper-carn this time.”
again he was searching his pockets. there was a frown on his face. “you’d better lend me a bit o’ pencil too.”
dan produced a stump of lead pencil and the gamekeeper, smoothing the paper on his lifted knee, wrote down the name of peter piper.
“and where might you come from?” he peered up at the miserable man, who replied: “from leasington”—naming a village several miles to the west of his real home.
“leasington!” commented the other. “you must know john eustace, then?” john eustace was a sporting farmer famed for his stock and his riches.
“know him!” exclaimed dan. “he’s my uncle!”
“o ah!” the other carefully folded the paper and put it into his breast pocket. “well, you can trot along home now, my lad.”
dan knelt down and unbuckled the collar from his dead dog’s neck. he was fond of his dog, it looked piteous now. and kneeling there it suddenly came upon dan that he had been a coward again, he had told nothing but lies, foolish lies, and he had let a281 great hulking flunkey walk roughshod over him. in one astonishing moment the reproving face of his little son seemed to loom up beside the dog, the blood flamed in his brain.
“i’ll take charge of that,” said the keeper, snatching the collar from his hand.
“blast you!” dan sprang to his feet, and suddenly screaming like a madman: “i’m dan pavey of thasper,” he leapt at the keeper with a fury that shook even that calm stalwart.
“you would, would ye?” he yapped, darting for his gun. dan also seized it, and in their struggle the gun was fired off harmlessly between them. dan let go.
“my god!” roared the keeper, “you’d murder me, would ye? wi’ my own gun, would ye?” he struck dan a swinging blow with the butt of it, yelling: “would ye? would ye? would ye?” and he did not cease striking until dan tumbled senseless and bloody across the body of the dog.
soon another keeper came hurrying through the trees.
“tried to murder me—wi’ me own gun, he did,” declared the big man, “wi’ me own gun!”
they revived the stricken pavey after a while and then conveyed him to a policeman, who conveyed him to a gaol.
the magistrates took a grave view of the case and sent it for trial at the assizes. they were soon held, he had not long to wait, and before the end of november he was condemned. the assize court was a place of intolerable gloom, intolerable formality,282 intolerable pain, but the public seemed to enjoy it. the keeper swore dan had tried to shoot him, and the prisoner contested this. he did not deny that he was the aggressor. the jury found him guilty. what had he to say? he had nothing to say, but he was deeply moved by the spectacle of the rev. scroope standing up and testifying to his sobriety, his honesty, his general good repute, and pleading for a lenient sentence because he was a man of considerable force of character, misguided no doubt, a little unfortunate, and prone to recklessness.
said the judge, examining the papers of the indictment: “i see there is a previous conviction—for betting offences.”
“that was three years ago, my lord. there has been nothing of the kind since, my lord, of that i am sure, quite sure.”
scroope showed none of his old time confident aspect, he was perspiring and trembling. the clerk of the assize leaned up and held a whispered colloquy with the judge, who then addressed the rector.
“apparently he is still a betting agent. he gave a false name and address, which was taken down by the keeper on a piece of paper furnished by the prisoner. here it is, on one side the name of peter pope (piper, sir!) piper: and on the other side this is written:
3 o/c race. pretty dear, 5/- to win. j. klopstock.
are there any klopstocks in your parish?”
“klopstock!” murmured the parson, “it is the name of my cook.”
what had the prisoner to say about that? the283 prisoner had nothing to say, and he was sentenced to twelve months’ imprisonment with hard labour.
so dan was taken away. he was a tough man, an amenable man, and the mere rigours of the prison did not unduly afflict him. his behaviour was good, and he looked forward to gaining the maximum remission of his sentence. meg, his mother, went to see him once, alone, but she did not repeat the visit. the prison chaplain paid him special attention. he, too, was a scroope, a huge fellow, not long from oxford, and pavey learned that he was related to the thasper rector. the new year came, february came, march came, and dan was afforded some privileges. his singing in chapel was much admired, and occasionally he was allowed to sing to the prisoners. april came, may came, and then his son martin was drowned in a boating accident, on a lake, in a park. the thasper children had been taken there for a holiday. on hearing it, pavey sank limply to the floor of his cell. the warders sat him up, but they could make nothing of him, he was dazed, and he could not speak. he was taken to the hospital wing. “this man has had a stroke, he is gone dumb,” said the doctor. on the following day he appeared to be well enough, but still he could not speak. he went about the ward doing hospital duty, dumb as a ladder; he could not even mourn, but a jig kept flickering through his voiceless mind:
in a park there was a lake,
on the lake there was a boat,
in the boat there was a boy.
hour after hour the stupid jingle flowed through284 his consciousness. perhaps it kept him from going mad, but it did not bring him back his speech, he was dumb, dumb. and he remembered a man who had been stricken deaf, and then blind—scroope knew him too, it was some man who had mocked god.
in a park there was a lake,
on the lake there was a boat,
in the boat there was a boy.
on the day of the funeral pavey imagined that he had been let out of prison; he dreamed that someone had been kind and set him free for an hour or two to bury his dead boy. he seemed to arrive at thasper when the ceremony was already begun, the coffin was already in the church. pavey knelt down beside his mother. the rector intoned the office, the child was taken to its grave. dumb dreaming pavey turned his eyes from it. the day was too bright for death, it was a stainless day. the wind seemed to flow in soft streams, rolling the lilac blooms. a small white feather, blown from a pigeon on the church gable, whirled about like a butterfly. “we give thee hearty thanks,” the priest was saying, “for that it hath pleased thee to deliver this our brother out of the miseries of this sinful world.” at the end of it all pavey kissed his mother, and saw himself turn back to his prison. he went by the field paths away to the railway junction. the country had begun to look a little parched, for rain was wanted—vividly he could see all this—but things were growing, corn was thriving greenly, the beanfields smelled sweet. a frill of yellow kilk and wild white carrot spray lined every hedge. cattle dreamed in the285 grass, the colt stretched itself unregarded in front of its mother. larks, wrens, yellow-hammers. there were the great beech trees and the great hills, calm and confident, overlooking cobbs and peter, thasper and trinkel, buzzlebury and nuncton. he sees the summer is coming on, he is going back to prison. “courage is vain,” he thinks, “we are like the grass underfoot, a blade that excels is quickly shorn. in this sort of a world the poor have no call to be proud, they had only need be penitent.”
in the park there was a lake,
on the lake ... boat,
in the boat....
