all day long a fierce and heavy heat had brooded over the city, and as darnell neared home he saw the mist lying on all the damp lowlands, wreathed in coils about bedford park to the south, and mounting to the west, so that the tower of acton church loomed out[36] of a grey lake. the grass in the squares and on the lawns which he overlooked as the 'bus lumbered wearily along was burnt to the colour of dust. shepherd's bush green was a wretched desert, trampled brown, bordered with monotonous poplars, whose leaves hung motionless in air that was still, hot smoke. the foot passengers struggled wearily along the pavements, and the reek of the summer's end mingled with the breath of the brickfields made darnell gasp, as if he were inhaling the poison of some foul sick-room.

he made but a slight inroad into the cold mutton that adorned the tea-table, and confessed that he felt rather 'done up' by the weather and the day's work.

'i have had a trying day, too,' said mary. 'alice has been very queer and troublesome all day, and i have had to speak to her quite seriously. you know i think her sunday evenings out have a rather unsettling influence on the girl. but what is one to do?'

'has she got a young man?'

'of course: a grocer's assistant from the goldhawk road—wilkin's, you know. i tried them when we settled here, but they were not very satisfactory.'

'what do they do with themselves all the evening? they have from five to ten, haven't they?'

'yes; five, or sometimes half-past, when the water won't boil. well, i believe they go for walks usually. once or twice he has taken her to the city temple, and the sunday before last they walked up and down oxford street, and then sat in the park. but it seems that last sunday they went to tea with his mother at putney. i should like to tell the old woman what i really think of her.'[37]

'why? what happened? was she nasty to the girl?'

'no; that's just it. before this, she has been very unpleasant on several occasions. when the young man first took alice to see her—that was in march—the girl came away crying; she told me so herself. indeed, she said she never wanted to see old mrs. murry again; and i told alice that, if she had not exaggerated things, i could hardly blame her for feeling like that.'

'why? what did she cry for?'

'well, it seems that the old lady—she lives in quite a small cottage in some putney back street—was so stately that she would hardly speak. she had borrowed a little girl from some neighbour's family, and had managed to dress her up to imitate a servant, and alice said nothing could be sillier than to see that mite opening the door, with her black dress and her white cap and apron, and she hardly able to turn the handle, as alice said. george (that's the young man's name) had told alice that it was a little bit of a house; but he said the kitchen was comfortable, though very plain and old-fashioned. but, instead of going straight to the back, and sitting by a big fire on the old settle that they had brought up from the country, that child asked for their names (did you ever hear such nonsense?) and showed them into a little poky parlour, where old mrs. murry was sitting "like a duchess," by a fireplace full of coloured paper, and the room as cold as ice. and she was so grand that she would hardly speak to alice.'

'that must have been very unpleasant.'

'oh, the poor girl had a dreadful time. she began with: "very pleased to make your acquaintance, miss dill. i know so very few persons in service." alice[38] imitates her mincing way of talking, but i can't do it. and then she went on to talk about her family, how they had farmed their own land for five hundred years—such stuff! george had told alice all about it: they had had an old cottage with a good strip of garden and two fields somewhere in essex, and that old woman talked almost as if they had been country gentry, and boasted about the rector, dr. somebody, coming to see them so often, and of squire somebody else always looking them up, as if they didn't visit them out of kindness. alice told me it was as much as she could do to keep from laughing in mrs. murry's face, her young man having told her all about the place, and how small it was, and how the squire had been so kind about buying it when old murry died and george was a little boy, and his mother not able to keep things going. however, that silly old woman "laid it on thick," as you say, and the young man got more and more uncomfortable, especially when she went on to speak about marrying in one's own class, and how unhappy she had known young men to be who had married beneath them, giving some very pointed looks at alice as she talked. and then such an amusing thing happened: alice had noticed george looking about him in a puzzled sort of way, as if he couldn't make out something or other, and at last he burst out and asked his mother if she had been buying up the neighbours' ornaments, as he remembered the two green cut-glass vases on the mantelpiece at mrs. ellis's, and the wax flowers at miss turvey's. he was going on, but his mother scowled at him, and upset some books, which he had to pick up; but alice quite understood she had[39] been borrowing things from her neighbours, just as she had borrowed the little girl, so as to look grander. and then they had tea—water bewitched, alice calls it—and very thin bread and butter, and rubbishy foreign pastry from the swiss shop in the high street—all sour froth and rancid fat, alice declares. and then mrs. murry began boasting again about her family, and snubbing alice and talking at her, till the girl came away quite furious, and very unhappy, too. i don't wonder at it, do you?'

'it doesn't sound very enjoyable, certainly,' said darnell, looking dreamily at his wife. he had not been attending very carefully to the subject-matter of her story, but he loved to hear a voice that was incantation in his ears, tones that summoned before him the vision of a magic world.

'and has the young man's mother always been like this?' he said after a long pause, desiring that the music should continue.

'always, till quite lately, till last sunday in fact. of course alice spoke to george murry at once, and said, like a sensible girl, that she didn't think it ever answered for a married couple to live with the man's mother, "especially," she went on, "as i can see your mother hasn't taken much of a fancy to me." he told her, in the usual style, it was only his mother's way, that she didn't really mean anything, and so on; but alice kept away for a long time, and rather hinted, i think, that it might come to having to choose between her and his mother. and so affairs went on all through the spring and summer, and then, just before the august bank holiday, george spoke to alice again[40] about it, and told her how sorry the thought of any unpleasantness made him, and how he wanted his mother and her to get on with each other, and how she was only a bit old-fashioned and queer in her ways, and had spoken very nicely to him about her when there was nobody by. so the long and the short of it was that alice said she might come with them on the monday, when they had settled to go to hampton court—the girl was always talking about hampton court, and wanting to see it. you remember what a beautiful day it was, don't you?'

'let me see,' said darnell dreamily. 'oh yes, of course—i sat out under the mulberry tree all day, and we had our meals there: it was quite a picnic. the caterpillars were a nuisance, but i enjoyed the day very much.' his ears were charmed, ravished with the grave, supernal melody, as of antique song, rather of the first made world in which all speech was descant, and all words were sacraments of might, speaking not to the mind but to the soul. he lay back in his chair, and said—

'well, what happened to them?'

'my dear, would you believe it; but that wretched old woman behaved worse than ever. they met as had been arranged, at kew bridge, and got places, with a good deal of difficulty, in one of those char-à-banc things, and alice thought she was going to enjoy herself tremendously. nothing of the kind. they had hardly said "good morning," when old mrs. murry began to talk about kew gardens, and how beautiful it must be there, and how much more convenient it was than hampton, and no expense at all;[41] just the trouble of walking over the bridge. then she went on to say, as they were waiting for the char-à-banc, that she had always heard there was nothing to see at hampton, except a lot of nasty, grimy old pictures, and some of them not fit for any decent woman, let alone girl, to look at, and she wondered why the queen allowed such things to be shown, putting all kinds of notions into girls' heads that were light enough already; and as she said that she looked at alice so nastily—horrid old thing—that, as she told me afterwards, alice would have slapped her face if she hadn't been an elderly woman, and george's mother. then she talked about kew again, saying how wonderful the hot-houses were, with palms and all sorts of wonderful things, and a lily as big as a parlour table, and the view over the river. george was very good, alice told me. he was quite taken aback at first, as the old woman had promised faithfully to be as nice as ever she could be; but then he said, gently but firmly, "well, mother, we must go to kew some other day, as alice has set her heart on hampton for to-day, and i want to see it myself!" all mrs. murry did was to snort, and look at the girl like vinegar, and just then the char-à-banc came up, and they had to scramble for their seats. mrs. murry grumbled to herself in an indistinct sort of voice all the way to hampton court. alice couldn't very well make out what she said, but now and then she seemed to hear bits of sentences, like: pity to grow old, if sons grow bold; and honour thy father and mother; and lie on the shelf, said the housewife to the old shoe, and the wicked son to his mother; and i gave you milk and you give me the[42] go-by. alice thought they must be proverbs (except the commandment, of course), as george was always saying how old-fashioned his mother is; but she says there were so many of them, and all pointed at her and george, that she thinks now mrs. murry must have made them up as they drove along. she says it would be just like her to do it, being old-fashioned, and ill-natured too, and fuller of talk than a butcher on saturday night. well, they got to hampton at last, and alice thought the place would please her, perhaps, and they might have some enjoyment. but she did nothing but grumble, and out loud too, so that people looked at them, and a woman said, so that they could hear, "ah well, they'll be old themselves some day," which made alice very angry, for, as she said, they weren't doing anything. when they showed her the chestnut avenue in bushey park, she said it was so long and straight that it made her quite dull to look at it, and she thought the deer (you know how pretty they are, really) looked thin and miserable, as if they would be all the better for a good feed of hog-wash, with plenty of meal in it. she said she knew they weren't happy by the look in their eyes, which seemed to tell her that their keepers beat them. it was the same with everything; she said she remembered market-gardens in hammersmith and gunnersbury that had a better show of flowers, and when they took her to the place where the water is, under the trees, she burst out with its being rather hard to tramp her off her legs to show her a common canal, with not so much as a barge on it to liven it up a bit. she went on like that the whole day, and alice told me she was only[43] too thankful to get home and get rid of her. wasn't it wretched for the girl?'

'it must have been, indeed. but what happened last sunday?'

'that's the most extraordinary thing of all. i noticed that alice was rather queer in her manner this morning; she was a longer time washing up the breakfast things, and she answered me quite sharply when i called to her to ask when she would be ready to help me with the wash; and when i went into the kitchen to see about something, i noticed that she was going about her work in a sulky sort of way. so i asked her what was the matter, and then it all came out. i could scarcely believe my own ears when she mumbled out something about mrs. murry thinking she could do very much better for herself; but i asked her one question after another till i had it all out of her. it just shows one how foolish and empty-headed these girls are. i told her she was no better than a weather-cock. if you will believe me, that horrid old woman was quite another person when alice went to see her the other night. why, i can't think, but so she was. she told the girl how pretty she was; what a neat figure she had; how well she walked; and how she'd known many a girl not half so clever or well-looking earning her twenty-five or thirty pounds a year, and with good families. she seems to have gone into all sorts of details, and made elaborate calculations as to what she would be able to save, "with decent folks, who don't screw, and pinch, and lock up everything in the house," and then she went off into a lot of hypocritical nonsense about how fond she was of alice, and[44] how she could go to her grave in peace, knowing how happy her dear george would be with such a good wife, and about her savings from good wages helping to set up a little home, ending up with "and, if you take an old woman's advice, deary, it won't be long before you hear the marriage bells."'

'i see,' said darnell; 'and the upshot of it all is, i suppose, that the girl is thoroughly dissatisfied?'

'yes, she is so young and silly. i talked to her, and reminded her of how nasty old mrs. murry had been, and told her that she might change her place and change for the worse. i think i have persuaded her to think it over quietly, at all events. do you know what it is, edward? i have an idea. i believe that wicked old woman is trying to get alice to leave us, that she may tell her son how changeable she is; and i suppose she would make up some of her stupid old proverbs: "a changeable wife, a troublesome life," or some nonsense of the kind. horrid old thing!'

'well, well,' said darnell, 'i hope she won't go, for your sake. it would be such a bother for you, hunting for a fresh servant.'

he refilled his pipe and smoked placidly, refreshed somewhat after the emptiness and the burden of the day. the french window was wide open, and now at last there came a breath of quickening air, distilled by the night from such trees as still wore green in that arid valley. the song to which darnell had listened in rapture, and now the breeze, which even in that dry, grim suburb still bore the word of the woodland, had summoned the dream to his eyes, and he meditated over matters that his lips could not express.[45]

'she must, indeed, be a villainous old woman,' he said at length.

'old mrs. murry? of course she is; the mischievous old thing! trying to take the girl from a comfortable place where she is happy.'

'yes; and not to like hampton court! that shows how bad she must be, more than anything.'

'it is beautiful, isn't it?'

'i shall never forget the first time i saw it. it was soon after i went into the city; the first year. i had my holidays in july, and i was getting such a small salary that i couldn't think of going away to the seaside, or anything like that. i remember one of the other men wanted me to come with him on a walking tour in kent. i should have liked that, but the money wouldn't run to it. and do you know what i did? i lived in great college street then, and the first day i was off, i stayed in bed till past dinner-time, and lounged about in an arm-chair with a pipe all the afternoon. i had got a new kind of tobacco—one and four for the two-ounce packet—much dearer than i could afford to smoke, and i was enjoying it immensely. it was awfully hot, and when i shut the window and drew down the red blind it grew hotter; at five o'clock the room was like an oven. but i was so pleased at not having to go into the city, that i didn't mind anything, and now and again i read bits from a queer old book that had belonged to my poor dad. i couldn't make out what a lot of it meant, but it fitted in somehow, and i read and smoked till tea-time. then i went out for a walk, thinking i should be better for a little fresh air before i went to bed; and i went wandering away,[46] not much noticing where i was going, turning here and there as the fancy took me. i must have gone miles and miles, and a good many of them round and round, as they say they do in australia if they lose their way in the bush; and i am sure i couldn't have gone exactly the same way all over again for any money. anyhow, i was still in the streets when the twilight came on, and the lamp-lighters were trotting round from one lamp to another. it was a wonderful night: i wish you had been there, my dear.'

'i was quite a little girl then.'

'yes, i suppose you were. well, it was a wonderful night. i remember, i was walking in a little street of little grey houses all alike, with stucco copings and stucco door-posts; there were brass plates on a lot of the doors, and one had "maker of shell boxes" on it, and i was quite pleased, as i had often wondered where those boxes and things that you buy at the seaside came from. a few children were playing about in the road with some rubbish or other, and men were singing in a small public-house at the corner, and i happened to look up, and i noticed what a wonderful colour the sky had turned. i have seen it since, but i don't think it has ever been quite what it was that night, a dark blue, glowing like a violet, just as they say the sky looks in foreign countries. i don't know why, but the sky or something made me feel quite queer; everything seemed changed in a way i couldn't understand. i remember, i told an old gentleman i knew then—a friend of my poor father's, he's been dead for five years, if not more—about how i felt, and he looked at me and said something about fairyland; i don't know what he meant, and i dare say i didn't[47] explain myself properly. but, do you know, for a moment or two i felt as if that little back street was beautiful, and the noise of the children and the men in the public-house seemed to fit in with the sky and become part of it. you know that old saying about "treading on air" when one is glad! well, i really felt like that as i walked, not exactly like air, you know, but as if the pavement was velvet or some very soft carpet. and then—i suppose it was all my fancy—the air seemed to smell sweet, like the incense in catholic churches, and my breath came queer and catchy, as it does when one gets very excited about anything. i felt altogether stranger than i've ever felt before or since.'

darnell stopped suddenly and looked up at his wife. she was watching him with parted lips, with eager, wondering eyes.

'i hope i'm not tiring you, dear, with all this story about nothing. you have had a worrying day with that stupid girl; hadn't you better go to bed?'

'oh, no, please, edward. i'm not a bit tired now. i love to hear you talk like that. please go on.'

'well, after i had walked a bit further, that queer sort of feeling seemed to fade away. i said a bit further, and i really thought i had been walking about five minutes, but i had looked at my watch just before i got into that little street, and when i looked at it again it was eleven o'clock. i must have done about eight miles. i could scarcely believe my own eyes, and i thought my watch must have gone mad; but i found out afterwards it was perfectly right. i couldn't make it out, and i can't now; i assure you the time passed as if i walked up one side of edna road and[48] down the other. but there i was, right in the open country, with a cool wind blowing on me from a wood, and the air full of soft rustling sounds, and notes of birds from the bushes, and the singing noise of a little brook that ran under the road. i was standing on the bridge when i took out my watch and struck a wax light to see the time; and it came upon me suddenly what a strange evening it had been. it was all so different, you see, to what i had been doing all my life, particularly for the year before, and it almost seemed as if i couldn't be the man who had been going into the city every day in the morning and coming back from it every evening after writing a lot of uninteresting letters. it was like being pitched all of a sudden from one world into another. well, i found my way back somehow or other, and as i went along i made up my mind how i'd spend my holiday. i said to myself, "i'll have a walking tour as well as ferrars, only mine is to be a tour of london and its environs," and i had got it all settled when i let myself into the house about four o'clock in the morning, and the sun was shining, and the street almost as still as the wood at midnight!'

'i think that was a capital idea of yours. did you have your tour? did you buy a map of london?'

'i had the tour all right. i didn't buy a map; that would have spoilt it, somehow; to see everything plotted out, and named, and measured. what i wanted was to feel that i was going where nobody had been before. that's nonsense, isn't it? as if there could be any such places in london, or england either, for the matter of that.'[49]

'i know what you mean; you wanted to feel as if you were going on a sort of voyage of discovery. isn't that it?'

'exactly, that's what i was trying to tell you. besides, i didn't want to buy a map. i made a map.'

'how do you mean? did you make a map out of your head?'

'i'll tell you about it afterwards. but do you really want to hear about my grand tour?'

'of course i do; it must have been delightful. i call it a most original idea.'

'well, i was quite full of it, and what you said just now about a voyage of discovery reminds me of how i felt then. when i was a boy i was awfully fond of reading of great travellers—i suppose all boys are—and of sailors who were driven out of their course and found themselves in latitudes where no ship had ever sailed before, and of people who discovered wonderful cities in strange countries; and all the second day of my holidays i was feeling just as i used to when i read these books. i didn't get up till pretty late. i was tired to death after all those miles i had walked; but when i had finished my breakfast and filled my pipe, i had a grand time of it. it was such nonsense, you know; as if there could be anything strange or wonderful in london.'

'why shouldn't there be?'

'well, i don't know; but i have thought afterwards what a silly lad i must have been. anyhow, i had a great day of it, planning what i would do, half making-believe—just like a kid—that i didn't know where i might find myself, or what might happen to me. and[50] i was enormously pleased to think it was all my secret, that nobody else knew anything about it, and that, whatever i might see, i would keep to myself. i had always felt like that about the books. of course, i loved reading them, but it seemed to me that, if i had been a discoverer, i would have kept my discoveries a secret. if i had been columbus, and, if it could possibly have been managed, i would have found america all by myself, and never have said a word about it to anybody. fancy! how beautiful it would be to be walking about in one's own town, and talking to people, and all the while to have the thought that one knew of a great world beyond the seas, that nobody else dreamed of. i should have loved that!

'and that is exactly what i felt about the tour i was going to make. i made up my mind that nobody should know; and so, from that day to this, nobody has heard a word of it.'

'but you are going to tell me?'

'you are different. but i don't think even you will hear everything; not because i won't, but because i can't tell many of the things i saw.'

'things you saw? then you really did see wonderful, strange things in london?'

'well, i did and i didn't. everything, or pretty nearly everything, that i saw is standing still, and hundreds of thousands of people have looked at the same sights—there were many places that the fellows in the office knew quite well, i found out afterwards. and then i read a book called "london and its surroundings." but (i don't know how it is) neither the men at the office nor the writers of the book seem to have seen the things that i did. that's why i stopped[51] reading the book; it seemed to take the life, the real heart, out of everything, making it as dry and stupid as the stuffed birds in a museum.

'i thought about what i was going to do all that day, and went to bed early, so as to be fresh. i knew wonderfully little about london, really; though, except for an odd week now and then, i had spent all my life in town. of course i knew the main streets—the strand, regent street, oxford street, and so on—and i knew the way to the school i used to go to when i was a boy, and the way into the city. but i had just kept to a few tracks, as they say the sheep do on the mountains; and that made it all the easier for me to imagine that i was going to discover a new world.'

darnell paused in the stream of his talk. he looked keenly at his wife to see if he were wearying her, but her eyes gazed at him with unabated interest—one would have almost said that they were the eyes of one who longed and half expected to be initiated into the mysteries, who knew not what great wonder was to be revealed. she sat with her back to the open window, framed in the sweet dusk of the night, as if a painter had made a curtain of heavy velvet behind her; and the work that she had been doing had fallen to the floor. she supported her head with her two hands placed on each side of her brow, and her eyes were as the wells in the wood of which darnell dreamed in the night-time and in the day.

'and all the strange tales i had ever heard were in my head that morning,' he went on, as if continuing the thoughts that had filled his mind while his lips were silent. 'i had gone to bed early, as i told you, to get a thorough rest, and i had set my alarum clock to wake[52] me at three, so that i might set out at an hour that was quite strange for the beginning of a journey. there was a hush in the world when i awoke, before the clock had rung to arouse me, and then a bird began to sing and twitter in the elm tree that grew in the next garden, and i looked out of the window, and everything was still, and the morning air breathed in pure and sweet, as i had never known it before. my room was at the back of the house, and most of the gardens had trees in them, and beyond these trees i could see the backs of the houses of the next street rising like the wall of an old city; and as i looked the sun rose, and the great light came in at my window, and the day began.

'and i found that when i was once out of the streets just about me that i knew, some of the queer feeling that had come to me two days before came back again. it was not nearly so strong, the streets no longer smelt of incense, but still there was enough of it to show me what a strange world i passed by. there were things that one may see again and again in many london streets: a vine or a fig tree on a wall, a lark singing in a cage, a curious shrub blossoming in a garden, an odd shape of a roof, or a balcony with an uncommon-looking trellis-work in iron. there's scarcely a street, perhaps, where you won't see one or other of such things as these; but that morning they rose to my eyes in a new light, as if i had on the magic spectacles in the fairy tale, and just like the man in the fairy tale, i went on and on in the new light. i remember going through wild land on a high place; there were pools of water shining in the sun, and great white houses in the middle[53] of dark, rocking pines, and then on the turn of the height i came to a little lane that went aside from the main road, a lane that led to a wood, and in the lane was a little old shadowed house, with a bell turret in the roof, and a porch of trellis-work all dim and faded into the colour of the sea; and in the garden there were growing tall, white lilies, just as we saw them that day we went to look at the old pictures; they were shining like silver, and they filled the air with their sweet scent. it was from near that house i saw the valley and high places far away in the sun. so, as i say, i went "on and on," by woods and fields, till i came to a little town on the top of a hill, a town full of old houses bowing to the ground beneath their years, and the morning was so still that the blue smoke rose up straight into the sky from all the roof-tops, so still that i heard far down in the valley the song of a boy who was singing an old song through the streets as he went to school, and as i passed through the awakening town, beneath the old, grave houses, the church bells began to ring.

'it was soon after i had left this town behind me that i found the strange road. i saw it branching off from the dusty high road, and it looked so green that i turned aside into it, and soon i felt as if i had really come into a new country. i don't know whether it was one of the roads the old romans made that my father used to tell me about; but it was covered with deep, soft turf, and the great tall hedges on each side looked as if they had not been touched for a hundred years; they had grown so broad and high and wild that they met overhead, and i could only get glimpses here and there of the country through which i was passing,[54] as one passes in a dream. the strange road led me on and on, up and down hill; sometimes the rose bushes had grown so thick that i could scarcely make my way between them, and sometimes the road broadened out into a green, and in one valley a brook, spanned by an old wooden bridge, ran across it. i was tired, and i found a soft and shady place beneath an ash tree, where i must have slept for many hours, for when i woke up it was late in the afternoon. so i went on again, and at last the green road came out into the highway, and i looked up and saw another town on a high place with a great church in the middle of it, and when i went up to it there was a great organ sounding from within, and the choir was singing.'

there was a rapture in darnell's voice as he spoke, that made his story well-nigh swell into a song, and he drew a long breath as the words ended, filled with the thought of that far-off summer day, when some enchantment had informed all common things, transmuting them into a great sacrament, causing earthly works to glow with the fire and the glory of the everlasting light.

and some splendour of that light shone on the face of mary as she sat still against the sweet gloom of the night, her dark hair making her face more radiant. she was silent for a little while, and then she spoke—

'oh, my dear, why have you waited so long to tell me these wonderful things? i think it is beautiful. please go on.'

'i have always been afraid it was all nonsense,' said darnell. 'and i don't know how to explain what i feel. i didn't think i could say so much as i have to-night.'[55]

'and did you find it the same day after day?'

'all through the tour? yes, i think every journey was a success. of course, i didn't go so far afield every day; i was too tired. often i rested all day long, and went out in the evening, after the lamps were lit, and then only for a mile or two. i would roam about old, dim squares, and hear the wind from the hills whispering in the trees; and when i knew i was within call of some great glittering street, i was sunk in the silence of ways where i was almost the only passenger, and the lamps were so few and faint that they seemed to give out shadows instead of light. and i would walk slowly, to and fro, perhaps for an hour at a time, in such dark streets, and all the time i felt what i told you about its being my secret—that the shadow, and the dim lights, and the cool of the evening, and trees that were like dark low clouds were all mine, and mine alone, that i was living in a world that nobody else knew of, into which no one could enter.

'i remembered one night i had gone farther. it was somewhere in the far west, where there are orchards and gardens, and great broad lawns that slope down to trees by the river. a great red moon rose that night through mists of sunset, and thin, filmy clouds, and i wandered by a road that passed through the orchards, till i came to a little hill, with the moon showing above it glowing like a great rose. then i saw figures pass between me and the moon, one by one, in a long line, each bent double, with great packs upon their shoulders. one of them was singing, and then in the middle of the song i heard a horrible shrill laugh, in the thin cracked voice of a very old woman,[56] and they disappeared into the shadow of the trees. i suppose they were people going to work, or coming from work in the gardens; but how like it was to a nightmare!

'i can't tell you about hampton; i should never finish talking. i was there one evening, not long before they closed the gates, and there were very few people about. but the grey-red, silent, echoing courts, and the flowers falling into dreamland as the night came on, and the dark yews and shadowy-looking statues, and the far, still stretches of water beneath the avenues; and all melting into a blue mist, all being hidden from one's eyes, slowly, surely, as if veils were dropped, one by one, on a great ceremony! oh! my dear, what could it mean? far away, across the river, i heard a soft bell ring three times, and three times, and again three times, and i turned away, and my eyes were full of tears.

'i didn't know what it was when i came to it; i only found out afterwards that it must have been hampton court. one of the men in the office told me he had taken an a. b. c. girl there, and they had great fun. they got into the maze and couldn't get out again, and then they went on the river and were nearly drowned. he told me there were some spicy pictures in the galleries; his girl shrieked with laughter, so he said.'

mary quite disregarded this interlude.

'but you told me you had made a map. what was it like?'

'i'll show it you some day, if you want to see it. i marked down all the places i had gone to, and made signs—things like queer letters—to remind me of what[57] i had seen. nobody but myself could understand it. i wanted to draw pictures, but i never learnt how to draw, so when i tried nothing was like what i wanted it to be. i tried to draw a picture of that town on the hill that i came to on the evening of the first day; i wanted to make a steep hill with houses on top, and in the middle, but high above them, the great church, all spires and pinnacles, and above it, in the air, a cup with rays coming from it. but it wasn't a success. i made a very strange sign for hampton court, and gave it a name that i made up out of my head.'

the darnells avoided one another's eyes as they sat at breakfast the next morning. the air had lightened in the night, for rain had fallen at dawn; and there was a bright blue sky, with vast white clouds rolling across it from the south-west, and a fresh and joyous wind blew in at the open window; the mists had vanished. and with the mists there seemed to have vanished also the sense of strange things that had possessed mary and her husband the night before; and as they looked out into the clear light they could scarcely believe that the one had spoken and the other had listened a few hours before to histories very far removed from the usual current of their thoughts and of their lives. they glanced shyly at one another, and spoke of common things, of the question whether alice would be corrupted by the insidious mrs. murry, or whether mrs. darnell would be able to persuade the girl that the old woman must be actuated by the worst motives.

'and i think, if i were you,' said darnell, as he went out, 'i should step over to the stores and complain of their meat. that last piece of beef was very far from being up to the mark—full of sinew.'