mr. cecil barth was unfeignedly low in his mind, that morning. the causes were various and sundry.
first of all, quebec was a bore. in the second place, the only people to whom he had brought letters of introduction had most inconsiderately migrated to vancouver, and, fresh from his english university, he was facing the prospect of a solitary winter before he could go out into ranch life in the spring. a britisher of sorts, it had not appeared to him to be necessary to inform himself in advance regarding the conditions, climatic and social, of the new country to which he was going. now, too late, he recognized his mistake. a third grievance lay in the non-arrival of the english mail, that morning; and the fourth and most fatal of all lurked in the kindly efforts of his table companion to draw him into the conversation. to his mind, there was no reason that the swarthy, black-browed little frenchman at his elbow should offer him any comments upon the state of the weather. the frenchman had promptly retired from the talk; but his dark eyes had lighted mirthfully, as they had met the asphalt-like stare of his neighbor’s eyeglasses. adolphe st. jacques possessed his own fair share of a sense of humor; and cecil barth was a new element in his experience.
“monsieur has swallowed something stiff that does not agree with him,” he observed blandly to his fellow student across the table; and barth, whose french was of paris, not of canada, was totally at a loss to account for their merriment.
for the past week, the group of students and the chatter of their canadian patois had been anathema to him. he understood not a word of their talk, and consequently, with the extreme sensitiveness which too often accompanies extreme egotism, he imagined that it related solely to himself. in vain he tried to avoid their hours for meals. rising betimes, he met them at the hurried early breakfast which betokened an eight o’clock lecture. the next morning, dreary loitering in his room only brought him into the midst of the deliberate meal which was the joyous prerogative of their more leisurely days. barth liked the maple leaf absolutely; but he hated the students of his own table with a cordial and perfect hatred.
dropped from the allan line steamer, one bright september morning, as a matter of course he had been driven up through the gray old town to the chateau frontenac. a week at the chateau had been quite enough for him. to his mind, its luxurious rooms had been altogether too american. too american, also, were its inhabitants. he shrank from the obvious brides in their new tailor gowns and their evident absorption in their companions. he resented those others who, more elderly or more detached, roused themselves from their absorption to bestow a friendly word on the solitary young englishman. their clothes, their accent, and, worst of all, their manners betrayed their alien birth. no self-respecting woman, bride or no bride, ever wore such dainty shoes. no man of education ever stigmatized an innocent babe as cunning. and there was no, absolutely no, excuse for the familiar greetings bestowed upon himself by complete strangers.
“americans!” quoth mr. cecil barth. “oh, rather!”
and, next morning, he went in search of another hostelry.
he found it at the maple leaf, just across the place d’armes. fate denied to him the privilege of sleeping in the quaint little pension whose roof was sanctified by having once sheltered his compatriot, dickens; he could only take his meals there, and hunt for a room outside. at noon, he came to dinner, too exhausted by his fruitless search to care whether or not the students were at the table, or on it, or even under it. go back to the chateau he would not; but he began to fear lest the only alternative lay in a tent pitched on the terrace in the lee of the citadel and, in that wilderness, he questioned whether anything so modern as a tent could be bought.
after dinner, the lady of the maple leaf took his affairs in hand. she possessed the two essentials, a kindly heart and a sense of humor. she had seen stray britishers before; she had a keen perception of the artistic fitness of things and, by twilight, mr. cecil barth was sitting impotently upon his boxes in the third-floor front room of the town house of the duke of kent. he had very little notion of the way to proceed about unpacking himself. nevertheless, as he put on his glasses and stared at the panelled shutters of his ducal casement, he felt more at peace with the world than he had done for two long weeks.
in after years, he never saw fit to divulge the details of his unpacking. it accomplished itself chiefly by the simple method of his tossing out on the floor whatever things lay above any desired object, of leaving those things on the floor until he became weary of tangling his feet in them, then of stowing them away in any convenient corner that offered itself. by this simple method, however, he had contrived to gain space enough to permit of his tramping up and down the floor, and it was there that he had been taking petulant exercise, that bright october morning.
at last he halted at the window and stood looking down into the street beneath. the duke of kent’s house has the distinction, rare in saint louis street, of standing well back within its own grounds, and, from his window, barth could watch the leisurely procession passing to and fro on the wooden sidewalks which separated the gray stone buildings from the paler gray stripe of asphalt between. even at that early hour, it was a variegated procession. tailor-made girls mingled with black-gowned nuns, soldiers from the citadel, swaggering jauntily along, jostled a brown-cowled franciscan friar or a portly citizen with his omnipresent umbrella, while now and then barth caught sight of a scarlet-barred khaki uniform, or of the white serge robe and dove-colored cloak of a sister from the new convent out on the grand allée.
barth had travelled before; he had seen many cities; nevertheless, he acknowledged the charm of this varied humanity, so long as it remained safely at his feet. then he glanced diagonally across the road to the montcalm headquarters, and discovered the patch of sunshine that lay over its pointed gables.
“jolly sort of day!” he observed to himself. “i believe i’ll try to see something or other.”
with a swift forgiveness for the past days of scurrying clouds, of the woes of moving, even of students and americans, he turned away from the window, caught up his hat, stick and gloves, and ran lightly down the staircase. once out in the street, he strayed past the english cathedral, past the gray old front of the basilica, turned to his left, then turned again and wandered aimlessly down palace hill. ten minutes later, he stopped beside an electric train and watched the crowd scrambling into its cars.
“sainte anne-de-beaupré,” he read from the label in a rear window. “what can be the attraction there? oh, i know; it’s that american lourdes place. how awfully american to go to its miracles by electricity! i believe i’ll go, too. it might be rather interesting to see what an american miracle is like.”
ticket in hand, he boarded the train, already moving out of the station. he had some difficulty in finding a seat to his liking, since a man of finical habits objects to having two bundle-laden habitants in the same seat with himself. however, by the time he was sliding along under the bluff at beauport, with the saint lawrence glistening on his right, he decided that the morning was ideal for a country ride. by the time the train halted opposite the falls of montmorency, he had forgotten the ubiquitous students at his table, and, as he entered into the fertile valley of l’ange gardien, he came to the conclusion that chance had led him wisely. just how wisely, as yet he was in ignorance.
it was still long before midday when the train drew up at sainte anne station, and barth stepped out upon the platform. then in amazement he halted to look about him. close at hand, an arched gateway led into a broad square garden, bounded by gravel walks and bordered on two sides by a row of little shrines, aged and weatherbeaten. on the third side stood the church of the good sainte anne, its twin gray towers rising sharply against the blue october sky and flanking the gilded statue of the saint poised on the point of the middle roof. around the four sides of the courtyard there slowly filed a motley procession of humanity, here a cripple, there one racked by some mental agony, the sick in mind and body, simple-hearted and trusting, each bringing his secret grief to lay at the feet of the good sainte anne. mass was already over, and the procession had formed again to march to the shrine and to the holy altar.
barth’s eyes roved over the shabby procession, over the faces, dull and heavy, or alert with trust; then he turned to the rose-arched figure borne on the shoulders of the chanting priests, and his blood throbbed in his veins, as he listened to their rich, sonorous voices.
“a pilgrimage!” he ejaculated to himself. “and now for a miracle! may the saint be propitious, for once in a way!”
following hard on the heels of the crowd, he pushed his way through one of the wide doors, gave a disdainful glance at the huge racks of crutches and braces left by long generations of pious pilgrims, looked up at the vaulted roof, forward to the huge statue of sainte anne half-way up the middle aisle, and drew a deep breath of content. the next minute, he choked, as the stifling atmosphere of the place swept into his throat and nostrils.
“oh, by george!” said mr. cecil barth.
however, once there, he resolved to see the spectacle to the end. furthermore, barth was artist to the core of his being, and those sonorous voices, now ringing down from the organ loft above, could atone for much stale air. a step at a time, he edged forward cautiously and took his place not far from the altar rail.
the students of his table would have found it hard to recognize the haughty young englishman in the man who knelt there, looking with pitiful eyes at the forlorn stream of humanity that flowed past him. was it all worth while: the weary fastings and masses, the scrimping of tiny incomes for the sake of the journey and of the offering at the shrine, the faith and hope, and the infinite, childlike trust, all to culminate in the moment of kneeling at the carved altar rail, of feeling the sacred relic touched to one’s lips and to the plague-spot of body or of soul? and then they were brushed aside with the monotonous brushing of the relic across the folded napkin in the left hand of the priest. for better or worse, the pilgrimage was over. it was the turn of the next man. brushed aside, he rose from his knees to give place to the next, and yet the next.
just once the monotony was broken. a worn pair of crutches dropped at the feet of the statue; a worn old man, white to his lips, staggered forward, knelt and received the healing touch on lip and thigh and knee. then, with every nerve tense, he struggled to his feet and made his toilsome way to the outer world, while the priests recorded one more miracle wrought by the good sainte anne. then the monotony fell again, and became seemingly interminable.
at length barth could endure it no longer. rising impatiently, he forced his way down the crowded aisle and came out into the air once more. after the dim, dark church and the choking cloud of the incense, the rush of sunshiny ozone struck him in the face like a lash, and involuntarily he raised his head and squared his shoulders to meet it. he loitered along the gravel pathway, watching the habitants who, their pious pilgrimage over, were opening their crumpled valises and spreading out their luncheons in the cloisters to the south of the church. then, tossing a coin into the tin cup of the blind beggar in the gateway, he came out of the court and crossed the road to the little hillside chapel built of the seventeenth-century materials of the old church of sainte anne. but the spell of the place was still upon him; in his mind’s eye, he yet saw the endless line of pilgrims, bowing and rising in unbroken succession. with unseeing gaze, he stared at the rows of carts heaped with their ecclesiastical trinkets, at the stray figures lifting themselves heavenward by means of the scala sancta chapel, and at the line of white farmhouses poised high on the bluff beyond. then, yielding to the spell of the kneeling figures, of the incense-filled air and of the chanting voices, he turned and hurried back again to the church.
by the time he reached the steps once more, the procession was flowing swiftly outward, and the little platform at the doorway was crowded with excited figures. barth tried this door and then that, in a futile endeavor to regain his old place near the altar rail; but again and again he was forced backward to the very verge of the steps. then an unduly tall habitant elbowed barth’s glasses from his nose. he bent down to pick them up, was jostled rudely from behind, lost his balance and rolled down the steps where he landed in a dusty, ignominious heap in the midst of a knot of women.
during one swift second, it seemed to barth that the vast statue of sainte anne had tumbled from the roof, to dazzle his eyes with her gilding and to crush his body with her weight. then the dancing lights and the shooting pains ended in darkness and peace.
