in the half hour during which i remained alone upon the bluff, awaiting the return of walkirk and the fishing party, i thought as much of the lady with whom i had been talking as the lady of whom i had been talking.
"how is it possible," i asked myself, "that this gentlewoman, warm with her rich blooded beauty, alive with ripe youth, born to delight the soul of man and fire his heart, should content herself to be a head nurse in a hospital; to wander in an unsightly disguise among dismal sick-beds; to direct the management of measles-refuges; to shut herself up in a bare-floored, cold-walled institution with narrow-minded sister sarahs; to be, in a word, the mother superior of the house of martha?"
that she should occupy this position seemed to me a crime. there were many women in the world who could do all she was doing, but there were few who could take her place in the world of full, true life.
when the fishing party returned, i went to the house to take leave of our new friends.
"you must go?" said the sand lady. "and where, may i ask, is it imperative that you should go?"
"to the island where you have so kindly allowed us to sojourn," i replied.
"you sleep in the cabin of your boat, i believe?" she said; and i answered that we did.
"very well, then," continued she, "why not bring your floating home to this island? it is in every way better than that. i will give you exclusive rights over a little bay and an adjoining dell. there you can cook your own meals when you like, or you can come to us when you like; we always have more than enough for all who inhabit this island. in the evening you can sit alone on the beach and think of the far-away loved one, or you can come up to the house and play whist or twenty questions. the understudy can go fishing with my brother; they suit each other admirably. what do you say?"
"i say, madam," i replied, with a bow, "the sands of which you are the lady are the dust of diamonds, and your invitation is a golden joy."
"bless me," she exclaimed, "what must you be out of check!"
that evening we sailed to racket island, brought away our belongings, and established ourselves in the land-locked little bay, about a quarter of a mile from the house of the sand lady.
early the next morning i walked around to a pier where i had noticed a good-sized yacht was moored. it was still there; apparently no one had left the island. after our breakfast on the beach i told walkirk to devote himself to independent occupations, and walked up to the house. i found the lady who had called herself a person and the one of whom i did not like to think as an interpolation sitting together upon the piazza. i joined them.
"wouldn't you be very much obliged to me," asked the person, after a scattering conversation, in which i suppose i appeared as but a perfunctory performer, "if i were to go away and leave you alone with this lady?"
"as this is an island of plain speaking," i replied, "i will say, yes."
both ladies laughed, and the person retired to her hammock.
"now, then," asked mother anastasia, "what is the meaning of this alarming frankness?"
"i wish to talk to you of sylvia," i answered.
"if you imagine," she said, "that i intend to spend the short time i shall remain upon this island in talking of sylvia, you are very much mistaken."
"then let us talk of yourself," i replied.
she turned upon me with a frown and a laugh.
"if i had known," she said, "your habits of ingenuousness and candor, i should have made you dictate to sylvia through a speaking-tube. you have known me less than a day. you have known her for a month. can it be possible that you talk to her as freely as you talk to me?"
"madam," i exclaimed, "i love sylvia, and therefore could not speak freely to her."
"your distinctions are wonderfully clear-cut," she said; "but why do you wish to talk of me? i suppose you want to know why i am mother superior of the house of martha?"
"yes," i answered, "that is a thing i cannot understand; but of course i should not feel justified in even alluding to it if, yesterday, you had not so kindly given me your confidence in regard to yourself and sylvia."
"it seems to me," she remarked, "that, as you decline to recognize the name given to that young woman by our institution, you should call her miss raynor; but i will say no more of that."
"it would be well," said i. "she is sylvia to me. you must remember that i never met her in the circles of conventionalism."
she laughed. "this whole affair is certainly very independent of conventionalism; and as to your curiosity about me, that is very easily gratified. nearly five years ago i connected myself with the house of martha. although there were sisters older than myself, i was chosen mother superior, because i possessed rather more administrative abilities than any of the others. i think i have governed the house fairly well, even if, in regard to the matter of furnishing secretaries to literary men, there has been some dissatisfaction."
"you allude to sister sarah?" said i.
"yes," she answered; "and had she been head of the house, your peace of mind would not have been disturbed. but what i did in that case i did conscientiously and with good intent."
"and you are not sorry for it?" i asked.
"it may be that i shall be sorry for you," she replied, "but that is all i have to say on that point. in a very short time i shall return to my duties and to my sombre bonnet and gown, and these interpolated days, which in a manner have been forced upon me, should be forgotten."
"but one thing you must not forget," i exclaimed: "it was in this time that you promised me"—
"you selfish, selfish man," she interrupted, "you think only of yourself. i shall talk no more of yourself, of myself, or of sylvia. my friends are at the other side of the house, and i am going to them." and she went.
while walkirk and i were sailing that afternoon, he managing the boat and i stretched upon some cushions, i told him of my conversations with mother anastasia. i considered him worthy of my confidence, and it was pleasant to give it to him.
"she is a rare, strange woman," said he. "i thought her very handsome when i visited her at the house of martha; but since i have seen her here, dressed in becoming clothes, i consider that she possesses phenomenal attractions."
"and i hope," i remarked, "that she may be phenomenally good-natured, and give me some chances of seeing sylvia raynor."
"that would indeed be phenomenal," said walkirk, laughing, "considering that she is a mother superior, and the young lady is a member of the sisterhood. but everything relating to the case is peculiar, and in my opinion mother anastasia is more peculiar than anything else."
that evening we were invited to dine at the house of the sand lady. it was a delightful occasion. everybody was in good spirits, and the general tone of the conversation was singularly lively and unrestrained. mother anastasia would not play cards, but we amused ourselves with various sprightly social games, in which the lady who preferred to be called a person showed a vivacious though sometimes nipping wit. i had no opportunity for further private talk with mother anastasia, nor did i desire one. i wished to interest her in my love for sylvia, but not to bore her with it.
the next day, at about eleven o'clock, the sand lady and the shell man walked over to our little bay, where they found walkirk and me fencing upon the level beach.
"stop your duel, gentlemen," said the lady. "i come to give you the farewells of the interpolation. she was sorry she could not do this herself, but she went away very early this morning."
"went away!" i cried, dropping my foil upon the sand. "where did she go?"
"she sailed in our yacht for sanford," answered the sand lady, "to take the morning train for her beloved house of martha. my brother accompanied her to the town, but he will be back to-day."
i was surprised and grieved, and showed it.
"we are all sorry to have her go," said the sand lady, "and sorry to see her wearing that doleful gray garb, which my brother allowed her to assume this morning."
"i am glad," i exclaimed, "that i did not see her in it!"
the lady looked at me with her pleasant, quiet smile.
"you seem very much interested in her."
"i am," i replied, "very much interested, both directly and indirectly, and i am exceedingly sorry that she departed without my knowing it."
this time the sand lady laughed. "good-morning, gentlemen," said she. "go on with your duel."
