dear daddy-long-legs,
such a blight has fallen over my literary career. i don't know
whether to tell you or not, but i would like some sympathy--
silent sympathy, please; don't re-open the wound by referring to it
in your next letter.
i've been writing a book, all last winter in the evenings, and all
the summer when i wasn't teaching latin to my two stupid children.
i just finished it before college opened and sent it to a publisher.
he kept it two months, and i was certain he was going to take it;
but yesterday morning an express parcel came (thirty cents due)
and there it was back again with a letter from the publisher, a very nice,
fatherly letter--but frank! he said he saw from the address that i
was still at college, and if i would accept some advice, he would
suggest that i put all of my energy into my lessons and wait until i
graduated before beginning to write. he enclosed his reader's opinion.
here it is:
`plot highly improbable. characterization exaggerated.
conversation unnatural. a good deal of humour but not always
in the best of taste. tell her to keep on trying, and in time
she may produce a real book.'
not on the whole flattering, is it, daddy? and i thought i was
making a notable addition to american literature. i did truly.
i was planning to surprise you by writing a great novel before
i graduated. i collected the material for it while i was at
julia's last christmas. but i dare say the editor is right.
probably two weeks was not enough in which to observe the manners
and customs of a great city.
i took it walking with me yesterday afternoon, and when i came
to the gas house, i went in and asked the engineer if i might borrow
his furnace. he politely opened the door, and with my own hands
i chucked it in. i felt as though i had cremated my only child!
i went to bed last night utterly dejected; i thought i was never
going to amount to anything, and that you had thrown away your
money for nothing. but what do you think? i woke up this morning
with a beautiful new plot in my head, and i've been going about
all day planning my characters, just as happy as i could be.
no one can ever accuse me of being a pessimist! if i had a husband
and twelve children swallowed by an earthquake one day, i'd bob
up smilingly the next morning and commence to look for another set.
affectionately,
judy