the first four installments of this log were published in the educational news, under the acting editorship of mr. alexander sivewright, who was very anxious to publish the log in full, but apparently public opinion on the subject of the indiscriminate kissing of girls forced him to hold up the remainder.

then teachers began to write me letters. some of them were very complimentary; others weren't. these letters worried me, for i couldn't quite determine whether i was a lunatic or a genius. then an unknown lady sent me a tract.

the title of the tract was: "the sin that found him out." the hero was a boy called willie. he never told a lie, and when other boys smote him he turned the other cheek and prayed for them. "life to him was one long prayer," said the tract. then troubles came. he grew up and his father took to drink. his elder brother had a disagreement with[pg 8] the local police about his whereabouts on the night of a certain robbery, and was decidedly unconvincing. willie stepped in and took all the blame.

the next chapter takes willie as a private to the fields of flanders, and the penultimate chapter sees him a major-general. the last chapter contains the moral, but what the moral is i cannot well make out. in fact i don't know whether the title refers to willie or his transgressing brother, but i feel that somewhere in that pamphlet there is a lesson for me.

before the tract arrived i thought of publishing the log as a brilliant treatise on education. its arrival altered all my values. i then knew that i was the educational equivalent of the "awful example" who sits on the platform at temperance meetings, and with great humility i besought mr. herbert jenkins to publish my log as a terrible warning to my fellow sinners.

a. s. n.

1915.