i.

when on the previous night pierre had left the farm-house where isabel harbored, it will be remembered that no hour, either of night or day, no special time at all had been assigned for a succeeding interview. it was isabel, who for some doubtlessly sufficient reason of her own, had, for the first meeting, assigned the early hour of darkness.

as now, when the full sun was well up the heavens, pierre drew near the farm-house of the ulvers, he descried isabel, standing without the little dairy-wing, occupied in vertically arranging numerous glittering shield-like milk-pans on a long shelf, where they might purifyingly meet the sun. her back was toward him. as pierre passed through the open wicket and crossed the short soft green sward, he unconsciously muffled his footsteps, and now standing close behind his sister, touched her shoulder and stood still.

she started, trembled, turned upon him swiftly, made a low, strange cry, and then gazed rivetedly and imploringly upon him.

"i look rather queerish, sweet isabel, do i not?" said pierre at last with a writhed and painful smile.

"my brother, my blessed brother!—speak—tell me—what has happened—what hast thou done? oh! oh! i should have warned thee before, pierre, pierre; it is my fault—mine, mine!"

"what is thy fault, sweet isabel?"

"thou hast revealed isabel to thy mother, pierre."

"i have not, isabel. mrs. glendinning knows not thy secret at all."

"mrs. glendinning?—that's,—that's thine own mother, pierre! in heaven's name, my brother, explain thyself. knows not my secret, and yet thou here so suddenly, and with such a fatal aspect? come, come with me into the house. quick, pierre, why dost thou not stir? oh, my god! if mad myself sometimes, i am to make mad him who loves me best, and who, i fear, has in some way ruined himself for me;—then, let me no more stand upright on this sod, but fall prone beneath it, that i may be hidden! tell me!" catching pierre's arms in both her frantic hands—"tell me, do i blast where i look? is my face gorgon's?"

"nay, sweet isabel; but it hath a more sovereign power; that turned to stone; thine might turn white marble into mother's milk."

"come with me—come quickly."

they passed into the dairy, and sat down on a bench by the honey-suckled casement.

"pierre, forever fatal and accursed be the day my longing heart called thee to me, if now, in the very spring-time of our related love, thou art minded to play deceivingly with me, even though thou should'st fancy it for my good. speak to me; oh speak to me, my brother!"

"thou hintest of deceiving one for one's good. now supposing, sweet isabel, that in no case would i affirmatively deceive thee;—in no case whatever;—would'st thou then be willing for thee and me to piously deceive others, for both their and our united good?—thou sayest nothing. now, then, is it my turn, sweet isabel, to bid thee speak to me, oh speak to me!"

"that unknown, approaching thing, seemeth ever ill, my brother, which must have unfrank heralds to go before. oh, pierre, dear, dear pierre; be very careful with me! this strange, mysterious, unexampled love between us, makes me all plastic in thy hand. be very careful with me. i know little out of me. the world seems all one unknown india to me. look up, look on me, pierre; say now, thou wilt be very careful; say so, say so, pierre!"

"if the most exquisite, and fragile filagree of genoa be carefully handled by its artisan; if sacred nature carefully folds, and warms, and by inconceivable attentivenesses eggs round and round her minute and marvelous embryoes; then, isabel, do i most carefully and most tenderly egg thee, gentlest one, and the fate of thee! short of the great god, isabel, there lives none who will be more careful with thee, more infinitely considerate and delicate with thee."

"from my deepest heart, do i believe thee, pierre. yet thou mayest be very delicate in some point, where delicateness is not all essential, and in some quick impulsive hour, omit thy fullest heedfulness somewhere where heedlessness were most fatal. nay, nay, my brother; bleach these locks snow-white, thou sun! if i have any thought to reproach thee, pierre, or betray distrust of thee. but earnestness must sometimes seem suspicious, else it is none. pierre, pierre, all thy aspect speaks eloquently of some already executed resolution, born in suddenness. since i last saw thee, pierre, some deed irrevocable has been done by thee. my soul is stiff and starched to it; now tell me what it is?"

"thou, and i, and delly ulver, to-morrow morning depart this whole neighborhood, and go to the distant city.—that is it."

"no more?"

"is it not enough?"

"there is something more, pierre."

"thou hast not yet answered a question i put to thee but just now. bethink thee, isabel. the deceiving of others by thee and me, in a thing wholly pertaining to ourselves, for their and our united good. wouldst thou?"

"i would do any thing that does not tend to the marring of thy best lasting fortunes, pierre. what is it thou wouldst have thee and me to do together? i wait; i wait!"

"let us go into the room of the double casement, my sister," said pierre, rising.

"nay, then; if it can not be said here, then can i not do it anywhere, my brother; for it would harm thee."

"girl!" cried pierre, sternly, "if for thee i have lost"—but he checked himself.

"lost? for me? now does the very worst blacken on me. pierre! pierre!"

"i was foolish, and sought but to frighten thee, my sister. it was very foolish. do thou now go on with thine innocent work here, and i will come again a few hours hence. let me go now."

he was turning from her, when isabel sprang forward to him, caught him with both her arms round him, and held him so convulsively, that her hair sideways swept over him, and half concealed him.

"pierre, if indeed my soul hath cast on thee the same black shadow that my hair now flings on thee; if thou hast lost aught for me; then eternally is isabel lost to isabel, and isabel will not outlive this night. if i am indeed an accursing thing, i will not act the given part, but cheat the air, and die from it. see; i let thee go, lest some poison i know not of distill upon thee from me."

she slowly drooped, and trembled from him. but pierre caught her, and supported her.

"foolish, foolish one! behold, in the very bodily act of loosing hold of me, thou dost reel and fall;—unanswerable emblem of the indispensable heart-stay, i am to thee, my sweet, sweet isabel! prate not then of parting."

"what hast thou lost for me? tell me!"

"a gainful loss, my sister!"

"'tis mere rhetoric! what hast thou lost?"

"nothing that my inmost heart would now recall. i have bought inner love and glory by a price, which, large or small, i would not now have paid me back, so i must return the thing i bought."

"is love then cold, and glory white? thy cheek is snowy, pierre."

"it should be, for i believe to god that i am pure, let the world think how it may."

"what hast thou lost?"

"not thee, nor the pride and glory of ever loving thee, and being a continual brother to thee, my best sister. nay, why dost thou now turn thy face from me?"

"with fine words he wheedles me, and coaxes me, not to know some secret thing. go, go, pierre, come to me when thou wilt. i am steeled now to the worst, and to the last. again i tell thee, i will do any thing—yes, any thing that pierre commands—for, though outer ill do lower upon us, still, deep within, thou wilt be careful, very careful with me, pierre?"

"thou art made of that fine, unshared stuff of which god makes his seraphim. but thy divine devotedness to me, is met by mine to thee. well mayest thou trust me, isabel; and whatever strangest thing i may yet propose to thee, thy confidence,—will it not bear me out? surely thou will not hesitate to plunge, when i plunge first;—already have i plunged! now thou canst not stay upon the bank. hearken, hearken to me.—i seek not now to gain thy prior assent to a thing as yet undone; but i call to thee now, isabel, from the depth of a foregone act, to ratify it, backward, by thy consent. look not so hard upon me. listen. i will tell all. isabel, though thou art all fearfulness to injure any living thing, least of all, thy brother; still thy true heart foreknoweth not the myriad alliances and criss-crossings among mankind, the infinite entanglements of all social things, which forbids that one thread should fly the general fabric, on some new line of duty, without tearing itself and tearing others. listen. all that has happened up to this moment, and all that may be yet to happen, some sudden inspiration now assures me, inevitably proceeded from the first hour i saw thee. not possibly could it, or can it, be otherwise. therefore feel i, that i have some patience. listen. whatever outer things might possibly be mine; whatever seeming brightest blessings; yet now to live uncomforting and unloving to thee, isabel; now to dwell domestically away from thee; so that only by stealth, and base connivances of the night, i could come to thee as thy related brother; this would be, and is, unutterably impossible. in my bosom a secret adder of self-reproach and self-infamy would never leave off its sting. listen. but without gratuitous dishonor to a memory which—for right cause or wrong—is ever sacred and inviolate to me, i can not be an open brother to thee, isabel. but thou wantest not the openness; for thou dost not pine for empty nominalness, but for vital realness; what thou wantest, is not the occasional openness of my brotherly love; but its continual domestic confidence. do i not speak thine own hidden heart to thee? say, isabel? well, then, still listen to me. one only way presents to this; a most strange way, isabel; to the world, that never throbbed for thee in love, a most deceitful way; but to all a harmless way; so harmless in its essence, isabel, that, seems to me, pierre hath consulted heaven itself upon it, and heaven itself did not say nay. still, listen to me; mark me. as thou knowest that thou wouldst now droop and die without me; so would i without thee. we are equal there; mark that, too, isabel. i do not stoop to thee, nor thou to me; but we both reach up alike to a glorious ideal! now the continualness, the secretness, yet the always present domesticness of our love; how may we best compass that, without jeopardizing the ever-sacred memory i hinted of? one way—one way—only one! a strange way, but most pure. listen. brace thyself: here, let me hold thee now; and then whisper it to thee, isabel. come, i holding thee, thou canst not fall."

he held her tremblingly; she bent over toward him; his mouth wet her ear; he whispered it.

the girl moved not; was done with all her tremblings; leaned closer to him, with an inexpressible strangeness of an intense love, new and inexplicable. over the face of pierre there shot a terrible self-revelation; he imprinted repeated burning kisses upon her; pressed hard her hand; would not let go her sweet and awful passiveness.

then they changed; they coiled together, and entangledly stood mute.

ii.

mrs. glendinning walked her chamber; her dress loosened.

"that such accursed vileness should proceed from me! now will the tongued world say—see the vile boy of mary glendinning!—deceitful! thick with guilt, where i thought it was all guilelessness and gentlest docility to me. it has not happened! it is not day! were this thing so, i should go mad, and be shut up, and not walk here where every door is open to me.—my own only son married to an unknown—thing! my own only son, false to his holiest plighted public vow—and the wide world knowing to it! he bears my name—glendinning. i will disown it; were it like this dress, i would tear my name off from me, and burn it till it shriveled to a crisp!—pierre! pierre! come back, come back, and swear it is not so! it can not be! wait: i will ring the bell, and see if it be so."

she rung the bell with violence, and soon heard a responsive knock.

"come in!—nay, falter not;" (throwing a shawl over her) "come in. stand there and tell me if thou darest, that my son was in this house this morning and met me on the stairs. darest thou say that?"

dates looked confounded at her most unwonted aspect.

"say it! find thy tongue! or i will root mine out and fling it at thee! say it!"

"my dear mistress!"

"i am not thy mistress! but thou my master; for, if thou sayest it, thou commandest me to madness.—oh, vile boy!—begone from me!"

she locked the door upon him, and swiftly and distractedly walked her chamber. she paused, and tossing down the curtains, shut out the sun from the two windows.

another, but an unsummoned knock, was at the door. she opened it.

"my mistress, his reverence is below. i would not call you, but he insisted."

"let him come up."

"here? immediately?"

"didst thou hear me? let mr. falsgrave come up."

as if suddenly and admonishingly made aware, by dates, of the ungovernable mood of mrs. glendinning, the clergyman entered the open door of her chamber with a most deprecating but honest reluctance, and apprehensiveness of he knew not what.

"be seated, sir; stay, shut the door and lock it."

"madam!"

"i will do it. be seated. hast thou seen him?"

"whom, madam?—master pierre?"

"him!—quick!"

"it was to speak of him i came, madam. he made a most extraordinary call upon me last night—midnight."

"and thou marriedst him?—damn thee!"

"nay, nay, nay, madam; there is something here i know not of—i came to tell thee news, but thou hast some o'erwhelming tidings to reveal to me."

"i beg no pardons; but i may be sorry. mr. falsgrave, my son, standing publicly plighted to lucy tartan, has privately wedded some other girl—some slut!"

"impossible!"

"true as thou art there. thou knowest nothing of it then?"

"nothing, nothing—not one grain till now. who is it he has wedded?"

"some slut, i tell thee!—i am no lady now, but something deeper,—a woman!—an outraged and pride-poisoned woman!"

she turned from him swiftly, and again paced the room, as frantic and entirely regardless of any presence. waiting for her to pause, but in vain, mr. falsgrave advanced toward her cautiously, and with the profoundest deference, which was almost a cringing, spoke:—

"it is the hour of woe to thee; and i confess my cloth hath no consolation for thee yet awhile. permit me to withdraw from thee, leaving my best prayers for thee, that thou mayst know some peace, ere this now shut-out sun goes down. send for me whenever thou desirest me.—may i go now?"

"begone! and let me not hear thy soft, mincing voice, which is an infamy to a man! begone, thou helpless, and unhelping one!"

she swiftly paced the room again, swiftly muttering to herself. "now, now, now, now i see it clearer, clearer—clear now as day! my first dim suspicions pointed right!—too right! ay—the sewing! it was the sewing!—the shriek!—i saw him gazing rooted at her. he would not speak going home with me. i charged him with his silence; he put me off with lies, lies, lies! ay, ay, he is married to her, to her;—to her!—perhaps was then. and yet,—and yet,—how can it be?—lucy, lucy—i saw him, after that, look on her as if he would be glad to die for her, and go to hell for her, whither he deserves to go!—oh! oh! oh! thus ruthlessly to cut off, at one gross sensual dash, the fair succession of an honorable race! mixing the choicest wine with filthy water from the plebeian pool, and so turning all to undistinguishable rankness!—oh viper! had i thee now in me, i would be a suicide and a murderer with one blow!"

a third knock was at the door. she opened it.

"my mistress, i thought it would disturb you,—it is so just overhead,—so i have not removed them yet."

"unravel thy gibberish!—what is it?"

"pardon, my mistress, i somehow thought you knew it, but you can not."

"what is that writing crumpling in thy hand? give it me."

"i have promised my young master not to, my mistress."

"i will snatch it, then, and so leave thee blameless.—what? what? what?—he's mad sure!—'fine old fellow dates'—what? what?—mad and merry!—chest?—clothes?—trunks?—he wants them?—tumble them out of his window!—and if he stand right beneath, tumble them out! dismantle that whole room. tear up the carpet. i swear, he shall leave no smallest vestige in this house.—here! this very spot—here, here, where i stand, he may have stood upon;—yes, he tied my shoe-string here; it's slippery! dates!"

"my mistress."

"do his bidding. by reflection he has made me infamous to the world; and i will make him infamous to it. listen, and do not delude thyself that i am crazy. go up to yonder room" (pointing upward), "and remove every article in it, and where he bid thee set down the chest and trunks, there set down all the contents of that room."

"'twas before the house—this house!"

"and if it had not been there, i would not order thee to put them there. dunce! i would have the world know that i disown and scorn him! do my bidding!—stay. let the room stand; but take him what he asks for."

"i will, my mistress."

as dates left the chamber, mrs. glendinning again paced it swiftly, and again swiftly muttered: "now, if i were less a strong and haughty woman, the fit would have gone by ere now. but deep volcanoes long burn, ere they burn out.—oh, that the world were made of such malleable stuff, that we could recklessly do our fieriest heart's-wish before it, and not falter. accursed be those four syllables of sound which make up that vile word propriety. it is a chain and bell to drag;—drag? what sound is that? there's dragging—his trunks—the traveler's—dragging out. oh would i could so drag my heart, as fishers for the drowned do, as that i might drag up my sunken happiness! boy! boy! worse than brought in dripping drowned to me,—drowned in icy infamy! oh! oh! oh!"

she threw herself upon the bed, covered her face, and lay motionless. but suddenly rose again, and hurriedly rang the bell.

"open that desk, and draw the stand to me. now wait and take this to miss lucy."

with a pencil she rapidly traced these lines:—

"my heart bleeds for thee, sweet lucy. i can not speak—i know it all. look for me the first hour i regain myself."

again she threw herself upon the bed, and lay motionless.

iii.

toward sundown that evening, pierre stood in one of the three bespoken chambers in the black swan inn; the blue chintz-covered chest and the writing-desk before him. his hands were eagerly searching through his pockets.

"the key! the key! nay, then, i must force it open. it bodes ill, too. yet lucky is it, some bankers can break into their own vaults, when other means do fail. not so, ever. let me see:—yes, the tongs there. now then for the sweet sight of gold and silver. i never loved it till this day. how long it has been hoarded;—little token pieces, of years ago, from aunts, uncles, cousins innumerable, and from—but i won't mention them; dead henceforth to me! sure there'll be a premium on such ancient gold. there's some broad bits, token pieces to my—i name him not—more than half a century ago. well, well, i never thought to cast them back into the sordid circulations whence they came. but if they must be spent, now is the time, in this last necessity, and in this sacred cause. 'tis a most stupid, dunderheaded crowbar. hoy! so! ah, now for it:—snake's nest!"

forced suddenly back, the chest-lid had as suddenly revealed to him the chair-portrait lying on top of all the rest, where he had secreted it some days before. face up, it met him with its noiseless, ever-nameless, and ambiguous, unchanging smile. now his first repugnance was augmented by an emotion altogether new. that certain lurking lineament in the portrait, whose strange transfer blended with far other, and sweeter, and nobler characteristics, was visible in the countenance of isabel; that lineament in the portrait was somehow now detestable; nay, altogether loathsome, ineffably so, to pierre. he argued not with himself why this was so; he only felt it, and most keenly.

omitting more subtile inquisition into this deftly-winding theme, it will be enough to hint, perhaps, that possibly one source of this new hatefulness had its primary and unconscious rise in one of those profound ideas, which at times atmospherically, as it were, do insinuate themselves even into very ordinary minds. in the strange relativeness, reciprocalness, and transmittedness, between the long-dead father's portrait, and the living daughter's face, pierre might have seemed to see reflected to him, by visible and uncontradictable symbols, the tyranny of time and fate. painted before the daughter was conceived or born, like a dumb seer, the portrait still seemed leveling its prophetic finger at that empty air, from which isabel did finally emerge. there seemed to lurk some mystical intelligence and vitality in the picture; because, since in his own memory of his father, pierre could not recall any distinct lineament transmitted to isabel, but vaguely saw such in the portrait; therefore, not pierre's parent, as any way rememberable by him, but the portrait's painted self seemed the real father of isabel; for, so far as all sense went, isabel had inherited one peculiar trait no-whither traceable but to it.

and as his father was now sought to be banished from his mind, as a most bitter presence there, but isabel was become a thing of intense and fearful love for him; therefore, it was loathsome to him, that in the smiling and ambiguous portrait, her sweet mournful image should be so sinisterly becrooked, bemixed, and mutilated to him.

when, the first shock, and then the pause were over, he lifted the portrait in his two hands, and held it averted from him.

"it shall not live. hitherto i have hoarded up mementoes and monuments of the past; been a worshiper of all heirlooms; a fond filer away of letters, locks of hair, bits of ribbon, flowers, and the thousand-and-one minutenesses which love and memory think they sanctify:—but it is forever over now! if to me any memory shall henceforth be dear, i will not mummy it in a visible memorial for every passing beggar's dust to gather on. love's museum is vain and foolish as the catacombs, where grinning apes and abject lizards are embalmed, as, forsooth, significant of some imagined charm. it speaks merely of decay and death, and nothing more; decay and death of endless innumerable generations; it makes of earth one mold. how can lifelessness be fit memorial of life?—so far, for mementoes of the sweetest. as for the rest—now i know this, that in commonest memorials, the twilight fact of death first discloses in some secret way, all the ambiguities of that departed thing or person; obliquely it casts hints, and insinuates surmises base, and eternally incapable of being cleared. decreed by god omnipotent it is, that death should be the last scene of the last act of man's play;—a play, which begin how it may, in farce or comedy, ever hath its tragic end; the curtain inevitably falls upon a corpse. therefore, never more will i play the vile pigmy, and by small memorials after death, attempt to reverse the decree of death, by essaying the poor perpetuating of the image of the original. let all die, and mix again! as for this—this!—why longer should i preserve it? why preserve that on which one can not patient look? if i am resolved to hold his public memory inviolate,—destroy this thing; for here is the one great, condemning, and unsuborned proof, whose mysticalness drives me half mad.—of old greek times, before man's brain went into doting bondage, and bleached and beaten in baconian fulling-mills, his four limbs lost their barbaric tan and beauty; when the round world was fresh, and rosy, and spicy, as a new-plucked apple;—all's wilted now!—in those bold times, the great dead were not, turkey-like, dished in trenchers, and set down all garnished in the ground, to glut the damned cyclop like a cannibal; but nobly envious life cheated the glutton worm, and gloriously burned the corpse; so that the spirit up-pointed, and visibly forked to heaven!

"so now will i serve thee. though that solidity of which thou art the unsolid duplicate, hath long gone to its hideous church-yard account;—and though, god knows! but for one part of thee it may have been fit auditing;—yet will i now a second time see thy obsequies performed, and by now burning thee, urn thee in the great vase of air! come now!"

a small wood-fire had been kindled on the hearth to purify the long-closed room; it was now diminished to a small pointed heap of glowing embers. detaching and dismembering the gilded but tarnished frame, pierre laid the four pieces on the coals; as their dryness soon caught the sparks, he rolled the reversed canvas into a scroll, and tied it, and committed it to the now crackling, clamorous flames. steadfastly pierre watched the first crispings and blackenings of the painted scroll, but started as suddenly unwinding from the burnt string that had tied it, for one swift instant, seen through the flame and smoke, the upwrithing portrait tormentedly stared at him in beseeching horror, and then, wrapped in one broad sheet of oily fire, disappeared forever.

yielding to a sudden ungovernable impulse, pierre darted his hand among the flames, to rescue the imploring face; but as swiftly drew back his scorched and bootless grasp. his hand was burnt and blackened, but he did not heed it.

he ran back to the chest, and seizing repeated packages of family letters, and all sorts of miscellaneous memorials in paper, he threw them one after the other upon the fire.

"thus, and thus, and thus! on thy manes i fling fresh spoils; pour out all my memory in one libation!—so, so, so—lower, lower, lower; now all is done, and all is ashes! henceforth, cast-out pierre hath no paternity, and no past; and since the future is one blank to all; therefore, twice-disinherited pierre stands untrammeledly his ever-present self!—free to do his own self-will and present fancy to whatever end!"

iv.

that same sunset lucy lay in her chamber. a knock was heard at its door, and the responding martha was met by the now self-controlled and resolute face of mrs. glendinning.

"how is your young mistress, martha? may i come in?"

but waiting for no answer, with the same breath she passed the maid, and determinately entered the room.

she sat down by the bed, and met the open eye, but closed and pallid mouth of lucy. she gazed rivetedly and inquisitively a moment; then turned a quick aghast look toward martha, as if seeking warrant for some shuddering thought.

"miss lucy"—said martha—"it is your—it is mrs. glendinning. speak to her, miss lucy."

as if left in the last helpless attitude of some spent contortion of her grief, lucy was not lying in the ordinary posture of one in bed, but lay half crosswise upon it, with the pale pillows propping her hueless form, and but a single sheet thrown over her, as though she were so heart overladen, that her white body could not bear one added feather. and as in any snowy marble statue, the drapery clings to the limbs; so as one found drowned, the thin, defining sheet invested lucy.

"it is mrs. glendinning. will you speak to her, miss lucy?"

the thin lips moved and trembled for a moment, and then were still again, and augmented pallor shrouded her.

martha brought restoratives; and when all was as before, she made a gesture for the lady to depart, and in a whisper, said, "she will not speak to any; she does not speak to me. the doctor has just left—he has been here five times since morning—and says she must be kept entirely quiet." then pointing to the stand, added, "you see what he has left—mere restoratives. quiet is her best medicine now, he says. quiet, quiet, quiet! oh, sweet quiet, wilt thou now ever come?"

"has mrs. tartan been written to?" whispered the lady. martha nodded.

so the lady moved to quit the room, saying that once every two hours she would send to know how lucy fared.

"but where, where is her aunt, martha?" she exclaimed, lowly, pausing at the door, and glancing in sudden astonishment about the room; "surely, surely, mrs. lanyllyn—"

"poor, poor old lady," weepingly whispered martha, "she hath caught infection from sweet lucy's woe; she hurried hither, caught one glimpse of that bed, and fell like dead upon the floor. the doctor hath two patients now, lady"—glancing at the bed, and tenderly feeling lucy's bosom, to mark if yet it heaved; "alack! alack! oh, reptile! reptile! that could sting so sweet a breast! fire would be too cold for him—accursed!"

"thy own tongue blister the roof of thy mouth!" cried mrs. glendinning, in a half-stifled, whispering scream. "'tis not for thee, hired one, to rail at my son, though he were lucifer, simmering in hell! mend thy manners, minx!"

and she left the chamber, dilated with her unconquerable pride, leaving martha aghast at such venom in such beauty.