cameron frowned intently at the top of the desk. it was difficult to concentrate under the circumstances. "your request was turned over to the medicouncil," he said. "after studying it, they reported back to the solar committee."

docchi edged forward, his face literally lighting up.

dr. cameron kept his eyes averted; the man was damnably disconcerting. "you know what the answer is. a flat no, for the present."

docchi leaned back. "we should have expected that," he said wearily.

"it's not entirely hopeless. decisions like this can always be changed."

"sure," said docchi. "we've got centuries." his face was flushed—blazing would be a better description.

absently, cameron lowered the lights in the room as much as he could. it was still uncomfortably bright. docchi was a nuisance.

"but why?" asked docchi. "you know that we're capable. why did they refuse?"

cameron had tried to avoid that question. now it had to be answered with blunt brutality. "did you think you would be chosen? or nona, or jordan, or anti?"

docchi winced. "maybe not. but we've told you that we're willing to abide by what the experts say. surely from a thousand of us they can select one qualified crew."

"perhaps so," said cameron. he switched on the lights and resumed staring at the top of the desk. "most of you are biocompensators. ninety per cent, i believe. i concede that we ought to be able to get together a competent crew." he sighed. "but you're wasting your time discussing this with me. i'm not responsible for the decision. i can't do anything about it."

docchi stood up. his face was colorless and bright.

dr. cameron looked at him directly for the first time. "i suggest you calm down. be patient and wait; you may get your chance."

"you wait," said docchi. "we don't intend to."

the door opened for him and closed behind him.

cameron concentrated on the desk. actually he was trying to look through it. he wrote down the card sequence he expected to find. he opened a drawer and gazed at the contents, then grimaced in disappointment. no matter how many times he tried, he never got better than strictly average results. maybe there was something to telepathy, but he hadn't found it yet.

he dismissed it from his mind. it was a private game, a method of avoiding involvement while docchi was present. but docchi was gone now, and he had better come up with some answers. the right ones.

he switched on the telecom. "get me medicouncilor thorton," he told the robot operator. "direct, if you can; indirect if you have to. i'll wait."

with an approximate mean diameter of thirty miles, the asteroid was listed on the charts as handicap haven. the regular inhabitants were willing to admit the handicap part of the name, but they didn't call it haven. there were other terms, none of them suggesting sanctuary.

it was a hospital, of course, but even more like a convalescent home, the permanent kind. a healthy and vigorous humanity had built it for those few who were less fortunate. a splendid gesture, but, like many such gestures, the reality fell somewhat short of the original intentions.

the robot operator interrupted his thoughts. "medicouncilor thorton will speak to you."

the face of an older man filled the screen. "on my way to the satellites of jupiter. i'll be in direct range for the next half hour." at such distance, transmission and reception were practically instantaneous. "you wanted to speak to me about the solar committee reply?"

"i do. i informed docchi a few minutes ago."

"how did he react?"

"he didn't like it. as a matter of fact, he was mad all the way through."

"that speaks well for his mental resiliency."

"they all seem to have enough spirit, though, and nothing to use it on," said dr. cameron. "i confess i didn't look at him often, in spite of the fact that he was quite presentable. handsome, even, in a startling way."

thorton nodded. "presentable. that means he had arms."

"he did. is that important?"

"i think it is. he expected a favorable reply and wanted to look his best. as nearly normal as possible."

"trouble?"

"i don't see how," said the medicouncilor uncertainly. "in any event, not immediately. it will take them some time to get over the shock of refusal. they can't do anything, really. individually they're helpless. collectively—there aren't parts for a dozen sound bodies on the asteroid."

"i've looked over the records," said dr. cameron. "not one accidental has ever liked being on handicap haven, and that covers quite a few years. but there has never been so much open discontent as there is now."

"someone is organizing them. find out who and keep a close watch."

"i know who. docchi, nona, anti, and jordan. but it doesn't do any good merely to watch them. i want your permission to break up that combination. humanely, of course."

"how do you propose to do it?"

"docchi, for instance. with prosthetic arms he appears physically normal, except for that uncanny luminescence. that is repulsive to the average person. medically there's nothing we can do about it, but psychologically we might be able to make it into an asset. you're aware that gland opera is the most popular program in the solar system. telepaths, teleports, pyrotics and so forth are the heroes. all fake, of course: makeup and trick camera shots. but docchi can be made into a real live star. the death-ray man, say. when his face shines, men fall dead or paralyzed. he'd have a chance to return to normal society under conditions that would be mentally acceptable to him."

"acceptable to him, perhaps, but not to society," reflected the medicouncilor. "an ingenious idea, one which does credit to your humanitarian outlook. only it won't work. you have docchi's medical record, but you probably don't know his complete history. he was an electrochemical engineer, specializing in cold lighting. he seemed on his way to a brilliant career when a particularly messy accident occurred. the details aren't important. he was badly mangled and tossed into a tank of cold lighting fluid by automatic machinery. it was some time before he was discovered.

"there was a spark of life left and we managed to save him. we had to amputate his arms and ribs practically to his spinal column. the problem of regeneration wasn't as easy as it usually is. we were able to build up a new rib case; that's as much as we could do. under such conditions, prosthetic arms are merely ornaments. they can be fastened to him and they look all right, but he can't use them. he has no back or shoulder muscles to anchor them to.

"and add to that the adaptation his body made while he was in the tank. the basic cold lighting fluid, as you know, is semi-organic. it permeated every tissue in his body. by the time we got him, it was actually a necessary part of his metabolism. a corollary, i suppose, of the fundamental biocompensation theory."

the medicouncilor paused and shook his head. "i'm afraid your idea is out, dr. cameron. i don't doubt that he would be successful on the program you mention. but there is more to life on the outside than success. can you picture the dead silence when he walks into a room of normal people?"

"i see," said cameron, though he didn't, at least not eye to eye. the medicouncilor was convinced and there was nothing cameron could do to alter that conviction. "the other one i had in mind was nona," he added.

"i thought so." thorton glanced at the solar chronometer. "i haven't much time, but i'd better explain. you're new to the post and i don't think you've learned yet to evaluate the patients and their problems properly. in a sense, nona is more impossible than docchi. he was once a normal person. she never was. her appearance is satisfactory; perhaps she's quite pretty, though you must remember that you're seeing her under circumstances that may make her seem more attractive than she really is.

"she can't talk or hear. she never will. she doesn't have a larynx, and it wouldn't help if we gave her one. she simply doesn't have the nervous system necessary for speech or hearing. her brain is definitely not structurally normal. as far as we're concerned, that abnormality is not in the nature of a mutation. it's more like an anomaly. once cleft palates were frequent—prenatal nutritional deficiencies or traumas. occasionally we still run into cases like that, but our surgical techniques are always adequate. not with nona, however.

"she can't be taught to read or write; we've tried it. we dug out the old helen keller techniques and brought them up to date with no results. apparently her mind doesn't work in a human fashion. we question whether very much of it works at all."

"that might be a starting point," said cameron. "if her brain—"

"gland opera stuff," interrupted thorton. "or rhine opera, if you'll permit me to coin a term. we've thought of it, but it isn't true. we've tested her for every telepathic quality that the rhine people list. again no results. she has no special mental capacities. just to make sure of that, we've given her periodic checkups. one last year, in fact."

cameron frowned in frustration. "then it's your opinion that she's not able to survive in a normal society?"

"that's it," answered the medicouncilor bluntly. "you'll have to face the truth—you can't get rid of any of them."

"with or without their cooperation, i'll manage," said cameron.

"i'm sure you will." the medicouncilor's manner didn't ooze confidence. "of course, if you need help we can send reinforcements."

the implication was clear enough. "i'll keep them out of trouble," cameron promised.

the picture and the voice were fading. "it's up to you. if it turns out to be too difficult, get in touch with the medicouncil...."

the robot operator broke in: "the ship is beyond direct telecom range. if you wish to continue the conversation, it will have to be relayed through the nearest main station. at present, that is mars."

aside from the time element, which was considerable, it wasn't likely that he would get any better answers than he could supply for himself. cameron shook his head. "we are through, thanks."

he got heavily to his feet. that wasn't a psychological reaction at all. he really was heavier. he made a mental note. he would have to investigate.

in a way they were pathetic—the patchwork humans, the half or quarter men and women, the fractional organisms masquerading as people—an illusion which died hard for them. medicine and surgery were partly to blame. techniques were too good, or not good enough, depending on the viewpoint.

too good in that the most horribly injured person, if he were still alive, could be kept alive! not good enough because a percentage of the injured couldn't be returned to society completely sound and whole. there weren't many like that; but there were some, and all of them were on the asteroid.

they didn't like it. at least they didn't like being confined to handicap haven. it wasn't that they wanted to go back to the society of the normals, for they realized how conspicuous they'd be among the multitudes of beautiful, healthy people on the planets.

what the accidentals did want was ridiculous. they desired, they hoped, they petitioned to be the first to make the long, hard journey to alpha and proxima centauri in rockets. trails of glory for those that went; a vicarious share in it for those who couldn't.

nonsense. the broken people, those without a face they could call their own, those who wore their hearts not on their sleeves, but in a blood-pumping chamber, those either without limbs or organs—or too many. the categories seemed endless.

the accidentals were qualified, true. in fact, of all the billions of solar citizens, they alone could make the journey and return. but there were other factors that ruled them out. the first point was never safe to discuss with them, especially if the second had to be explained. it would take a sadistic nature that cameron didn't possess.