it may be remembered that mr maguire, when he first made public that pretty story of the lion and the lamb, declared that he would give the lion no peace till that beast had disgorged his prey, and that he had pledged himself to continue the fight till he should have succeeded in bringing the lamb back to the pleasant pastures of littlebath. but mr maguire found some difficulty in carrying out his pledge. he was willing enough to fight, but the weapons with which to do battle were wanting to him. the christian examiner, having got so far into the mess, and finding that a ready sale did in truth result from any special article as to the lion and the lamb, was indeed ready to go on with the libel. the christian examiner probably had not much to lose. but there arose a question whether fighting simply through the columns of the christian examiner was not almost tantamount to no fight at all. he wanted to bring an action against sir john ball, to have sir john ball summoned into court and examined about the money, to hear some truculent barrister tell sir john ball that he could not conceal himself from the scorn of an indignant public behind the spangles of his parvenu baronetcy. he had a feeling that the lion would be torn to pieces, if only a properly truculent barrister could be got to fix his claws into him. but, unfortunately, no lawyer,—not even solomon walker, the low church attorney at littlebath,—would advise him that he had any ground for an action. if indeed he chose to proceed against the lady for a breach of promise of marriage, then the result would depend on the evidence. in such case as that the low church attorney at littlebath was willing to take the matter up. "but mr maguire was, of course, aware," said solomon walker, "that there was a prejudice in the public mind against gentlemen appearing as parties to such suits." mr maguire was also aware that he could adduce no evidence of the fact beyond his own unsupported, and, in such case, untrue word, and declared therefore to the attorney, in a very high tone indeed, that on no account would he take any step to harass the lady. it was simply against sir john ball that he wished to proceed. "things would come out in that trial, mr walker," he said, "which would astonish you and all the legal world. a rapacious scheme of villainy has been conceived and brought to bear, through the stupidity of some people and the iniquity of others, which would unroll itself fold by fold as certainly as i stand here, if it were properly handled by a competent barrister in one of our courts of law." and i think that mr maguire believed what he was saying, and that he believed, moreover, that he was speaking the truth when he told mr walker that the lady had promised to marry him. men who can succeed in deceiving no one else will succeed at last in deceiving themselves. but the lawyer told him, repeating the fact over and over again, that the thing was impracticable; that there was no means of carrying the matter so far that sir john ball should be made to appear in a witness box. everything that sir john had done he had done legally; and even at that moment of the discussion between mr walker and mr maguire, the question of the ownership of the property was being tried before a proper tribunal in london. mr maguire still thought mr walker to be wrong,—thought that his attorney was a weak and ignorant man; but he acknowledged to himself the fact that he in his unhappy position was unable to get any more cunning attorney to take the matter in hand.
but the christian examiner still remained to him, and that he used with diligence. from week to week there appeared in it articles attacking the lion, stating that the lion was still being watched, that his prey would be snatched from him at last, that the lamb should even yet have her rights, and the like. and as the thing went on, the periodical itself and the writer of the article became courageous by habit, till things were printed which sir john ball found it almost impossible to bear. it was declared that he was going to desert the lamb, now that he had taken all the lamb's property; and that the lamb, shorn of all her fleece, was to be condemned to earn her bread as a common nurse in the wards of a common hospital,—all which information came readily enough to mr maguire by the hands of miss colza. the papers containing these articles were always sent to sir john ball and to miss mackenzie, and the articles were always headed, "the lion and the lamb." miss mackenzie, in accordance with an arrangement made to that purpose, sent the papers as soon as they came to mr slow, but sir john ball had no such ready way of freeing himself from their burden. he groaned and toiled under them, going to his lawyer with them, and imploring permission to bring an action for libel against mr maguire. the venom of the unclean animal's sting had gone so deep into him, that, fond as he was of money, he had told his lawyer that he would not begrudge the expense if he could only punish the man who was hurting him. but the attorney, who understood something of feeling as well as something of money, begged him to be quiet at any rate till the fate of the property should be settled. "and if you'll take my advice, sir john, you will not notice him at all. you may be sure that he has not a shilling in the world, and that he wants you to prosecute him. when you have got damages against him, he will be off out of the country."
"but i shall have stopped his impudent ribaldry," said sir john ball. then the lawyer tried to explain to him that no one read the ribaldry. it was of no use. sir john read it himself, and that was enough to make him wretched.
the little fable which made sir john so unhappy had not, for some months past, appeared in any of the metropolitan newspapers; but when the legal inquiry into the proper disposition of mr jonathan ball's property was over, and when it was known that, as the result of that inquiry, the will in favour of the mackenzies was to be set aside and the remains of the property handed over to sir john, then that very influential newspaper, which in the early days of the question had told the story of the lion and the lamb, told it all again, tearing, indeed, the littlebath christian examiner into shreds for its iniquity, but speaking of the romantic misfortune of the lamb in terms which made sir john ball very unhappy. the fame which accrued to him from being so publicly pointed out as a lion, was not fame of which he was proud. and when the writer in this very influential newspaper went on to say that the world was now looking for a termination of this wonderful story, which would make it pleasant to all parties, he was nearly beside himself in his misery. he, a man of fifty, of slow habits, with none of the buoyancy of youth left in him, apt to regard himself as older than his age, who had lived with his father and mother almost on an equality in regard to habits of life, the father of a large family, of which the eldest was now himself a man! could it be endured that such a one as he should enter upon matrimony amidst the din of public trumpets and under a halo of romance? the idea of it was frightful to him. on the very day on which the result of the legal investigation was officially communicated to him, he sat in the old study at the cedars with two newspapers before him. in one of these there was a description of his love, which he knew was intended as furtive ridicule, and an assurance to the public that the lamb's misfortunes would all be remedied by the sweet music of the marriage bell. what right had any one to assert publicly that he intended to marry any one? in his wretchedness and anger he would have indicted this newspaper also for a libel, had not his lawyer assured him that, according to law, there was no libel in stating that a man was going to be married. the other paper accused him of rapacity and dishonesty in that he would not marry the lamb, now that he had secured the lamb's fleece; so that, in truth, he had no escape on either side; for mr maguire, having at last ascertained that the lamb had, in very truth, lost all her fleece, was no longer desirous of any personal connection, and felt that he could best carry out his pledge by attacking the possessor of the fleece on that side. under such circumstances, what was such a man as sir john ball to do? could he marry his cousin amidst the trumpets, and the halo, and the doggrel poetry which would abound? was it right that he should be made a mark for the finger of scorn? had he done anything to deserve this punishment?
and it must be remembered that from day to day his own mother, who lived with him, who sat with him late every night talking on this one subject, was always instigating him to abandon his cousin. it had been admitted between them that he was no longer bound by his offer. margaret herself had admitted it,—"does not attempt to deny it," as lady ball repeated over and over again. when he had made his offer he had known nothing of mr maguire's offer, nor had margaret then told him of it. such reticence on her part of course released him from his bond. so lady ball argued, and against this argument her son made no demur. indeed it was hardly possible that he should comprehend exactly what had taken place between his cousin and mr maguire. his mother did not scruple to assure him that she must undoubtedly at one time have accepted the man's proposal. in answer to this john ball would always assert his entire reliance on his cousin's word.
"she did it without knowing that she did so," lady ball would answer; "but in some language she must have assented."
but the mother was never able to extract from the son any intimation of his intention to give up the marriage, though she used threats and tears, ridicule and argument,—appeals to his pride and appeals to his pocket. he never said that he certainly would marry her; he never said so at least after that night on which margaret in her bedroom had told him her story with reference to mr maguire; but neither did he ever say that he certainly would not marry her. lady ball gathered from all his words a conviction that he would be glad to be released, if he could be released by any act on margaret's behalf, and therefore she had made her attempt on margaret. with what success the reader will, i hope, remember. margaret, when she accepted her cousin's offer, had been specially bidden by him to be firm. this bidding she obeyed, and on that side there was no hope at all for lady ball.
i fear there was much of cowardice on sir john's part. he had, in truth, forgiven margaret any offence that she had committed in reference to mr maguire. she had accepted his offer while another offer was still dragging on an existence after a sort, and she had not herself been the first to tell him of these circumstances. there had been offence to him in this, but that offence he had, in truth, forgiven. had there been no littlebath christian examiner, no tale of the lion and the lamb, no publicity and no ridicule, he would quietly have walked off with his cousin to some church, having gone through all preliminary ceremonies in the most silent manner possible for them, and would have quietly got himself married and have carried margaret home with him. now that his father was dead and that his uncle jonathan's money had come to him, his pecuniary cares were comparatively light, and he believed that he could be very happy with margaret and his children. but then to be pointed at daily as a lion, and to be asked by all his acquaintances after the lamb! it must be owned that he was a coward; but are not most men cowards in such matters as that?
but now the trial was over, the money was his own, margaret was left without a shilling in the world, and it was quite necessary that he should make up his mind. he had once told his lawyer, in his premature joy, on that very day on which mr maguire had come to the cedars, that everything was to be made smooth by a marriage between himself and the disinherited heiress. he had since told the lawyer that something had occurred which might, perhaps, alter this arrangement. after that the lawyer had asked no question about the marriage; but when he communicated to his client the final intelligence that jonathan ball's money was at his client's disposal, he said that it would be well to arrange what should be done on miss mackenzie's behalf. sir john ball had assumed very plainly a look of vexation when the question was put to him.
"i promised mr slow that i would ask you," said the lawyer. "mr slow is of course anxious for his client."
"it is my business and not mr slow's," said sir john ball, "and you may tell him that i say so."
then there had been a moment's silence, and sir john had felt himself to be wrong.
"pray tell him also," said sir john, "that i am very grateful to him for his solicitude about my cousin, and that i fully appreciate his admirable conduct both to her and me throughout all this affair. when i have made up my mind what shall be done, i will let him know at once."
as he walked down from his lawyer's chambers in bedford row to the railway station he thought of all this, and thought also of those words which mrs mackenzie had spoken to him in the bazaar. "you have no right to scold him yet," she had said to margaret. of course he had understood what they meant, and of course margaret had understood them also. and he had not been at all angry when they were spoken. margaret had been so prettily dressed, and had looked so fresh and nice, that at that moment he had forgotten all his annoyances in his admiration, and had listened to mrs mackenzie's cunning speech, not without confusion, but without any immediate desire to contradict its necessary inference. a moment or two afterwards the harpies had been upon him, and then he had gone off in his anger. poor margaret had been unable to distinguish between the effects produced by the speech and by the harpies; but mrs mackenzie had been more clever, and had consequently predicted her cousin's speedy promotion in the world's rank.
sir john, as he went home, made up his mind to one of two alternatives. he would either marry his cousin or halve jonathan ball's money with her. he wanted to marry her, and he wanted to keep the money. he wanted to marry her especially since he had seen how nice she looked in black-freckled muslin; but he wanted to marry her in silence, without any clash of absurd trumpets, without ridicule-moving leading articles, and fingers pointed at the triumphant lion. he made up his mind to one of those alternatives, and resolved that he would settle which on that very night. his mind should be made up and told to his mother before he went to bed. nevertheless, when the girls and jack were gone, and he was left alone with lady ball, his mind had as yet been made up to nothing!
his mother gave him no peace on this subject. it was she who began the conversation on this occasion.
"john," she said, "the time has come for me to settle the question of my residence."
now the house at twickenham was the property of the present baronet, but lady ball had a jointure of five hundred a year out of her late husband's estate. it had always been intended that the mother should continue to live with her son and grandchildren in the very probable event of her being left a widow; and it was felt by them all that their means were not large enough to permit, with discretion, separate households; but lady ball had declared more than once with extreme vehemence that nothing should induce her to live at the cedars if margaret mackenzie should be made mistress of the house.
"has the time come especially to-day?" he asked in reply.
"i think we may say it has come especially to-day. we know now that you have got this increase to your income, and nothing is any longer in doubt that we cannot ourselves settle. i need not say that my dearest wish is to remain here, but you know my mind upon that subject."
"i cannot see any possible reason for your going."
"nor can i—except the one. i suppose you know yourself what you mean to do about your cousin. everybody knows what you ought to do after the disgraceful things that have been put into all the newspapers."
"that has not been margaret's fault."
"i am by no means so sure of that. indeed, i think it has been her fault; and now she has made herself notorious by being at this bazaar, and by having herself called a ridiculous name by everybody. nothing will make me believe but what she likes it."
"you are ready to believe any evil of her, mother; and yet it is not two years since you yourself wished me to marry her."
"things are very different since that; very different indeed. and i did not know her then as i do now, or i should never have thought of such a thing, let her have had all the money in the world. she had not misbehaved herself then with that horrible curate."
"she has not misbehaved herself now," said the son, in an angry voice.
"yes, she has, john," said the mother, in a voice still more angry.
"that's a matter for me to judge. she has not misbehaved herself in my eyes. it is a great misfortune,—a great misfortune for us both,—the conduct of this man; but i won't allow it to be said that it was her fault."
"very well. then i suppose i may arrange to go. i did not think, john, that i should be turned out of your father's house so soon after your father's death. i did not indeed."
thereupon lady ball got out her handkerchief, and her son perceived that real tears were running down her face.
"nobody has ever spoken of your going except yourself, mother."
"i won't live in the house with her."
"and what would you have me do? would you wish me to let her go her way and starve by herself?"
"no, john; certainly not. i think you should see that she wants for nothing. she could live with her sister-in-law, and have the interest of the money that the rubbs took from her. it was your money."
"i have explained to you over and over again, mother, that that has already been made over to mrs tom mackenzie; and that would not have been at all sufficient. indeed, i have altogether made up my mind upon that. when the lawyers and all the expenses are paid, there will still be about eight hundred a year. i shall share it with her."
"john!"
"that is my intention; and therefore if i were to marry her i should get an additional income of four hundred a year for myself and my children."
"you don't mean it, john?"
"indeed i do, mother. i'm sure the world would expect me to do as much as that."
"the world expect you! and are you to rob your children, john, because the world expects it? i never heard of such a thing. give away four hundred a year merely because you are afraid of those wretched newspapers! i did expect you would have more courage."
"if i do not do one, mother, i shall do the other certainly."
"then i must beg you to tell me which you mean to do. if you gave her half of all that is coming to you, of course i must remain here because you could not live here without me. your income would be quite insufficient. but you do owe it to me to tell me at once what i am to do."
to this her son made no immediate answer, but sat with his elbow on the table, and his head upon his hand looking moodily at the fire-place. he did not wish to commit himself if he could possibly avoid it.
"john, i must insist upon an answer," said his mother. "i have a right to expect an answer."
"you must do what you like, mother, independently of me. if you think you can live here on your income, i will go away, and you shall have the place."
"that's nonsense, john. of course you want a large house for the children, and i, if i must be alone, shall only want one room for myself. what should i do with the house?" then there was silence again for a while.
"i will give you a final answer on saturday," he said at last. "i shall see margaret before saturday."
after that he took his candle and went to bed. it was then tuesday, and lady ball was obliged to be contented with the promise thus made to her.
on wednesday he did nothing. on the thursday morning he received a letter which nearly drove him mad. it was addressed to him at the office of the shadrach fire insurance company, and it reached him there. it was as follows—
littlebath, — june, 186—.
sir,
you are no doubt fully aware of all the efforts which i have made during the last six months to secure from your grasp the fortune which did belong to my dear—my dearest friend, margaret mackenzie. for as my dearest friend i shall ever regard her, though she and i have been separated by machinations of the nature of which she, as i am fully sure, has never been aware. i now ascertain that some of the inferior law courts have, under what pressure i know not, set aside the will which was made twenty years ago in favour of the mackenzie family, and given to you the property which did belong to them. that a superior court would reverse the judgment, i believe there is little doubt; but whether or no the means exist for me to bring the matter before the higher tribunals of the country i am not yet aware. very probably i may have no such power, and in such case, margaret mackenzie is, to-day, through your means, a beggar.
since this matter has been before the public you have ingeniously contrived to mitigate the wrath of public opinion by letting it be supposed that you purposed to marry the lady whose wealth you were seeking to obtain by legal quibbles. you have made your generous intentions very public, and have created a romance that has been, i must say, but little becoming to your age. if all be true that i heard when i last saw miss mackenzie at twickenham, you have gone through some ceremony of proposing to her. but, as i understand, that joke is now thought to have been carried far enough; and as the money is your own, you intend to enjoy yourself as a lion, leaving the lamb to perish in the wilderness.
now i call upon you to assert, under your own name and with your own signature, what are your intentions with reference to margaret mackenzie. her property, at any rate for the present, is yours. do you intend to make her your wife, or do you not? and if such be your intention, when do you purpose that the marriage shall take place, and where?
i reserve to myself the right to publish this letter and your answer to it; and of course shall publish the fact if your cowardice prevents you from answering it. indeed nothing shall induce me to rest in this matter till i know that i have been the means of restoring to margaret mackenzie the means of decent livelihood.
i have the honour to be, sir,
your very humble servant,
jeremiah maguire.
sir john ball, bart., &c., &c,
shadrach fire office.
sir john, when he had read this, was almost wild with agony and anger. he threw up his hands with dismay as he walked along the passages of the shadrach office, and fulminated mental curses against the wasp that was able to sting him so deeply. what should he do to the man? as for answering the letter, that was of course out of the question; but the reptile would carry out his threat of publishing the letter, and then the whole question of his marriage would be discussed in the public prints. an idea came across him that a free press was bad and rotten from the beginning to the end. this creature was doing him a terrible injury, was goading him almost to death, and yet he could not punish him. he was a clergyman, and could not be beaten and kicked, or even fired at with a pistol. as for prosecuting the miscreant, had not his own lawyer told him over and over again that such a prosecution was the very thing which the miscreant desired. and then the additional publicity of such a prosecution, and the twang of false romance which would follow and the horrid alliteration of the story of the two beasts, and all the ridicule of the incidents, crowded upon his mind, and he walked forth from the shadrach office among the throngs of the city a wretched and almost despairing man.