and when we arrived, lo! before the little white farm there was a great muster. my lord kenmure himself rode over to review us. for the committee of estates drawn together by the duke hamilton had named him as responsible for the stewartry of kirkcudbright.
but that which was of greater interest to me than any commission or enrollment was the appearing of two women upon the doorstep of the cottage—the lady of earlstoun and her daughter mary.
now it is to be remembered that alexander gordon’s wife was a sister of sir robert hamilton, the commander at bothwell brig—a man whose ungovernable temper, and genius for setting one man at variance with his fellow, had lost us bothwell brig and the life of many a brave lad of the hills. and mary’s mother, jean hamilton, was like her brother in that somewhat{77} pretentious piety which is of all things the most souring and embittering.
so that even my father said—good, honest man, that would speak ill of none all the days of his life: “if i had a wife like yon woman, i declare i would e’en turn malignant and shoot her without warrant of law or benefit of clergy.”
jean gordon came down off the doorstep and stood in front of us four macclellans, looking out upon us with her keen, black eyes, and seeming as it had been, ready to peck at us with her long nose, which was hooked like a parrot’s in the middle.
“have any of you paid the king’s cess,[5] or had any dealings with the malignants?” she said, speaking to us as to children taken in a fault.
“not save along the barrel of a musket, my lady of earlstoun!” quoth my father, drily.
the stern-visaged woman smiled at the ready answer.
“e’en stick to that, goodman of ardarroch—it is the safest commerce with such ill-favoured cattle!” she said.
and with that she stepped further on to interrogate{78} some newcomers who had arrived after us in the yard of the farm.
but indeed i minded her nothing. for there was a sweeter and fairer thing to see standing by the cheek of the door—even young mary gordon, the very maid i had once carried so far in my arms, now grown a great lass and a tall, albeit still slender as a year-old wand of willow by the water’s edges. her hair, which had been lint white when i brought her down the side of bennan after the shooting of the poor lad, was now darkening into a golden brown, with thick streaks of a warmer hue, ruddy as copper, running through it.
this girl leaned against the doorstep, her shapely head inclined a little sideways, and her profile clear and cold as the graving on a seal ring, turned away from me.
for my life i could not take my eyes off her.
“i, even i, quintin macclellan, have carried that girl in my arms and thought nothing of it!” i said the words over and over to myself, and somehow they were exceedingly pleasing to me.
i had ever sneered at love and love-making before, but (i own it) after seeing that fair{79} young lass stand by the low entering in of the farmhouse door, i scoffed no more.
yet she seemed all unconscious that i or any other was near her. but it came to me with power i could not resist, that i should make myself known to her. and though i expected nothing of remembrance, grace, or favour, yet—such is the force of compelling love, the love that comes at the first sight (and i believe in no other kind) that i put all my pride under my feet, and went forward humbly to speak with her, holding my bonnet of blue in my hand.
for as yet we of the earlstoun levies had fallen into no sort of order, neither had we been drilled according to the rules of war, but stood about in scattering groups, waiting for the end of the conference between my lord of kenmure and colonel william gordon.
as i approached, awkwardly enough, the maid turned her eyes upon me with some surprise, and the light of them shone cold as winter moonlight glinting upon new-fallen snow.
i made my best and most dutiful obedience, even as my mother had showed me, for she was gentle of kin and breeding, far beyond my father.{80}
“mistress mary,” i said, scarce daring to raise my eyes to hers, but keeping them fixed upon the point of my own rough brogans. “you have without doubt forgotten me. yet have i never for an hour forgotten you.”
i knew all the while that her eyes were burning auger holes into me. but i could not raise my awkward coltish face to hers. she stood a little more erect, waiting for me to speak again. i could see so much without looking. whereat, after many trials, i mustered up courage to go on.
“mind you not the lad who brought you down from the bennan top so long ago, and took you under cloud of night to the tower of lochinvar on the raft beneath the shelter of beech leaves?”
i knew there was a kindly interest growing now in her eyes. but, dolt that i was, i could not meet them a whit the more readily because of that.
“i scarcely remember aught of it,” she said, “yet i have been told a hundred times the tale of your bringing me home to my aunt at lochinvar. it is somewhat belated, but i thank you, sir, for your courtesy.”
“nay,” said i, “’tis all i have to be thankful{81} for in my poor life, that i took you safely past the cruel persecutors.”
she gave me a quick, strange look.
“yet now do i not see you ready to ride and persecute in your turn?”
these words, from the daughter of alexander gordon of earlstoun, who was scarcely yet liberate from the prison of blackness, astonished me so much that i stood speechless.
“to persecute in my turn?” said i. “nay, my dear mistress, i go to uphold the banner of christ’s kingdom against those that hate him.”
very scornfully she smiled.
“in my short life,” she said, “i’ve heard overmuch of such talk. i know to an ell how much it means. i have a mother, and she has friends and gossips. to me the triumph of what you call ‘the kingdom’ means but two things—the pharisee exalted and the bigot triumphant. prince jacob of orange may supplant his father and take the crown; every canting jack may fling away the white rose and shout for the orange lily. but not i—not i?”
she flaunted a little white hand suddenly palm upward, like an apple blossom blown off the branch by the wind.
to say that i was astounded by this outbreak{82} is to say little. it was like an earthquake, the trembling and resolving of solid land under my feet. alexander gordon’s child—“the bull of earlstoun’s” daughter—standing openly and boldly for the cause of those who had prisoned and, perhaps, tortured her father, and brought about the ruin of her house!
at last i managed to speak.
“you are a young maiden,” i said, as quietly as i could, “and you know nothing of the great occasions of state, the persecutions of twenty-five years, the blood shed on lonely hillsides, the deaths by yet wearier sickness, the burials under cloud of night of those who have suffered——!”
i would have said more, but that she prevented me imperiously.
“i know all there is to know,” she cried, almost insolently. “have i not broken fast with it, dined with it, taken my four-hours with it, supped with it ever since i was of age to hear words spoken? but to my thinking the root of the matter is that you, and those like you, will not obey the rightful king, who alone is to be obeyed, whose least word ought to be sufficient.”
“but not in religion—not in the things of conscience,” i stammered.{83}
again she waved her hand floutingly.
“’tis not my idea of loyalty only to be loyal when it suits my whim, only to obey when obedience is easy and pleasant. the man whom i shall honour shall know nothing of such summer allegiance as that!”
she paused a moment and i listened intently.
“nay,” she said, “he shall speak and i shall obey. he shall be my king, even as king james is the sovereign of his people. his word shall be sacred and his will law.”
there was a light of something like devout obedience in her eyes. a holy vestal flame for a moment lighted up her face. i knew it was useless to argue with her then.
“nevertheless,” i answered very meekly, “at least you will not wholly forget that i brought you to a place of safety, sheltering you in my arms and venturing into dark waters for your sake!”
now though i looked not directly at her, i could see the cold light in her eyes grow more scornful.
“you do well to remind me of my obligation. but do not be afraid; you shall be satisfied. i will speak of you to my father. doubtless, when he comes home he will be great with{84} the usurper and those that bear rule under him. you shall be rewarded to the top of your desires.”
then there rose a hot indignation in my heart that she should thus wilfully misunderstand me.
“you do me great wrong, my lady mary,” i answered; “i desire no reward from you or yours, saving only your kindly remembrance, nor yet any advancement save, if it might be, into your favour.”
“that,” she said, turning petulantly away, “you will never get till i see the white rose in your bonnet instead of those whiggish and rebel colours.”{85}
