eight decades passed away slowly in the avondale phalanstery; and day after day seemed more and more terrible to poor, weak, disconsolate olive. the quiet refinement and delicate surroundings of their placid life seemed to make her poignant misery and long anxious term of waiting only the more intense in its sorrow and its awesomeness. every day, the younger sisters turned as of old to their allotted round of pleasant housework; every day the elder sisters, who had earned their leisure, brought in their dainty embroidery, or their drawing materials, or their other occupations, and tried to console her, or rather to condole with her, in her great sorrow. she couldn't complain of any unkindness; on the contrary, all the brothers and sisters were sympathy itself; while clarence, though he tried hard not to be too idolatrous to her (which is wrong and antisocial, of course), was still overflowing with tenderness and consideration for her in their common grief. but all that seemed merely to make things worse. if only somebody would have been cruel to her; if only the hierarch would have scolded her, or the elder sisters have shown any distant coldness, or the other girls have been wanting in sisterly sympathy, she might have got angry or brooded over her wrongs; whereas, now, she could do nothing save cry passively with a vain attempt at resignation. it was nobody's fault; there was nobody to be angry with, there was nothing to blame except the great impersonal laws and circumstances of the cosmos, which it would be rank impiety and wickedness to question or to gainsay. so she endured in silence, loving only to sit with clarence's hand in hers, and the dear doomed baby lying peacefully upon the stole in her lap. it was inevitable and there was no use repining; for so profoundly had the phalanstery schooled the minds[pg 317] and natures of those two unhappy young parents (and all their compeers), that, grieve as they might, they never for one moment dreamt of attempting to relax or set aside the fundamental principles of phalansteric society in these matters.
by the kindly rule of the phalanstery, every mother had complete freedom from household duties for two years after the birth of her child; and clarence, though he would not willingly have given up his own particular work in the grounds and garden, spent all the time he could spare from his short daily task (every one worked five hours every lawful day, and few worked longer, save on special emergencies) by olive's side. at last, the eight decades passed slowly away, and the fatal day for the removal of little rosebud arrived. olive called her rosebud because, she said, she was a sweet bud that could never be opened into a full-blown rose. all the community felt the solemnity of the painful occasion; and by common consent the day (darwin, december 20) was held as an intra-phalansteric fast by the whole body of brothers and sisters.
on that terrible morning olive rose early, and dressed herself carefully in a long white stole with a broad black border of greek key pattern. but she had not the heart to put any black upon dear little rosebud; and so she put on her fine flannel wrapper, and decorated it instead with the pretty coloured things that veronica and philomela had worked for her, to make her baby as beautiful as possible on this its last day in a world of happiness. the other girls helped her and tried to sustain her, crying all together at the sad event. "she's a sweet little thing," they said to one another as they held her up to see how she looked. "if only it could have been her reception to-day instead of her removal!" but olive moved through them all with stoical resignation—dry-eyed and parched in the throat, yet saying not a word save for necessary[pg 318] instructions and directions to the nursing sisters. the iron of her creed had entered into her very soul.
after breakfast, brother eustace and the hierarch came sadly in their official robes into the lesser infirmary. olive was there already, pale and trembling, with little rosebud sleeping peacefully in the hollow of her lap. what a picture she looked, the wee dear thing, with the hothouse flowers from the conservatory that clarence had brought to adorn her, fastened neatly on to her fine flannel robe! the physiologist took out a little phial from his pocket, and began to open a sort of inhaler of white muslin. at the same moment, the grave, kind old hierarch stretched out his hands to take the sleeping baby from its mother's arms. olive shrank back in terror, and clasped the child softly to her heart. "no, no, let me hold her myself, dear hierarch," she said, without flinching. "grant me this one last favour. let me hold her myself." it was contrary to all fixed rules; but neither the hierarch nor any one else there present had the heart to refuse that beseeching voice on so supreme and spirit-rending an occasion.
brother eustace poured the chloroform solemnly and quietly on to the muslin inhaler. "by resolution of the phalanstery," he said, in a voice husky with emotion, "i release you, rosebud, from a life for which you are naturally unfitted. in pity for your hard fate, we save you from the misfortune you have never known, and will never now experience." as he spoke, he held the inhaler to the baby's face, and watched its breathing grow fainter and fainter, till at last, after a few minutes, it faded gradually and entirely away. the little one had slept from life into death, painlessly and happily, even as they looked.
clarence, tearful but silent, felt the baby's pulse for a moment, and then, with a burst of tears, shook his head bitterly. "it is all over,"[pg 319] he cried with a loud cry. "it is all over; and we hope and trust it is better so."
but olive still said nothing.
the physiologist turned to her with an anxious gaze. her eyes were open, but they looked blank and staring into vacant space. he took her hand, and it felt limp and powerless. "great heaven," he cried, in evident alarm, "what is this? olive, olive, our dear olive, why don't you speak?"
clarence sprang up from the ground, where he had knelt to try the dead baby's pulse, and took her unresisting wrist anxiously in his. "oh, brother eustace," he cried passionately, "help us, save us; what's the matter with olive? she's fainting, she's fainting! i can't feel her heart beat, no, not ever so little."
brother eustace let the pale white hand drop listlessly from his grasp upon the pale white stole beneath, and answered slowly and distinctly: "she isn't fainting, clarence; not fainting, my dear brother. the shock and the fumes of chloroform together have been too much for the action of the heart. she's dead too, clarence; our dear, dear sister; she's dead too."
clarence flung his arms wildly round olive's neck, and listened eagerly with his ear against her bosom to hear her heart beat. but no sound came from the folds of the simple black-bordered stole; no sound from anywhere save the suppressed sobs of the frightened women who huddled closely together in the corner, and gazed horror-stricken upon the two warm fresh corpses.
"she was a brave girl," brother eustace said at last, wiping his eyes and composing her hands reverently. "olive was a brave girl, and she died doing her duty, without one murmur against the sad necessity that fate had unhappily placed upon her. no sister on earth could wish to die more nobly than by thus sacrificing her own life and her own weak human affections on the altar of humanity for the sake of her child and of[pg 320] the world at large."
"and yet, i sometimes almost fancy," the hierarch murmured with a violent effort to control his emotions, "when i see a scene like this, that even the unenlightened practices of the old era may not have been quite so bad as we usually think them, for all that. surely an end such as olive's is a sad and a terrible end to have forced upon us as the final outcome and natural close of all our modern phalansteric civilization."
"the ways of the cosmos are wonderful," said brother eustace solemnly; "and we, who are no more than atoms and mites upon the surface of its meanest satellite, cannot hope so to order all things after our own fashion that all its minutest turns and chances may approve themselves to us as light in our own eyes."
the sisters all made instinctively the reverential genuflexion. "the cosmos is infinite," they said together, in the fixed formula of their cherished religion. "the cosmos is infinite, and man is but a parasite upon the face of the least among its satellite members. may we so act as to further all that is best within us, and to fulfil our own small place in the system of the cosmos with all becoming reverence and humility! in the name of universal humanity. so be it."
