letter continued.

———— must i then ravel out

my weaved-up follies? ————

shakspeare.

“i resume my pen, harry, to mention, without attempting to describe my surprise, that francis, compelled by circumstances, made me the confidant of his love-intrigue. my grave cousin in love, and very much in the mind of approaching the perilous verge of clandestine marriage — he who used every now and then, not much to the improvement of our cordial regard, to lecture me upon filial duty, just upon the point of slipping the bridle himself! i could not for my life tell whether surprise, or a feeling of mischievous satisfaction, was predominant. i tried to talk to him as he used to talk to me; but i had not the gift of persuasion, or he the power of understanding the words of wisdom. he insisted our situation was different — that his unhappy birth, as he termed it, freed him at least from dependence on his father’s absolute will — that he had, by bequest from some relative of his mother, a moderate competence, which miss mowbray had consented to share with him; in fine, that he desired not my counsel but my assistance. a moment’s consideration convinced me, that i should be unkind, not to him only, but to myself, unless i gave him all the backing i could in this his most dutiful scheme. i recollected our right honourable father’s denunciations against scottish marriages, and secret marriages of all sorts — denunciations perhaps not the less vehement, that he might feel some secret prick of conscience on the subject himself. i remembered that my grave brother had always been a favourite, and i forgot not — how was it possible i could forget — those ominous expressions, which intimated a possibility of the hereditary estate and honours being transferred to the elder, instead of the younger son. now, it required no conjurer to foresee, that should francis commit this inexpiable crime of secretly allying himself with a scottish beauty, our sire would lose all wish to accomplish such a transference in his favour; and while my brother’s merits were altogether obscured by such an unpardonable act of disobedience, my own, no longer overshadowed by prejudice or partiality, would shine forth in all their natural brilliancy. these considerations, which flashed on me with the rapidity of lightning, induced me to consent to hold frank’s back-hand, during the perilous game he proposed to play. i had only to take care that my own share in the matter should not be so prominent as to attract my father’s attention; and this i was little afraid of, for his wrath was usually of that vehement and forcible character, which, like lightning, is attracted to one single point, there bursting with violence as undivided as it was uncontrollable.

“i soon found the lovers needed my assistance more than i could have supposed; for they were absolute novices in any sort of intrigue, which to me seemed as easy and natural as lying. francis had been detected by some tattling spy in his walks with clara, and the news had been carried to old mowbray, who was greatly incensed at his daughter, though little knowing that her crime was greater than admitting an unknown english student to form a personal acquaintance with her. he prohibited farther intercourse — resolved, in justice-of-peace phrase, to rid the country of us; and, prudently sinking all mention of his daughter’s delinquency, commenced an action against francis, under pretext of punishing him as an encroacher upon his game, but in reality to scare him from the neighbourhood. his person was particularly described to all the keepers and satellites about shaws-castle, and any personal intercourse betwixt him and clara became impossible, except under the most desperate risks. nay, such was their alarm, that master francis thought it prudent, for miss mowbray’s sake, to withdraw as far as a town called marchthorn, and there to conceal himself, maintaining his intercourse with clara only by letter.

“it was then i became the sheet-anchor of the hope of the lovers; it was then my early dexterity and powers of contrivance were first put to the test; and it would be too long to tell you in how many shapes, and by how many contrivances, i acted as agent, letter-carrier, and go-between, to maintain the intercourse of these separated turtles. i have had a good deal of trouble in that way on my own account, but never half so much as i took on account of this brace of lovers. i scaled walls and swam rivers, set bloodhounds, quarterstaves, and blunderbusses at defiance; and, excepting the distant prospect of self-interest which i have hinted at, i was neither to have honour nor reward for my pains. i will own to you, that clara mowbray was so very beautiful — so absolutely confiding in her lover’s friend — and thrown into such close intercourse with me, that there were times when i thought that, in conscience, she ought not to have scrupled to have contributed a mite to reward the faithful labourer. but then, she looked like purity itself; and i was such a novice at that time of day, that i did not know how it might have been possible for me to retreat, if i had made too bold an advance — and, in short, i thought it best to content myself with assisting true love to run smooth, in the hope that its course would assure me, in the long-run, an earl’s title, and an earl’s fortune.

“nothing was, therefore, ventured on my part which could raise suspicion, and, as the confidential friend of the lovers, i prepared every thing for their secret marriage. the pastor of the parish agreed to perform the ceremony, prevailed upon by an argument which i used to him, and which clara, had she guessed it, would have little thanked me for. i led the honest man to believe, that, in declining to do his office, he might prevent a too successful lover from doing justice to a betrayed maiden; and the parson, who, i found, had a spice of romance in his disposition, resolved, under such pressing circumstances, to do them the kind office of binding them together, although the consequence might be a charge of irregularity against himself. old mowbray was much confined to his room, his daughter less watched since frank had removed from the neighbourhood — the brother (which, by the by, i should have said before) not then in the country — and it was settled that the lovers should meet at the old kirk of saint ronan’s when the twilight became deep, and go off in a chaise for england so soon as the ceremony was performed.

“when all this was arranged save the actual appointment of the day, you cannot conceive the happiness and the gratitude of my sage brother. he looked upon himself as approaching to the seventh heaven, instead of losing his chance of a good fortune, and encumbering himself at nineteen with a wife, and all the probabilities of narrow circumstances, and an increasing family. though so much younger myself, i could not help wondering at his extreme want of knowledge of the world, and feeling ashamed that i had ever allowed him to take the airs of a tutor with me; and this conscious superiority supported me against the thrill of jealousy which always seized me when i thought of his carrying off the beautiful prize, which, without my address, he could never have made his own. — but at this important crisis, i had a letter from my father, which, by some accident, had long lain at our lodgings in edinburgh; and then visited our former quarters in the highlands; again returned to edinburgh, and at length reached me at marchthorn in a most critical time.

“it was in reply to a letter of mine, in which, among other matters, such as good boys send to their papas, descriptions of the country, accounts of studies, exercises, and so forth, i had, to fill up the sheet to a dutiful length, thrown in something about the family of st. ronan’s, in the neighbourhood of which i was writing. i had no idea what an effect the name would produce on the mind of my right honourable father, but his letter sufficiently expressed it. he charged me to cultivate the acquaintance of mr. mowbray as fast and as intimately as possible; and, if need were, to inform him candidly of our real character and situation in life. wisely considering, at the same time, that his filial admonition might be neglected if not backed by some sufficient motive, his lordship frankly let me into the secret of my granduncle by the mother’s side, mr. s. mowbray of nettlewood’s last will and testament, by which i saw, to my astonishment and alarm, that a large and fair estate was bequeathed to the eldest son and heir of the earl of etherington, on condition of his forming a matrimonial alliance with a lady of the house of mowbray, of st. ronan’s. — mercy of heaven! how i stared! here had i been making every preparation for wedding francis to the very girl, whose hand would insure to myself wealth and independence! — and even the first loss, though great, was not likely to be the last. my father spoke of the marriage like a land-surveyor, but of the estate of nettlewood like an impassioned lover. he seemed to dote on every acre of it, and dwelt on its contiguity to his own domains as a circumstance which rendered the union of the estates not desirable merely, but constituted an arrangement, pointed out by the hand of nature. and although he observed, that, on account of the youth of the parties, treaty of marriage could not be immediately undertaken, it was yet clear he would approve at heart of any bold stroke which would abolish the interval of time that might otherwise intervene, ere oakendale and nettlewood became one property.

“here, then, were shipwrecked my fair hopes. it was clear as sunshine, that a private marriage, unpardonable in the abstract, would become venial, nay, highly laudable, in my father’s eyes, if it united his heir with clara mowbray; and if he really had, as my fears suggested, the means of establishing legitimacy on my brother’s part, nothing was so likely to tempt him to use them, as the certainty that, by his doing so, nettlewood and oakendale would be united into one. the very catastrophe which i had prepared, as sure to exclude my rival from his father’s favour, was thus likely, unless it could be prevented, to become a strong motive and argument for the earl placing his rights above mine.

“i shut myself up in my bedroom; locked the door; read, and again read my father’s letter; and, instead of giving way to idle passion, (beware of that, harry, even in the most desperate circumstances,) i considered, with keen investigation, whether some remedy could not yet be found. — to break off the match for the time, would have been easy — a little private information to mr. mowbray would have done that with a vengeance — but then the treaty might be renewed under my father’s auspices; — at all events, the share which i had taken in the intrigue between clara and my brother, rendered it almost impossible for me to become a suitor in my own person. — amid these perplexities, it suddenly occurred to my adventurous heart and contriving brain — what if i should personate the bridegroom? — this strange thought, you will recollect, occurred to a very youthful brain — it was banished — it returned — returned again and again — was viewed under every different shape — became familiar — was adopted. — it was easy to fix the appointment with clara and the clergyman for i managed the whole correspondence — the resemblance between francis and me in stature and in proportion — the disguise which we were to assume — the darkness of the church — the hurry of the moment — might, i trusted, prevent clara from recognising me. to the minister i had only to say, that though i had hitherto talked of a friend, i myself was the happy man. my first name was francis as well as his; and i had found clara so gentle, so confiding, so flatteringly cordial in her intercourse with me, that, once within my power, and prevented from receding by shame, and a thousand contradictory feelings, i had, with the vanity of an amoureux de seize ans, the confidence to believe i could reconcile the fair lady to the exchange.

“there certainly never came such a thought into a madcap’s brain; and, what is more extraordinary — but that you already know — it was so far successful, that the marriage ceremony was performed between us in the presence of a servant of mine, clara’s accommodating companion, and the priest. — we got into the carriage, and were a mile from the church, when my unlucky or lucky brother stopped the chaise by force — through what means he had obtained knowledge of my little trick, i never have been able to learn. solmes has been faithful to me in too many instances, that i should suspect him in this important crisis. i jumped out of the carriage, pitched fraternity to the devil, and, betwixt desperation and something very like shame, began to cut away with a couteau de chasse, which i had provided in case of necessity. — all was in vain — i was hustled down under the wheel of the carriage, and, the horses taking fright, it went over my body.

“here ends my narrative; for i neither heard not saw more until i found myself stretched on a sick-bed many miles from the scene of action, and solmes engaged in attending on me. in answer to my passionate enquiries, he briefly informed me, that master francis had sent back the young lady to her own dwelling, and that she appeared to be extremely ill in consequence of the alarm she had sustained. my own health, he assured me, was considered as very precarious, and added, that tyrrel, who was in the same house, was in the utmost perturbation on my account. the very mention of his name brought on a crisis in which i brought up much blood; and it is singular that the physician who attended me — a grave gentleman, with a wig — considered that this was of service to me. i know it frightened me heartily, and prepared me for a visit from master frank, which i endured with a tameness he would not have experienced, had the usual current of blood flowed in my veins. but sickness and the lancet make one very tolerant of sermonizing. — at last, in consideration of being relieved from his accursed presence, and the sound of his infernally calm voice, i slowly and reluctantly acquiesced in an arrangement, by which he proposed that we should for ever bid adieu to each other, and to clara mowbray. i would have hesitated at this last stipulation. ‘she was,’ i said, ‘my wife, and i was entitled to claim her as such.’

“this drew down a shower of most moral reproaches, and an assurance that clara disowned and detested my alliance; and that where there had been an essential error in the person, the mere ceremony could never be accounted binding by the law of any christian country. i wonder this had not occurred to me; but my ideas of marriage were much founded on plays and novels, where such devices as i had practised are often resorted to for winding up the plot, without any hint of their illegality; besides, i had confided, as i mentioned before, a little too rashly perhaps, in my own powers of persuading so young a bride as clara to be contented with one handsome fellow instead of another.

“solmes took up the argument, when francis released me by leaving the room. he spoke of my father’s resentment, should this enterprise reach his ears — of the revenge of mowbray of st. ronan’s, whose nature was both haughty and rugged — of risk from the laws of the country, and god knows what bugbears besides, which, at a more advanced age, i would have laughed at. in a word, i sealed the capitulation, vowed perpetual absence, and banished myself, as they say in this country, forth of scotland.

“and here, harry, observe and respect my genius. every circumstance was against me in this negotiation. i had been the aggressor in the war; i was wounded, and, it might be said, a prisoner in my antagonist’s hands; yet i could so far avail myself of monsieur martigny’s greater eagerness for peace, that i clogged the treaty with a condition highly advantageous to myself, and equally unfavourable to him. — said mr. francis martigny was to take upon himself the burden of my right honourable father’s displeasure; and our separation, which was certain to give immense offence, was to be represented as his work, not as mine. i insisted, tender-hearted, dutiful soul, as i was, that i would consent to no measure which was to bring down papa’s displeasure. this was a sine qua non in our negotiation.

‘voila ce que c’est d’avoir des talens!’

“monsieur francis would, i suppose, have taken the world on his shoulders, to have placed an eternal separation betwixt his turtledove and the falcon who had made so bold a pounce at her. — what he wrote to my father, i know not; as for myself, in all duty, i represented the bad state of my health from an accident, and that my brother and companion having been suddenly called from me by some cause which he had not explained, i had thought it necessary to get to london for the best advice, and only waited his lordship’s permission to return to the paternal mansion. this i soon received, and found, as i expected, that he was in towering wrath against my brother for his disobedience; and, after some time, i even had reason to think, (as how could it be otherwise, harry?) that, on becoming better acquainted with the merits and amiable manners of his apparent heir, he lost any desire which he might formerly have entertained, of accomplishing any change in my circumstances in relation to the world. perhaps the old peer turned a little ashamed of his own conduct, and dared not aver to the congregation of the righteous, (for he became saintly in his latter days,) the very pretty frolics which he seems to have been guilty of in his youth. perhaps, also, the death of my right honourable mother operated in my favour, since, while she lived, my chance was the worse — there is no saying what a man will do to spite his wife. — enough, he died — slept with his right honourable fathers, and i became, without opposition, right honourable in his stead.

“how i have borne my new honours, thou, harry, and our merry set, know full well. newmarket and tattersal’s may tell the rest. i think i have been as lucky as most men where luck is most prized, and so i shall say no more on that subject.

“and now, harry, i will suppose thee in a moralizing mood; that is, i will fancy the dice have run wrong — or your double-barrel has hung fire — or a certain lady has looked cross — or any such weighty cause of gravity has occurred, and you give me the benefit of your seriousness. —‘my dear etherington,’ say you pithily, ‘you are a precious fool! — here you are, stirring up a business rather scandalous in itself, and fraught with mischief to all concerned — a business which might sleep for ever, if you let it alone, but which is sure, like a sea-coal fire, to burst into a flame if you go on poking it. i would like to ask your lordship only two questions,’— say you, with your usual graceful attitude of adjusting your perpendicular shirt-collar, and passing your hand over the knot of your cravat, which deserves a peculiar place in the tietaniae828 —‘only two questions — that is, whether you do not repent the past, and whether you do not fear the future?’ very comprehensive queries, these of yours, harry; for they respect both the time past and the time to come — one’s whole life, in short. however, i shall endeavour to answer them as well as i may.

“repent the past, said you? — yes, harry, i think i do repent the past — that is, not quite in the parson’s style of repentance, which resembles yours when you have a headache, but as i would repent a hand at cards which i had played on false principles. i should have begun with the young lady — availed myself in a very different manner of monsieur martigny’s absence, and my own intimacy with her, and thus superseded him, if possible, in the damsel’s affections. the scheme i adopted, though there was, i think, both boldness and dexterity in it, was that of a novice of premature genius, who could not calculate chances. so much for repentance. — do i not fear the future? — harry, i will not cut your throat for supposing you to have put the question, but calmly assure you, that i never feared any thing in my life. i was born without the sensation, i believe; at least, it is perfectly unknown to me. when i felt that cursed wheel pass across my breast, when i felt the pistol-ball benumb my arm, i felt no more agitation than at the bounce of a champagne-cork. but i would not have you think that i am fool enough to risk plague, trouble, and danger, all of which, besides considerable expense, i am now prepared to encounter, without some adequate motive — and here it is.

“from various quarters, hints, rumours, and surmises have reached me, that an attack will be made on my rank and status in society, which can only be in behalf of this fellow martigny, (for i will not call him by his stolen name of tyrrel.) now, this i hold to be a breach of the paction betwixt us, by which — that is, by that which i am determined to esteem its true meaning and purport — he was to leave my right honourable father and me to settle our own matters without his interference, which amounted to a virtual resignation of his rights, if the scoundrel ever had any. can he expect i am to resign my wife, and what is a better thing, old scrogie mowbray’s estate of nettlewood, to gratify the humour of a fellow who sets up claims to my title and whole property? no, by ——! if he assails me in a point so important, i will retaliate upon him in one where he will feel as keenly; and that he may depend upon. — and now, methinks, you come upon me with a second edition of your grave remonstrances, about family feuds, unnatural rencontres, offence to all the feelings of all the world, et cetera, et cetera, which you might usher in most delectably with the old stave about brethren dwelling together in unity. i will not stop to enquire, whether all these delicate apprehensions are on account of the earl of etherington, his safety, and his reputation; or whether my friend harry jekyl be not considering how far his own interference with such a naughty business will be well taken at head-quarters; and so, without pausing on that question, i shall barely and briefly say, that you cannot be more sensible than i am of the madness of bringing matters to such an extremity — i have no such intention, i assure you, and it is with no such purpose that i invite you here. — were i to challenge martigny, he would refuse me the meeting; and all less ceremonious ways of arranging such an affair are quite old-fashioned.

“it is true, at our first meeting, i was betrayed into the scrape i told you of — just as you may have shot (or shot at, for i think you are no downright hitter) a hen-pheasant, when flushed within distance, by a sort of instinctive movement, without reflecting on the enormity you are about to commit. the truth is, there is an ignis fatuus influence, which seems to govern our house — it poured its wildfire through my father’s veins — it has descended to me in full vigour, and every now and then its impulse is irresistible. there was my enemy, and here were my pistols, was all i had time to think about the matter. but i will be on my guard in future, the more surety, as i cannot receive any provocation from him; on the contrary, if i must confess the truth, though i was willing to gloss it a little in my first account of the matter, (like the gazette, when recording a defeat,) i am certain he would never voluntarily have fired at me, and that his pistol went off as he fell. you know me well enough to be assured, that i will never be again in the scrape of attacking an unresisting antagonist, were he ten times my brother.

“then, as to this long tirade about hating my brother — harry, i do not hate him more than the first-born of egypt are in general hated by those whom they exclude from entailed estates, and so forth — not one lauded man in twenty of us that is not hated by his younger brothers, to the extent of wishing him quiet in his grave, as an abominable stumbling-block in their path of life; and so far only do i hate monsieur martigny. but for the rest, i rather like him as otherwise; and would he but die, would give my frank consent to his being canonized: and while he lives, i am not desirous that he should be exposed to any temptation from rank and riches, those main obstacles to the self-denying course of life, by which the odour of sanctity is attained.

“here again you break in with your impertinent queries — if i have no purpose of quarrelling personally with martigny, why do i come into collision with him at all? — why not abide by the treaty of marchthorn, and remain in england, without again approaching saint ronan’s, or claiming my maiden bride?

“have i not told you, i want him to cease all threatened attempts upon my fortune and dignity? have i not told you, that i want to claim my wife, clara mowbray, and my estate of nettlewood, fairly won by marrying her? — and, to let you into the whole secret, though clara is a very pretty woman, yet she goes for so little in the transaction with me, her animpassioned bridegroom, that i hope to make some relaxation of my rights over her the means of obtaining the concessions which i think most important.

“i will not deny, that an aversion to awakening bustle, and encountering reproach, has made me so slow in looking after my interest, that the period will shortly expire, within which i ought, by old scrog mowbray’s will, to qualify myself for becoming his heir, by being the accepted husband of miss mowbray of st. ronan’s. time was — time is — and, if i catch it not by the forelock as it passes, time will be no more — nettlewood will be forfeited — and if i have in addition a lawsuit for my title, and for oakendale, i run a risk of being altogether capotted. i must, therefore, act at all risks, and act with vigour — and this is the general plan of my campaign, subject always to be altered according to circumstances. i have obtained — i may say purchased — mowbray’s consent to address his sister. i have this advantage, that if she agrees to take me, she will for ever put a stop to all disagreeable reports and recollections, founded on her former conduct. in that case i secure the nettlewood property, and am ready to wage war for my paternal estate. indeed, i firmly believe, that should this happy consummation take place, monsieur martigny will be too much heart-broken to make further fight, but will e’en throw helve after hatchet, and run to hide himself, after the fashion of a true lover, in some desert beyond seas.

“but supposing the lady has the bad taste to be obstinate, and will none of me, i still think that her happiness, or her peace of mind, will be as dear to martigny, as gibraltar is to the spaniards, and that he will sacrifice a great deal to induce me to give up my pretensions. now, i shall want some one to act as my agent in communicating with this fellow; for i will not deny that my old appetite for cutting his throat may awaken suddenly, were i to hold personal intercourse with him. come thou, therefore, without delay, and hold my back-hand — come, for you know me, and that i never left a kindness unrewarded. to be specific, you shall have means to pay off a certain inconvenient mortgage, without troubling the tribe of issachar, if you will be but true to me in this matter — come, therefore, without further apologies or further delay. there shall, i give you my word, neither be risk or offence in the part of the drama which i intend to commit to your charge.

“talking of the drama, we had a miserable attempt at a sort of bastard theatricals, at mowbray’s rat-gnawed mansion. there were two things worth noticing — one, that i lost all the courage on which i pique myself, and fairly fled from the pit, rather than present myself before miss clara mowbray, when it came to the push. and upon this i pray you to remark, that i am a person of singular delicacy and modesty, instead of being the drawcansir and daredevil that you would make of me. the other memorabile is of a more delicate nature, respecting the conduct of a certain fair lady, who seemed determined to fling herself at my head. there is a wonderful degree of freemasonry among us folk of spirit; and it is astonishing how soon we can place ourselves on a footing with neglected wives and discontented daughters. if you come not soon, one of the rewards held out to you in my former letter, will certainly not be forthcoming. no schoolboy keeps gingerbread, for his comrade, without feeling a desire to nibble at it; so, if you appear not to look after your own interest, say you had fair warning. for my own part, i am rather embarrassed than gratified by the prospect of such an affair, when i have on the tapis another of a different nature. this enigma i will explain at meeting.

“thus finishes my long communication. if my motives of action do not appear explicit, think in what a maze fortune has involved me, and how much must necessarily depend on the chapter of accidents.

“yesterday i may be said to have opened my siege, for i presented myself before clara. i had no very flattering reception — that was of little consequence, for i did not expect one. by alarming her fears, i made an impression thus far, that she acquiesces in my appearing before her as her brother’s guest, and this is no small point gained. she will become accustomed to look on me, and will remember with less bitterness the trick which i played her formerly; while i, on the other hand, by a similar force of habit, will get over certain awkward feelings with which i have been compunctiously visited whenever i look upon her. — adieu! health and brotherhood.

“thine,

“etherington.”