rasselas rose next day, and resolved to begin his experiments upon life. “youth,” cried he, “is the time of gladness: i will join myself to the young men whose only business is to gratify their desires, and whose time is all spent in a succession of enjoyments.”
to such societies he was readily admitted, but a few days brought him back weary and disgusted. their mirth was without images, their laughter without motive; their pleasures were gross and sensual, in which the mind had no part; their conduct was at once wild and mean — they laughed at order and at law, but the frown of power dejected and the eye of wisdom abashed them.
the prince soon concluded that he should never be happy in a course of life of which he was ashamed. he thought it unsuitable to a reasonable being to act without a plan, and to be sad or cheerful only by chance. “happiness,” said he, “must be something solid and permanent, without fear and without uncertainty.”
but his young companions had gained so much of his regard by their frankness and courtesy that he could not leave them without warning and remonstrance. “my friends,” said he, “i have seriously considered our manners and our prospects, and find that we have mistaken our own interest. the first years of man must make provision for the last. he that never thinks, never can be wise. perpetual levity must end in ignorance; and intemperance, though it may fire the spirits for an hour, will make life short or miserable. let us consider that youth is of no long duration, and that in mature age, when the enchantments of fancy shall cease, and phantoms of delight dance no more about us, we shall have no comforts but the esteem of wise men and the means of doing good. let us therefore stop while to stop is in our power: let us live as men who are some time to grow old, and to whom it will be the most dreadful of all evils to count their past years by follies, and to be reminded of their former luxuriance of health only by the maladies which riot has produced.”
they stared awhile in silence one upon another, and at last drove him away by a general chorus of continued laughter.
the consciousness that his sentiments were just and his intention kind was scarcely sufficient to support him against the horror of derision. but he recovered his tranquillity and pursued his search.
