"the french are in the valley!"
it may easily be that, during the many years which have come and gone since the eventful time of my childhood, memory has played tricks upon me to the prejudice of truth. i am indeed admonished of this by study of my son, for whose children in turn this tale is indited, and who is now able to remember many incidents of his youth--chiefly beatings and like parental cruelties--which i know very well never happened at all. he is good enough to forgive me these mythical stripes and bufferings, but he nurses their memory with ostentatious and increasingly succinct recollection, whereas for my own part, and for his mother's, our enduring fear was lest we had spoiled him through weak fondness. by good fortune the reverse has been true. he is grown into a man of whom any parents might be proud--tall, well-featured, strong, tolerably learned, honorable, and of influence among his fellows. his affection for us, too, is very great. yet in the fashion of this new generation, which speaks without waiting to be addressed, and does not scruple to instruct on all subjects its elders, he will have it that he feared me when a lad--and with cause! if fancy can so distort impressions within such short span, it does not become me to be too set about events which come back slowly through the mist and darkness of nearly threescore years.
yet they return to me so full of color, and cut in such precision and keenness of outline, that at no point can i bring myself to say, "perhaps i am in error concerning this," or to ask, "has this perchance been confused with other matters?" moreover, there are few now remaining who of their own memory could controvert or correct me. and if they essay to do so, why should not my word be at least as weighty as theirs? and so to the story:
i was in my eighth year, and there was snow on the ground.
the day is recorded in history as november 13, a.d. 1757, but i am afraid that i did not know much about years then, and certainly the month seems now to have been one of midwinter. the mohawk, a larger stream then by far than in these days, was not yet frozen over, but its frothy flood ran very dark and chill between the white banks, and the muskrats and the beavers were all snug in their winter holes. although no big fragments of ice floated on the current, there had already been a prodigious scattering of the bateaux and canoes which through all the open season made a thriving thoroughfare of the river. this meant that the trading was over, and that the trappers and hunters, white and red, were either getting ready to go or had gone northward into the wilderness, where might be had during the winter the skins of dangerous animals--bears, wolves, catamounts, and lynx--and where moose and deer could be chased and yarded over the crust, not to refer to smaller furred beasts to be taken in traps.
i was not at all saddened by the departure of these rude, foul men, of whom those of caucasian race were not always the least savage, for they did not fail to lay hands upon traps or nets left by the heedless within their reach, and even were not beyond making off with our boats, cursing and beating children who came unprotected in their path, and putting the women in terror of their very lives. the cold weather was welcome not only for clearing us of these pests, but for driving off the black flies, mosquitoes, and gnats which at that time, with the great forests so close behind us, often rendered existence a burden, particularly just after rains.
other changes were less grateful to the mind. it was true i would no longer be held near the house by the task of keeping alight the smoking kettles of dried fungus, designed to ward off the insects, but at the same time had disappeared many of the enticements which in summer oft made this duty irksome. the partridges were almost the sole birds remaining in the bleak woods, and, much as their curious ways of hiding in the snow, and the resounding thunder of their strange drumming, mystified and attracted me, i was not alert enough to catch them. all my devices of horse-hair and deer-hide snares were foolishness in their sharp eyes. the water-fowl, too--the geese, ducks, cranes, pokes, fish-hawks, and others--had flown, sometimes darkening the sky over our clearing by the density of their flocks, and filling the air with clamor. the owls, indeed, remained, but i hated them.
the very night before the day of which i speak, i was awakened by one of these stupid, perverse birds, which must have been in the cedars on the knoll close behind the house, and which disturbed my very soul by his ceaseless and melancholy hooting. for some reason it affected me more than commonly, and i lay for a long time nearly on the point of tears with vexation--and, it is likely, some of that terror with which uncanny noises inspire children in the darkness. i was warm enough under my fox-robe, snuggled into the husks, but i was very wretched. i could hear, between the intervals of the owl's sinister cries, the distant yelping of the timber wolves, first from the schoharie side of the river, and then from our own woods. once there rose, awfully near the log wall against which i nestled, a panther's shrill scream, followed by a long silence, as if the lesser wild things outside shared for the time my fright. i remember that i held my breath.
it was during this hush, and while i lay striving, poor little fellow, to dispel my alarm by fixing my thoughts resolutely on a rabbit-trap i had set under some running hemlock out on the side hill, that there rose the noise of a horse being ridden swiftly down the frosty highway outside. the hoofbeats came pounding up close to our gate. a moment later there was a great hammering on the oak door, as with a cudgel or pistol handle, and i heard a voice call out in german (its echoes ring still in my old ears):
"the french are in the valley!"
i drew my head down under the fox-skin as if it had been smitten sharply, and quaked in solitude. i desired to hear no more.
although so very young a boy, i knew quite well who the french were, and what their visitations portended. even at that age one has recollections. i could recall my father, peaceful man of god though he was, taking down his gun some years before at the rumor of a french approach, and my mother clinging to his coat as he stood in the doorway, successfully pleading with him not to go forth. i had more than once seen mrs. markell of minden, with her black knit cap worn to conceal the absence of her scalp, which had been taken only the previous summer by the indians, who sold it to the french for ten livres, along with the scalps of her murdered husband and babe. so it seemed that adults sometimes parted with this portion of their heads without losing also their lives. i wondered if small boys were ever equally fortunate. i felt softly of my hair and wept.
how the crowding thoughts of that dismal hour return to me! i recall considering in my mind the idea of bequeathing my tame squirrel to hendrick getman, and the works of an old clock, with their delightful mystery of wooden cogs and turned wheels, which was my chief treasure, to my negro friend tulp--and then reflecting that they too would share my fate, and would thus be precluded from enjoying my legacies. the whimsical aspect of the task of getting hold upon tulp's close, woolly scalp was momentarily apparent to me, but i did not laugh. instead, the very suggestion of humor converted my tears into vehement sobbings.
when at last i ventured to lift my head and listen again, it was to hear another voice, an english-speaking voice which i knew very well, saying gravely from within the door:
"it is well to warn, but not to terrify. there are many leagues between us and danger, and many good fighting men. when you have told your tidings to sir william, add that i have heard it all and have gone back to bed."
then the door was closed and barred, and the hoofbeats died away down the valley.
these few words had sufficed to shame me heartily of my cowardice. i ought to have remembered that we were almost within hail of fort johnson and its great owner the general; that there was a long ulineof forts between us and the usual point of invasion with many soldiers; and--most important of all--that i was in the house of mr. stewart.
if these seem over-mature reflections for one of my age, it should be explained, that, while a veritable child in matters of heart and impulse, i was in education and association much advanced beyond my years. the master of the house, mr. thomas stewart, whose kind favor had provided me with a home after my father's sad demise, had diverted his leisure with my instruction, and given me the great advantage of daily conversation both in english and dutch with him. i was known to sir william and to mr. butler and other gentlemen, and was often privileged to listen when they conversed with mr. stewart. thus i had grown wise in certain respects, while remaining extremely childish in others. thus it was that i trembled first at the common hooting of an owl, and then cried as if to die at hearing the french were coming, and lastly recovered all my spirits at the reassuring sound of mr. stewart's voice, and the knowledge that he was content to return to his sleep.
i went soundly to sleep myself, presently, and cannot remember to have dreamed at all.
