how a stately name was shortened and sweetened.
it was on the morrow after my birthday that we became finally convinced of the french retreat. mr. stewart had returned from his journeys, contented, and sat now, after his hot supper, smoking by the fire. i lay at his feet on a bear-skin, i remember, reading by the light of the flames, when my aunt brought the baby-girl in.
during the week that she had been with us, i had been too much terrified by the menace of invasion to take much interest in her, and mr. stewart had scarcely seen her. he smiled now, and held out his hands to her. she went to him very freely, and looked him over with a wise, wondering expression when he took her on his knee. it could be seen that she was very pretty. her little white rows of teeth were as regular and pearly as the upper kernels on an ear of fresh sweet corn. she had a ribbon in her long, glossy hair, and her face shone pleasantly with soap. my aunt had made her some shoes out of deer-hide, which mr. stewart chuckled over.
"what a people the dutch are!" he said, with a smile. "the child is polished like the barrel of a gun. what's your name, little one?"
the girl made no answer, from timidity i suppose.
"has she no name? i should think she would have one," said i. it was the first time i had ever spoken to mr. stewart without having been addressed. but my new position in the house seemed to entitle me to this much liberty, for once.
"no," he replied, "your aunt is not able to discover that she has a name--except that she calls herself pulkey, or something like that."
"that is not a good name to the ear," i said, in comment.
"no; doubtless it is a nickname. i have thought," he added, musingly, "of calling her desideria."
i sat bolt upright at this. it did not become me to protest, but i could not keep the dismay from my face, evidently, for mr. stewart laughed aloud.
"what is it, douw? is it not to your liking?"
"y-e-s, sir--but she is such a very little girl!"
"and the name is so great, eh? she'll grow to it, lad, she'll grow to it. and what kind of a dutchman are you, sir, who are unwilling to do honor to the greatest of all dutchmen? the dr. erasmus upon whose letters you are to try your latin this winter--his name was desiderius. can you tell what it means? it signifies 'desired,' as of a mother's heart, and he took a form of the greek verb erao, meaning about the same thing, instead. it's a goodly famous name, you see. we mean to make our little girl the truest lady, and love her the best, of all the women in the valley. and so we'll give her a name--a fair-sounding, gracious, classical name--which no other woman bears, and one that shall always suggest home love--eh, boy?"
"but if it be so good a name, sir," i said, gingerly being conscious of presumption, "why did dr. erasmus not keep it himself instead of turning it into greek?"
my patron laughed heartily at this. "a dutchman for obstinacy!" he said, and leaned over to rub the top of my head, which he did when i specially pleased him.
late that night, as i lay awake in my new room, listening to the whistling of the wind in the snow-laden branches outside, an idea came to me which i determined to put into action. so next evening, when the little girl was brought in after our supper, i begged that she might be put down on the fur before the fire, to play with me, and i watched my opportunity. mr. stewart was reading by the candles on the table. save for the singing of the kettle on the crane--for the mixing of his night-drink later on--and the click of my aunt's knitting-needles, there was perfect silence. i mustered my bravery, and called my wee playmate "daisy."
i dared not look at the master, and could not tell if he had heard or not. presently i spoke the name again, and this time ventured to steal an apprehensive glance at him, and fancied i saw the workings of a smile repressed in the deep lines about his mouth. "a dutchman for obstinacy" truly, since two days afterward mr. stewart himself called the girl "daisy"--and there was an end of it. until confirmation time, when she played a queenly part at the head of the little class of farmers' and villagers' daughters whom dominie romeyn baptized into full communion, the ponderous latin name was never heard of again. then it indeed emerged for but a single day, to dignify a state occasion, and disappeared forever. except alone on the confirmation register of the stone church at caughnawaga, she was daisy thenceforth for all time and to all men.
the winter of 1757-58 is still spoken of by us old people as a season of great severity and consequent privation. the snow was drifted over the roads up to the first branches of the trees, yet rarely formed a good crust upon which one could move with snow-shoes. hence the outlying settlements, like cherry valley and tribes hill, had hard work to get food.
i do not remember that our household stood in any such need, but occasionally some indian who had been across the hills carrying venison would come in and rest, begging for a drink of raw rum, and giving forth a strong smell like that of a tame bear as he toasted himself by the fire. mr. stewart was often amused by these fellows, and delighted to talk with them as far as their knowledge of language and inclination to use it went, but i never could abide them.
it has become the fashion now to be sentimental about the red man, and young people who never knew what he really was like find it easy to extol his virtues, and to create for him a chivalrous character. no doubt there were some honest creatures among them; even in sodom and gomorrah a few just people were found. it is true that in later life i once had occasion to depend greatly upon the fidelity of two oneidas, and they did not fail me. but as a whole the race was a bad one--full of laziness and lies and cowardly ferocity. from earliest childhood i saw a good deal of them, and i know what i say.
probably there was no place on the whole continent where these indians could be better studied than in the mohawk valley, near to sir william's place. they came to him in great numbers, not only from the six nations, but often from far-distant tribes living beyond the lakes and north of the st. lawrence. they were on their best behavior with him, and no doubt had an affection for him in their way, but it was because he flattered their egregious vanity by acting and dressing in indian fashion, and made it worth their while by constantly giving them presents and rum. their liking seemed always to me to be that of the selfish, treacherous cat, rather than of the honest dog. their teeth and claws were always ready for your flesh, if you did not give them enough, and if they dared to strike. and they were cowards, too, for all their boasting. not even sir william could get them to face any enemy in the open. their notion of war was midnight skulking and shooting from behind safe cover. even in battle they were murderers, not warriors.
in peace they were next to useless. there was a little colony of them in our orchard one summer which i watched with much interest. the men never did one stroke of honest work all the season long, except to trot on errands when they felt like it, and occasionally salt and smoke fish which they caught in the river.
but the wretched squaws--my word but they worked enough for both! these women, wrinkled, dirty, sore-eyed from the smoke in their miserable huts, toiled on patiently, ceaselessly, making a great variety of wooden utensils and things of deer-hide like snow-shoes, moccasins, and shirts, which they bartered with the whites for milk and vegetables and rum. even the little girls among them had to gather berries and mandrake, and, in the fall, the sumach blows which the indians used for savoring their food. and if these poor creatures obtained in their bartering too much bread and milk and too little rum and tobacco, they were beaten by their men as no white man would beat the meanest animal.
doubtless much of my dislike for the indian came from his ridiculous and hateful assumption of superiority over the negro. to my mind, and to all sensible minds i fancy, one simple, honest, devoted black was worth a score of these conceited, childish brutes. i was so fond of my boy tulp, that, even as a little fellow, i deeply resented the slights and cuffs which he used to receive at the hands of the savages who lounged about in the sunshine in our vicinity. his father, mother, and brothers, who herded together in a shanty at the edge of the clearing back of us, had their faults, no doubt; but they would work when they were bid, and they were grateful to those who fed and clothed and cared for them. these were reasons for their being despised by the indians--and they seemed also reasons why i should like them, as i always did.
there were other reasons why i should be very fond of tulp. he was a queer, droll little darky as a boy, full of curious fancies and comical sayings, and i never can remember a time when he would not, i veritably believe, have laid down his life for me. we were always together, indoors or out. he was exceedingly proud of his name, which was in a way a badge of ancient descent--having been borne by a long line of slaves, his ancestors, since that far-back time when the dutch went crazy over collecting tulip-bulbs.
his father had started in life with this name, too, but, passing into the possession of an unromantic yankee at albany, had been re-christened eli--a name which he loathed yet perforce retained when mr. stewart bought him. he was a drunken, larcenous old rascal, but as sweet-tempered as the day is long, and many's the time i've heard him vow, with maudlin tears in his eyes, that all his evil habits came upon him as the result of changing his name. if he had continued to be tulp, he argued, he would have had some incentive to an honorable life; but what self-respecting nigger could have so low-down a name as eli, and be good for anything? all this warranted my boy in being proud of his name, and, so to speak, living up to it.
i have gossiped along without telling much of the long winter of 1757. in truth, there is little to tell. i happen to remember that it was a season of cruel hardship to many of our neighbors. but it was a happy time for me. what mattered it that the snow was piled outside high above my head; that food in the forest was so scarce that the wolves crept yelping close to our stockade; that we had to eat cranberries to keep off the scurvy, until i grew for all time to hate their very color; or that for five long months i never saw my mother and sisters, or went to church? it was very pleasant inside.
i seem still to see the square, home-like central room of the old house, with mr. stewart's bed in one corner, covered with a great robe of pieced panther skins. the smoky rafters above were hung with strings of onions, red-peppers, and long ears of indian corn, the gold of which shone through pale parted husks and glowed in the firelight. the rude home-made table, chairs, and stools stood in those days upon a rough floor of hewn planks, on projecting corners of which an unlucky toe was often stubbed. there were various skins spread on this floor, and others on the log walls, hung up to dry. over the great stone mantel were suspended mr. stewart's guns, along with his sword and pistols. back in the corners of the fireplace were hung traps, nets, and the like, while on the opposite side of the room was the master's bookcase, well filled with volumes in english, latin, and other tongues. three doors, low and unpanelled, opened from this room to the other chambers of the house--leading respectively to the kitchen, to my room, and to the room now set apart for my aunt and little daisy.
no doubt it was a poor abode, and scantily enough furnished, judged by present standards, but we were very comfortable in it, none the less. i worked pretty hard that winter on my latin, conning c?sar for labor and dr. erasmus for play, and kept up my other studies as well, reading for the first time, i remember, the adventures of robinson crusoe. for the rest, i busied myself learning to make snow-shoes, to twist cords out of flax, to mould bullets, and to write legibly, or else played with daisy and tulp.
to confess how simply we amused ourselves, we three little ones, would be to speak in an unknown tongue, i fear, to modern children. our stock of playthings was very limited. we had, as the basis of everything, the wooden works of the old clock, which served now for a gristmill like that of the groats, now for a fort, again for a church. then there were the spindles of a discarded spinning-wheel, and a small army of spools which my aunt used for winding linen thread. these we dressed in odd rags for dolls--soldiers, indians, and fine ladies, and knights of old. to our contented fancy, there was endless interest in the lives and doings of these poor puppets. i made them illustrate the things i read, and the slave boy and tiny orphan girl assisted and followed on with equal enthusiasm, whether the play was of alexander of macedon, or captain kidd, or only a war-council of delaware indians, based upon mr. colden's book.
sometimes, when it was warm enough to leave the hearth, and mr. stewart desired not to be disturbed, we would transport ourselves and our games to my aunt's room. this would be a dingy enough place, i suppose, even to my eyes now, but it had a great charm then. here from the rafters hung the dried, odoriferous herbs--sage, summer-savory, and mother-wort; bottles of cucumber ointment and of a liniment made from angle-worms--famous for cuts and bruises; strings of dried apples and pumpkins; black beans in their withered pods; sweet clover for the linen--and i know not what else besides. on the wall were two dutch engravings of the killing of jan and cornelis de wit by the citizens of the hague, which, despite their hideous fidelity to details, had a great fascination for me.
my childhood comes back vividly indeed to me as i recall the good old woman, in her white cap and short gown (which she had to lift to get at the pocket tied over her petticoat by a string to her waist), walking up and down with the yarn taut from the huge, buzzing wheel, crooning dutch hymns to herself the while, and thinking about our dinner.
