this lapse of d. john did not last long; for in the middle of december fr. miguel servia writes thus in his diary:
"at this time christmas approached, and his highness retired the monday before to a monastery outside naples, of norbertinian monks, called pie de grutta, and the day before the vigil he sent a gentleman to the duque (de sesa) to order him to give notice that he was going to confession. the next day, which was the vigil, we went, fr. fee and i. he received us very graciously, and ordered a room to be given us, as he would not confess until night; and when it was already the hour of matins he called us, and i confessed his highness and the steward, and father fray fee the valet and many other gentlemen; and his highness communicated at the first sung mass, and afterwards all the gentlemen who had confessed. we, on christmas day, after having dined, returned to our convent."
d. john had thought, no doubt, to ensure better the fruits of his penitence, to go straight from the monastery of pie de grutta to the abruzzi, without entering naples, to visit at aquila, and make the acquaintance of his sister donna margaret of austria, the celebrated governess of the low countries and mother of alexander farnese. but letters reached him in this retreat of piety from philip ii which were much to his taste, and which obliged him to return to naples and to put off his visit. these letters made it clear that king philip had decided to bring about a third campaign against the turks, according to the injunctions of the league, for march of next year, 1573, and with this end in view he ordered d. john not only to prepare the galleys, which were wintering in naples, for this date, but also to make their numbers up to 300, and the fighting men to 60,000.
"and now that the affairs of the league are understood and talked about in rome," wrote d. john to his sister, explaining why he was prevented from paying the visit he had announced, "i must attend to them here, to inform the ministers deputed to do this business about things which require questions and answers. h.m. has very really taken up the continuation of the league, and has, therefore, given orders, and especially to me, to attend to the reinforcement of his fleet. so with this idea all the suitable provisions are being made. i hope to god that all may conduce to damage the enemy, who, one hears, are arming themselves in a great hurry, intending to set out to meet us, but, perchance, they will happen on us before they imagine."
this was enough to awake in d. john the love which dominated all other affections, and from that moment he thought of nothing but of obeying his brother's orders, entirely forgetting diana falangola, until he took a short holiday in the middle of february, and left naples with a small following, only thirty gentlemen, and set out for aquila, the usual residence of donna margarita of austria. this lady was the eldest child of the emperor charles v, born when he was twenty-two, four years before his marriage; her mother was margarita vander gheynst, a beautiful fleming, orphan of some wealthy carpet-weavers. her father acknowledged her a long time after her birth, and confided her to his sister, the widowed queen of hungary, who was then governess of the low countries. the youthful margarita was educated by her aunt, whose manly virtues and hasty temper she always imitated, perhaps by natural impulse. they married her when she was twelve years old to alexander de medicis, duke of florence, who was assassinated during the first year of their marriage; she then wedded octavio farnese, duke of parma and piacenza, by whom she was mother of the great alexander, afterwards such a famous leader. her capacity was great, her character strong and masculine, and her piety solid, strengthened by s. ignacio de loyola, who for some time in rome confessed her with much greater frequency than was then usual.
when philip ii publicly acknowledged d. john as his brother donna margarita hastened to send an affectionate letter by francesco de berminicourt, lord of thieuloye, who was one of her "ma?tres d'h?tel," declaring herself a loving sister. d. john had answered suitably, and from that time an uninterrupted correspondence had passed between brother and sister, more filial than fraternal on d. john's part, and more maternal on the part of donna margarita, as she was twenty-five years older. when d. john came to italy for the first time in 1571 donna margarita sent one of her principal gentlemen, pietro aldobrandini, to genoa to welcome him, offer him hospitality, and to say how great was her desire to see and embrace him. d. john was no less anxious to see this unknown sister, who had shown him so much affection, and on the first opportunity, the one we speak of, he set out for aquila, where donna margarita lived, having given over the government of flanders to the duque de alba.
donna margarita was then fifty, and was so vigorous in her person and in her way of moving about, that she appeared more like a man dressed up as a woman, with her black cloth petticoat for winter, and of serge for summer, and her simple coif with its band of pearls. "nor was a little beard wanting," adds p. strada; "and down on the upper lip, which not only gave her a manly appearance, but also one of much authority." donna margarita received her brother with affectionate warmth, and during the few days he was there diversions and rejoicings succeeded one another in aquila, especially hunts, of which she was never tired. she challenged her brother to chase a stag on horseback; he accepted, and, as this sort of hunting is enough to kill anyone, d. john did not have to use much self-denial in letting himself be beaten, and so please the lady.
they had long talks alone, in which she gave him prudent counsels and wise political instruction, drawn from her experience as governess. in one of these talks she asked d. john whether he had any children. he answered, "no." but said she, "if you ever have any, give them to me." he got rather uncomfortable, and answered, "possibly soon i may accept this offer." she said no more; but after d. john left many things happened, and on the 18th of june of this same year he wrote the following letter to his sister from naples:
"lady, y. highness will laugh when you read what is contained in this letter, and although i blush, i feel like doing so too. does y. highness remember, among other private things, asking me if i had any children, and ordering me to give them to you if i had? i answered that i would not take the favour you offered; but i said it soon might be accepted. this soon, lady, is almost now; as in a month's time i think that, bachelor as i am, i shall see myself an ashamed and blushing father, i say ashamed, for it is absurd for me to have children. now y. highness must forgive, as you must be a mother to me and to him who is coming, which will be the first. and thus i truly beg you to do me the kindness of undertaking this new work and trouble, and that it should be with all possible secrecy and caution. but this and the rest which may seem right and proper to you i leave and desire to leave to y. highness, begging you not only to take charge of everything, but to advise me about this and all that you judge best: as it is certain to be, when the time comes to make over the baby to y. highness, which will be as soon as it can be taken to where you are without danger. cardinal granvelle, who, out of love for me and that all should be better and more secretly done, has taken charge of it until it can be made over to you, to whom the said cardinal will write. again i beg y. highness to agree to this, and that henceforward you will consider you are the mother of father and child. the real mother is one of the most highly born and well-known women here, and one of the most beautiful in all italy. for all these reasons, especially that of her noble birth, it seems that you will better bear this upset. this is all, lady. from naples, july 18, 1573. your very true servant and brother kisses y. highn's hands. don john of austria."
this "directly" at last happened. on the 11th of september diana falangola gave birth to a daughter, who was baptised by the name of juana. cardinal granvelle at once took charge of it, and gave it to the care of a nurse, engaged beforehand. two months later, the cardinal complied with the orders of d. john and donna margarita, and sent the baby to aquila, with its nurse and her husband, in charge of francisco castano, of the cardinal's household. castano accompanied them as far as the village of rocca, near sulmona, and there confided them to a trusty person great secrecy that no one should guess the child's origin.[15]
historians wonder why d. john so flatly denied to his sister the existence of his other daughter. what obliged d. john to keep up this deception all his life was probably the promise of secrecy made to do?a magdalena, and his fear of scandal for the unhappy do?a maria de mendoza.
