thursday, october 29, 1942

my dearest kitty,

i'm very worried. father's sick. he's covered with spots and has a high temperature. it looks like measles. just think, we can't even call a doctor! mother is making him perspire in hopes of sweating out the fever.

this morning miep told us that the furniture has been removed from the van daans' apartment on zuider-amstellaan. we haven't told mrs. van d. yet. she's been so "nervenmassig"* [*nervous] lately, and we don't feel like hearing her moan and groan again about all the beautiful china and lovely chairs she had to leave behind. we had to abandon most of our nice things too. what's the good of grumbling about it now?

father wants me to start reading books by hebbel and other well-known german writers. i can read german fairly well by now, except that i usually mumble the words instead of reading them silently to myself. but that'll pass. father has taken the plays of goethe and schiller down from the big bookcase and is planning to read to me every evening. we've started off with don carlos. encouraged by father's good example, mother pressed her prayer book into my hands. i read a few prayers in german, just to be polite. they certainly sound beautiful, but they mean very little to me. why is she making me act so religious and devout?

tomorrow we're going to light the stove for the first time. the chimney hasn't been swept in ages, so the room is bound to fill with smoke. let's hope the thing draws!

yours, anne