monday, december 6, 1943
dearest kitty,
the closer it got to st. nicholas day, the more we all thought back to last year's festively decorated basket.
more than anyone, i thought it would be terrible to skip a celebration this year. after long deliberation, i finally came up with an idea, something funny. i consulted rim, and a week ago we set to work writing a verse for each person.
sunday evening at a quarter to eight we trooped upstairs carrying the big laundry basket, which had been decorated with cutouts and bows made of pink and blue carbon paper. on top was a large piece of brown wrapping paper with a note attached. everyone was rather amazed at the sheer size of the gift. i removed the note and read it aloud:
"once again st. nicholas day has even come to our hideaway; it won't be quite as jun, i fear, as the happy day we had last year. then we were hopeful, no reason to doubt that optimism would win the bout, and by the time this year came round, we'd all be free, and s* and sound. still, let's not jorget it's st. nicholas day, though we've nothing left to give away. we'll have to find something else to do: so everyone please look in their shoe!"
as each person took their own shoe out of the basket, there was a roar of laughter. inside each shoe was a little wrapped package addressed to its owner.
yours, anne
dearest kitty,
a bad case of flu has prevented me from writing to you until today. being sick here is dreadful. with every cough, i had to duck under the blanket -- once, twice, three times -- and try to keep from coughing anymore.
most of the time the tickle refused to go away, so i had to drink milk with honey, sugar or cough drops. i get dizzy just thinking about all the cures i've been subjected to: sweating out the fever, steam treatment, wet compresses, dry compresses, hot drinks, swabbing my throat, lying still, heating pad, hot-water bottles, lemonade and, every two hours, the thermometer. will these remedies really make you better? the worst part was when mr. dussel decided to play doctor and lay his pomaded head on my bare chest to listen to the sounds. not only did his hair tickle, but i was embarrassed, even though he went to school thirty years ago and does have some kind of medical degree. why should he lay his head on my heart? after all, he's not my boyfriend! for that matter, he wouldn't be able to tell a healthy sound from an unhealthy one.
he'd have to have his ears cleaned first, since he's becoming alarmingly hard of hearing. but enough about my illness. i'm fit as a fiddle again. i've grown almost half an inch and gained two pounds. i'm pale, but itching to get back to my books.
ausnahmsweise* (the only word that will do here [* by way of exception]), we're all getting on well together. no squabbles, though that probably won't last long. there hasn't been such peace and quiet in this house for at least six months.
bep is still in isolation, but any day now her sister will no longer be contagious.
for christmas, we're getting extra cooking oil, candy and molasses. for hanukkah, mr. dussel gave mrs. van daan and mother a beautiful cake, which he'd asked miep to bake. on top of all the work she has to do! margot and i received a brooch made out of a penny, all bright and shiny. i can't really describe it, but it's lovely.
i also have a christmas present for miep and bep. for a whole month i've saved up the sugar i put on my hot cereal, and mr. kleiman has used it to have fondant made.
the weather is drizzly and overcast, the stove stinks, and the food lies heavily on our stomachs, producing a variety of rumbles.
the war is at an impasse, spirits are low.
yours, anne
