for the rest of that day, and for the two days following, captain luke did not in any way refer to his offer; and as he showed himself more than ever friendly, and talked away to me in his usual entertaining fashion, my rage and fright began to go off a little—though at bottom, of course, there was no change in my opinions, nor any doubt as to my giving him a point-blank refusal when the issue should be squarely raised.
all this time the brig was bowling along down the trades; and on the third morning after i had the captain's offer—we being then close upon the thirty-fifth parallel of north latitude—bowers called my attention to the gulf-weed floating about us, and told me that we were fairly on the outer edge of the sargasso sea. we should not get into any thicker part of it, he said, as we should bear up to clear it; and so we actually did, hauling away a good deal to the eastward when the brig's course was set that day at noon. but my interest in the matter had been so checked—all my thought being given to finding some way out of the pickle in which i found myself—that i paid little attention to the patches of yellow weed on the water around us or to the bits of wreckage that we saw now and then; and when bowers, keeping on with his talk, fell to chaffing me about my desire to make a voyage of discovery into the thick part of this floating mystery i did not rise to his joking, nor did i make him much of a reply.
indeed, i was in rather a low way that day; which was due in part to my not being able, for all my thinking, to see any sort of a clear course before me; and in part to the fact that the weather was thickening and that my spirits were dulled a good deal by what we call the heaviness of the air. all around the horizon steel-gray clouds were rising, and a soft sort of a haze hung about us and took the life out of the sunshine, and the wind fell away until there was almost nothing of it, and that little fitful—while with the dying out of it the sea began to stir slowly with a long oily swell. far down to the southeast a line of smoke hung along the horizon, coming from the funnel of some steamer out of sight over the ocean's curve, and the heaviness of the atmosphere was shown by the way that this smoke held close to the surface of the sea.
that captain luke did not like the look of things was plain enough from his sharp glances about him and from his frequent examinations of the glass; and he seemed to be all the more bothered—his seaman's instinct that a storm was brewing being at odds with the barometer's prophecy—by the fact that the mercury showed a marked tendency to rise. had he known as much of the scientific side of navigation as he knew of the practical side he could have reconciled the conduct of the barometer with his own convictions, and so would have been easier in his mind; for it is a fact that the mercury often rises suddenly on the front edge of a storm—that is to say, a little in advance of it—by reason of the air banking up there. but having only his rule-of-thumb knowledge to apply in the premises, the apparent scientific contradiction of his own practical notions as to what was going to happen confused him and made him irritable—the nerve-stirring state of the atmosphere no doubt having also a share in the matter—as was made plain by his sharp quick motions, and by the way in which on the smallest provocation he fell to swearing at the men. and so the day wore itself out to nightfall: with the steel-gray clouds lifting steadily from the horizon toward the zenith, and with the swell of the weed-spattered sea slowly rising, and with a doubting uneasiness among all of us that found its most marked expression in captain luke's increasingly savage mood.
our supper was a glowering one. the captain had little to say, and that little of a sharp sort, while the mate only rumbled out a curse now and then at the boy who served us; and i myself was in a bitter bad humor as i thought how hard it was on me to be shut up at sea in such vile company, and how i had only myself to blame for getting into it—and found my case all the harder because of my nervous uneasiness due to the coming storm. as to the storm, there no longer could be doubt about it, for the barometer had got into line with captain luke's convictions and was falling fast.
when the supper was over the captain brought out his arrack-bottle and took off a full tumbler, which was more than double his usual allowance, and then pushed the liquor across to the mate and me. the mate also took a good pull at it, and i took a fair drink myself in the hope that it would quiet my nerves—but it had exactly the opposite effect and made me both excited and cross. and then we all came on deck together, and all in a rough humor, and bowers went down into the cabin to have his supper by himself.
what happened in the next half-hour happened so quickly that i cannot give a very clear account of it. a part of it, no doubt, was due to mere chance and angry impulse; but not the whole of it, and i think not the worst of it—for the first thing that the captain did was to order the man who was steering to go forward and to tell the mate to take the wheel. that left just the three of us together at the stern of the brig—with bowers below and so out of sight and hearing, and with all the crew completely cut off from us and put out of sight and hearing by the rise of the cabin above the deck.
night had settled down on the ocean, but not darkness. far off to the eastward the full moon was standing well above the horizon and was fighting her way upward through the clouds—now and then getting enough the better of them to send down a dash of brightness on the water, but for the most part making only a faint twilight through their gloom. the wind still was very light and fitful, but broken by strongish puffs which would heel the brig over a little and send her along sharply for half a mile or so before they died away; and the swell had so risen that we had a long sleepy roll. up to windward i made out a ship's lights—that seemed to be coming down on us rapidly, from their steady brightening—and i concluded that this must be the steamer from which the smoke had come that i had seen trailing along the horizon through the afternoon; and i even fancied, the night being intensely still, that i could hear across the water the soft purring sound made by the steady churning of her wheel. somehow it deepened the sullen anger that had hold of me to see so close by a ship having honest men aboard of her, and to know at the same time how hopelessly fast i was tied to the brig and her dirty crew. i don't mind saying that the tears came to my eyes, for i was both hurt by my sorrow and heavy with my dull rage.
we all three were silent for a matter of ten minutes or so, or it might even have been longer, and then captain luke faced around on me suddenly and asked: "well, have you made up your mind?"
had i been cooler i should have tried to fence a little, since my only resource—i being caught like a rat in a trap that way—was to try to gain time; but i was all in a quiver, just as i suppose he was, with the excitement of the situation and with the excitement of the thunderous night, and his short sharp question jostled out of my head what few wits i had there and made me throw away my only chance. and so i answered him, just as shortly and as sharply: "yes, i have."
"do you mean to join the brig?" he demanded.
"no, i don't," i answered, and stepped a little closer to him and looked him squarely in the eyes.
"i told you so," the mate broke in with his rumble; and i saw that he was whipping a light lashing on the wheel in a way that would hold it steady in case he wanted to let go.
"better think a minute," said captain luke, speaking coolly enough, but still with an angry undertone in his voice. "i've made you a good offer, and i'm ready to stand by it. but if you won't take what i've offered you you'll take something else that you won't like, my fresh young man. in a friendly way, and for your information, i've told you a lot of things that i can't trust to the keeping of any living man who won't chip in with us and take our chances—the bad ones with the good ones—just as they happen to come along. you know too much, now, for me to part company from you while you have a wagging tongue in your head—and so my offer's still open to you. only there's this about it: if you won't take it, overboard you go."
i had a little gleam of sense at that; for i knew that he spoke in dead earnest, and that the mate stood ready to back him, and that against the two of them i had not much show. and so i tried to play for time, saying: "well, let me think it over a bit longer. you said there was no hurry and that i might have a week to consider in. i've had only three days, so far. do you call that square?"
"squareness be damned," rumbled the mate, and he gave a look aloft and another to windward—the breeze just then had fallen to a mere whisper—and took his hands off the wheel and stepped away from it so that he and the captain were close in front of me, side by side. i stood off from them a little, and got my back against the cabin—that i might be safe against an attack from behind—and i was so furiously angry that i forgot to be scared.
"three days is as good as three years," captain luke jerked out. "what
i want is an answer right now. will you join the brig—yes or no?"
somehow i remembered just then seeing our pig killed, when i was a boy—how he ran around the lot with the men after him, and got into a corner and tried to fight them, and was caught in spite of his poor little show of fighting, and was rolled over on his back and had his throat stuck. he was a nice pig, and i had felt sorry for him: thinking that he didn't deserve such treatment, his life having been a respectable one, and he never having done anybody any harm. it all came back to me in a flash, as i settled myself well against the cabin and answered: "no, i won't join you—and you and your brig may go to hell!"
all i remember after that was their rush together upon me, and my hitting out two or three times—getting in one smasher on the mate's jaw that was a comfort to me—and then something hard cracking me on the head, and so stunning me that i knew nothing at all of what happened until i found myself coming up to the surface of the sea, sputtering salt-water and partly tangled in a bunch of gulf-weed, and saw the brig heeling over and sliding fast away from me before a sudden strong draught of wind.
