on shore, in a forest, i would not in the least have minded finding myself in a fix of this sort—though my getting into it would have been unlikely—because getting out of it would have been the easiest thing in the world. i know a good deal of wood-craft, and always can steer a course steadily by having the points of the compass fixed for me by the size and the trend of the branches, and by the bark growing thin or thick or by the moss or the lack of moss on the tree-trunks, and by the other such simple forest signs which are the outcome of the affection that there is on the part of things growing for the sun.
but what made my breath come hard and my heart take to pumping—as i stood looking up the tall side of the city of boston, being certain that i never had come down it and so must be off my course entirely—was my conviction that in this forest of the ocean, if i may call it so, there were no signs which would help me to find my way. all around me was the same wild hopeless confusion of broken wrecks jammed tight together, or only a little separated by narrow spaces thick-grown with weed; and everywhere overhanging it heavily, growing denser the deeper that i got into the tangle, was the haze that made it more confusing still. and under the haze—and because of it, i suppose—was a soft languorish warmth that seemed to steal my strength away and a good deal of my courage too.
but i knew that to give way to the feeling of dull fright, having somehow a touch of awe in it, that was creeping over me would be to put myself into a panic; and that once my wits fairly were addled my chance of getting back to the hurst castle again would be pretty much gone. and to get back to her seemed to me the only way of keeping my heart up and of keeping myself alive. she was the one ship, in all that great dismal fleet, aboard of which i could be sure that nothing horrible had happened, and in which i could be certain that no loathsome sights were to be come upon suddenly in shadowy nooks and corners to which dying men had crept in their extremity—trying, since none ever would bury them, to hide away a little their own bodies against the time when death should be upon them and corruption should begin.
and so i pulled myself together as well as i could and tried to do a little quiet thinking; and presently i came to the conclusion that i must find my way back to the brig against which the two ships were lying and start afresh from her; since it was pretty certain that it was there, by boarding the wrong ship, that i had got off my course. but because of my certain knowledge of what horridness the brig sheltered, and of the noisome stench that i must encounter there, it took a good deal of resolution to put this plan into practice; so much, indeed, that for a while i wavered about it, and succeeded at last in starting back again only by setting going the full force of my will.
but i need not have whipped myself on to my work so resolutely, nor have fretted myself in advance with planning the rush that i should make across the brig when i came to her—for i never, so far as i know, laid eyes on her again. for a little while, as in my first turn-about, i found my way backward without much difficulty—though again the different look that the ships had as i returned across them pulled me up from time to time with doubts about them; and then, just as before, i came to a place where more than one line of advance was open to me and there went wrong—as i knew a little later by finding myself aboard a vessel so strange in her appearance that my first glimpse over her deck satisfied me that i saw her then for the first time.
this craft was an old-fashioned sloop-of-war, carrying eighteen guns; and that she had perished in action was as evident as that her death-battle had been fought a long while back in the past. the mauling that she had received had made an utter wreck of her—her masts being shot away and hanging by the board, most of her bulwarks being splintered, and her whole stern torn open as though a crashing broad-side had been poured into her at short range. moreover, nearly all her guns had been dismounted, and two of them had burst in firing—as the shattered gun-carriages showed.
but what most strongly proved the fierceness of her last action, and the length of time that had passed since she fought it, were the scores of skeletons lying about her deck—a few with bits of clothing hanging fast to them, but most of them clean fleshless naked bones. just as they had fallen, there they lay: with legs or arms or ribs splintered or carried off by the shot which had struck them, or with bullet-holes clean through their skulls. but the sight of them, while it put a sort of awe upon me, did not horrify me; because time had done its cleansing work with them and they were pure.
indeed, my imagination was taken such fast hold of by coming upon this thrilling wreck of ancient sea-battle, fought out fiercely to a finish generations before ever i was born, that for a little while i forgot my own troubles entirely; and so got over the shock which my first sight of the riddled sloop and her dead crew had given me by proving that again i had lost my way. and my longing to know all that i could find out about it—backed by the certainty that i should not come upon anything below that would revolt me—led me to go searching in the shattered cabin for some clue to the sloop's name and nationality, and to the cause in which her death-fight had been fought.
the question of nationality was decided the moment that i set my foot within the cabin doorway—there being a good deal of light there, coming in through the broken stern—by my seeing stretched over a standing bed-place in a state-room to starboard an american flag; and the flag, taken together with the ancient build of the sloop, also settled the fact pretty clearly that the action which had finished her must have been fought with an english vessel in the war of 1812.
under the flag i could make out faintly the lines of a human figure, and i knew that one of the sloop's officers—most likely her commander, from the respect shown to him by covering him with the colors—must be lying there, just as his men had placed him to wait for a sea-burial until the fighting should come to an end. and that he had remained there was proof that not a man of the sloop's company but had been killed outright in the fight or had got his death-wound in it; and also of the fact that in a way the fight had been a victory—since it was evident that the enemy had not taken possession, and therefore must have been beaten off.
but the whole matter was settled clearly by my finding the sloop's log-book lying open on the cabin table, just as it had lain there, and had entries made in it, while the action was going on. and a very strange thrill ran through me as i read on the mouldy page in brown faint letters the date, "october 5, 1814," and across the page-head, in bigger brown faint letters: "u.s. sloop-of-war wasp": and so knew that i was aboard of that stinging little war-sloop—whereof the record is a bright legend, and the fate a mystery, of our navy—which in less than three months' time successively fought and whipped three english war-vessels—the ship reindeer and the brigs avon and atalanta, all of them bigger than herself—and then, being last sighted in september, 1814, not far from the azores, vanished with all her crew and officers from off the ocean and never was seen nor heard of again.
there before me in the mouldy log-book was the record of her last action—and in gallantry it led the three others which have made her fame.
the entries began at 7.20 a.m. with: "a strange sail in sight on the weather bow;" at 7.45 followed: "the strange brig bearing down on us. looks english"; and at 8.10: "the strange brig has shown english colors." then came the manoeuvring for position, covering more than an hour, and the beating to general quarters; and after that the short entries ran on quickly—in such rough and ready writing as might be expected of a man dashing in for a moment to make them, and then dashing out again to where the fighting was going on:
"9.20 a.m. engaged the enemy with our starboard battery, hulling him severely.
"9.24. our foremast by the board.
"9.28. the enemy's broadside in our stern. great havoc.
"9.35. the wreck of the foremast cleared, giving us steerage way.
"9.40. our hulling fire telling. the enemy's battery fire
slacking. his musketry fire very hot and galling.
"9.45. the enemy badly hulled. more than half of our crew
now killed or disabled.
"9.52. our main-mast by the board and our mizzen badly
wounded. action again very severe. few of our men left.
"9.56. captain blakeley killed and brought below.
"10.01. our mizzen down. the enemy's fire slacking again.
"10.10. the enemy sheering off, with the look of being
sinking.
"10.15. the enemy sinking. we cannot help him. most of our men are
dead. all of us living are badly hurt."
and there the entries came to an end.
my breath came fast as i read that short record of as brave a fight as ever was fought on salt water; and when my reading was finished i gave a great sigh. it was a fit ending for the little wasp, that death triumphant: and it was a fit ending to a fight between american and english sailors that they should hang at each other's throats, neither yielding, until they died that way—they being each of a nation unaccustomed to surrender, and both of the one race which alone in modern times has held the sea.
