as it turned out, they all went to the school feast.
mrs. hayward was not quite sure, as the colonel had said, which side she was on. the canon had a great influence over her, as he had over most of the ladies in the parish; but the canon had a way of making jokes about india and her husband’s youth, which were apt to turn mrs. hayward sharply round to the other side. when the colonel reported to her all that happened, and the meeting in the road, and canon jenkinson’s questions, elizabeth’s suspicions were at once aroused. ‘what did you tell him?’ she said.
‘i said exactly what you told me, my dear. i don’t quite approve of it—but i wouldn’t run the risk of contradicting you——’
‘and what did he say?’
‘well, my dear,’ said colonel hayward, a little flushed by this rapid questioning, ‘he said something about “your first poor wife"—which was quite natural—for he knows that we have no——’
‘yes, yes,’ mrs. hayward cried indignantly. ‘i knew he was just the man to make references of that sort.’ and after a few minutes she added, ‘i think we’ll go to the school feast. it will please the sitwells, who have a great many difficulties, and who do the very best they can for their people; and it will show the canon——’
‘but i assure you, my dear——’
‘you have no occasion to assure me of anything, henry—i hope i know him well enough. he is just the sort of man,’ mrs. hayward said. and on the next afternoon she dressed very well indeed, as for one of the best of her afternoon parties, and went to the school feast. to see her going in at the swinging-gate, with joyce and the colonel following in her train, was a very fine sight. but the group was not so conspicuous as it might have been, from
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the fact that a great many people equally fine had already gathered in wombwell’s field, where the sitwells, though they were poor, had gone to the expense of having a tent put up,—an extravagance which the people who shared their humble hospitalities did not forget for many a long day. it was not a school feast only, but a demonstration of the faction of st. augustine’s as against the parish. mrs. sitwell had worked for this great end with an energy worthy of the best of causes. she had not neglected any inducements. ‘the haywards are coming,’ she said, ‘with their daughter, you know,—the young lady whom no one ever heard of before. i am sure there is some mystery about that daughter.’ this was how it was that she had been so anxious and importunate with joyce.
it was the very first occasion on which joyce had found herself among a company of ladies and gentlemen as one of themselves, and she had not at all expected it. she had gone expecting to find children, among whom she was always at home,—poor children who, though they would be english, and talk with that accent which, to joyce’s unaccustomed ears, meant refinement almost as extraordinary as the strange acquirement of speaking french, which continues to astonish unaccustomed travellers on the other side of the channel—would still be not so much unlike scotch children that one used to them should not find means of making friends. she had made sure that there would be some young woman in charge of them with whom, perhaps, she might be allowed to make acquaintance, who would tell her how she managed, and what were her difficulties, and which was the way approved in england. in short, joyce had looked forward wistfully to a momentary half-clandestine return to what had heretofore been her life. it was disappointing to go in company with her father and his wife, who would be on the outlook to see that she did not commit herself. but then, on the other hand, she was unexpectedly reinforced by the arrival of captain bellendean, in whom she found a curious support and consolation. he knew—that she was joyce the schoolmistress, not a fine young lady. that of itself felt like a backing up—just as it had been a backing up in the old times that the lady at bellendean knew that perhaps she was not altogether joyce the schoolmistress, but joyce the princess, lady joyce, if all were known.
but when joyce found herself in the midst of this well-dressed company, and understood that she was, so to speak, quite accidentally plunged into the world, a great tremor came over her. the scene was very animated and pretty, though not exactly what it
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professed to be. wombwell’s field was a large grassy space, very green and open, surrounded on three sides by overhanging foliage, and with a few trees at the upper end, where the ground sloped a little. in the flat ground at the bottom the travelling menageries which visited richmond were in the habit of establishing themselves from time to time, whence its name. the round spot created by innumerable circuses showed upon the grass; but beyond the turf was of unbroken greenness, and there stood the little tent within which tea was dispensed to the company. the children were at the other end of the field occupied with divers games, with a few of the faithful of the district superintending and inspiring. but joyce found herself not in that division of the entertainment, where she might have been at her ease, but in the midst of all the well-dressed people—the people who knew each other, and exchanged greetings and smiles and polite conversation.
‘dear mrs. hayward, how kind of you to come to our little treat! dear miss hayward, how sweet of you to remember! colonel, you are always so kind; i am sure you have been working for me,’ cried mrs. sitwell, meeting them with extended hands. she was beaming with smiles and delight. ‘i asked a few friends to look in, and people are so kind, everybody has come. it is quite an ovation! dear austin is quite overcome. it is such an encouragement in the face of opposition to find his friends rallying round him like this.’
‘why are his friends rallying round him?’ said captain bellendean. ‘i thought it was a school feast.’
‘and so did i,’ said joyce, looking somewhat piteously round her, and wistfully at the children in the distance. the colonel and mrs. hayward had both been swallowed up by the crowd. they were shaking hands with all their acquaintances, exchanging smiles and remarks. joyce said to herself, with a thrill of mingled alarm and self-congratulation, what should i have done had not the captain been here?
norman looked round upon the company, though with different feelings from those of joyce. ‘i don’t know a soul,’ he said, with a little amusement—the consciousness, so soon acquired by a man who has been for however short a time ‘in society’—not only that it is a very extraordinary thing to know nobody, but also that the people among whom he cannot find a single acquaintance cannot be of much account.
‘and neither do i,’ said joyce, with a wistful look. her feeling was very different. she was a little fluttered by the sight of so many people, and looked at them with a longing to see a face
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she knew, a face which would smile upon her. she met many looks, and could even see that there were little scraps of conversation about her, and that she was pointed out to one and another; but there was no greeting or recognition for her among the pleasant crowd. she turned round again, very grateful, to the captain, whose society sustained her—but, alas! the captain had been spied and seized upon by lady st. clair, and joyce felt herself left alone. she looked wistfully at the collection of daughters who surrounded lady st. clair, ready to claim acquaintance with a smile if the miss st. clair who had called should be among the array. but either the miss st. clair who had called was not there, or else she had forgotten joyce. she stood for a moment shy yet desolate, not knowing where to turn; then, with a little sense of taking flight, moved quickly away to where the children were.
‘miss hayward, miss hayward!’ cried a voice behind. she paused, glad that some one cared enough to stop her, and saw mr. sitwell hastening after her, with a young man following closely,—a very young man in the long coat and close waistcoat which were quite unusual things to joyce. ‘you are so kind as really to wish to help with the children? let me introduce my young friend and curate, mr. bright; he will take you to them,’ the clergyman said.
the other little clergyman made his bow, and said how fortunate they were in having such a fine day, and what a pretty party it was. ‘i always think this is such a nice place for outdoor parties: not so nice as one’s own lawn, of course—but if one has no lawn, what can one do? in most places there is no alternative but a vulgar field. now this is quite pretty—don’t you think it is quite pretty, miss hayward?’
‘there is so much green, and such fine trees, that everything here is pretty,’ said joyce.
‘you put it much more nicely than i did; but i’m so glad you like the place; and how very gratifying for the sitwells! it really was time that there should be a demonstration. after beguiling sitwell here with such large promises, to have the rectory set itself against him! but there is a generosity about society, don’t you think, miss hayward, as soon as people really see the state of affairs. it will be a dreadful slap in the face for jenkinson, don’t you think?’
‘indeed——’ joyce had begun, meaning to say she was too ignorant to form an opinion, but her new companion did not wait for the expression of her sentiments.
‘yes, indeed—you are quite right; and for mrs. jenkinson,
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who, between ourselves, is a great deal worse than the canon. every one who comes to st. augustine’s she seems to think is taking away something from her. that is the greatest testimonial we can give to the ladies,’ said the little gentleman, with a laugh; ‘when they are disagreeable, they are so very disagreeable—beyond the power of any man. but, fortunately for us, that happens very seldom.’ the curate glanced up for the smile of approval with which his little sallies were generally received, but getting none, went on again undismayed. ‘which kind of children do you like, miss hayward,—the quite little ones, the roly-polies, or the big ones? i prefer the babies myself: they roll about on the grass like puppies, and they are quite happy—whereas you have to keep the other ones going. miss marsham takes the big girls in hand. you must let me introduce her to you. she is our great stand-by in the district—a little peculiar, but such a good creature. well, miss marsham, how are you getting on here?’
‘very well, oh, very well. we always do nicely. we have been playing at tom tidler’s ground. we just wanted some one to take the head of the other side. oh, mr. bright,’ cried this new personage, clasping her hands together, ‘what a pleasure for everybody; what a good thing; what a thorough success!’
‘isn’t it?’ cried the curate; and they both turned round to look down upon the many-coloured groups below with beaming faces.
‘nobody can say now that st. augustine’s was not wanted,’ said the lady.
‘no, indeed; i have just been saying to miss hayward what a slap in the face for the canon,’ the gentleman added, again giving vent to his feelings in a triumphant laugh.
‘oh, is this miss hayward?’ said miss marsham, offering her hand to joyce. she was a thin woman, with long meagre arms, and hands thrust into gloves too big for her. without being badly dressed, she had the general air of having been taken out of a wardrobe of old clothes: everything she wore being a little old-fashioned, a little odd, badly matched, and hanging unharmoniously together. even those gloves, which were too big, had the air of having had two hands thrust into them at random, without any thought whether or not they were a pair. but the old clothes were all of good quality; the little frills of lace were what ladies call ‘real,’ not the cottony imitations which are current in the present day. she had a worn face, lit up by a pair of soft brown eyes, in which there was still a great deal of sparkle left, when their owner pleased.
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‘i have heard so much of you,’ she said. ‘dear mrs. sitwell takes such an interest! it is so very kind to come and see how the children are getting on: and here they are all waiting for their game. mr. bright, you must take the other side. now then, children, i hope that is high enough for you. come on.’
joyce stood by with great gravity while the game proceeded—mr. bright and miss marsham making an arch with their joined hands, through which the children streamed. the curate, no doubt, would have taken this part of his duties quite simply if it had not been for the presence of this spectator, whose momentary smile died off into a look of very serious contemplation as she stood by, taking no part in the fun, which, with the stimulus of mr. bright’s presence, grew fast and furious. joyce could not have told why she felt so serious. she stood looking on at miss marsham’s old clothes on the one side—the thin wrist, with its little edge of yellow lace, the big glove, made doubly visible by the elevation of the hand—and mr. bright in his neat coat, falling to his knee, extremely spruce in his professional blackness, against the vivid green of the sloping field. joyce thought him very good to do it, nor was she conscious of any ridicule. she compared mr. bright with the minister at home, who would have looked on as she herself was doing, but certainly would not have joined in the play: and she thought that the children were very much made of in england, and should be very happy. presently, however, mr. bright detached himself from the game, and came and joined her.
‘i am afraid you thought me a great gaby,’ he said; ‘but at a school feast, you know, one can’t stand on one’s dignity.’
‘oh no,’ said joyce, ‘it was i that was the great—— for not joining in. i should like to do something; but i don’t know what would please them.’
‘something new to play at,’ said miss marsham. ‘i always ask strangers if they can’t recommend something new. look, look!’ she cried, suddenly clutching the curate’s arm; ‘do you see? the thompsons’ carriage, his very greatest supporters! dear me, dear me! who could have thought of that!’
‘and sir sam himself,’ said the curate exultantly. ‘well, this is triumph indeed. i must go and see what they say.’
‘sir sam himself,’ said miss marsham musingly. ‘do you know, miss hayward, if you will not think it strange of me to say it, i am beginning to get a little sorry for the canon. it is not that sir sam is such a great person. he is only a soap-boiler, or something of that sort; but he is enormously rich, and the
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canon has always been by way of having him in his pocket. whatever was wanted, there was always a big subscription from sir sam. yes, dear, by all means. hunt the slipper is a very nice, noisy—— you will think it very queer, miss hayward, but i am beginning to get sorry for the canon. i can’t help recollecting, you know, the time before st. augustine’s was thought of. yes, yes, my dear; but let me talk for a moment to the young lady.’
‘i know so little,’ said joyce,—‘scarcely either the one or the other.’
‘and you must think us so frivolous,’ said the kind woman, with a sigh. ‘the fact is, i was very anxious it should be a success. st. augustine’s was very much wanted—it really was. there are such a number of those people that live by the river, you know—boatmen, and those sort of people—and so neglected. i tried a few things—a night-school, and so forth; but by one’s self one can do so little. have you much experience, miss hayward, in parish work?’
‘oh, none—none at all.’
‘ah!’ said miss marsham, with a sigh, ‘that’s how one’s illusions go. i thought you would be such a help. but never mind, my dear, you’re very young. oh, you’ve begun, children, without me! all right, all right; i am not disappointed at all. i want to talk to this young lady. they think we care for it just as much as they do,’ she went on turning to joyce; ‘but if truth be told, i am a little stiff for hunt the slipper. and you can’t think how good the sitwells are. he is in the parish—i ought to say the district—morning, noon, and night. and she—well, if i did not know she had three children, and did everything for them herself, and really only one servant, for the other is quite a girl, and always taken up with the baby—besides her work about the photographs, you know—i should say she was in the parish too, morning, noon, and night.’
joyce stood and looked down upon the people flitting in and out of the tent, arranging and rearranging themselves in different groups, and on the rush of the hosts to the swinging-gate, at which a fat man and a large lady were getting down, and listened to the narrative going on in her ear with the accompaniment of the cries and laughter of the children, all in that tone which, to her northern ears, was high-pitched and a little shrill. how strange it all was! she might have fallen into a new world. it was curious to listen to this new opening of human life; but she was young, and not enough of a spectator to be able to disengage
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herself, and be amused with a free mind by the humours of a scene with which she had nothing to do. she looked still a little wistfully at the little crowd, where there was nobody who knew anything of herself, or thought her worth the trouble of making acquaintance with. joyce had not heard any fine conversation as yet, nor had she encountered any of the wit or wisdom which she had expected; but still she could not free herself from the idea that to be among the ladies and the gentlemen would be more entertaining than here, with miss marsham giving her a sketch of the history of the sitwells and the church controversies of the place, and the school children quite beyond her reach playing hunt the slipper in the background. she was much too young to take any comfort in the thought that such is life, and that the gay whirl of society very often resolves itself into standing in a corner and hearing somebody else’s private history, not always so innocent or from so benevolent a historian.
but presently, and all in a moment, the aspect of affairs changed for joyce. it changed in a completely unreasonable, and, indeed, altogether inadequate way,—not by an introduction among the best people, the crowd whose appearance filled the clergyman and his wife, and all their retainers, with transports a trifle short of celestial; not in making acquaintance with sir sam thompson, the soap-boiler, whose appearance was the climax of the triumph—a climax so complete that it turned the scale, and made the sitwells’ hard-hearted partisan sorry for the canon. none of these great things befell joyce. all that happened was the appearance of a tall individual, separating himself from the crowd, and walking towards her from the lower level.
‘here is a gentleman coming this way,’ said miss marsham. ‘i don’t think he is one of the school committee, or any one i know. but i am rather short-sighted, and i may be mistaking him for some one else, as i do so often. dear miss hayward, i am sure you must have good eyes: will you look and tell me. ah, i see you know him.’
‘it is captain bellendean,’ said joyce. her musing face had grown bright.
‘who is captain bellendean? does he take an interest in sunday schools? is he——’ here miss marsham turned to look at her companion, and though she was short-sighted, she was not without certain insights which women seldom altogether lose. ‘oh!’ she said, and, with a subdued smile and a sparkle out of her brown eyes, which for a moment made her middle-aged face both young and bright, returned to the children who were playing
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hunt the slipper, and though she had said she was too stiff for that game, was down among them in a moment as lively as any there.
it is to be doubted whether joyce was conscious that her friend of ten minutes’ standing had left her, or how she left her. she stood looking down upon the same scene, her face still full of musing, but touched with light which changed and softened every line. ‘i have been looking for you everywhere,’ said captain bellendean; ‘when i got free of that rabble you were nowhere to be seen. i might have thought you would turn to the children, who have some nature about them. and so i had the sense to do at last.’
‘do you call them rabble?’ said joyce.
‘not if it displeases you,’ he said. ‘but what are they after all? society is always more or less a rabble, and here you get it naked, without the brilliancy and the glow which takes one in town.’
perhaps captain bellendean had not found himself so much appreciated as he thought himself entitled to be in town, and thus produced these sentiments, which are so common, with a little air of conviction, as if they had never been heard before. and indeed, save in books, where she had often met them, joyce had never heard them before.
‘and yet,’ said joyce, ‘when educated people meet—people that have read and have seen the world—it must be more interesting to hear them talk than—than any other pleasure.’
‘may we sit down here? the grass is quite dry. educated people? i am sure i don’t know, for i seldom meet them, and i’m very uninstructed myself. but i’ll tell you what, miss joyce, you are the only educated person i know. talk to me, and i will listen, and i have no doubt it will be far more entertaining to me than any other diversion; but whether it may have the same effect on you——’ he said, looking up to her from the grass upon which he had thrown himself, with inquiring eyes.
oh, andrew halliday! whose boast was education, who would have tackled her upon the most abstruse subjects, or talked shakespeare and the musical glasses as long as she pleased,—how was it that the soldier’s brag of his ignorance seemed to joyce far more delightful than any such music of the spheres?
