the next six weeks seem to me still like a vague dream: everything happened so hastily and strangely. i got a note next day from irene. it was very short. "dearest harry,—mamma and i think, under the circumstances, it would be best for us to leave london for a few weeks. i am not angry with you. with best love, ever yours affectionately, irene."
i was wild when i received it. i couldn't bear to part so with irene. i would find out where they were going and follow them immediately. i would write a note and break off my mad engagement with césarine. i must have been drunk or insane when i made it. i couldn't imagine what i could have been doing.
on my way round to inquire at the latham's, a carriage came suddenly upon me at a sharp corner. a lady bowed to me from it. it was césarine with her father. they pulled up and spoke to me. from that moment my doom was sealed. the old fascination came back at once, and[pg 17] i followed césarine blindly home to her house to luncheon, her accepted lover.
in six weeks more we were really married.
the first seven or eight months of our married life passed away happily enough. as soon as i was actually married to césarine, that strange feeling i had at first experienced about her slowly wore off in the closer, commonplace, daily intercourse of married life. i almost smiled at myself for ever having felt it. césarine was so beautiful and so queenly a person, that when i took her down home to devonshire, and introduced her to the old manor, i really found myself immensely proud of her. everybody at teignbury was delighted and struck with her; and, what was a great deal more to the point, i began to discover that i was positively in love with her myself, into the bargain. she softened and melted immensely on nearer acquaintance; the faustina air faded slowly away, when one saw her in her own home among her own occupations; and i came to look on her as a beautiful, simple, innocent girl, delighted with all our country pleasures, fond of a breezy canter on the slopes of dartmoor, and taking an affectionate interest in the ducks and chickens, which i could hardly ever have conceived even as possible when i first saw her in seymour crescent. the imperious, mysterious, terrible césarine disappeared entirely, and i found in her place, to my immense relief, that i had married a graceful, gentle, tender-hearted english girl, with just a pleasant occasional touch of southern fire and impetuosity.
as winter came round again, however, césarine's cheeks began to look a little thinner than usual, and she had such a constant, troublesome cough, that i began to be a trifle alarmed at her strange symptoms. césarine herself laughed off my fears. "it's nothing, harry," she would say; "nothing at all, i assure you, dear. a few good rides on the moor will set me right again. it's all the result[pg 18] of that horrid london. i'm a country-born girl, and i hate big towns. i never want to live in town again, harry."
i called in our best exeter doctor, and he largely confirmed césarine's own simple view of the situation. "there's nothing organically wrong with mrs. tristram's constitution," he said confidently. "no weakness of the lungs or heart in any way. she has merely run down—outlived her strength a little. a winter in some warm, genial climate would set her up again, i haven't the least hesitation in saying."
"let us go to algeria with the yacht, reeney," i suggested, much reassured.
"why algeria?" césarine replied, with brightening eyes. "oh, harry, why not dear old haiti? you said once you would go there with me—you remember when, darling; why not keep your promise now, and go there? i want to go there, harry: i'm longing to go there." and she held out her delicately moulded hand in front of her, as if beckoning me, and drawing me on to haiti after her.
"ah, yes; why not the west indies?" the exeter doctor answered meditatively. "i think i understood you that mrs. tristram is west indian born. quite so. quite so. her native air. depend upon it, that's the best place for her. by all means, i should say, try haiti."
i don't know why, but the notion for some reason displeased me immensely. there was something about césarine's eyes, somehow, when she beckoned with her hand in that strange fashion, which reminded me exactly of the weird, uncanny, indescribable impression she had made upon me when i first knew her. still i was very fond of césarine, and if she and the doctor were both agreed that haiti would be the very best place for her, it would be foolish and wrong for me to interfere with their joint wisdom. depend upon it, a woman often knows what is[pg 19] the matter with her better than any man, even her husband, can possibly tell her.
the end of it all was, that in less than a month from that day, we were out in the yacht on the broad atlantic, with the cliffs of falmouth and the lizard point fading slowly behind us in the distance, and the white spray dashing in front of us, like fingers beckoning us on to haiti.
