thursday, may 25, 1944
dearest kitty,
bep's engaged! the news isn't much of a surprise, though none of us are particularly pleased. bertus may be a nice, steady, athletic young man, but bep doesn't love him, and to me that's enough reason to advise her against marrying him.
bep's trying to get ahead in the world, and bertus is pulling her back; he's a laborer, without any interests or any desire to make something of himself, and i don't think that'll make bep happy. i can understand bep's wanting to put an end to her indecision; four weeks ago she decided to write him off, but then she felt even worse. so she wrote him a letter, and now she's engaged.
there are several factors involved in this engagement. first, bep's sick father, who likes bertus very much. second, she's the oldest of the voskuijl girls and her mother teases her about being an old maid. third, she's just turned twenty-four, and that matters a great deal to bep.
mother said it would have been better if bep had simply had an affair with bertus. i don't know, i feel sorry for bep and can understand her loneliness. in any case, they can get married only after the war, since bertus is in hiding, or at any rate has gone underground. besides, they don't have a penny to their name and nothing in the way of a hope chest. what a sorry prospect for bep, for whom we all wish the best. i only hope bertus improves under her influence, or that bep finds another man, one who knows how to appreciate her!
yours, anne m. frank
the same day
there's something happening every day. this morning mr. van hoeven was arrested. he was hiding two jews in his house. it's a heavy blow for us, not only because those poor jews are once again balancing on the edge of an abyss, but also because it's terrible for mr. van hoeven.
the world's been turned upside down. the most decent people are being sent to concentration camps, prisons and lonely cells, while the lowest of the low rule over young and old, rich and poor. one gets caught for black marketeering, another for hiding jews or other un- fortunate souls. unless you're a nazi, you don't know what's going to happen to you from one day to the next.
mr. van hoeven is a great loss to us too. bep can't possibly lug such huge amounts of potatoes all the way here, nor should she have to, so our only choice is to eat fewer of them. i'll tell you what we have in mind, but it's certainly not going to make life here any more agreeable. mother says we'll skip breakfast, eat hot cereal and bread for lunch and fried potatoes for dinner and, if possible, vegetables or lettuce once or twice a week. that's all there is. we're going to be hungry, but nothing's worse than being caught.
yours, anne m. fran
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