monday, march 27, 1944
dearest kitty,
at least one long chapter on our life in hiding should be about politics, but i've been avoiding the subject, since it interests me so little. today, however, i'll devote an entire letter to politics.
of course, there are many different opinions on this topic, and it's not surprising to hear it frequently discussed in times of war, but. . . arguing so much about politics is just plain stupid! let them laugh, swear, make bets, grumble and do whatever they want as long as they stew in their own juice. but don't let them argue, since that only makes things worse. the people who come from outside bring us a lot of news that later proves to be untrue; however, up to now our radio has never lied. jan, miep, mr. kleiman, bep and mr. kugler go up and down in their political moods, though jan least of all.
here in the annex the mood never varies. the end- less debates over the invasion, air raids, speeches, etc., etc., are accompanied by countless exclamations such as "eempossible!, urn gottes willen* [* oh, for heaven's sake]. if they're just getting started now, how long is it going to last!, it's going splendidly, but, great!"
optimists and pessimists -- not to mention the realists -- air their opinions with unflagging energy, and as with everything else, they're all certain that they have a monopoly on the truth. it annoys a certain lady that her spouse has such supreme faith in the british, and a certain husband attacks his wife because of her teasing and dispar- aging remarks about his beloved nation!
and so it goes from early in the morning to late at night; the funny part is that they never get tired of it. i've discovered a trick, and the effect is overwhelming, just like pricking someone with a pin and watching them jump. here's how it works: i start talking about politics.
all it takes is a single question, a word or a sentence, and before you know it, the entire family is involved!
as if the german "wehrmacht news" and the english bbc weren't enough, they've now added special air-raid announcements. in a word, splendid. but the other side of the coin is that the british air force is operating around the clock. not unlike the german propaganda machine, which is cranking out lies twenty-four hours a day!
so the radio is switched on every morning at eight (if not earlier) and is listened to every hour until nine, ten or even eleven at night. this is the best evidence yet that the adults have infinite patience, but also that their brains have turned to mush (some of them, i mean, since i wouldn't want to insult anyone). one broadcast, two at the most, should be enough to last the entire day. but no, those old nincompoops. . . never mind, i've already said it all! "music while you work," the dutch broadcast from england, frank phillips or queen wilhelmina, they each get a turn and find a willing listener. if the adults aren't eating or sleeping, they're clustered around the radio talking about eating, sleeping and politics. whew! it's getting to be a bore, and it's all i can do to keep from turning into a dreary old crone myself! though with all the old folks around me, that might not be such a bad idea!
here's a shining example, a speech made by our beloved winston churchill.
nine o'clock, sunday evening. the teapot, under its cozy, is on the table, and the guests enter the room.
dussel sits to the left of the radio, mr. van d. in front of it and peter to the side. mother is next to mr. van d., willi mrs. van d. behind them. margot and i are sitting in the last row and pim at the table. i realize this isn't a very clear description of our seating arrangements, but it doesn't matter. the men smoke, peter's eyes close from the strain of listening, mama is dressed in her long, dark negligee, mrs. van d. is trembling because of the planes, which take no notice of the speech but fly blithely on toward essen, father is slurping his tea, and margot and i are united in a sisterly way by the sleeping mouschi, who has taken possession of both our knees. margot's hair is in curlers and my nightgown is too small, too tight and too short. it all looks so intimate, cozy and peaceful, and for once it really is. yet i await the end of the speech willi dread. they're impatient, straining at the leash to start another argument! pst, pst, like a cat luring a mouse from its hole, they goad each other into quarrels and dissent.
yours, anne
